When I was in hard times,my memory always go back to that is called NanShui Town.Thinking of Jonathan,there is always a soft feeling in  my weak heart.

At that times,it should be the real me with some sort of childish ideas.

I became some kind of  blue feeling when this winter came.Everything seemed to make me unhappy,disappointed,even depressed.Wish this would go off soon,After all ,I am a biddable child of God.

This was only a joke,because  God never became my religion.I mention this because it make me think of someone to whom I was so opposite to his belief of Jesus

.***I was robbed just 12 days after new year,together with my handbag,birthday card and other things.This was a very bad symptom ,one of my partner told me.Though I didn't believe this,it was really a depressed  thing for me,especially this happened at the time of my leaving the job for another city.