People have been writing poems in the guestbook on this site, and I put them here, since the guestbook will probably reach its post limit pretty soon and be erased. Happy reading.
Name: nel
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Date: Sun Aug 22 01:16:39 EDT 2004
'so...so deep'
no...no more
you can't make me
so... so ensecure
confusing what is real
so...so hard
i tear
no...no way
i could belive it
even...even if
i did see it
confusing
consuming
it..it cralws
beneath the serface
so...so deep
it's my imbrace
one...one only
further i run
follow...follow me
still it's won
no...no more
so..so ensecure
confusing
consuming
what i need
so...so deep
Name:
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Date: Thu Aug 19 15:06:43 EDT 2004
a song
i float above the world so soft
the lights below are like a jewelbox
and as i make my descent
i know nothing can hurt me
but i feel so sick
yeah grandfather cries
when he talks to me
because in his eyes
i'm the guarantee
and i live my little life
the days fly by
but i love this little life
those days are mine
i float above the world so soft
below the animals eat from the trough
as i fall into reality
reality doesn't hurt me
but i feel so sick
it's a happy family
that's all around me
and i love them all
yeah i love them all
Name: Ashley
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Date: Thu Aug 19 14:13:52 EDT 2004
Eternal Lullaby, a song
Go to sleep, and dream for the rest of your life
In this bliss you will be safe from violence and strife
My little Eternity dream all your dreams as the moon rises high
Dream all your dreams until the all stars fall from the sky
When you wake the world will be a better place
And I think that as I look upon your sleepy face
Go to sleep, and dream of bubbles in the air
In those dreams you won?t have a weary care
My little Eternity dream all your dreams as the moon rises high
Dream all your dreams until all the stars fall from the sky
And remember this eternal lullaby
Name: nel
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Date: Thu Aug 19 02:14:59 EDT 2004
'futher from the picket fence'
just like that,
it's gone
i look back
it's finally won
something inside
scratches at my chest
i've lied
i must conves
my eyes fail me
thoughts scrambled
i can't see
my words rambled
there are times
i breath harder
i prented i'm fine
but i yearn for murder
blood spill
heart beats faster
dizzily ill
ideas nastyer
i sweeze my frst
in lose and confusion
there's something i missed
lost in the illusion
my lips quwifer
my fingers tense
i slip further
from the picket fence
Name: Ashley
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Date: Mon Aug 16 01:21:55 EDT 2004
Silence
Not a word to be said
Nothing to do,
But to lie here in our bed.
We have nothing left to say,
No whispers
Just a sweet silence between the night and the day.
We?ve no things to speak of
Hearts are breaking,
And all we are doing is thinking
On what can be done?
Nothing.
Name: nel
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Date: Mon Aug 16 01:08:43 EDT 2004
" i see"
through the mist
through the mess
lays a lits
with less and less
in the confusion
in the lose
lays a desperation
with a cost
along with fear
along with sadness
lays a mirror
reflecting madness
through the adolecence
through the disicions
lays consicwencees
with insisions
in the holes
in the black
lays souls
that lack
along with doubt
along with caution
lays inside out
imagintaion
Name: Ashley
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Date: Sun Aug 15 16:27:27 EDT 2004
The Crows Carrying Our Souls
My soul is being carried by a black crow who travels from this world to the next.
In my mother's arms I died, shortly after I arrived, sadly my giver of life too did not survive.
A crow of her own carries her beautiful soul.
The crows fly close together so that she may hold my hand,
Together forever we shall walk this paradise land.
We look down to see my father's eyes filling with tears.
He will not be with us for many dreary years.
Mother makes my crow turn round, her compassion has grown,
For she knows he cannot live a life forever alone.
Name: nel
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Date: Sat Aug 14 03:48:03 EDT 2004
"let them be"
the world blurs
around me
i see my cures
i let them be
the floor shakes
under my feet
i see my fakes
i smash the beet
the walls shatter
in my room
i see my matter
i lay it in my doom
the reality fades
inside my mind
i see darker shades
i forget what i find
the people drift
further away
i see the lift
i let them lay
the questions flicker
threw my thoughts
i see the bicker
i set the foughts
the outside screams
behind my window
i see the seams
i say i don't know
the wounds bleed
from my memories
i see what i need
i make them enemies
the world blures
around me
i see my cures
i let them be
i let them be
Name: sean
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Date: Fri Aug 13 13:02:56 EDT 2004
You say the hill's too steep to climb
Climb it.
You say you'd like to see me try
Climb it.
You pick the place and I'll choose the time
And I'll climb
That hill in my own way.
Just wait a while for the right day.
And as I rise above the tree lines and the clouds
I look down, hearing the sound of the things you've said today.
Fearlessly the idiot faced the crowd
Smiling.
Merciless the magistrate turns 'round
Frowning.
And who's the fool who wears the crown?
And go down,
in your own way
And every day is the right day
And as you rise above the fear-lines in his brow
You look down, hearing the sound of the faces in the crowd.
this is pink floyd's best song: fearless.
two days ago I climbed to the top of 14,000 foot Mt. Humbolt. that was the song i listened to on the top.
Name:
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Date: Thu Aug 12 02:24:24 EDT 2004
it doesn't matter if you know the name behind the words, it makes no difference, thats the whole point. if i give you a name, you won't kno it, you may recognize but it will bring you no where closer to kno my words or understanding what i try to write. i can give you a name, but your not going to like it, can't i just be liked? for jsut a little while? let me be my words, i don't want a name, i don't want a face, if i don't have a face, a name, them mabye you can't judge me. your cerios as to who i am, but nothing more, jus cerious. so you kno? what would that do? don't you like the mystery?
it hit me today, after i had felt hert, the adjective found me, it is more then one word tho, mabye that's where i went wrong before. how i try to put the world into words, everything that i feel, and everything the world is, life, and so much more. but i could not. you can. with more then a few words, you can make what was once oh so complicated and unsure becomes simple, and almost certain. go
Name:
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Date: Tue Aug 10 01:50:24 EDT 2004
who am i? a question pondered by all. i am who ever you want me to be, give me a name, give me a face, a genger, a age. i am nothing more then words. letters so carefully placed together to form senteces, personalities, talents, charachters, that and only that, is who i am. still another day passes me, as more and more ajectives escape my grasp, one step behind i always seem to be, balfle me, time in and time out again, lose my grasp, my reality, my breath....leave me yet again. i attempt to exspress in my own words, my own....but yet again, i fail.
Name:
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Date: Tue Aug 10 01:50:24 EDT 2004
who am i? a question pondered by all. i am who ever you want me to be, give me a name, give me a face, a genger, a age. i am nothing more then words. letters so carefully placed together to form senteces, personalities, talents, charachters, that and only that, is who i am. still another day passes me, as more and more ajectives escape my grasp, one step behind i always seem to be, balfle me, time in and time out again, lose my grasp, my reality, my breath....leave me yet again. i attempt to exspress in my own words, my own....but yet again, i fail.
