Freedom of Thought

where shall i begin. i hate all the height and the propaganda on this issue. beauty is what is inside one's self and it shows outwardly when the person realizes that they have this inner beauty to share with the world.  it is not solely what is seen on the outside with flesh and covering make-up and barely things that people call clothes according the cover issue of our monthly magazines. i hate how girls fall so easily to the pray of men when simply this word is said and persuades them to believe otherwise. women please hear me out. you are beautiful whether any man has told you or not. your beauty is a gift inside you and no one can bring it out but only you. men use this as a ploy. besides that fact. who is to say what is or isn't beautiful. coming to mind a great poetic shakespeare. "What's in a name? That which we call a rose, By any other word would smell as sweet." beauty is beauty and it is defined by only ourselves. or at least is should be. i think too many have for too long put out this image that is percieved to many to believe what beauty really is. it really itsn't though. beauty is only but what we choose to see it as. it is just as some believe looking out into a desert is beauty while other percieve it not to be but really that a shoreline is that beauty. it goes the same for everything and everyone. you percieve your own beauty not what picture or movies or commericial or tv or anything else tells you. you are beautiful. i can see that and i don't even know you.

p.s.-if you haven't figured it out yet. the same can be turned for term "beautiful" as well as term "handsome".

stop there. teenage dating is horrible. it is literally a rollar coaster of feelings. happy. sad. mad. confused. and in the end they all, usually, end up the same way heartache. whether it lay on the girl or the guy. they both feel the pang of the hearts toture. the relentless, throbbing feeling. the feeling that makes you want to cry, get sick, beat the crap out of someone, whatever it makes you do; that feeling is the same in all of us. i just cannot understand why i, myself, and many others put themselves through this suffering mechanism time and harsh time again. :sighs: it frankly is ridiculous. and it starts with dating someone. my point here is why not have fun with the person (a.k.a: kissing and the like) and go on dates but leave the stings behind. why get angry because he didn't call? who cares!it's a call. sure you want to talk but it is not like it's the end of the world. breathe. and let it go. simple. sure say hey it kinda made me sad when u didn't call but could we go to the movies so i can see ya instead. whatever and wherever you want to go. i know some people are reading this probably girls who have boyfriends they have been dating for months are going what about committment. excuse me but fuck committment. your young. have fun. live life while you can. dating is for when you are looking for your husband i don't think many of you are going to get married right now. and the other thing you girls are saying is what about that four letter word that means the world, love. well hmm :sighs: what about love. there are so many things to say. experiance it yes do that. can you not do that without strings? i don't see what not. who is holding you back saying no that's not the rules. news flash there are no rules in dating. at least none that i know of. if there is a book out there or some lawfully written document please by all means tell me and prove me wrong. but as far as i know there is not and i think we should all just have a little fun while we're young. i am sick of being heartbroken with crushes and boyfriends or just boys in general. i am also sick of  hurting guys. i don't mean too but i can't figure out what i want from a relationship right now in my life so i am hanging up this way and trading for a new. i am finally using my freedom of speech and my freedom to act the way i do. if your with me give me a shout. comments and concerns please.