††††††††††† ††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† LONELINESS
Loneliness. How beautifully bad it is.
It is like the spider web and if you fall into it and try to escape the more tied you get and more hurt. But how nice to is to be alone living with your fantasy in a dream world and hope that one day they will become reality and maybe you will be able to brake the bonds that keep you bound and away from the others even if they do not understand it.
Now I am sure you are saying what he is talking about. So difficult is for the dreams to become reality. Unfortunately yes because if you try in the todayís world somebody that is not afraid to say what it feels and say I love you under the stars in a beach. It is like looking for a needle in a haystack.
It sounds so easy but when the time comes to say it, then you hide under a mask that it is not you but what you want to show. The indifferent person of the 21st century.
I will be keep looking for the person that will break the mask, which will break the bonds and will show its true feelings. I will keep on like the King Arthurís Knights were looking for the holy grail and even if I never find it I will be happy because my consion will be in peace with myself that I have tried and I have not surrendered like many did.
Written on 29/6/91 at Boulogne
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