Hi all! Long time no speak! hehe! Alot has happened. I gained some weight back and I decided to join Weight Watchers and get the support I require to keep the weight off for good. I realize I am the girl that will always need that support. I have to lose 114 lbs. OMFG! That is a ton of weight but according to the government that is the MAXIMUM that I can weight. Go figure. So I'm steadily focused currently on my 10% goal. I personally think it will take about 2 mo's to achieve but we'll see. FULL SPEED AHEAD.
Personal stuff...Steve & I pushed our date back and I'm getting tendon surgery on my feet 9-7-07. Ouch. I seriously have to worst feet in the universe. I think God gave me an 80 y/o woman's feet. They always hurt...though I'm sure caring all this extra weight doesn't help the situation either. :( It's depressing, weight is depressing. Why must I be the fat girl? I'm tired of being that girl. I want to be the pretty happy gorgeous girl without a weight problem. I'm HAPPILY taken but I want men to look at me and my Fiance to be proud of the woman on his arm. I have so many reasons to lose weight...but most of all for myself, my future husband and my future- children. Life has yet to really begin...I need a fair shot, don't I?
My little getaway turned out awesome! I totally approve of Martine's Fiancee. Dan's a wonderful man (a keeper, if you will) and they get along so great. Honestly, this is the happiest I've ever seen her. YeY, for her! I'm glad I know him now, I was the only one in the Wedding Party that didn't. DoH! Not anymore. *grin* Soooo happy!
I'm impressed...I got to see *two* movies this weekend. WOo-HOo!!
*#1~ on Friday w/ Martine "Failure to Launch" w/ Matthew McCoughney & Sarah Jessica Parker. CUTE!
**#2 -on Sat w/ My Baby...we seen Disney's "8 Below" about the Alaskian Huskies that got left behind, OMG...I cried & cried & cried some more. Steve was so embarrassed, I'm so extremely sensative. It was a very touching story heartfelt story and what made it even more appealing was--IT WAS A TRUE! I couldn't of left my Champ...OML! It also was all about the BLUE EYES on Paul Walker. The dogs had purty eyes too. LOL Now we want a Alaskian Huskie, when we get a bigger house of course. We want a girl, so we can name her Mia, after the movie.:) You'll see--too cute!!
I've ate good today back to walking everyday (yey!)...eating right...I know I've hit a serious plateau and I'm hoping to break through it this week (Praying)...I'll keep you posted...I plan on giving it 110%! I deserve nothing less, I keep telling myself, I'm worth it!
I joined a church yesterday, the same Church My Brother & His Wife got married at in 98'. Yippee!! The Service, Pastor, Choir, members...and the building was perfect. I'm so excited, Steve & I are DEFINATLY getting married there on August 4, 2007. I really believe in this Church and all there beliefs. I walked in and it just felt like HOME. Really. I've never felt that before... ever. I've never went to Church alone either, that's was major for me. I felt so good when I left...like I'm finding my way back to living a godly life. I decided to give up SWEETS for lent. I also thought that would help me tremendously w/ my diet. We'll see, with the strength of God I know I shall prevail. :) Pray for me:)
NOTE~~~I was paying 15.oo bucks a mo. to have a PAID acct on here...I decided to just keep a "bottom line suzy" (LOL) acct. Yes, I'm cheap. LOL I can't see spending that extra money for something I can use for free... tho it was alot easier to use--oh well. Trying to save money everywhere. So if the pics have little red "x"'s in the corners, give it time--It just means I expended my broadband usage for the current month. I get more every month...so check back.
Godbless you all....I hope you have a great day!
So much to do to get organized to go see my Bestest friend Martine! I'm so excited!!! This will be the first time I've met her Fiancee Dan..FUN! wOOt! I think I already said that--OH WELL! I'm a broken record today! LOL The only bad thing...I'M GOING TO MISS MY O.C. *pout*, hopefully the love of my life will tape it for me! Pretty PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE??!
****TO DO's****
On Lunch...
*Dep. money into the Bank
*Pay Direct TV- ONLINE
*Eat my healthy PACKED lunch--GO ME!
Afterwork...
*Oil Change--10 min. PLS!
*Fuel Car --Ouch, w/ these prices!
*Take Champ to Puppy Classes
*Vacuum Car--DOG HAIR--Ewww! I even use a sheet--WTH!
*Pack! I'm a procrastinator~ BIG TIME! LOL
*Get Directions--AGAIN! DoH!
*Get Steve hooked up to get our Opening day tickets online Saturday:) YeY! I'll be happy just to get in this year! Last yr. I couldn't even get a frickin' ticket--WTF! Yeah, IT SUCKED!!!
Please pray I don't get lost on this adventure, I have NO SENCE of direction. Not my strong suit, as Steve would say. LOL
Talk to you all soon...
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