Neron and Elisha had spent the remainder of the night making out and talking. Around 8 am she jumped out of the bed ans walked over to the window. Neron walked up behind her and placed his arms around her waist. "You know I'm willing to wait. It's not about sex with You Elisha. I like you and I know you like me too." Elisha turned around to face him, but pushed past him and started pacing back and forth.

"You don't understand Neron, this *making hand gester between them both*  cannot happen. It can't and it won't, I'm not going to let it." "So what I'm suposed to pretend that last night didn't happen just like when we kissed? Is that what your saying? Was last night a mistake?" Elisha walked over to the couch and sat down, looking up and Neron. "No...yes...maybe....I don't know." She said placing her head in her hands and mubbling what she said. "What do you mean you don't know?" Elisha pushed her hair back off her face and looked out the window. "The band, I don't want anything to happen with the band. I told you before I won't let anything ruine my dreams. I've come to far to mess it up."

Neron sat down beside Elisha. "It's not just the band Elisha, and you know it. Why are you so afraid to open up and let someone in? Is like you place up this brick wall, and you refuse anyone to get close." "Cause I don't want to end up alone and hurt." Elisha looked away from Neron and crossed her arms over her chest. "If this is about Monica and me, we young and stupid. I mean it was 9th grade." "Yeah that can be used as an excuse the first time around. I'm not some dumb chick who will fall for that. Plus I don't want to end up like my parents. They had to get married, my mom was pregnant with Matt." "But your parents are happy Lisa. What are you afraid of being happy?" "Whatever Neron, you have no clue what your talking about." Elisha got run and ran down stairs with Neron close behind her.

Neron cought up with Elisha and kissed her with all his might. She submitted for a second before pushing him away. "STOP doing that damn it!" She growled balling her fists by her sides. "Elisha stop being afraid. Why can't you just let this happen?" "I don't have to explain myself for anyone Neron." Neron was starting to lose his cool. "Stop blaming it on the band, it's not the band, It's you, you are the one afraid of everything." He grabed her and kissed her again, this time she kissed him back. They broke their embrace. "Fuck you Neron!" Elisha shouted at him then ran through the livingroom and out the front door. He ran after but stopped in the doorway. "Fine act like a little spoiled bitch!" Elish torned around and gave him the middle finger then jumped in Jen's unlocked jeep setting out front.

Elisha sat in the car with tears in her eyes that she refused to let run out. "Why am I letting him get to me like this?" She questioned when Jen walked to the Jeep and got in. "What's wrong with you?" Elisha waved her hand and looked out the passenger window "Nothing, can you just take me home. My head is pounding." Jen reached for her keys and started the Jeep. Neron came out of the apartment a few moments latter and got in his car, with a new outfit on. "Were the hell is he going?" Elisha wondered out loud. "Why do you care?" Jen said with a smirk on her face. "Phu...whatver. NO!" Jen laughed and pulled off.

Elisha told Jen she's see her later and got out of the Jeep. She got in the house and jumped in the shower. The hot water beaded over her body and she begain to cry as the actions of the pervious night and that morning flooded back to her. After an hour she cut the water off and decide to go for a walk to clear her head. This was just the thing she wanted to avoid, she knew that this would mess with her concentration for the band. 'Damn him!" she shouted to the empty house.

Elisha walked over to the local strip mall and small park for kids. When she noticed that Neron and Rocko was there. She acted as if she didn't se him, and Neron acted the same way.

"Lisa, Lisa!" Rocko shouted jmping off the house ride nad running up to hug her. "Hey Rocko, what's up." Elisha said smiling "I'm with Daddy." he said pointed to Neron. Neron slowly walked over to them. "Hey" He said not really looking at Elisha. "Hey" she answered back, then a silence feel. "Hey you wanna go for some ice cream?" "Ice cream, yeah." Rocko said jumping up and down. "Do you wanna come?" Neron asked Elisha hoping she'd say yes. Elisha narrowed her eyes at Neron and was about to say something nasty when she remembered Rocko was presnt. So she plasted on one of her fake smile which Neron knew all to well and he couldn't help but to laugh. "Only if Rocko wants me to go." She said. "Yes, yes, come." Rocko said taking her hand and running to Neron's car. Neron buckled him in his car set and opend the door for Elisha. " I'm a big girl Neron. I can open my own door." "I'm just being nice." "Whatever, first my door then my rights. I don't need you to be nice." Neron was starting to second guess his invitation, so was Elisha. "Oh Rocko man. You know I forgot I have to do something really important, but I will come and see you before I leave ok." Rocko smiled at Elisha an nodded. "Later." She said as she slamed the door and walked away.

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