.::Mooi he, alles?::.

Hi...

I deleted a bunch of bull, pictures and old writings.
Now i'm trying to update more regularly with small
writings :) hope you'll like it.

~ This is the place where i post my poems, journal, piccies and other
stuff... so.. i try to update it on a regular basis
but...that's not very often... :P
feel free to leave me a message, i'd be delighted!

x Ilona.

I stole this sentence from the beautifull Miss Shani,
because  I think it's totally true!

The title of my website 'Mooi he, Alles?' is from 'Loesje' (www.loesje.nl)

kikker_rulez@hotmail.com

i am the colour purple

i tend to carry my heart out to people before I know them well enough to do so

I’ve lost my heart

I’ve lost my heart many times, got it back bumped n bruised

i am convinced that that is not gonna happen this time
i love the sound of London rain

i believe in second chances

i think everything happens for a reason

if i had to choose between blind and deaf, i wouldn't know what to choose

i worry about the world

i couldn't live without the comfort of 'home'
i could sleep for days

i would feel guilty afterward

because every second you live is a second less :)
i always wonder how it would be to have a brother or sister

im spoiled
but i don't show it to the world

i couldn't live without my horses

i'm afraid that someday something will happen to them
or to my family

i tend to put negative feelings in a can, save em up, and pour them out over everybody who doesn't ask for it afterwards
i wish i was a painter

i'd paint a little golden brim around your life

sometimes I wish I was an elf

sometimes I wish I could live in a movie
Sometimes i wish i was anyone but me :)
i love food

I am a vision

I drop by in your dreams

Not to show truth, but to show life

Le fabuleux destin d’Amelie Poulain, favourite movie, contains more truth anyways
the piano touches my heart

I am now reading 3 books at the same time

I believe that people should reach out for each other

I like the silence of my own being

I couldn’t live without music

I adapt easily

I socialize easily

I break easily

I’ve never done drugs, and I never will

I believe in lost people

I believe in helping them on their way

I don’t like socks, but I don’t like feet either. Except yours

I hate ignorant people

And I can’t stand shallowness

Act before I speak, and speak before I act, always the wrong way around

But well, what goes around comes around

I stay awake after sex

Sometimes my fantasy carries me away

I love sweaters, especially yours

I am lazy

But a hard worker at the same time

I would like to drive a bmw when I’m older

I don’t want to grow older

I feel old already

But I’m not

I’m immature, in a mature way

My heart is yours, like I told you before

That’s why I hope you’ll pack my bag for a long trip

i have not all that much respect for western society and culture

 Buying people ‘stuff’ and little presents makes me happy

i fear the day that my life will consist of work only

i used to be addicted to my cell phone, nowadays I don’t care anymore

keep dreaming, live for the day

I love the sound of words like divine, crave, faith

I enjoy little things in life, all the little things

I believe you eat dinner for the dessert

And that summers are for the ice cream

I got used to not wearing a watch

I ask a lot of questions

I make up stories and mistake them for real events

I spent money on useless things, but it makes me happy

I love walking

As well as talking

But also listening

So I guess I’m a multi functional girl

I like invented words

I think real soulmates never die :)

Just now I learned that I have to let people go

It’s hard letting people go, but it gets easier all the time

I’m a rag, in all sorts of ways

I can live without coffee

I never say goodbye

I’m insecure in a secure way

Every time I pick a flower, I feel like I’ve destroyed a little life

I try to put smiles on peoples faces, endless efforts and more

I’m not afraid to die no more

But I am afraid to suffocate

I love to talk in riddles

But I hate it when people don’t understand what I want to say

Some days I consist of mood swings

I love dancing

i’m a social contact addicted girl

I don’t know what it is with crowds

I hate people who do rounds of soulbreaking

Respect is something deserved, not something owed

I wish I could live in 100 acre wood

I get emotional when I see children fighting for their lives in any way possible

I hope someday somebody will write me a song

I believe in a memory, because that is what remains :)