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Thoughts glorious thoughts - who could live without em

aha here be the place were I voice & materialise my thoughts into coherant (mostly) blogs, idea's or short stories...

They run from most recent to last or first depending on how you wanna look at it...  Just scroll down to read each of them on this page one after the other or for ease at the top here (just below) I have created separate links for each one.  Each link will open in a new tab & will take you to a separate blog page from my Wilson Ponders myspace profile were i house & discuss all of my poems, thoughts & insights, not only will you be able to read them individually but you'll be able to read others thoughts upon them & if you're a myspacer you can leave your own thoughts on the page....

How splendid & yes how wonderful, marvelous one would say..  So without further ado here we go...  good luck & happy thoughts....

p.s. please feel free to message me about any of these if you feel so inclined I love sharing energy & idea's you'll find my contact details on the contact page...  thank you - Wilson Noble

 
 

  holy consciousness / Why do we see so much suffering in the world / I believe what do you / Acceptance / You Can Never Truly Own Anything / When you change yourself / tears / Falling down dark tunnels, into the light / unity / separation / Fredom from attachments / What is a friend / Live your truth / silence /

 

Holy consciousness

Holy Consciousness

Time is just an illusion so you can perceive reality in the 3rd dimension (our present level of consciousness). Really there is no time & everything happens all at once but how can this be...

Evolution as a perception of reality is limited & finite because as we know it it is always bound by time...
Consciousness is unlimited & infinite as it is not bound by time, but the version of consciousness wehave in our evolution is finite as it exists in the time-bound reality as an idea & a belief...

How can there be an evolution of consciousness if consciousness is always the same. The way i see it ultimately there cannot, there can only be an evolution into consciousness, a journeying & remembrance back into from were we once came. Evolution of consciousness to me is just an idea & belief, a labeling for the unknown new experience we have when stumbling across something new. We label it using the limited tools we already have so in that way there can be an evolution of consciousness, if you look at it coming from evolution into consciousness but there cannot be an evolution of consciousness if looking at it from consciousness to evolution because consciousness ultimately & always is the same. So like everything in the quantum multi-conscious universe It all depends on where your awareness or your perspective lies, where & whatever you give your energy & awareness to, you make real...

Consciousness as it's greater self cannot evolve as we know it, it can only evolve as we do not know it but then that is still just an idea, a reaching out into the unknown with the known for understanding & clarity. We build our world & reality from our beliefs...

As far as I can see & understand after studying & receiving information, knowledge & wisdom we are moving into a new level of consciousness, for us....

Consciousness in all it's many levels, dimensions & glory is always there never-changing. You get to consciousness so far in our realm using what we understand as evolution then we call each part a new level of consciousness. You/we are always moving into what is already there, believing we are finding something new but in essence there cannot ever be anything new because everything, everything exists already...

So if everything exists already then does that mean I existed before I even got here. Yes it means I was always here, I was never born or experienced life it was all merely an idea I had once I got to where I already existed in the first place...

Wow that's mind boggling & i suppose it must be, if we are to evolve & transcend this duality there's no way our present mind will be able to cope with it... Coming from this perspective (mind) that just doesn't seem possible, It means nothing ever matters unless of course that it does, that everything is connected & all part of the same thing & the only thing that determines your existence or anything or anyones for that matter is the awareness of it.... The moment you become aware of something else the other ceases to exist (as we know it) & likewise vice versa, the moment you become aware of something is the moment it exists & everything else ceases to but then the moment you leave your awareness from it it ceases to exist. This means from this perspective we are all dead, alive, nowhere, now here, existent, non-existent all at the same time/no-time....

holy shhh that's again, mind boggling....

Well let me explain it like this. We all apparently live separate lives, self contained in our unique awareness all connected either consciously or unconsciously to the whole. The whole is always aware of everything it can be called ultimate consciousness/awareness. We are but small parts of the whole on a journey of remembrance & experience remembering who we are. The reason it is mind boggling is only because we have forgotten it & we are seemingly stepping into new information, new consciousness, a consciousness which has always been there waiting for us to embrace & experience it. We can never truly know, who we are, where we are, what we are or why or how unless of course we are ultimate consciousness/awareness. We can only ever have idea's & feelings of this. We arrive at a new level of consciousness only to find there are more thereafter & then thereafter. This to me is infinity being slowly experienced from a finite perspective & this is how there can be an evolution of consciousness because for experience there has to be otherwise there would be no us, there would just be consciousness & of course that's exactly what there is, unless of course there isn't...


thank you my wonderful vibratory friend for reading this far, I realise it may come across as a bit of a jumble but you know it's just how my present mind likes to function....


with love, with, peace, with light, & with blessings


thank you for all that you are & thank you for letting me experience myself through you it has indeed been a pleasure....


peace & prosperity friends
we are all in it together


wlsn
(",
namaste
we are all one

       why do we see so much suffering in the world...




"Suffering is necessary in the human experience for it is through suffering that we attain bliss"


So in reality suffering has a great purpose.That's not to say we should get lost in it, It is to say however that we can accept & Know it for what it truly is...

We live in a relative world where everything has it's opposite including bliss. The only way to know something in this reality is to experience it. Once you know something (have experienced it) you also knows the things it is not. For example once you know something is hot you also know when it is not hot, or "cold" & likewise in reverse of this once you know something is cold you also know when it is not cold or "hot" with everything in between including it's extremes (warm, chilly, burning, freezing). It is not until you have experienced both that you can experience either fully at all. You cannot appreciate something fully for what it is until you've experienced it's opposite. This is what makes things real in the universe, this is what gives things depth. this is what Einstein named "Relativity", this is relativity in action...

"There is a law in the universe called the law of opposites it works like this, the moment you decide you want to experience something everything that is not that thing shows up. For it is the experience of not having something that you can fully experience the experience of having of something...."

All of his gives me great hope for humanity for creation doesn't lie, it is in our darkest hour that we will see the light. I believe the reason we see so much suffering in the world is really just relativity in action (the human experience is about remembering who we are & experiencing it, bliss...), I'm thankful that we have got to a point in our evolution that we have started to notice, it is only matter of time before our world is submerged in light with the knowing & experience of the dark, how wonderful, how beautiful just imagine we're about to experience all the opposites of everything we've already experienced (the dark), all the chaos, all the suffering all the confusion will turn to light. Harmony, bliss & clarity will be the order of the day in every corner of our humble world...


How absolutely wonderful, bliss.....



wlsn
(",
namaste
we are all one


I believe what do you.....

I've been swallowing up books, energies & knowledge left right & centre this past couple of years searching for some truth.  I've been digesting all the informations & energies, letting them live through me for a while seeking out which parts strike a chord with my being...  

There is so much information out there it is easy to get lost.  I've fond the best way for me to know if something fits or is true (for the moment) is to feel it.  Feel whether it fits, feel whether it resonates with my being or not.  This way I let myself lead the way rather than the information.  All information in essence is energy, vibration & light.  So if you get a good vibe or feeling about it when you're reading/watching/absorbing it then great that's the information for you....  if not then that's a pretty good signal that it's not...

*Also i realise none of this information I've been absorbing is actually or ultimately true,for it has been tainted, written down, thought about & made personal by the person who wrote it much like the information I'm writing now.  Take into consideration that words before even use have all manner of  energies & attachments already attached to them (each individual reader before even reading something has their own unique, ever-growing set of attachments to every single word).  Words can never quite fully explain what the writer is trying to project they only give a muddy pale reflection of this.  Then there's evolution, the fact that everything changes all the time, something that is true one moment for one person may not be true the next.  Even with all this taken into consideration by letting my feelings & intuition guide me I do feel I am getting closer & closer to the truth, my truth each moment of every day....

So what's the point of all of tis waffle i hear you say, well I just feel I'd like to share my idea's & feelings about what's going on in our humble little world.  These are confusing times so sharing a little clarity even if it is just one mans present-view has got to be a good thing, especially in our ever-evolving environment called home.  Knowledge is just like anything else it decays, gets old & turns into something else that's why I have found it is best to keep an openmind & an openheart whenever someone is sharing their wisdom because like i say for a start it may only be true to them, knowledge changes all the time & nothing (no thing) is for certain...  

So where do you stand in all of this...

Again I've found it's not so much the words & information someone uses or how the story is told that shows the truth, it's how the reciever/listener/absorber feels when they're recieving/accepting/absorbing it.  It's the unique feelings & idea's that pop up 'in them' that leads the way to 'their own' truth, which is always completely different but the same for everyone...

Well how's that to get started...


In my life as I've watched people, events, lifestyles, religions, cultures, systems, economies, I just started to notice something didn't fit in the way I was being shown the world it seemed I was missing a much bigger part of the picture, a part that wasn't in plain view, a part the system just wasn't telling or showing me...

So I went on a hunt searching for some answers & I've been searching ever since....


I've Found....

We are more than we know
we live outside of ourselves as well as inside of ourselves
Everything is connected
There is a grand plan
There is no such thing as god/time/good/bad/evil/death in fact there is no such thing as anything, there only is
Life is unique for everyone
We are not alone in the universe
we are all equal, we are all connected
Human Beings are divine
Atlantis & Lemuria existed, these are not just myths
Sacred Geometry is the universal knowledge for creation
Egypt is some kind of cosmic airport
Our earth is hollow & houses cities, supertrains & highly evolved beings, it is sometimes called Agartha & has a capitol called Shamballa
There are races of extra-terrestrial beings that exist on/in & around earth
There is a dark side as well as a light
Technology is spirituality expressed & physicalised
Clones exist (not just Dolly)
Politicians, lawyers, priests all tell lies, it is their job
Their exists infinite dimensions of creation, we exist in only one
We are to become conscious co-creators & caretakers in our world
There is a collective ascension into consciousness happening
TV is bad for you
It's ok to be gay
Animals are our friends
Jesus was black (at least a little tanned)
& minds are very limited



"I've always found it hard to conform to society, there's something about it just doesn't feel right" - wilson noble


I've pieced together what i feel to be a coherent picture of the reality i perceive...


Everything is energy existing on many levels all at the same time.  The only thing that determines what something is at any given moment is consciousness.  Everything is consciousness.  Some things are more conscious than other.  We exist in an ever-evolving, ever-expanding infinite universe.  Life as we know it is but a whisper in gods ear, we are but one drop of water in an ocean of consciousness - unique in ourselves but the same in the whole.  All things contain the secrets of the universe you need only but learn how to listen.  Nothing & no-one is more special than any other & every single eternal moment of creation is divine....

Wow, So what does this mean.....

To me it means that we are free to do whatever we like & be whatever we see fit.  It means there are no rules except the ones we make for ourselves.  It means that we are all connected & all part of a great plan conceived of by the creator.  It means that the point to life is whatever you decide & can change at any time.  It means life is but a fantastic dream & a wonderful bedtime story.  It means that absolutely anything & everything s possible & can happen at any time.  It means entirely & absolutely nothing, no-thing, Just is......

Oh I'll put you out of your misery & give you my own personalized, tainted interpretation of how i see life & where i think we are going....

Nowhere


wow, what a journey, thank you for sharing it with me....




peace, love, light & blessings to you my infinite eternal friend in consciousness....



wlsn
(",
namaste
we are all one

                                     Acceptance

You Can Never Truly Own Anything... Or Anyone For That Matter...

Everything is energy, everything is connected, everything is consciousness, everything is constantly changing all of the time.  How can we possibly own anything or anyone when this is the case.  The answer is simple we cannot, but we can imagine we own things, we can become attached to impressions of things, expecting them to show up the same again and again...

Let me explain myself a little...

As far as I can see, nothing can ever truly be owned by anything or anyone else because everything is connected.  For me it's like saying your arm owns your leg, or your teeth own your feet, it just seems ludicrous to me, but this is how our present society seemingly functions.  In our present world anything and everything seems to have a price and can be bought (have you been to town lately...)  Crazy, but why...  Well I see it like this... quite simply the evolution into consciousness, the remembrance from forgetfulness of our divine connectedness of all things...

Come again...

Well lets see, first there was nothing and nothing was all there was, nothing was everything and nothing all at the same time, but because there wasn't anything else nothing was all there was.  Nothing tired of being all there was and longed to experience itself in all it's nothingness glory for when there is only nothing there is no experience of anything only conceptions and ideas of this. So nothing had an idea, nothing decided to split itself into lots of different parts of nothing, each containing the knowledge and wisdom of the whole.  So now nothing had created something...it had created everything...  And now it had something to reflect itself upon, even if it was just other parts of itself.  Suddenly all the different parts of nothing could compare and relate themselves with all the other parts, so now nothing was starting to be able to experience itself for the only way to experience any part of yourself is when you relate it to something else, all experience comes from this.  We relate ourselves to all manner of things all of the time giving ourselves an idea of who we are.  Here are just a few examples of things we relate to:
 

time
people
situations
emotions
climates
density
sound
smell
touch
knowledge
words
music
pleasure
pain
the list goes on and on, and on...


This is what gives us experience.  If it wasn't for everything and everyone else there wouldn't be anything at all, no experience, and we would be right back to where we started, with nothingness...

Ok, so huh... What's this all about...

Well I can only take it so far, as far as my everchanging and evolving yet limited understanding will let me...  So with that in mind I'll give it a bash....

Let's go back a bit to nothing, first there was nothing, nothing longed to experience itself so nothing separated itself into infinitely smaller parts varying in density and composition creating everything else.  You could look at it, and I don't like using this word for it is so used already and holds all manner of attachments, but I'll use it for the sake of this understanding, you could look at it as if nothing is god and god was all there was.  And god longed to experience its godself, so god split itself into infinitely smaller parts each containing the knowledge and wisdom of the whole and created in the image and likeness of the whole (god).  But then there is a missing part to the story, that doesn't make sense.  So if god split itself into infinitely smaller parts so it could have others to relate to, how could god experience itself if everything else was just different varying sizes and compositions of the same thing each containing the knowledge and wisdom of the whole all created in the same image and likeness of god... Quite simple, it could not...  It could only relate to itself, but still could not entirely experience itself for everything knew the same as everything else.  So as the story goes, nothing/god had another idea.

God/nothing decided with all the different parts of it's godself to create a universe and a world but with one thing different, gods idea was to let all the different parts forget who they were and from where they had come from now creating existence.  All the parts still had the knowledge and wisdom of the whole and were created in the image and likeness of the whole (god) but had forgotten this.  This way all the different god parts could now not only relate to one another but now they could experience each other letting the whole experience itself.  With this god/nothing had now created things like evolution, time, and the illusion of separation.  Because god had split itself into infinitely smaller parts each varying in size and composition there was now an unlimited, infinite number of possibilities and variables for experiencing itself, awesome...
Now that's a plan....

So where do we come in...

Well we are smaller parts of the whole each containing the same knowledge and wisdom of the whole created in the image and likeness of the whole sent here by ourselves (the whole) to forget who we are so we could experience remembering who we are ie. nothing or god....

So in answer, or understanding to my original statement 'You can never truly own anything or anyone for that matter' it now makes a little more sense we can believe in the illusion of separation and believe we own things or we could embrace the whole and realise we are all the same thing, so in essence we can never truly own anything or anyone not even ourselves and that brings me back to my other question/statement 'In our present world anything and everything seems to have a price and can be bought...why'...  Well the answer is in the question itself, 'seems' to have a price and can be bought.  'Seems' = illusion.  But why in the first place...  So we could experience ourselves!  The illusion of separation creates the possibility for ownership of anything because if we have all forgotten that we are all connected then it seems as if everything else is just stuff up for grabs and if everyone believes that then we have to decide on who gets what otherwise there would just be lots of fighting; who got there first; and survival of the fittest (hey...is that not what we've got in our world - fighting; who got there first; and survival of the fittest...)  So something had to be created to make sense of all this, who owns what!  Money, pricing, value was born.  Giving something value was only ever determined by someones admiration for it (how much they or someone else desired it) creating a price, an idea of how much it was worth, then it had to be agreed upon by others.   This way in the illusion we could all agree to who owned what, going by whomever paid for it and by how much...

So why is this so important... 

Well it's not, it's just evolution into new consciousness, part of the remembrance of it all.  In the illusion we have experienced our separation from ourselves so much that it is now time to remember our connectedness and remember entirely who we are and from where we have come.  This must be the case or why would I be writing this..  How could I have come to this understanding if I were not ready...  And why are you reading it...  Do you think it's just coincidence or do you think it's time to remember....

Wow...  All that from 'you never truly own anything or anyone for that matter', I'll need to throw ponderous statements at myself more often...  Beautiful... well at least I think so anyway, or maybe I'm just going mad, either way it's a very interesting understanding.  Thanks for yours...

I'd like to thank Neale Donald Walsch for inspiring me and for giving me the initial creation story in his book 'Conversations With God: Book One', which I have only now managed to more fully understand, thank you Neale, thank you god, thank you nothing...

*I appreciate this is only my present understanding and may not be accepted by anyone else, that is entirely ok.  I'm not saying I have the answer and I'm not saying this is the truth, I am only allowing myself to ponder...  Also, I completely understand there is much more could be written to the story and there seems to be lots of missing parts, that's ok, these thoughts were only ever meant as triggers for remembrance, limited ideas of the whole.  It is impossible to grasp the full picture and the mind of god (nothing) from this separate illusive perspective...  I thank you kindly for reading my words...


peace & prosperity friends
we are all in it together


wlsn
(",
namaste
we are all one



 

                        when you change yourself....



"when you change yourself, the whole world changes with you" for me this statement inspires a few things. One just as it plainly says when you change yourself the whole world changes with you & two that everything is connected because if it is the case that when you change yourself the whole world changes with you then there must be a connection with the self (you) & the whole world...


I thought of it a bit like this. If you decide to learn something new, once you have leant it, the way you view & function in the world will be different from when before you learnt the something. Suddenly the whole world will be full of possibilities where you can use that new function when as before the whole world may have been seen completely differently. Say for example you are an adult & you decided one day to learn to swim because maybe you never when you where a child & feel you may have been left out of something & now it's time to change that. Once you've learnt to swim the whole world will be seen differently it is now suddenly a place full of potential places to use your new function, swim. It's almost as if a whole new dimension for experiencing life has been opened up & in fact it has all because you changed yourself. All the places to swim in the world where always already there of course it was the the potential that was missing but now that you've changed yourself & found that potential the whole world has changed with you giving you a larger more in depth experience of life...  


I believe in the world & universe already exists everything there is, every single part of creation is already there waiting to be found & experienced. We don't ever learn or find anything new we only ever unleash potential to experience what is already there, this is how i see the world. We have free-will (potential) to do & be whatever we like we need only but remember how to do & be it then unleash our potential to experience it. This is a pretty far out concept when you think & realise the majority of the people of the world live in a system where we are told & believe that we are all separate from each other & everything else for that matter. That we are the most superior, most intelligent, most evolved life forms in the universe...


but how can that be.....!


There must be a greater power orchestrating creation, there must be a creator behind the potential for everything otherwise there would be no potential, no us. Coming to this understanding has been quite life changing for me because now I understand there is so much more to life, so much potential for experience & it is all placed at our fingertips. I cannot waste another second waiting for the world to change & it turns out i don't have to all i have to do is change myself & the whole world will change with me.... how simple, how elegant, how wonderful, how free... (",



wlsn
(",
namaste
we are all one