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holy chaos! 23/06/09

wowow! It's 1:16pm and I'm just sitting at home.
I figured that if I didn't do this now, I would never get to it.
Exam week is done, thank god. I seriously think I failed geography.
I'm terrified, really.
On monday (the last day of school before exams) the grade twelves went crazy, haha.
this is what went on.
First of all, there was a goose in the lunch room.
There were approximately 300 cockroaches and crickets in the staircases&hallways.
they put lubricant in water guns and sprayed people.
&they egged the school.
the goose attacked some teachers. Poor thing was soo terrified.
It couldn't fly anymore after that.
they had to get everyone out of the school because of all the chaos.
To be honest, I thought it was hilarious. Except for the poor goose.
I was so disguisted to hear that it couldn't fly.
It probably broke it's wings after that.
thank god the people got caught, muahIaha.
I wish I knew who did it.
my fraaan Rebecca gave me some books to read.
one of them is scary. Only because it's pretty much my life.
I've never told any one other than my bestfriends this, but I think I'll get it over with.
I've been writing a 'book' thing..
I'm sortof going through this state of mind thing.
I don't know if any of you have met someone who is in a dream state as sort of a defensive mechanism, but I am.
It's pretty much a state of unconciousness but I'm still in control, barely.
search depersonalization on google.
or go to dpselfhelp.com and read peoples' stories.
THe only reason I am telling you guys this is because I want people to know about this.
it's more common than I thought and so many people are suffering from it.
It is very scary. It feels like you're in a dream 24/7.
a nightmare you just can't get out of.
don't feel bad for me, don't think that I'm crazy.
Just realize that people are going through this.
that's all I ask.
I hope you are all doing well!
I don't know when I will be doing one of these next, though.
I have so much reading to do! :D
love you guys!
sarah
<3

Dance on cardboard. 02/06/09

heeya!
i know that i haven't been on in forever but I have been oh so busy. I moved on sunday and I started packing a long time before that.
sigh, the only problem I have with this whole move is that I have to go visit my dad. I'm being forced. haha, fack.
so, I'm going to edit the website as soon as I'm not busy.
I'm still unpacking atm.
sorry, I have to.
It's 12:20pm and I'm currently in class.
PEACE MOFOS.!

Dance on cardboard. 14/05/09

helllo :]
wow, it is currently 6:19am.
I suppose that's not early but I've actually been awake for 3 hours, exactly.
I fell asleep at about seven last night so I woke up at three and couldn't fall back asleep. grr!
I'm not very excited for school today.
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I'm going to get ready for school now.
Byee!
- sarah.

Dance on cardboard. 10/05/09

happy mothers day! love you mommy. :3.
kay so, I am moving soon! thank god. It's just going to be me, my mom, and sister so it should be fun.
I think we are moving out the last week of this month. hopefully! *Crosses fingers*
I have a day off of school tomorrow, unfortunately.
I just want to get back to school so I'm not so bored with my homework, yuck.
I suppose I could be social but I'm not yet ready for being social, haha.
And anyway, I have a lot of homework this weekend, blah.
I am getting a new book! "It" by stephen king.
I only have three books by him so far. The Shining, Cujo, and Bag of Bones. I'm hopefully going to have all of them by the end of the year.
Sigh, I have been so tired lately! (For a year or two ._.). I sleep but it isn't restful sleep. REM, I think it's called? It blows!
I can't wait for the day I wake up restful!
I'm extremely bored. It's ten minutes to four. I'm just sitting here doing this and listening to music.
oh how exciting.
Does anyone know if Ellen Hopkins is making another novel after the Crank and Glass? I am so desparate! I want to know how Kristina is. D:
anyway, if you know, let me know. I'll love you!
I hope your mom is enjoying her mothers day o:
And you, if you're a mother.
goooodday.
3:49pm, sunday.
- sarah.

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