I still feel the cold

of long past days

I knew my worth

put in my place

it's no surprise

I realized some time before

December

Sun shines through haze

I put my thoughts

toward my future days

it's no surprise

I close my eyes

and close the door

feeling so old

years pass like days

fastly changing

 so many ways

my eyes perceive

yes I believe in nothing more

Just tryto understand this isnt what I planned  

This ride's out of my hands 

So I'm forced to be something I cannot be if

I could make you see

(chorus:) Tonight I'm alive

I've watched you grow  up and so have I

Inside his isn't really what I had in mind (end of chorus)

I no longer relate to this world of hate

That's forced upon my plate

I tend to disagree, I hope it's not just me,

alone if only I could make you see

(chorus x3)

I got no regret right now (I'm feeling this)                                                                                                                    The air is so cold and low (I'm feeling this)                                                                                                                      Let me go in her room (I'm feeling this)                                                                                                                          I wanna take off her clothes (I'm feeling this)                                                                                                              Show me the way to bed (I'm feeling this)                                                                                                                  Show me the way you move (I'm feeling this)                                                                                                            Fuck it it's such a blur (I'm feeling this)

(not completed)