Times Like This
Times like this are what make me think
When I think I start to realize
I see what my time tries to provide
I look at the open windows before i try
and i should be more grateful
and i should pay more attention
I will pray every night, but i still i have tension
No matter what i say, it's alwayz the same
I'm 1 more 4 actions, yet i still havent portrayed
in 1 word i said 1 thing i've claimed
take 1 step baq, and i take another in exchange
And isnt it a shame?
i tend 2 only THINK of fame?
When will i try my hardest 2 play the game?
Ooo Lord what am i 2 do?
My brother is in the hospitol, and i feel like a fool
I should have paid him more attention
Brought him out more with me
And these last days I dont regret
But the past brings me to my knees
Thank you Lord for only a shattered knee
Thanks 2 u my brother is still with me
It was the 1 n only time i gave him a kiss, n melted
it shouldnt have 2 b this way
oh no, not like this
2 take a tragic event 2 bring us closer within
n i feel stupid being here n havin everything
yes i feel like crumbling when my mother feels numbing
Not only could i have lost him, i could of lost her 2
i didnt and still cant think of such things
cuz then i dont kno what 2 do
N what if dad was 2 go 2?
Damn would the whole fam b lost
everything we rely on is in the faces of his palms
He's the smartest being i've ever met
n his life story is a tale
But 4 some damn reason
he can't seem 2 talk,
n makesme feel like i've failed
Not till lately have i thought of anything... duh
like may-b he's just not talkative
I always thought that there was something wrong with me
2 make him not want 2 associate
Family is the only key i c wit me 4ever
n just when i think i believe in my friends
My friends leave like edibles
I cant get along with them and may-b thats just how it is
But my fam is my # 1 friend
God gave angels 2 me 2 spend
a few moments of learning n loving
from angels that kiss n never descend
Mon, Dad, Joe & friends
Thanks 4 being my angels in which i depend
My whole life and all thats after that
You'll b part of me n I'll always treasure that