The following are poems or songs ive written at some point, most were written when i was going through a bad patch in my life, so thats why theres a re-occuring self-harm theme.

Some say love, it is a river,
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor,
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger,
An endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower,
And you its only seed
So when the night has been to lonely
When the road has been to long.
And you think that love is only,
for the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter,
Underneath the bitter froze lies the seed,
That with the suns love,
In the spring becomes the rose.

I sit here so hurt and cold,
I apologise, my words sound so old.
I’ve felt it, the darkness inside,
its touched me, on this day i die.
This is gonna end me!

I’m giving in, the pains too great,
Draw the blade, rid myself of hate.
My soul feels free, now I’ve turned the key,
I’m gonna end me!

My blood's run, the deeds been done.
My knee's are weak, i fall and watch the blood leak.
Just wanna end me!

My eyes are closed, my body's cold.
I feel so alone, this silence is a deafening tone.
I want to awaken, my souls forsaken.
I regret what I did, true feelings i hid.
I’m ended!

The blade to sharp, cut to deep,
Now I’m dead, what was sown's been reaped!
Please save me!

As my eyes meet yours
The world fades into nothing
And thoughts fill my mind
Thoughts of the future
Of me
Of you
Of us
Together
You in my arms
As we stand atop a great cliff
The breathtaking view captures your attention
And as we catch our breath
I try to tell you again how much I care
But thoughts of the past interrupt me
And I grow anxious
Failed relationships
Other failures
These thoughts and more flash through the lens of my mind’s eye
And for an instant I almost look away
But your gaze holds me
As thoughts of the present consume me
And I lose myself in your gaze
Not wishing to find my way
Pleading with Father Time for an extra minute today
For only a single second more to capture this moment
And make it last forever
For these moments cause life to be worth living
And love to be worth trying again

I wrote a poem to say i cared,
with you my feelings i have shared.
But when i put my pen to pad,
I couldnt describe the feelings i have.
I trust in you my heart and soul,
which without you is just a hole.
And when my life is long since gone,
my love for you a light will shone for all to see.
I give my love, life, and soul to thee,
To keep for all eternity.