Here is the place for me to say all i wish to...
Also things I can't say in the another me...
Everyone has two face...
Find urs back...
I had found mine...
In here i don't need to be happy...Just be me...
And i don't need to hide...

im now,back.
just to take over the false side of me.
that side,a false side,with false smile.
im no longer happy,without acting.
im totally different,from the false side.
but this is the real side
without forcing smiles and happiness.
its unbeievable
but has to be believed
reality...
is empty of happiness
only filled with...
real feelings...
im a person,who cant accept the new...
or rather...
a person who don't wish to continue...
i'm daring...
as...
its what that should be coming in the future...
or the next moment
is this what all humans should know?
everything is there,waiting for you to find it...
forcing to smile,is hard...
but i manage to do so...
forcing the happiness...
the instant smile,fades fast...