I've hit a place where I'm not sure I like being here. Unhappy. Tears are never far but I don't let them show their pathetic little glistening faces. Just not sure of anything anymore...
This cold is just hanging on and will not let me go!!! I am absolutely miserable. I came into work today and I am going to be leaving early. I need my blankie and pillow. I don't do sick very well and I really don't do it when I'm alone. The kids try but sometimes a person just needs a bit more.The donations are still coming in and I'm almost 1/2 way to the MRI. That makes me so happy!!! Ok...I'm not so thrilled at being put into a very tightly enclosed tube for 15 -20 minutes but I am thrilled that people care about me and my daughters. It is times like these when a person realizes just how blessed they are. Now to head home and let my weary head rest upon my soft pillow...
I wonder if you can catch a cold via email. Seems that my wonderful friend Mark has a cold and tranferred it to me. He lives in Texas. If that is the case...this internet is amazing. Things are going pretty slow in the funds department. I'm assuming that is because the stupid paypal button isn't active yet. But...I've had this page up for less than a week. Rome wasn't built in a day right? Well...in this case a week.It's been a rough week for me. Honestly not one day has gone well so far. I don't hold out much hope for Friday. There are a couple of positive notes for this though. I'm going out to dinner tomorrow night with Margaret and I didn't have to think about why I have this site up. Next week will be better right? This is where you tell me "Yes Tracey...it will be much better"
