A Woman's Right to Lose

Memoirs of a "Results Not Typical" Loser

at a glance

Assessment

Start

WW Goal

Personal Goal

Current

Weight

239

179

139

149.4

Body Mass Index

33

25

19

21

Pant Size

22

10/12

6

8

Shirt Size

2X

L

M

M/L

make it personal; make it last

It's important to set mini goals for yourself along the way. If I had started from day one reminding myself that my WW goal weight was 60 lbs. away I surely would've fallen off the wagon in no time. Instead I focused on increments - losing just 5 lbs., and then another 5 lbs., and then another 5. You get the idea.

I also set small rewards for dropping down to the next 'decade' in weight, hitting a specific pound marker, or finally fitting into a special outfit. For example, after I'd lost 45 lbs. I did a major closet overhaul and went on a huge shopping spree (the first of many). When I hit the 185 lb. mark, I rewarded myself with a new bathing suit. Okay, to be honest I ended up with five new bathing suits; I couldn't control myself! 

At any rate, setting and reaching these mini-milestones helped motivate me to press onward.

maintenance madness

I never realized how difficult maintenance would be. Each day is a struggle as I exercise, count calories and fat grams, measure portions and choose healthy food options. This isn't to say that exercising itself is extremely difficult, or that putting baby carrots into a Ziplock baggie is a real challenge, or even that measuring 3/4 cup of whole wheat pasta is right up there with rocket science. The struggle is continually finding the motivation and determination to continue to do all of these things for - how long? - forever!

Modesty aside, I was perfect at losing weight. I learned, memorized and followed the WW program to the letter. Believe it or not, from my initial weigh-in all the way to goal I posted a loss every single week. But that perfectionism doesn't mean jack if I can't ensure that every pound lost doesn't find its way back onto my body.

Enter a life of maintenance madness! Has this journey been a rollercoaster of emotions? Certainly. But damned if the results aren't worth every packed lunch, baby carrot, sweat bead and muscle ache!

challenging challenges

My current challenges (as of May 2008) include:

  • maintain under 150 lbs.
  • try the famous taco soup recipe this month
  • exercise at least four days per week
  • add ab routine (180+ crunches) after each run 
  • savor the flavor by consciously trying to eat more slowly
  • attend WW meetings to weigh-in at least once every four weeks

The point is to keep yourself motivated in whatever way works best. The more personal you make your mini-goals, the more successful you will be.