about me
my name's julie. i love friday nights and going to the movies. my best friends are my life. i used to make icons, wallpapers and avatars for iconator.com but got bored of it so now i post them on here every once in a while. i also write poetry which i post on my website. my aim is bitter thunder x and my msn is xrobotshock@live.com. i love skinny jeans, eyeliner, summer, big sunglasses, converse, shopping, the twlight series, reading, webcamming and guitar hero. ask to be my affie :D i'll always accept. and yeah that's about it

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aug. second
today i changed my layout. sorry for the delayed response on comments, i've been busy. i go on vacation in a couple days. thanks for your patience. btw feel free to comment me if i forgot to add you as an affie it wasn't on purpose i promise.
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poetry

untitled disaster
if jealousy is a deadly sin, consider me dead.
there's no such thing as courage in my eyes
and love is exactly what deprives me of my dignity.
where is the pride, is there no sense now
i lost my state of mind.
where was i before, i can't think.
slowly the room begins to shrink.
i'm trapped, i'm trapped
and my screaming fades.
i'm being eaten by wonderous blades.
but wait what's that, it's just a dream
no it couldn't possibly be.
i look out my window and there you are.
eyes glistening bright then a star.
you call my name and answered my screams.
you saved me from myself and what's inside me
i'm finally acting normal now.
and then you push me to the ground.
you tell me how it really is.
you tell me love doesn't exist.
and every night since i had the same dream
and no one is there to rescue me.