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efficiency is all the human race cares about anymore what happened to looking up at the stars?

looking up at the stars with wonder, concentrating on yesterdays blunder, the sandman shuts my eyes forever, forever until whenever... whenever...

whenever the old man yells at me i run away and hide in my room? why is the old man so mad at everyone?

I'm lost in the dark and my mind is melting.  I'm lost in the park and my face is welting.  Look up to see what you wanted to be, going away forever in the mist. mist?such a silly silly strange endeavor

my brain is sluggish today, it is going slow but has no hate for others. my body is tired today, it moves slow but doesn't anger mother. my eyes are closed today, they don't see well but they see no dying. my heart is sluggish today, my blood goes slow but clots all my wounds. 

cbLb

my little siblings know so little.

they misunderstand

they don't know hate, they don't know anger

they don't know fate, they don't know future

they want to spend all their time with me

they misunderstand

they make me sad, but they don't know sadness

they make me mad, but i forgive them

they think everything lasts forever

it doesn't.

so tired, but so wired, on fire

make steps, then the next, no rest

eyes blurred, nothing's heard, no words

fall down, far from home, no show

i'm doing it slow 

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