i wanna tell u the way i feel,
but dont know the words
to tell you how,
i keep thinking of your pressence,
i wish you were here with me now
i wish i could walk up to u,
with out an ounce of fear,
and wisper the words
"i love you"
in your ear.

i thought things were fine,
i guess i was wrong
i wish you would have said
what was on your mind
i kinda wish i'd known
what you were feeling
so i could have had time to prepare
you left with out a single word
love is so unfair.

the night grows cold and dark
as i lay in the grass filled with dew
and stare aimlessly at the moon
i feel its pale glow apon me
as the blood flowing from my wounds shines through
this last night will be over soon
the blood on my body looks thick and dark
flowing from the razor blade slits,
cool and sharp
the pale moon is slowly getting covered
as the thick clouds come in
my vision growns dark
as my life comes to an end

your hearts been wounded
the scars that never heal
lies, deciet, cheating, pain,
causing your scabs to peel
the blood seeps out and stain
again comes the familiar pain
makes your tears flow like showers
when your troubles show thier true faces
your happiness turns sour

when you look in my eyes
what exactly do you see?
do you see some fake angel?
or can you see the real me
i hope you can see deeper
behind the mask, and the skin
can you look inside
and see me hiding within?

i always fuck things up
i once held your heart
safely in my hands
but i fucked that up too
your heart crumbled
and blew away like sand
i never wanted you hurt
i just wanted you to stay
your tears flow like raindrops
as you turn and walk away

i love you
i know i shouldnt
im sorry
i know you love her
and cant love me
i know your taken
but ill still love you til the end
but for now ill just hide my feelings
and try to be your friend

theres a hole in my chest
where my heart used to be
you just ripped it out
without an ounce of mercy
i should have knew better
i really thought you cared
but im reminded by the red stain
never ever will i be so blind again

baby im sorry if i hurt you
i feel really bad
im sorry if i upset you
or if i made you really mad
just remember i didnt mean it
and that i love you
baby please dont cry
cuz then ill cry too

as i sit here and cry
i wonder did you ever love me?
or was it another one of his lies
i think of al the memories
and all of our fun
i wish i too could be special to someone
i see you with her
and know theres nothing i can do
but wonder will you lie to her too??

i sit here with hurtfull thoughts in my brain
i try so hard to think of something else
but nothing numbs my pain
i feel hurt in my heart
why did you have to lead me on?
you could have just said no
or that you had a gurl all along
i see you kiss her
my hands start to shake
i wanna cry so bad
as i feel my heart slowly break

i killed myself today
only sixteen years old,
i think of how much i love him
as my body grows cold
my herat filled with pain
i cant live without him
im fucking going insane!
i should have trusted him
when things were said
that dosent matter now
my body is cold and dead
why did i have to have
so much stupid pride
all it did was make me look like a bitch
and kill me inside

i love you baby
i swear i do
your meant for me
and im menat for you
until the sad day when we part
im giving you this,
im giving you my heart
im giving it to you under one condition,
and this condition you must obide
thart you will love me forever
and never leave my side
if you agree to this condition
ill stay forever in return
for my love for you is a fire
that forever burns

i dont know how to tel you
without breaking your heart
it may seem like things are fine
but we are slowly drifting apart
i know you asked what was wrong
and i said things were fine
but im sorry, i lied
althought i don't want to hurt you
i want to be truthfull to you too
we cant go on like this
i guess what im trying to say is
im calling it quits