Heeey!

Sorry about that emo post, I was going through a moving slump, two days is how long it takes before it breaks, kinda like a really bad but really fast disease.  I am feeling much better about the move and everything else, the despair I was feeling was because I felt like I was losing everything and sure my sister is moving out... but it's not like we won't see her! So hope has returned.

I've rested in God and that's always a plus!

So, I've been working on Vampire Lineage, none of this will be revealed until it's all done and rights etc have been put in order because all this stuff is mine and it's not something I want people stealing, like some of you know, it can happen.  Besides it's still in it's process of getting better!

Also, been working on several stories for the Vampires, my Vampires, all of which are related to the cast that is continually growing! It very well may grow out of my control before I know it! Vampires running amuck... not a good thing I'll admit.  U.U/   But it would be pretty ...no it wouldn't be awesome >.> ahhaha

For those of you who got lost on this page and couldn't find my stories, the button that looks like a beach is my link to the stories! Just click that and you will get there.  Only one story up ATM but things have been REALLY crazy, as I mentioned I'll be moving to WV and getting a job (God willing) and I will also be getting a scanner, my Grandfather is taking care of that! :3 that makes me happpy! I can put up my art noooow! *excited*

Alright, I think that's all!

Exactly as it says! I normally enjoy books! I do I love them! I've been re-reading the Twilight series, and enjoying it I might add, but now that I am trying to write a fan-fiction on what I think Jacob's story should be like I... can't get inspired for my own story!

*hangs head* I don't know this confused feeling that's hitting me, and listening to sad+happy songs don't help, only making this feeling worse! I'm stumped, I feel really confused.  Stephenie Meyer always makes me stumped whenever I read her books, I think; Wow, I'm not as good as I think I am!

Yep! >.> it sucks majorly! But I can't pull myself out of it, and nothing it helping, not even food! BOO! I don't like it... dang it all.  *sits in a corner* none of my stories come the way I want them too! I always start a million different ones and then I try to go back to an older one and it always gets jumbled and I can't find inspiration to write it! It's always been this way ya know... it's really stupid, but it always happens! I really want to be inspired but I can't... I can't find it, it's like walking through the woods at night, you will get lost.  *sighs* nothing's working!! *whine*

Oh well, I am complaining sorry.  My friend corrected me it's not "liberal" *kicks self* it's Legalistic, thank you Chel-chan! Love ya sis!

Alrighty... I think thats all, just so you all know I am working on my stories, but it's hard as you just read *frowns* ah well... had to rant. 

*comes crawling out of a bunch of fallen over boards, trash and other things that probably shouldn't be mentioned and finally stands up*

Hey Guys!

As you may have noticed the website has become different! Smaller, more compact! Why? Well, mostly because I felt like the site was a trashbin with all those pages.  So, I decided to use one of my other webs to put my stories on ^_^ Of course that is when I actually get a story actually finished.  >.>

I'm surprised I even have the time to edit this place what with all the junk going on in my life, for those of you that don't know, I'm moving again *rolls eyes* Oh the joy! And my mother wants to move away to a place that's... well to far away, a place I refer to as murders-ville.  She wants to move there because of her boyfriend, who she fully intends to marry...Psh, whatever. 

So yes, I will be packing again, putting my stuff away again... and some woman will be coming to see the house and we should be out of here by the end of June, I don't plan on moving with my Mom so I am trying to get a job, and if I dont' get one, I will be calling up a friend of mine and see if I can stay with her family until I can get enough money to rent an apartment, I wanted to rent alone, but my sister says I should rent with her, but I don't know how much I would be able to handle that! She can REALLY get on my nerves >.> and I really don't want to be fighting every other day with her.  Boo. Oh yeah, and some prayer would be appreciate because I am going to need all I can get when I am searching for a job, you all know how it is now a-days >.>

I am getting a new sketchpad at the end of the month! Woo! And I will be drawing up a storm, practicing poses, faces, hair etc.  I want to get better and I won't unless I PRACTICE! Dang it! Aha! My pencils are turning old! They want me to pick them up! But I only use pencils for drawing, I write with pens >.>;; Poor Pencils. 

Ah, and the pressure of the end of High School is coming, even though I am homeschooled I know very little, because I wasn't taught properly, but I fully intend to do a lot of reading on things I've missed, I may even study some math, because I can do it when I am not under pressure to.  No classes in college is what that means 8P And my friend wants me to attend a college with her, but I am a bit wary of it... it's a Christian College, but... I'm worried they may be very legalistic.. I think is the word >.> so I am going to try and check it out with her sometime.  ^.^ (God Willing)

Hm, I think that's all... Yeah, it is.  Thanks for coming to my site! And I hope you enjoy! It's still going through some work.