It has been a hard decision whether to share thse poems and drawings or not, but I feel that it is necessary to help in educating others about what might be happening in a mind that is being controlled with prescription mental health medications. My husband is the only one who I have ever shared all of this with before. They still evoke strong feeling for me, but instead of feeling hopeless and tormented I now feel sadness for the woman who wrote them. Ironically that woman was me and it does hurt to know that. It is so far from who I was prior to treatment and light years from who I am today. Please know that I am not sharing these or my story for anyone to feel sorry for me, but to help give a voice to those who have lost theirs through the tragedies that mental health medications can cause.
These have all been scanned from the originals. Please contact me if you are interested in using them in any way. Most have the date and some even have the time of day both giving further insight into the tormented mind and the short period of time a medicine induced mania can escalate. Please contact me with any comments and thank you for your support in viewing this site. I will warn you in advance that some of these poems can be disturbing and I in no way wish to hurt anyone further by displaying them. Please make sure you are in the right frame of mind before reading. Thank you again.
I have posted the images at http://www.msnusers.com/StoptheMadnessNow at this time. If you click on the title or page number below the image, you will be taken to msnusers.com for a larger view.