Everybody thinks I'm happy
They don't know and I can't tell them what's really going on
I keep waiting for it to get better on its own
I wish I could walk up to everybody who went through the same thing as I did
I'd just tell them
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
People want to believe you're okay
So it's easy to pretend you're okay
I don't want advice
I just want to talk to someone who gets it
Tell me you dont pull the blade across you skin and pray you have the courage to press down. That you have the strength to keep going, and the life to keep living..
I look forward
To dying tonight
Drink till I'm myself
Life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
It's not that I'm afraid to die. I just don't want to be there when it
happens
"I became trapped in a world of my own, suffering the hurt and pain in silence. Cutting was my only release from the unbearable chaos inside me" -anon
"I definitely don't want to keep on self harming, but I am also quite frightened of living without it" -anon
Sometimes it hurts a lot more to smile in front of everyone than to cry alone.
& here’s to the years I thought I'd spend with you.
Love never hurts anyone
It's the expecting of love that makes people cry.
Love is giving someone the power to destroy you but trusting them not to..
When I see u two together, my heart breaks in half & its not because I hate her & not because she doesnt deserve u & its not because I still love you... Its because I always told you that you deserve the best, & now Im afraid you found it.
One day you're going to wake up
& realize that you truly love her
& she is going to be waking up
next to the guy who already knew..
I know I'm made of mistakes, disappointments,
and failures but I promise you there's a part of
me that is actually worth keeping.
So why should i bother?
( why do my make-up? )
( why do my hair? )
[[its not like tomorrow you will start to care]]
It's your hello that keeps me hanging onto every
*single word & it's your goodbye that keeps me
listening for your voice behind each corner ..
When you're around someone so much, for so
long, they become a part of you, and when they
change or go away, you don't know
who you are without them..
Im blasting my music so i wont hear my thoughts but its stupid cuz the lyrics just remind me of what im tryin2forget
Im torn between wanting the feeling2go away tryin 2keep it just a little longer cyz u brought out somethin in me i never knew i had...
She keeps looking back at the things she doesn't want to see
I'm not letting go, i've just stopped holding on, and i'm slowly drifting away...like he did
You contradict the fact that you
still want me around
She was the girl who had everything, then she met you, and lost everything over you.
You just have to hope you're the one worth changing for..
People ask me if I believe in forever
and I can't help but sit back and laugh
because with the way my life is going,
I don't even believe in tomorrow
Love is a test. When your true love comes along, they will bring a shovel and start digging into your heart. The real test is: If they'll keep on digging until their hands get chapped and bloody, just to keep going, just to find your love.
Give me one more drink &
i swear i'll be ready to make the
same mistakes with you again
...she painted on a smile & learned how too pretend
The same old story that everyone knows...
One hearts holding on...
One's letting go.
I wish on every falling star...
And whisper your name.
Tell him - I hate him. - Tell him I`ve - moved - on and that I don`t think about him anymore, tell him I never loved him anyway * but most of all, tell him I said this with tears in my eyes
Never forget what he meant to you
but never let him know how easy it is
for you to remember...
..shes all the things i couldn't be..
&& I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there are somethings
I want to say to you...
When two people know the truth about each other and their eyes meet, they will stare and be lost.
But when two people think they know or doesn't know about each other's feelings and their eyes meet, they will quickly glance away and regret.
I guess a few tear drops...
Beats a few drops of blood on the scissors...
&& she still cant let him go...♥
&& theres still apart of him with her...*
He told her he loved her...she wanted to believe him but deep down she knew better...
Remember, you gave up on eachother for a reason
I know I've made a lot of stupid mistakes.
But the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most, wouldn't hurt me again
He completely stole my heart
and i hope he never lets me
go i never really told him but
he had me at-» h e l l o
& You Dont Seem To Know What The Problem Is, Im Always Waiting, You've Never Waited For Me, And In the End It Doesnt Matter, Your Just A Waste Of Time
& Your Not The Same Person I fell Inlove With And Somehow Im Always Waiting For You To Change And The Thing Is, I Know You Never Will.
...i dont get how he can make u feel on top of the world and then let u fall to pieces...
But m o s t of all, I'm sorry I'm still [ a.p.o.l.o.g.i.z.i.n.g ] for you /b/r/e/a/k/i/n/g/ my *heart*
"i lOvE YoU FoR LeTtInG Me fEeL WhAt iTs lIkE To hAvE EvErYtHiNg, BuT I HaTe yOu fOr lEtTiNg mE FeEl wHaT ItS LiKe tO LOOSE eVeRyThInG"
Sexy is you and me pushed up against your car, kissing in the rain with no intention of stopping
His secrets are your worst nightmares, and its all thanks to me.
There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other
My boyfriend fantasizes me .N.A.K.E.D.
When i tell you , " i love you" , i D0NT say it out of habbit ,or to start a conversation..i say it to remind you, that your the BEST thing that has -EVER- happened , to me..
I think i'd miss you, even if we never met.
you have to forget about the guy
who f o r g o t about you.
It hurts to know that you're looking for someone that can make you happier than I ever could.
The worst thing about
being lied to is knowing that
you werent even worth the truth...
I learned how to love
By being torn apart
Do you ever wonder why it was her and never you?
We all make decisions that will change the rest of our lives, the scariest thing is that most of the time we don’t know that when we’re making them.
SHE'S JUST A LiTTLE T00 SCARED T0 GET CL0SE
T0 ANy0NE, BECAUSE EVERy0NE WH0 SAiD
"i'LL BE THERE", LEFT
you dont know what it feels like to stare out your window & count the headlights
No camera could ever capture
the look in her eyes
&& the feeling in her heart
when she looks at him.
&& all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending...
"Don`t bring the PAST into the PRESENT, becuz it could ruin the FUTURE..."
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU`VE LOST
UNTiL YOU STAND iN A ROOM WITH THAT
PERSON NOT BEING ABLE TO CALL THEM
[[Y.O.U.R.S]]x3
you can only push her away for so long.untill she
she walks out of your life on her own. so be care
ful && make sure this is what you want... because
Once She turns around she is never comming back
A Perfect Life;
Perfect Boyfriend,
Gorgeous Looks,
Caring Family,
Good Friends
Intelligence,
But still.....somethings missing..
Mistakes come often when your in
x----------l o v e♥
I'll turn around and walk away. Knowing that in the end your better off without me. No matter how much it hurts now.
So just for the good of us both
I'll pretend I don't care for you
I look away when you look at me
I'll try and ignore my heartache
sometimes you have to tell your heart no.
& sometimes I wish you werent worth it because then I could give up on you and wouldn't put up with this pain
If you ever get lonely, look at the spaces between your fingers and remind yourself that mine fit in there perfectly.
You just lost the girl
that would of done ANYTHiNG
to be your EVERYTHiNG.
~You can't find the (RighT) person * If your still holding on to the (WronG) one~
" only love let's us see normal things in an extraordinary way..."
I regret making those foolish mistakes. But I don't want that time back because I know without that mistake, I will never have loved you so much.
I've been holding on so long, I don't know how to let go...
When the night light was always functioning, && playing with barbies was the in thing. When agony && war were only fake on tv and broken hearts were enigma. Life was soo much simpler when your biggest priority was the monster in your closet.
I'll never hurt you the way you hurt me...
Shes got bite marks on her
tongue from all the things
*shes never said*
Lets stay up late and make memories...xXx3
Everything happens for a reason * . . .
but the hard part is trying to figure out . . .
. . .what that reason is . . .
Just because her eyes don’t tear.. d o e s n ‘ t mean her heart;;doesn’t cry & just because she comes off strong doesn’t mean there’s something wrong
So tonight I’m goin to drink myself asleep and deal with the heartache in the morning
:* A --»StRoNg«- giRl kEePs her stuff
*:. iN liNe `nD wiT teaRs ruNniN
.:* ShE [s][T][i][L][L] MaNages
*:. tO sPiT tHe SiMpLe wOrDs .iM`fInE.
He's dorwning right in front of my face and for the first time I cant save him...
The ocean is a little bit bigger tonight 2 more teardrops somebody cried but why is she crying because something good happened to her: he left her for the better that's why she is crying but she cant see that
Everyday i come up with a new reason to change myself. but when i think about it, the reasons always come back to pleasing you
When will all this come to an end?
when will u stop playing pretend?
because no one deserves to feel like i do
i jus wish u new what u are putting me through
I destroyed myself a thousand times for you and all you did was break my heart.
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
I held your hand tighter..because i felt your heart letting go
-- Even after all these tears; she refuses to let go
Theres always something more you wish he'd say...
Love Reminds you that nothin else matters
I wipe away my tears hoping im wiping away memories too
I [s w e a r]
id [r i p] out
my [h e a r t]
if youd say
[y o u]
were
[i m p r e s s e d]
In to deep to let go and to hurt to continue
And I'm Doing It All For A Guy That Won't Even Look My Way
People try so hard to hold onto what they lost, because they think its the best thing..
but they forget there had to have been a reason why they [let go] in the first place..
*no one else will have me like you do*
I just realized.... that since she came into the picture, his eyes dont light up the same when he looks at me...
She needs to be proven to that not all boys are the same. So that she doesn't treat them all the same. Because if she keeps going on like this, she will no longer try to love in fear of a broken heart.
One day u'll see all that he ment to me, Someday u'll know, why i didn't want to let go, though that day may not come soon, It'll find you, and u'll know, all my feels are so true...
All the eyeliner in this world could not even begin to hide this pain behind my eyes…
& I swear,
You're the [best] thing about me..
Not many guys can take my b r e a t h away,
But y o u don`t even have to {try}..
Finds Arms that will -HOLD- you at your *Weakest*
Eyes that will -SEE- you at your *Ugliest*
And a heart that will -LOVE- you at your *WORST*
I still hang on every word you ever whispered in my ear.
Everytime i cry i smile alittle and i think.." well at least im trying to get over you.."
Im the DAUGHTER that holds is all in im the FRIEND that pretends its all ok im the SISTER who acts like shes strong im the GIRLFRIEND who swears theres nothing wrong but im ME when im crying my self to sleep at night
" im happy for you " i say..you thank me and walk away..but as you leave i start to cry.. and whisper.." i swear..shes so wrong for you.."
As soon as she hung up the phone all she could do was kneel down and cry... who would've known he would've broken her heart...
It's like half of me really wants to be with
him and the other half just wants to be
over him.
Take no one for granted because the truth is..
no one waits forever.
You never realize how strong someone really is until you
see them at their weakest moment.
I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope,
and every dream I've ever had. And no matter what happens
to us in the future, every day that we are together, is the greatest
day of my life.
As she looks in the mirror and wipes the running mascara from her eyes she whispers, "i'm so stupid"
~~It took 2 seconds for me to break your heart and what seemed a lifetime before you realized i was sorry.~~
-[- whispering 'I love you' as I walk away from us -]-
What Hurts So Bad, Is Wanting To Be Yours Forever, But Knowing ThatI Won't Even Have A Chance Beyond Never.
And in time he'll fade from my mind, just like his feelings for me faded from his heart...
...*Love Isn't Finding Tha Perfect Person, But Seeing An Imperfect Person Perfectly*...
"The easiest thing about love is falling for that person. The hardest thing about love is letting that person and the memories fall out your life"
Omission is Betrayal
The worst part about being lied to is knowing you werent even worth the truth
And If I Could Change My Life In A Heart Beat, I Wouldn't Of Hurt You, Or Lied. I Wouldn't Have Done Those Things That Break You Up Inside. If I Could Do It Over, I Swear I'd Take It All Back...
It's me, who has made a big mistake:
I didn't see the amazing love you've faked...
Im not short, im fun size
she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
You learn to love the pain you feel
Long nights without you have taught me to be strong
I lose what I love most
Did you know I was lost until you found me?
You told me you don't love me
And I just have to look away
I'm walking empty streets
Hoping we might meet
When my girl came through with the news
All i did was think about me and you like damn
All i ever was to you was just another random face in the hallway
I want what i cant have, i love what kills me, and when i tell you something i mean something else
[&&]secretly she can't live without you.
im in love with a memory. nothing more then a memory
No one can promise you that they'll never hurt you cuz it will happen sooner or later the real promise is that the time spent together will be worth all that pain
Saturday i saw you holding hands with someone knew somehow i kept my compousre like everything was cool but inside i kept repeating to myself dont you let him see you cry so i casually turned my head as the tears fell down
No smile.
is as beautiful,
As the one that struggles
with tears......
Theres just something about you,
i swear i have no idea what' it is....
but it makes me go' absolutely crazy
*i try and drown my fears will all of my tears*
I can remember setting in my room at night and praying for the lord to give me your heart now i realize some of gods greatest gifts..are unanswered prayers
I have scares to prove that love has had its way with me
Someone once asked me, dont you wish, dont you hope, dont you dream...I replied yeah i used to..till someone made me wake up
Sometimes the only thing you want to feel is the only thing you can't...
Like everyone and trust no one
Theres always goin to be that one thing
you hate but you can't change , the one mistake you cant take back, && the one moment you would do a n y t h i n g' to have back*
Some days; it just hurts more than others..
Everyone could see the pain between them when another girl grabbed his hand, and she was being held by another guy.
I put up walls because Im are afraid , afraid to get hurt so I close everyone out.
My heart starts to break when i see you with her cuz i know..letting you go was my mistake
You'll never truly know how strong someone is until you see them at their weakest point
Nothing Lasts Forever, And We Both Know Hearts Can Change.
& i`ve measured out my life in one million tears and a thousand s.h.a.t.t.e.r.e.d dreams. and while the world around me [ cRASHES ] down, i slip away from rEALITY_ . . . truth is; i've n.E.V.E.R felt so aLIVE
Never let someone be your priority, while allowing yourself to be their option...
I may be your star...
but your my whole night sky
If she could only show you how much you really hurt her; you'd never be able to look her in the eyes again...
She didnt say a word.her eyes said it all.with tears in her eyes she ran.it was over.it was all gone.everything including her dignity.....
No matter what happens i will look at you and smile.
Theres only so much a person can take, only so much i will let you put me through, Im hanging on by a thread and i finally see that i gave you the scissors, and if i wanna make it through i have to walk away from you
My mind tells me to let go, but there's something inside me that tells me not to give you up.
My worst fear is not being everything you want.
I look at him .. he looked at me. & it seemed
in that split second, we forgave each other
for everything that went wrong …
I hate me for loving you, i hate me for being a fuckin idiot, i hate me for being so stupid as to give you my heart, and i hate me for not being able to get it back.
Whatever happens i'll leave it all to chance, another heartache, another failed romance.
I wait and I wait in the darkness for someone to find me ......
I want our love to last forever but i know it has no tomorrow
Be happy with what you have in your arms, one day you may be left holding emptiness...
If I cant have you I don't want our memories either
When the wind starts whispering a lonesome lullaby, it helps to think were sleeping under the same big sky.
When i'm with him, he takes me away from my world, to the world ive always longed for in my dreams.
Love is a decision not an emotion or feeling, that if made from the heart will outlast anything...
Always believe that there is someone out there, who can take your breath away
hearts are often broken, by words left unspoken.
I'm Not Sure What You See In Her But I Know, At One Time..... I Was All You Had Your Eyes On....
I Wish I Could Be Everything You See In Her...
I still wonder all the time about what we were and what we could have been...xOxO
Fairy Tales are lies you're heart relies on.
The way you look at her... it hurts
He always knew the perfect things to say, I didnt think it would end this way
Give Me A Reason Worth Fighting For,Dont Let Me Break Down And Cry, Give Me Something To Look Forward To; Anything To Keep Me Alive
Everyone See's She's Smiling But No One Sees The Tears Behind That Mask
Everyone Always Thinks They Know The Reason Behind Her Tears, But Has Anyone Ever Thought That Maybe, Shes Crying For More Then 1 Reason
Smiles And Laughs Are All That They See, But Happiness Doesnt Come Easy To Me, Those Smiles And The Laughter Are All Just For Show, Cuz The Feelings I Feel No One Will Know, I Hide It So Well That No One Can Tell, How Much Your Hurting Me
Tomorrow's Another Day But By The Way Things Are Looking, Tomorrow May Never Come
I Put On A Smile To get Through The Day But Deeper Inside This Girls Not Ok. Eventually The Smile Will Be Gone And i'm Sure It Wont Be Long,Until This Girl Falls Apart
its something i have to live with everyday and cry about every night
Your just a faded memory....that i carry with me everyday....i miss u
I wish you'd love me for me, not who i pretend to be...
Chances thrown,nothins free,longin for what,what used to be,still its hard, hard 2 see fragile lifes & shattered dreams.
Always have hope for the guy who turns around when he's walking away..
You didnt hurt me; you completely destroyed me
I could have treated you better
But you couldn't have treated me worse
But it's he who laughs last
Is he who cries first
Sometimes I feel I know strangers
Better than I know my friends
I feel like an idiot
For letting myself
f a l l f o r y o u
I love him its as simple and as complicated as that
The worst feeling is having the one you love but knowing they love another.
Sometimes she thinks that they’re in love, and sometimes she knows that she’s lying to herself."
Everyone has a soul mate. They are bound together from birth. Some people never find their soul mates; others spend their whole lives searching for them when all along they were right there in front of them
All of the wrong words seem to fit so perfectly.
& even my p e r f e c t words
seem so {wrong}..
I engraved your name on this bullet so you'd know the reason.
Ever Felt Like You Lost Yourself The Day He Walked Away?...
Before you let go remember why you held on for so long
I love the rain... you cant see the tears
I do believe u didnt try
i do blame u for every lie
when i look in ur eyes i dont see mine....
~_~ I thought being strong meant to never lose your self control...but im just drunk enough to let go of my pain, the hell with my pride...let it fall like rain from my eyes...Tonight I Want To Cry~_~
Eyeliner running, hair soaking wet, but he still looks at you like the day you first met
Every time im with you i feel a secure feeling. but then when i turn around i realize your not there anymore, and that security disappears. Slowly the image of you is fading, and so is my love for you.
You live once
But if u do it right
Once is enough
"I will always love you, even when you leave me after the pain goes away I hope that I can forgive you for what you have done."
Sometimes letting go is the best thing u can do for them
>>not all love may end up in relationships
Whats the use in holding on if everything is falling apart
I sit with my head in my hands
Just thinking about what i did wrong
And what i can do to make it up
Sometimes the only way i can think
Is to put a gun to my head
And not think at all
Im constantly fighting my tears, forever hiding my fears. cant you see its all bcuz love touched me. now its gone im finding it hard to hold on...
" Don't use your love to capture me, then let go; If you can't give me all your love, Then don't give me any at all "
"I think of tomorrow as being one step closer to finding my purpose, my hope, my meaning, my true love."
....and most of all, i'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way i feel when i'm with you.
..*.+. I Love You *I Cant See You Not In My Life* ..*.+.
"if it seems too good to be true, you have obviously overlooked something"
:+: If you call and he isn't there and he said he would be...he's not worth the time you wasted picking up the phone:+:
teenage suicide seems the most tragic—lives lost before they’ve even started.
Most suicidal people do not want death; they want the pain to stop.
"I am the most miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be a cheerful face on earth. Whether I shall ever be better I cannot tell; I awfully forbode I shall not. To remain as I am is impossible. I must die or be better." - Abraham Lincoln
He has no idea what goes on in her mind
she is so good at pretending
he will never know how many tears have
fallen each night for him .. nor the endless
hours that she wastes thinking .. maybe..one-day..
just maybe ..
I have everything in the world except myself
What you don't know is that after everything
that happened i still go to bed with tears in my eyes.
If it makes you happy then im fine, if it makes you sleep at night im not suicidal if it keeps you ignorant then the scars that lace my body are not proof of how much self-hatred boils in me if it keeps you from abandoning me im not crazy
A flower without a stem is a beauty waiting to die, a love without trust is a tear waiting to cry
She don't know that what she's got
Is everything I'll ever want
And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.
Your every word cuts me inside and leaves me worse
There's no way back
And what if there was
You'd still be you and
I'd still need to say goodbye
There's never a second chance to hold on
I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted
Another glass of whisky and it still don't kill the pain
Go ahead see if you heart doesn't fall
You know it's already too late
You learn the future by the past
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye.
I'll live with the pain until all that remains is the memory that you used to be
Well, I've made up mind this'll be the last time
And you held me to my word
The night you walked our future out that door
When the day is done and everybody runs, who will be the one to save me from myself
When you wake up every night
Does the scent of regret ever haunt you
There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid
There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
And some roads, I never should've taken
The past can't be rewritten, you get the life you're given
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every time,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
Because those were lessons learned.
Tell me all your memories; I'll keep them alive
You know that I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles
No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now
I know I could say were through and tell myself I'm over you, I promise not to miss you now...and try to hide the truth inside ...
im not letting go, ive just stopped holding on,and im slowing drifting away... like he did
