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please make this pain go away
March 31, 2010.
i'm so fucking pissed off.
maybe i'll explain all of this later.
Iris
to survive, you need a lot more than strength
March 29, 2010.
OMGSH so today i just realized, my mom's birthday is tmr! and i don't really rmb how old she's turning but all i know is that i don't know what to get her! the only thing that interests her is golf. how am i supposed to shop for that on such a short notice ?! anyways yeah. a lot happened today! :| so this morning i had coed practice. and we had this two-on-two challenge. well it wasn't really like that but it was a way to earn points. in the end, mlo and jliang were the ones who got up to 5 first so they didn't have to do suicides. after, mr. L told us that their prize was to choose two people with immunity on the team, meaning that they won't get cut for sure. that scared me, knowing that it was decision time .. HOWEVER, he then told us that everyone on the team had to pick a name of someone they wanted to cut! It was like an episode of survivor , not like i watch it , but that's what someone said . after he made sure that all of us had a name (except for me & arong because we didn't know who to cut, also because we're the weakest link .. lol) he revealed to us that it was just a test. & something about how we should all care about each other as a team and not blame others or whatever. he said he wanted us to know what it felt like to be singled out or something. i couldn't really understand what he wanted us to do. anyways YEAH. so he then told us that everyone who tried out made the team even though there was one extra person than he wanted. oh wells, at least i made it ? :) smiley faces? haha, so yeah. not much happened after that day. well , i got back my science test and even though this was all enrichment, i didn't expect my mark to be so low. :\ i got a 69% . that's pretty bad in my standards .. OH WELL. until tmr! ;D
Iris
an anniversary only comes once a month
March 27, 2010.
Kay so today not much happened AGAIN. yeah my life can get pretty boring .. well the only thing that happened was my friend's bday party. we went to chako, a korean bbq place that also gave you all you can eat sushi and desserts ! all in all, the dinner was pretty good. except my friend, alam, while passing over the sushi decided to knock over my glass of ginger ale and it spilled ALL OVER my pants and phone. so now, my touchscreen is phone all sticky. especially the camera, it's really hard to turn now. oh well :\ its not his fault i guess so i can't blame him .. haha yeah. so today, which is actually March 28 my boy let me know that he was gonna get me something for our 3rd month. :) the only thing is that i don't want him to get me anything! well because 1) i don't want him wasting his money on me & 2) i don't know what to get him in return! so yeah .. i'm hoping that he doesn't get me too expensive. and i've only got a few days left to think about what he wants. wish me luck, guys!
Iris
someplace where i don't belong
March 26, 2010.
so today not much happened. in english class we were watching to kill a mockingbird, and the teacher stopped the movie RIGHT when it was getting to the good part ! :( oh well , we'll watch it again last class. haha. so yeah, what also happened .. nothing much except after school i had co-ed practice. sighs .. i don't know it just feels like i don't belong in that group of people. i mean i love volleyball .. but i don't know if i can just cooperate with everyone because like i just feel lost , like i don't belong. i don't want to be there.. but i want to play volleyball and improve. & get better with my hits and all, especially with my height. and i don't have that much strength either anymore. :\ oh well i just have to keep getting better!
I don't have much to update you with anymore so i'll just talk to you tmr :)
Iris
just an ordinary day
March 25, 2010.
haha well nothing much happened today, except for the huge-ass bethune day assembly. lots of important people came & the whole school got to watch. :) adrienne clarkson & david miller attended and .. idk who else LOL i don't quite remember. anyways yeah, it was a long stressful day but thank god it's been done with. i was supposed to help do coat check for reps but then i already told my cell group leader i wasn't gonna so i just did blaze instead. i was also supposed to do soundboard but they hired a professional, so they moved me to stage crew instead. all i had to do was move the mosaic, flats and the projector. :( how boring, oh well , at least i got to watch it. so yeah! jaffer was talking to me about the guy they replaced me with. apparently he toured with all these cool people, like Gene Simmons & the backstreet boys and some other people but i kinda forgot. that's kinda very awesome! D: anyways yeah .. & the kindness video was so jokes ! especially the part with the science department LOL they make my day. so yeah after that i had this science test & my friend rzhang got caught for cheating. i feel so bad for her. :( i don't think she deserved it, but she didn't even study haha .. oh well lol. so yeah & then after that was my food class where i finally got the opportunity to speak to Mr. L. it turns out he was joking to mlo about cutting me but idk .. it all seemed so suspicious and stuff. so unreal ? i'm not sure .. well i'll find out tmr at the vball tryouts (AGAIN NOW FOR A WEEK OMG) . so that's pretty good i guess? then after that i just hung around with my boy at his place. :) ♥ not much happened .. cept he wanted to watch spongebob. wow. what a kid. wow. he doesn't even act his age LOL oh well. i really don't either. so then yeah. went to go eat pho after & now my aa sweater smells like pho aka b.o. ugh , i'm going to have to wash this. even my mom said it smelled bad ! well it doesn't matter. ;P so yeah, today wasn't very productive, but still worth blogging! kay i'll talk to you guys tmr .
Iris
don't let your tears drown you
March 24, 2010.
wow .. today was a pretty sad/bad day. so much kinda happened that i don't even want to talk about. kay like, first off, i got really ticked off. so i got a call from carmy after i left blaze , & it seemed pretty important cause Kelvin told me that she was looking for me ! so i called her back, then she told me that i got cut from the fucking vball team. LIKE WDF, just cause i didn't go to today's practice? it pissed me off cause i fully told Mr. L that i couldn't make it cus of Blaze .. sighs. i'm gonna talk to him tmr. or maybe it could just be like, GOING AROUND cause after all mlo did tell carmy. oh well haha .. we'll just see what happens.
anyways yeah, the sad thing .. so a few days ago my friend told me a story about her cousin. she fell in love with a guy (who's my age) and they dated and were happy and everything. then the guy did a terrible thing: he cheated on her, & broke her out. dumped her and left her. bitch. anyways, that all happened around a year ago. recently, he realized that he really did love her. a lot. he broke up with his current girlfriend and .. tried to kill himself. he overdosed on all the drugs that you could imagine. it broke my heart. but what happened today was that my friend told me that .. he didn't make it. he succeeded in doing what he intended to. & i really feel bad because i wanted for him and his ex-girl to have a second chance at things. even though he was a fag, jerk, etc. everyone deserves a second chance right? right?!
Iris
my new personal blog
March 23, 2010.
yeah so kay, i've been thinking, fuck that. like, screw this site i don't even use it anymore. So now i decided to just post my daily rants on what happens everyday of my life. well if i have the time to post everyday. if you look above, you can see that i posted the link of my public blog. so yeah, if you ever want to visit it sometime just go ahead. well, i doubt anyone even reads my site anymore cus i didn't even starting updating it til now. ;) i'm keeping my links & graphics though in case anyone wants to use them or steal them or whatever. go ahead they're yours. anyways yeah today? idk, not much happened LOL. stupid dr. norman bethune day. :( i had to stay after school to stack up em chairs & tmr i have to do the sound board. SIGHS, i dont know this will help me with my resume and everything but i dont get to spend time with my boy. lol whatever, i see him almost everyday anyways. ;) so yeah. lala, life's been good? ever since i last used this site LOL. i only updated it that one time this september cause jaffer was looking at it. thanks to chloe, who told him about my fail site. well idk what he thought about it. i haven't done graphics in so long. lol, oh well, we'll see what happens tmr. ;)
Iris
