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"Together"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Chorus:
Forever forever
and ever and ever and ever
Together
I believe in this with all my heart
Forever forever
and ever and ever
I'll never stop
I changed
But my heart never
It will never stop loving you
But you make your mistakes
I forgive you them
Let's stay together, and help each other too
We understand with no words
We will stay in this world
We tour it all together
And lighten in the light of the stars
Chorus: 2x
I look at our pictures
I feel life melody
I would like to fly over the heaven And cry aloud
How very much I love you !
Chorus: 2x
Mum, don't be angry with me
"DayDream"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
You would fly like bird
But you know it is impossible
You would run far away from here
You're closing the doors for fear...
You have promised me many things
You have fulfilled none
Making appointment For a meeting
Not coming at all
You're not answering phone !
You're not opening door !
Chorus:
I fuck what they say, they do
You & other matters
Yeah yeah yeah!!!
I don't know why this is making you angry
This is my life
I am doing with it what I want
You will never say what should I do
I'm not yours and I will never be
I feel like in a dream - but everything is real
Everything has itsend
This is my happy ending
My daydream
Flowers, chats - I've got enough
Go to hell!
Shut up – do what you want
You have never been perfect
Sometimes you're pathetic
I miss you
Chorus: 1x
[la la la...]
Your words will stay in my memory
Different things were happening
Yours lies were kidnapped by wind
Time killed those years
This is like daydream, which I remember
Destiny’s law
Chorus: 1x
My happy ending
My happy finding
My daydream
"Stop"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
If you want to be here further
Stop thinking it won’t succeed
If you need help
Stop being haughty and ask for it
People go around around
They hitwall using heads
Have Lost their breath they are planing for a week ahead
But today still lasts
No matter what they say
They ought to do what they like doing
It will be next, different, strange day
Change this
Chorus:
Stop! Stop! Stop!
Talking, looking now
Only think & shout
Like your mind
Stop! Stop! Stop!
Stop for one instant
Listen only to me
Stop! Stop! Stop!
Stop doing what you're thinking
Begin to do what you're should
Live for yourself not for the others
Maybe it is your last day
You're like criminalist
If you do something else than the others
In this deadly atmosphere
I feel nothing
Life is a game
Damn it
Nothing is ok
I know this
Change this quickly
Chorus: 1x
It's a fight of words
No matter what they say
I don’t care
In a mirror I can see different me
Now I can see
Everything changes
Chorus: 2x
Last day
Like this is last day
"Nobody's Knew"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
He was near her
But she was still feeling alone
Nobody knew how he is like
Real him
He wanted to have her forever
He wanted to own her
Nobody knew how much
Painful it was for her
Mouth closed, Ears closed, Eyes closed...
Chorus:
I want to forget you - you forgot me
This is my truth
I don't remember you
I am free from you
In yours eyes I can see sea full of lies
You don’t know me
'We' this will never be
I feel nothing
She wants to come back home
But she doesn’t know her way
And goes through the fog
She doesn’t know what
Is waiting for her
Nobody knows what she feels
In fog
Mouth closed, Ears closed, Eyes closed...
Chorus: 1x
I want to know, who she is
I want to know, if she is me
I want to know, what it means
I want to know, how you feel
I want to know, what is real
I want to know, everything
Everything
Chorus: 1x
I feel nothing
I feel nothing
I feel nothing
I feel nothing
"The Black Rose"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
La la la la la
The Black Rose
La la la la
I am recording a new song
I play the guitar
Inventing new song
About some boy
Who messed about in my life
Next hit
I show up in magazines
I don't think about him now
I take the skateboard & ride without stop
I'm a skater girl
Chorus:
I go on the stage
I play rock music with my band
Real life
Don't tell me what to do
what to write
what to say
This My World, My element
The Black Rose
Full of thorns
I get out from home
In order to be alone
Outside where there is nobody
Only my band
We're going to the concert
On the stage we go crazy, play guitar
We are superstars
Chorus:
We have many fans
Give out autographs
Show up in magazines
We love rock music
Don't tell us what to do
what to write
what to say
This Our World, Our element
The Black Rose
Full of thorns
I'm sorry if what I say is not delicate enough
I want to show you the real world
Every piece of me
You will never be me
My problems I only put in my Music
My band is the first step
In order be become important, and famous ‘cause
I want to humiliate my enemies
To trow The Black Rose under their feet
Full of thorns
Chorus:
I go on the stage
I play rock music witch my band Real life
Don't tell me what to do
what to write
what to say
This My World, My element
The Black Rose
Full of thorns
"Prison"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
I'm a prisoner
In prison-life
I don't understand why ?
You left me alone
In cold and wind
Watching only how I suffer
Fucked life
There are no rules in here
I hit the walls with my fists
[Why ?] [I'm a prisoner]
You don't know me
Ignore me
Just leave to be forgotten
You don't know me
You don’t want me here
I won’t give up
Chorus:
I'm a prisoner in my life
Nobody understands me
Nobody understands my problems
I stay on the desert, don't know where
I wait in the dark, but nobody's coming
I'm absolutely alone in here
Nobody belives me
Just pointing your fingers on me
You treat me as if I was imaginary
Everything for nothing
[Anything can happen]
Don’t You tell me it's my fault
Never
[Why ?] [I'm a prisoner]
Why you do this to me
You Push me away
I shout through the tears
Try to touch me again
I kick your ass
I swear
Chorus: 2x
I'm a fighter
I will be strong
I achieved more than you
I changed
I don't plan revenge anymore
I write this
In my dreams
I fall, fall
Lower and lower
To forget again
Chorus: 2x
Prison
"School Life"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
That's school life, school life
That's school life, school life
I don't know what I do in here
In here nothing is real
Everything is so complicated
Quest what? where? when? were late
Sombody else could answer, but he is jaded
You're only waiting to stop, for break, to reste
Meet your friend
That's school life, school life
Chorus:
Everything what so happened, won't change anyway
What's left is laughing at it
Nobody else can stop it
Welcome in the real world
The war among as
Between the teachers & pupils is fight
This is just school life
Ecape before others life, freak out, shout
Find your own world
Clean uniform, silence on lesson
Teachers imaginary stories
Never in than believe
No suprise, they want a compromise
Their dreams are like a mirror, wich can break
That's school life, school life
Chorus: 1x
[la, la, la...]
Still fight for survival
O man, how it is boring
Chorus: 2x
Escape from others life, only try to think differently
but it is still an shit
Sometimes look in yours eyes
And say it you are
It's me
"My World"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
[Going up! Shut up! Sit down! Listen now...me]
I’ve been born in big town
I live in it and it's all right
Maybe with some exceptions
I was going to school and beating the boys
I was running about with dogs and going to shop
I was helping old people, normal thing
Welcome to My World
I go to the cinema with my friend
We eat big pizza & drink coke
Making jokes from a securityguards
After that I talk on GG till late night
I don't feel like sleeping
[In dream in my World]
Chorus:
No words
Can describe how I feel
No human
Can experience what I do
No words
Can show how I feel in My World
In My body
What I have under my skin, in My soul
[la, la, la...]
Welcome to My World
I live in apartment 'room & kitchen'
Together with mum, guinea-pig, cat, dog
Always crowded, it's ordinary in this place
Door sometimes for everybody is closed
[This My life]
With my mum I can talk like with no one else
With my dad is a bit worse
My mother has a boyfriend
My father has a girlfriend
Everything I write in my diary
Chorus: 2x
I am star
I play my guitar
On my piano my songs
I jump, freak out, smash to the rhythm of music
Everything, everybody around me turn around
Everyday I sing, write
My Songs !
Chorus: 2x
"I Feel"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
I woke up in the morning
I wiped my face
I don't remember
What I was doing in my dream
I looked in the mirror
I saw there the same
But the other world
I went outside
In order to feel free from home
From problems
Unhappy, mad face
Does the world have to be like this?
Do I have to live like that?
So everybody would be pleased
Only not me
Chorus:
I feel
I feel
I feel
Everyday I wear the mask
To hide my face
(I feel, I feel, I feel...)
I hide my thoughts, my emotions
I don't say what I think [say what I think]
Thoughts [words] I don't feel [feel, feel...]
(I feel, I feel, I feel...)
I ask for help, catch me, please
I fall deeper and deeper into forgetfulness
I go on stage – I sing my song
I feel like I did some mistake
I shouldn’t be like this
Closed in mirror room
I look into my face, and
I've got enough of this prison
I want get out from here
Lot’s of lies, too many lies
Never again
I will believe in them
I want to know the true
Chorus: 2x
I feel
I feel
I feel
Everyday I wear the mask
To hide my face
I want take it off
Show you who I am
I hide my thoughts, my emotions
I won't be taken from fairy-tale
Imagined by others
I'm myself
I ask for help, catch me, please
I am not falling down anymore, I’m going up
I hold on
I feel like...
"Who am I?"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
I swim in big sea of destiny
I try to understand where is the sense
Try to rest from problems
Don't mind behaviour of others
But this is harder than I thought
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Chorus:
Who am I? Who am I? Who am I?
Always visible on the background of others
I look in the mirror I forget, forget
I’m falling deeper and deeper so...
Who am I? Who am I? Who am I?
It’s been a long time since I was so happy
Nobody was snuggling me like that before
Like water drop in the desert
This is breakthrough in my life
I run out
And I can see nobody
Nobody wants me
Chorus (1x)
Who am I?
[I am above & under]
Where am I?
[I am above & under]
Who am I?
[I am above & under]
[I am above & under]
[I am above & under]
Chorus (2x)
Who am I?
Who am I?
Who am I?
"Try My Blood"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
I'm trying understand, where we have made a mistake
How to blame you
Since all time you're pretended
It's still on my mind
Everything was all right
You've destroyed all
You've taken up a lot of my time
Not long ago before I called you 'the only one'
But now
Seeing you is
Killing me
Chorus
Try My Blood
And feel how you've hurts me, again
I can't breath
This was your last time
It's is over
I won't bother with you anymore (anymore)
Try My Blood
It's taste will kill you now
That's something, when you gave me the first kiss
When your arms nestled me, like this
You've made me feel alright, once in my life
Yeah-yea
But everything's been a lie
How can I get out and never hear you, again
How can I fall asleep and not think about the revange
I just wanna be with you
I guess you've never felt that way
Chorus
You've been your chance, you blew it
Sometimes together, now only you and me
I can't pretend
You can't deny
You won't see my tears I cry
I don't wanna go throught this never again
Never again
Try My Blood
Try My Blood
Try My Blood
Drink My Blood, yeah-yea
Drink My Blood
Try My Blood
Chorus
Try My Blood
"[Last Breath] Behind The Glass"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Like heaven
Blue and black
Wherever I feel cold
Behind the glass
I see white light
I see it too late
I’ll never say "forever"
I’ll stay in here
It's not your business
This is my problem
Leave me alone
I see nothing
Only white and dark light
Too late
Chorus:
I take the end
Last shadow behind the glass
My memory is dead
I’m breathing
Last breath
I’m hiding from cold wind
Behind the glass there stays last breath
I take the end
Of myself
Crystalline image
Cold words
I sleep on the sand of the desert
In my dream I feel warm wind
I see colorful world
This is a nightmare
I wake up now
I see sad Mother Earth
I’m breathing
There stays only shadow on the glass
Last breath
Too late
I just found you
Piece of me
Behind the glass
Too fast
Too late
Chorus: 2x
It’s just me
Different girl
It's me
I’ve just found you
Last breath
Behind the glass
To see
I take the end
Chorus: 1x
I take the end [Last breath] Behind the glass
I take the end
[Last shadow] On the glass
I take the end
Of myself
"Fearful Nights"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
When it gets dark again
I feel it's the end of something
It’s the Beginning of something evil
I lie in my bed
[I can't sleep]
For goodnight I said
What I think, what I feel, what I see now
in my head, on my hands
Only run, run, run.......
......away
My shadow is trying to hide
Don't turn off the light
Chorus:
Fearful Night Night
Fearful Night
I just want go home
Far Away from my fears
my tears
I want to go
Fearful Night Night
Fearful Night
No matter what they say, they call your name
I don't try to hide
to cry
I'll go this way
They’re around me, I don't know what they say
I don’t mind
Wherever I feel pain
You are not with me
Memory is cheating me
I want to move back from your eyes
From your arms
From your lips
[I'm in trap]
I don't want to fall down
And to hit the ground
Chorus: 2x
I’m screaming!!!
I’m dying!!!
I’m bleeding!!!
[I am] Immortal
I’m screaming!!!
I’m dying!!!
I’m bleeding!!!
Just let me go!!!
Chorus: 3x
"Deadly Silence"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
I just cry, I feel I'm ding
I wander my dreams
Singing a sick lullubay
- which THEY've sung, when destroyed The Life
We want changes, we need power
Don't say to us, what we should to do, think, say
- we are not your toys to your fucked plays
{Chorus}
Everything whats in me, burn
Everything what I want, never gone
Your world all has change
This same, our pain
Trade of souls and drugs
Violence caused deadly silence
You sold your rules and body
Hear no evil...
Speak no evil...
See no evil...
Frozen me in plastic world
I sold my soul to let my body live
I can't breath, I don't remeber anything
- you've taken my mind, heart, hands and legs
You killed us, You morder child
It don't yet know, what is it life
- you only looked, looked on it with laugh in eyes
>>Guilty ! Guilty !<< SHUT UP !!
Words are yet nothing means
Acts are nobody's care
War of dream and real (false and true)
Broken lie
Caught world
- laugh and crying
- laugh and crying
Nobody's know what happen today
Everyone wants to come back home
cause,
We are (strong) brave !
We can >>say<< !
We are !
I want to believe....
"System"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
You can find a thousand reasons,
not to get up each morning.
You can destroy every clock, every mirror
and close yourself from everybody’s eyes .
Only what’s the point, in that cold, late night.
You wonder each day, who you'll be tomorrow ?
Suddenly rich and lonely, you're dying so slowly...
Only what’s the point, in that cold, late night.
Pro-chorus:
You're the one, I need.
Because If you're close to me, everything else
The Light can eat with his bright beams.
Chorus:
Run, run, run
baby, run - c'mon with us honey tonight
to feel inside, what does it mean 'to live' !
[lalala]
Leave all unnecessary ballast behind
.
It's your last chance, just try sweetie-pie,
Get your freedom back and say to yourself
'Fuck it!''
You can find a thousand reasons,
not to leave home.
You can hate the world, and
break the rules, which you established yourself .
In glass and metal hell you live by
The sight of things, which you can't take.
By obeying continuously the same orders, from them
That do that only for cash, without listening to your opinion.
Pro-chorus:
You're the one, I need.
Because If you're close to me, everything else
The Light can eat with his bright beams.
Chorus: 1x
Is it so hard to be yourself?
Is it so hard to stay where you are?
You have to change faces all the time.
I don't care.
Just fuck off!
Pro-chorus:
You're the one, I need.
Because If you're close to me, everything else
The Light can eat with his bright beams.
Chorus: 2x
"I'm Like Rose"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Why are you still looking at me?
I feel like you're undressing me with your eyes.
Goin' so high, piece by piece.
Say somethin',I love your voice.
Because I'm like that special rose.
{chorus}
When the rain falls down.
I love walking on puddles.
Time of not thinking and
wanderin' in dreams.
I breathe fresh air.
Just you and me./x2
I'm like a rose.
So why do you love her so much?
She is like the others.
She's opposing when you want to kidnap her, and
She's is surrendering when you want to stroke her in the end
J'adore how you are braiding your hands in into my hair
{chorus}
I'm like a rose of darkness.
Too complicated for your mind.
So you don't know whether that way is right or wrong
You are moving back line after the line of this song, to stay with me a bit longer.
Yeah, you love me, because I'm like a wild rose.
{chorus}
"Haunted House"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Old Barbie doll is lying in the corner, I don't know where
Near blue teddy bear, which I don't love anymore, there
Dusty, brown, rocking horse stays in front of
Creaking, opened door
The haunted, scary house
Now I am sitting on the bed in dirty room, alone
Not far from stolen, fluffy rabbit from
Old lady, that lived here before. She used to rock in her rocking-chair everyday.
As the time goes by, sitting alone at homeshe's fade away
From family & friends. This is not ok !
Chorus
In old, haunted house
Live still his occupants
Old toys still play
Ghosts dance to the gramophone music every day
Cat chase mice & rats
Leave them alone !
Don't try to pull them out from there
Don't try to disturb them
Let the music still play oh
Cuckoo clock is not ticking anymore, has no live
Faithful dog guards at the old lady's chair every night
Toy soldiers are coming back home from the battle
I don't want to leave here yet, thought this is not my house, I know
Chorus
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
Haunted, scary house
Chorus (2x)
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
"So weird"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
I love you
I wanna be with you
Be loved and to love you all the time.
[why?]
Because every moment spend with you caused, that
I felt like I've taken a strong drug..
I remember when I saw you for the first time,
but you don't remember me.
I could taste my salty tears in yours arms.
Listen to your imposing voice for all nights.
I didn't think, that I'll find love
so pure, and so much real, like a tear.
Somebody, beside whom I could felt like a romantic.
{chorus}
It was all a bullshit!
One cruel joke!
Tearing my heart to small pieces.
And my full mind in desire for travelling.
I don't know what to feel and think now.
Readily I'd move back to a year ago
Your last smile and your faith in me.
Last kiss still remained on my lips.
I suddenly wake up from a dream, that wasn't there.
In which I entrusted you myself.
And I don't need consolation in this crime.
It ends here tonight.
[woa woa lalala]
Full moon, naked on the black sky.
And your dark, motionless eyes.
Life have disappeared from them
With it all your dreams will leave you here.
Where now I know the true.
I'm not afraid anymore!
{chorus}
"Pretty Hide-out"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Life is like a drop of perfect champagne.
Unwittingly awaiting the near end.
Killing time with meaningless words
With Events, that make no sense
[remains only]
Counting drops of time on one?s face.
Lying alone with oneself in bed.
Waited idly on the death.
Accusing all the world. Trying to look like holy man.
{chorus}
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Only empty inside, 'cos
without a soul, without a thought, without a voice.
Don't let me die here -
there must be better place to fall down,
than this so much pretty, pretty hide-out.
Life is not like a commercial in television.
It's harder and more fascinating vision.
you light a cigarette without a blink of an eye.
Inhaling breath that stinks like death.
[remains only]
Putting head in the mirror.
Closing eyes to dream once again.
And wake up in the same lie.
You're his prisoner, if you can still hide.
{chorus}: 2x
hide-out, pretty hide-out, pretty, pretty pretty hide-out.
"Kissed by Dreams"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Intro:
Hey
Is anybody here?
Please...
I don't want to feel alone anymore [in this body]
I just want
Someone's love
Warmth of arms...
Friendly solve this urgent matter.
Never feel like that...
Never again see [hear], feel this thoughts
That haunted my small world.
Never want to go away. [Collectin' roses from under feet]
Please...
Help me...
Free me...
I'm not this girl next door, which everyone can see everyday.
This perfect girl, which I always wanted to be.
Although I try so hard to still be the best, but anyway
I aim at aims beyond my powers again
Every time cutting my fragile wings by myself.
I can’t sleep another night, what may seem
As with fear I am moving back for freedom to my yesterday.
Not to see this hate of me in their eyes.
I can feel embrace of the death. So much pain it hurts my heart.
When I want so insolently crush my life like a piece of chalk.
{chorus}
Sometimes, I want to disappear
and never come back here.
Fall asleep and never wake up again.
Hummin' favorite song so sweet.
Collectin' ruby roses from under my feet.
Lying in the grass where curls of my hair are dancing with the morning dew.
Running away to written words and louder sounds, I’m letting my mind fly away.
To drown my warm spirit from dreams with sweet lips and to kiss your cheek.
Completely as if for a moment I stopped existing.
I cry when nobody’s seeing, holding on in front of the strangers.
Mollified by teachers, I’m laughing to conceal my angers.
My body yearns for the stories told by snow, where my innocence is gone.
Painting inspired with cold pictures on the glass, where I belong.
{chorus}
Sometimes, I want to disappear
and never come back here.
Fall asleep and never wake up from this dream.
Hummin' favorite song so sweet.
Collectin' ruby roses from under my feet.
Please don't forget 'bout me, because from the bottom of my heart
I want to love you and to hate you for what you did.
These wounds you cannot see anyway, for you it's just a memory.
I'll lick them to lesser the pain and to forget.
And even if you whenever do something or say.
Even if you tie me down and close away from happy days.
You can't take my dreams and all what I can
Because I am like a star, which will be still glow and dance.
"Box of Apple Juice"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
I'm sitting in a box.
I hear people talkin'.
God! I'm depressed, again.
I thought that it will be easy and so well.
But now I feel unwell.
And around me it's just you I can trust the most.
I'll stay here where like a rose
I can sell my soul.
Going further into my
personal hell of thoughts.
My personal empty box
of Apple juice where I can close my thoughts.
Together with myself I hide when I feel bad.
'Cause of this sick, sad world I drink to be strong.
Find myself in my extra-simple machine alone with my
heaven of feelings.
I'll never get out of here.
Even if you disconnect me from the internet.
I’m invitin' all my freakin' friends.
C'mon drink some wine from my cup.
Seasoned with a pinch of arsenic.
And around me it's just with you I can honestly talk.
"Psycho Babe"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
You’re a breath
into my hand.
Thanks you I think, that
I’m not so bad.
I notice more things,
which in the darkness I overlooked.
And darkness goes to history
When my heart wanna scream out loud.
Chorus:
I’m psycho babe
You’re my psycho babe
This hacked my brain.
Together we rule the World
And change dark/lovely rabble
Right!
[I need] get out from
abyss of my own dreams.
I need separate isolation ward.
To change my reality
Psychological, emotional rise.
And darkness goes to history
When my heart wanna scream out loud.
Bridge:
I’m waiting on the bridge
Where my heart fell into pieces
and again it wants to get glued togheter now
Your words are like a drug,
With which like with the music I wanna drug
and again, and again, and again.
Chorus: 2x
I believe in my life, because I can
and I’ll make what I want, cause
I know, I know, I know
You’re with me! [psycho babe]
"Chocolate"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Living in one body
with lies
bitter always when you want
thinking, that they are gone.
They’re waiting for you
with notebook
its pages filled with writing
white blood in golden tears.
Pro-chrous:
Light and darkness of my creation.
See in the situation
Breaking and making
something beautiful.
Chorus:
Walking alone (Walking alone)
In darkness hearing your voice.
How you’re telling me, that you love me.
I wanna have you so close
Enter your head.
Lose in your weird thoughts.
Dive in your breath,
but only for the duration of one kiss.
Not knowing about being perfect
with imperfection
more beautiful than perfect
plan with hole in text.
"Hallelujah"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Feeling the taste of yours hands
in my soul.
Cleaning the banned wall
on my back.
I’m getting wings for being lost in music
to fly away.
Thank U
Thank Ur scream
In silence of enjoyment in destruction
Thanks for saving from the death
During fight with different versions of myself.
Hearing Hallelujah.
Saving in memories last time 4ever.
Sheeding a tear two seconds
too late.
Saving life just after the death
awaking empty.
Only U can stop
the running time.
With myself I sing this words
for U.
Dreaming that my wildest dreams
come true.
Seeing U outside
the vain proves.
"Human Sacrifice"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
What can you feel inside you?
Where is your brain when they’re around you?
Do you feel this such a delicious pain.
Which role you’re playing?
What if you forget ‘bout the script?
You’ll be dead in society.
All the time adapting
Like the puppet with perfect strings
Feeling copied in
Your circus of dead desires
Where is your human spirit?
Your head’s consumed in your heart.
By the false love of so-called friends.
They make with nail a hole in your hand.
Addicted to the popularity you feel nothing.
I’m an anti-conformist living outside the life.
Silent black sheep amongst white washed yours
Why should I have to hide?
"Depend Junkie On Writting"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
You sit hour after hour alone with headphones on your neck.
You don’t care ‘bout ringing phone from your back.
Doodling something somehow without objcets on the table.
Dreaming ‘bout free, clear night.
In background heard ‘You Learn’ Alanis Morissette’ song.
And you hear nothing now.
I write words, which
deep know only me.
You read, You learn
You hear how it’s feel
Good drowning in the music.
You screw up, You pay
I’m just depend junkie on writting.
Making my perfect blizard of epic proportions.
I scream to walls tring tell them, that
I’m the one, which care ‘bout them.
Being other then in reality I feel.
I’m too weird to exist, I am contradiction
Living out of life by that criminalist.
In background heard ‘We Are To Blame’ Sum 41’s song.
I can scream loud, what I feel in evry secends of my life.
I love be me and not wanna ne nobody else.
"What U Waiting For?"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Dirty, banned wall
Suddenly crosses ur way
And you've got enough
of pain day after day
Your first memories
Make me feel so thrilled
When u had boarded the train, which
later exploded and now u regret.
{Chorus}
What u waiting for?
When the bullets are heading
into ur eyes
Where u looking at?
When ur crushed brain
searches mind
Start of a large house
Without us cannot be called home
Where silent story of murder
Says how to be in crowd alone
Everybody's fool - they don't know
That ignorence is gone
Where parents killed their kids
With what they did wrong
{Chrous}1x
{Bridge}
Who do u think u are?
Something more than a murder machine
Which got alive someday
When it has been here and now can breath
"Smelling Like A Rose Through The Clouds"
Song written by Samantha, author of this website. don't copy.
Feelings flows through my soul
And I destrot doubts in my mind
I'm going outside and I'll go my own ways
I feel strange in my body
I don't understand what I'm doing here
I'd rather feel better in place, which not exist
My head will exploid - full of thoughts
like sparks, which can't stop
I can have that with what
I fighted yesterday
Switched with someone else.
Running through frigle glass
I try to find the perfect drug
Sleeping between ugly pairs
I acustom kill time by killing myself.
Words sharp like a razor and light like a cloud.
And for this gift i feel blessed.