The Works of Simeon Sheef

Without a Perfect Reason

Chapter 1
 
Synopsis: Based off of my short story 'Without Reason'. This is the story of an angry little boy living in an outpost full of orphaned children. The time is in the future but the setting is in the past. The society, created from past technological advancements, is meant to be perfect.

Two figures stood in a courtyard furnished with statues and plants. The sky was a blue that only a sky could be, reflecting off of marble pillars placed in the corners of the courtyard and in-between. One of the figures held a wooden staff in his hands, while the other had nothing in his hands and seemed to be trying to show it. The larger one took its staff and in one swift motion to the head, the smaller of the two figures was knocked down. “I’m tired of seeing your face, you waste!!” the larger one yelled. His voice echoed around, bouncing back and forth between the walls or the courtyard.

“Please, Matt! Stop! Don’t! Please!” the smaller figure whimpered. He pleaded from the ground, propped up on his shoulders, fearing to get up.

“Do you know what today is, Kyle?” the larger figure, Matt, asked, once again hitting the smaller one in the face with the blunt end of his staff. “Today is the day that I go to see the Shaman and you know what kind of advice I’m going to be asking for?” This time Matt kicked the young boy named Kyle in the side with his steel plated boot. “I’m going to ask him if I should kill you.” he whispered.

The little boy lying on the ground started to cry. What reason did I give my brother to hate me so much? he thought. Matt was standing directly over him now, waiting for another excuse to hit him. Kyle looked down at himself. There was blood on the collar of his robe near his right shoulder, and his scarf had been torn. He had also ripped open the bottom of his robe while falling. Near the new hole, there were badly repaired patches- linen scars of past abuse. He looked up at his brother- his assailant, only a silhouette in the evening sun. A cool breeze blew across the courtyard floor, making his cuts sting.

Matt started to spin his staff in a circle with one hand. “Got anything to say, boy?” he asked.

Staring into those cold and heartless eyes, Kyle replied, “Why do you hate me so much?” surprised he had said it out loud.

Matt stopped twirling his staff and balanced it in both hands. Growling, he took it above his head and brought the blunt end down into Kyle’s stomach. Kyle screamed, spitting out blood. He tried to get away but was too dizzy to. Matt then answered his question, “Because, freak.” After twirling it once above his head- something he was taught by his fighting instructor- he brought the staff flying across Kyle’s face, leaving a gash mark seven inches long and a half an inch deep. The last blow knocked Kyle out and Matt thought that it was probably time for him to get ready. He walked away without a second thought about what had happened.

Matt walked through the opening into the outpost commons and out of the courtyard. The commons was much like the large, outdoor courtyard except that it was inside. Its ceiling was set thirty feet above the ground. The ceiling, just like the walls, were stone. Not all of the structure was made out of the same stone, though. Some of the outpost was built out of granite, some of it out of large stones held together with mortar, and some of it out of marble - like the large pillar that was staring at matt from the center of the room. Around the pillar was the writing that governed the outpost.

The outpost was an orphanage for the surrounding areas. There were boys and girls of all ages there, growing and learning about themselves. The outpost offered many things including: opportunities to write, read, and express other forms of art, classes teaching the art of combat, time to relax, athletic programs, and the occasional dance, to aid in the search for the right opposite. There was only one requirement at the outpost; it was the same for the whole world: do not use your right to defy perfection. “To defy perfection” included many things of which were written on the main pillar in full description and in very small lettering. Matt lived in a perfect world created by the efforts of past generations.

Matt turned left, and starting walking down a corridor; it‘s ceiling much closer to the ground than that of the commons. After taking a right and then a left, he came to his room. As he was entering the open door way, his room mate Mani was exiting. they bumped into each other hard and both were pushed back a few feet.

“I’m sorry, Matt.” Mani said, suspiciously. Matt hadn’t been there since he had woken up and he wondered where he had been.

“Yeah.” Matt replied. He quickly walked past Mani and entered the room. As he shut the door Mani was asking about where he had been. Matt stood there and waited until Mani’s footsteps could be heard down the hallway. Then he got dressed. He first pulled off his shirt; the light from the lone window lighting up his back. Scars checkering his skin, from the small of his back to his neck, shimmered in the light.

Under the window was a long desk fit with two chairs. A few books were stacked on the right side of the desk. They weren’t there when Matt had gotten up that morning; Mani must have been to the library. Matt sat down on his bed and stared out the window. The world was the way it was to prevent things, like what had happened to him, from happening. The world had failed and he hated it.

Long before Matt was born, there had been a reform in the world. It wasn’t because of a war or a cataclysmic event. The worlds had reformed because there was no longer something to make better but that of the way they lived. Technology had reached it’s peak and there was nothing more to advance. Because of advances in medicine, science, and mathematics, the life of the average person was expanded to over two hundred years, no one had to work anymore, and humans civilization expanded the galaxy . The Worlds Senate came together in 2507 and posed the option of world reformation. They concluded that the only thing that they could make better was the way they lived their lives - for the first time they looked inward.

The world was changed forever. Families enjoyed fun and excitement all of the time, books binding special changing paper were held in libraries larger than life, plants grew at super speeds, levitating engines for transportation were disguised as rocks, perpetual machines created food disguised as flashes of light, a machine floating above the skies showering health upon its planet’s unaware occupants, and the weather was controlled by a weather machine left alone to do its job forever. The worlds of the galaxy had all been set back thousands of years. There was nothing more for people to make better because everything was made perfect by the technology of the past. The year was now 4067 and the stories of a technological world passed down through the generations were now starting to be forgotten.

Matt got out and put on a new, clean shirt out of his clothes drawer, and against his original intention he changed his pants as well. After changing, he looked around to make sure that he wasn’t forgetting something. Seeing that he hadn’t, he walked out the door with staff in hand.

Matt couldn’t leave the outpost area without first talking to the Headmaster, so, he retraced his pattern through the halls back to the commons. Coming out of the hall and into the commons he happened to notice something on the ground. That’s odd, he thought. He bent down and picked it up. It was a small green, hard thing with golden lines all over it. It was very small and very light. It was very rare for anyone to find something on the ground like that, so he put the thing in his pocket. They were supposed to give anything that they found to the Headmaster, but Matt had broken the rules before and felt no guilt keeping something from the greedy Headmaster.

No one would mention it, for fear of expulsion or worse, but the Headmaster was a very greedy person. He had been at the outpost since birth but unlike his companions, he knew that if he stayed, he would be able to get what he wanted. He stayed at the outpost hording the best linens, bathing frequently- something that was not necessary- and always taking the best food for himself, rather than going out into the world.

As far as Matt knew, Greediness was his only flaw, except maybe for being ugly. The Headmaster’s skin was pail and drooped at his cheeks, making him look very old even when he was younger. Some of the disfiguration really was from age but most was there since birth. Personally- anything about the Headmaster was kept personal anyway- Matt thought that that was the real reason the Headmaster stayed: he was too ugly to have an opposite. Though greedy and ugly, the Headmaster was a nice person; inquisitive but nice.

After putting the thing in his pocket, Matt looked over at the sunrise sun-slit in the east wall. The sun wasn’t there. He found its golden rays coming through the ten’ o’clock slit above it, telling him that he needed to get going.

Their time keeping system was very simple. There were long sun-slits, each separated by a short piece of rock, on both the east and west walls and the ceiling of the commons; one for each half hour of the day. Next to the column in the center of the room, there was a half sphere on the floor. It had markings all over it that when shined upon turned bright red, telling the time.

He quickly walked past the column, time sphere, and entryway and entered the southern wing where the Headmaster, the teachers, and other helpers stayed. He didn’t go into the southern entryway very often; only when he had to and really he didn’t have to. It was an option to go see the Shaman and he usually chose not to but he had told Kyle that he was, so he was going to. He didn’t want to have Kyle doubting him.

There were no teachers in the Southern part. Lessons were just starting and Matt really wanted to be there. Today was the day that the girls came and sat with the boy that they were considered most compatible with. The most compatible person was found by a system of question and answer. The girls and boys would think of a question and then write it down on a piece of paper. After writing the answers on the back, the teacher would take the questions and distribute them to the class that they were combining with. Everyone would answer each question and it was taken note of who answered it the same as the person who asked it. If Matt knew what class they were switching with, he would think of the girl from that class that he most wanted to sit by. He would then write a question and write the answer based on what he thought that girl would say. It was cheating really but Matt didn’t care and besides, he always got the girl he wanted.

Today Matt especially wanted to go because he knew the class that he was going to be switching with and in it was a the only girl that had ever liked him. Her name was Cindr and the last time she had seen him she had promised to try and find his question. He wrote a very obvious question that only she would know the answer to. He had written, “I’m not a chicken. I’m not a cat. I am a fighter and I am a what?” She had gotten it for sure but he wouldn’t be there to see her. She probably wouldn’t even talk to him again for not staying. I don’t care, Matt thought. She was going to have to sit with one of the boys whose question was too easy. She probably doesn’t care anyway, he thought, trying to console himself. Those words echoed back and forth in his head and his attitude became very dark.

Walking through the southern entryway the Headmaster’s room was straight ahead and to the left and right there were two other hallways. Matt walked to the end of the hallway and knocked on the large wooden door set there. The voice of a youthful man cam from within, “Come in!” Matt walked in. The room was not much larger than his but much more lavishly decorated. There were silk drapes over the window and the blankets on the bed were satin cloth. The bed was huge and fluffy; just right for the huge ego that slept there. The owner of the voice

11 May 2006

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The Old Man

Chapter I: Strange Instances

An old man sat reading a book at his aged wooden desk next to the fire. He had been reading for hours and even though his eyes were almost watering from exhaustion, he didn’t stop. His spectacles might have been the cause, and since he didn‘t care for them, that is what he always thought. He loved this book and every time he started it, he never wanted to put it down. If it would have been a book he had to read than he would have stopped long ago, when there was still light out. Suddenly, he lost the word he was on. That doesn’t happen very often, he thought. He found the word he was on –“lamp stand” - and continued reading. It happened again. Then he heard a knock on the door. So that’s what it was, he thought, who could be bothering me at this time? I haven’t had a visitor since Niftie Samser came to visit! He put down his book, almost throwing it, not in anger; only to make sure he didn’t hold on to it. A book is a very inconvenient thing to be holding when answering the door, always switching which hand it’s in and having to find some place to put it.

After scooting his leatherback chair where it belonged under the desk, he walked out of his study. The study contained two bookshelves made of oak that spanned two whole walls and stretched up to the ceiling, except for the north wall where there was a full strip of window between the top of the bookshelf and the ceiling. The moon was shining unexpectedly bright for such a cloudy, fall night. On the east wall of the study, there was a crackling fireplace, his desk and the door to his bedroom; he always liked his books close. Standing out in the center of the dull room was a lavender-color, plush chair, and in which, strangely enough, he hardly ever sat. There were no tables in the room, nor were their any items hanging from the empty walls, beside two lanterns, one on each side of the fireplace. On the top of the desk there sat a small noiseless clock and next to the book there sat two candles, one lit, the other nothing but a bent, snuffed wick. And there were no decorations, not on top of the bookshelves, nor on top of the desk.

Except for all of the wonderful books, the room was truly very bland and dull. The old man liked it that way. In fact, that was how it was all over the house. Unfortunately, he could never convince himself to have decorations because of his hatred of clutter. He was afraid that if he started to put out a few things that he would continue to put things out and then it would be too much for him. He didn't mind beauty but he hated things. A valid point indeed, though taken to the extreme. That’s one of the reasons he liked books. They contained so much compared to their small size. He had all the things he could ever want, hidden in a box, in tiny black font.

The old man stumbled down the hallway from his study, stomping hard on the wooden floors in order to keep the person at the door from leaving. He took a quick glance down to make sure that he was dressed appropriately. He was; wearing a white button-up shirt, dress pants and his black shoes- the pair that left cursed black rubber scuffs on the wooden floor, which was especially horrible because the whole house was floored with wood, worn smooth with age. The hallway's trim was a rich baroque décor and the ceiling was painted white in elaborate fan shapes, but nothing to show that an old book worm lived their. Maybe another reason why he liked it so empty was he liked his privacy and didn’t want anyone but his specific friends to enter his house. That was soon to change. “If you knock again,” he screamed with his rather dry and crusty voice. “I’ll-” when he opened the blue door there was no one there excluding the ugly looking gargoyle knocker that always seemed to be staring right at him. “I’ll…” he finished, as he squinted from the bright daylight.

The face of a boy popped out from behind the corner of the tall bush path that led to his door. “Oh! I’m sorry sir.” said the boy. “I knocked but after a time, I decided you weren’t home or were just too old to…” he trailed off. “Here” He said, abruptly, trying to dig himself out of his newly made trench, as he rushed back to the door, holding the package out in front of him. He looked about twelve and had a smile that stretched from ear to ear and he wore a mail carrier’s hat that was pulled right over the tips of his ears. I didn’t think that boys his age could deliver mail, the man thought, Maybe he’s older than he looks.

The boy handed a package to the old man. “This was too big for your mailbox and I didn’t think you’d want it to get wet.” The freckled face boy quickened his speech, as if he couldn’t keep his mouth closed, “Because, you know, you never ever seem to fetch your mail,” then, realizing what he was saying, he slowed down, “…it just sits out there…” He stopped and stared at the man. Quickly putting his hands together he cried out, “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to make fun of you.” The boy got to his knees. “Please don’t torture me! Pleeeease!” and from there his wailing became indecipherable.

The old man stared down at the pathetic looking boy, shaking his head. Three years before the man had gone to the extreme, closing off all of his house except for the front hallway- which he currently wished he had- and the three main rooms: the bedroom, the kitchen, which branched off from the back of the hallway , and the study. The house looked much bigger on the outside than what it really was to him, which might have explained the haunted feature of his home and in turn himself. The squinting probably didn’t help his case either. “Yes, well. Good day.” He turned around and walked back into the house, carrying his package. Before shutting the door, he suddenly remembered that he had not paid the boy for his trouble. Oh, bother! he thought. He turned around to pay the child but he was already gone. Strange, he thought. The old man had only turned around for a second and yet there was no sign of the kneeling child, not even movement from the bushes, a sign that he would have ran past. “Well, I guess I don’t have to pay him now, do I?” he laughed. He walked inside once again and closed the dingy door. The door was originally the color of a summer blue sky but with age it had become very dark and dirty, at least, on the outside. He didn’t really care what color the door was, though if it wouldn’t have cost any money he would have had it painted a different color, like white or gray to match the walls.

The old man walked the silent floor, hardly disturbed by his small taps, back into his study. Just after closing the door the man stopped. There was some thing different or missing but he couldn’t place what it was. He looked all around the room, hoping for something to jog his memory. Nothing. Then he looked at his book shelve directly across from him. He followed the wood up past all of the books and stopped at the windows above it all. He stood there for a long while, trying to decide what the foggy white smudge that he was seeing on the window was. All at once, he realized that it was the moon surrounded by cloudy darkness. He frogged his neck back, like a bird readying to peck, and turned for the door, almost running. He jerked it open and stared at the front door. Through the window in the top of the door he could see nothing but black. He slowly closed the study door and turned around in a blank stare. He looked down at the package in his hand; proof of what had happened. I was just there on the front steps with that boy, squinting from the light. I’ve been reading far too much, he thought but shook it off almost as fast as it came.

For the first time in a long while, he sat down in his lavender plush chair, the package in his lap. It was a box with brown paper and plastic wrapping. He looked down at it and tried to find the return address. He trued it around and around, looking at all the sides but couldn’t even find his own address. How could he have…Oh, well, he thought. Finding the seal, he neatly opened up the package. He put his hand inside and pulled out a book about seven inches by five. He tossed the package to the floor and stared at the book. The book was bound with black velvet and gold trim. There was nothing on the outside of the book; no title. He opened it and skimmed the pages. They were all empty. The pages stopped flipping and on the back cover there was something written. It was a note in the form of a poem:

Your career has always been editing,
Correcting how others say what they see.
Because you’ve denied your dream of writing,
A special writer you shall be.

Write!


The old man sat awestruck because he couldn’t think of anyone that could have known of his dream. He stared at the fire; which was not far from gone, and thought of the truth in the note. He had always wanted to write but was too intimidated to try, so he became an editor, sentencing himself to a career of servitude. Besides, he got to work with the thing he most admired. There’s nothing wrong with editing unless of course that is not what you feel in your heart you’re supposed to do. In fact, many of his friends were editors. My friends! he thought, They must have… but then he realized that none of his friends knew his secret dream. When he was young, he would start a new story almost every week. He would write a chapter or two but something or someone would always come along and stir his confidence enough that he would stop. Though he had sold the rights to many beginnings, with considerable profit, he had wasted his childhood dreaming. Dreaming of other worlds and places far away, never staying asleep long; always being sadly awoken and brought back to the real world by something “important”, like getting a job or going to school.

Hidden in a drawer somewhere he had all of his failed attempts at writing books and stories. Eventually it became a habit not to finish a work but to just cut it short and accept the facts. He got used to it. He wasn’t sure if it was natural inspiration from the fire in front of him that somehow seemed to be speaking or from his heart, but he felt a small glimmer of hope. Maybe I should… he thought.

Now he stood up and put the book down on his desk. He sat down to continue reading the larger black leather book he had been reading but then remembered that the fire needed more wood. He stood up and walked out of the room and into the hallway. Turning to his right, he walked down the connecting hallway to the kitchen and cellar. The kitchen was only a small thing, with a sink, a two burner stove-oven, an icebox, a pantry and oddly placed drawers that seemed to have been made and placed by strapping an explosive to a tree. There was hardly any counter space and no cabinets. Entering the kitchen he flipped on a switch powering a small electric light on the ceiling. The old man walked to the end of the kitchen where there was a door to the cellar, his feet tapping on the wooden floor. Opening the door, the man flipped the switch on the wall, illuminating his way, and went down the steps to the cellar.

The cellar wasn’t much, just a small space for his extra food, his wood, and his newspapers when he had finished reading them. There was a trashcan at the top of the steps, which he would have to empty every week and take to the curb, unlike his newspapers, which he would take to the curb once every two months. Sometimes he would even get a young man from his church, a small-town church that had a different pastor preach almost every other Sunday, to come and take them to the curb for him. His name was Wilcon Samser, Niftie’s great nephew or something of the sort.

Wilcon was a nice boy and he didn’t talk much, which the old man greatly appreciated. He was strong and liked books; a good quality. The old man couldn’t refuse a fellow reader without reason, so after scaring the boy with threats, he allowed him to borrow one and to return it the next time he took out the newspapers. “Only on one condition,” he told the boy, “if you do any harm to the book, you are in debt to do this job and any house maintenance I would need until I die.” The boy reluctantly agreed and had returned every borrowed book in perfect condition.

One time, the boy had returned a book in such good condition that the old man had only to assume that Wilcon had taken the book and had it refurnished in fear that the old man would blame him for the damage. It was an ancient book about dragons dated fifteen-o-three, whether or not that was credible or not couldn’t be determined. It was found in the attic of the house when the workers were renovating it. They had brought the book down and given it to him. The worker had said, “Here, Mr.. I would have stolen it if I could read a darn thing in it, the letters are all swirling like (cursive).” The old man had been outraged at the ignorance of society to allow such unintelligence to go without being confronted.

When the old man returned from the cellar, he brought an armful of wood with him. With some struggle, he managed to flip both switches on his way back to the study. At first, one of the switches hadn’t worked but knowing from experience he bumped the wall with his hip and the light went off. He didn’t get the cellar door shut but he could always do that in the morning.

The man blindly made his way back to the study where he walked over to the fireplace and put the wood on. The first three logs caught rather quickly. He was going to add a fourth but realized how tired he had become and decided he would go to bed soon. After placing the rest of the logs in the log holder, one of the exceptions of a "thing" that was only kept for its use and despised for its size and odd shape, he sat down at his desk. He set his eyes on the first word, and then stopped. He had forgotten to throw away the box package that the book came in. While starting to get up he looked over his chair, as to not waste time, to see where he had thrown the box, but it wasn’t there. He sat back down dumbfounded. I know I put it there, he thought. Secretly being glad that he didn’t have to waste another trip to kitchen trash (his small study trashcan was too small for such a large package), he dismissed the whole thing and put his attention back on his book. He didn’t even find the word he was on this time before his thoughts were interrupted yet again, this time by his new book. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see that it was open to the first page. He looked up at it and stared while he placed his elbows on the polished desk and sat his head on his hands, gaze unwavering. I know I closed that, he thought in wonder, There’s something very strange going on tonight... I know what! he exclaimed in his mind. Then crossing the barrier between internal and external speech, he whispered, “I’m just going to go to bed.”

He took the thick book that he so badly wanted to finish, got up and put it on the shelf where it belonged. “I guess God just doesn’t want me to read this and go to bed. Though that seems very contradictory.” he said with obvious exhaustion in his voice, though one could tell that he was trying to hide it. He pushed in his seat and leaned over to blow out the candle. He took a breathe in, formed his lips, but didn’t exhale. A word from the note was echoing around inside his head - Write! His eyes glanced over at the black velvet book as he held the awkward position of blowing out a candle. He sighed and put his hands on the back of the chair and gripped the aged animal skin (which unbeknownst to the old man was lion hide illegally used for furnishings); his old leathery and wrinkly hands always felt better to know that there was another something old, leathery, and wrinkly. He pulled his chair back out and sat down.

Reaching over, inside of the pull down compartment of the writer’s desk he opened a drawer full of pens and pulled out his favorite; an expensive thin-line ball point pen that he had gotten for his twentieth birthday from his mother. She probably bought to congratulate him for getting his first editing job and to encourage his skill, but he would never know. She was deceased or blatantly put, which is how the old man would have put it: dead. He personally had never married; never found time to and knew time well enough to know what it did with things you loved.

Sadly all of his older relatives were deceased and buried away. His father, a great businessman was killed during a bank robbery at the age of fifty. Most people thought it was from a great heroic action to stop the criminals but in fact he had been walking into the bank unaware when the robbers ran him over in their get away car. The strangest thing was that he had made a will that was dated with the day he died, even though he had written it fifteen years before. It was written like he had known exactly when he was going to die, just not how. They wrote about it in the local newspaper and the old man could still remember the gossip that trailed on for weeks.

He uncapped the pen and leaned over the open book, hoping that he still had it in him. Remembering an old story that he had come up with in his youth, which of course he had never finished, he wrote: Shant was a very playful cat. His coat was of two colors, white and black. He was white in the most odd places: above each eye he had a small slash resembling eyebrows, a spot on the back of his hind left leg and the most odd of all, the bottom half of his tale was all white. Even with such an odd coat (odd coats are more respected in the social world of a cat), Shant took the most pride in his eyes. They were emerald green and shimmered like the sea. And sometimes if you looked right into them, opened up and listened, you could hear the occasional whisper of feline wisdom. Many times in the form of riddle or proverb but always just the right wisdom you needed to hear. He stopped. The old man capped the pen and put it back where it belonged in the drawer. He bent down low and blew on the ink to dry it, even though he knew that there would still be an ink stain on the opposite page the next day. Life is so predictable, he thought, but in the back of his mind he was thinking of the strange day he had had. “In the future I really should use a different pen. One with less ink.” he commented lightly when he noticed it was dry. “Well,” he said, “I think that looks pretty good.” He closed the book and stood up. For the last time that night he pushed the chair back under the desk. He said a quick prayer, remembering his sister Mavery and her illness, bent over and whispered, “To be continued.” and blew out the candle, with one quick puff. The invisible smoke of the candle rose in the darkness and started to swirl and sway in the presence of a magic at work.

As the old man went into his room, he thought for a second he had heard a faint mew, but decided it was just the squeak of the door playing tricks with his head.

03 June 2006

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Mosiah

Chapter 1
 
Somewhere in the Moab mountain range that shadows the city of Madaba, Jordan, a boy and his father sat in silence at the edge of a cliff, feet hanging over, observing where they had been hiking and climbing from above. Flowing hills and mountains webbed with streams and rivers surrounded the horizon like sand dunes in the desert. The view was spectacular extending on for miles ending indefinitely in light. In the red west sky across the Jordan river the sun lie patiently awaiting sunset.

“Son,” the man said, nodding his head in the direction they were faced, “do you know what happened on that mountain?” his low voice placed at a gentle rumble.

His son laughed, “Uh, which one?” He turned to look at his father’s face waning in the dying light, “I can only see a bazillion.”

His father laughed. “That one,” he said as he pointed a finger at a mountain range not too far away but not close enough to see clearly. He watched as his son looked and squinted at a building erected on one of the peaks. “That mountain range is called the Abarim Range. It’s as old as the world.”

“Probably not,” his son whispered before sighing. “What happened there, Dad? Tell me.” He smiled; he could tell this was something his father wanted to share.

“Do you see the peak with a building on it? I don‘t know, you might not be able to.” he said with a joy in his voice.

“Yes, I think I can. The really tall one?”

“Yeah, that‘s it. How can you see that?” His father made a face of false envy. “Anyway, that’s Mount Nebo. Long ago a very old man climbed to the top of it and look around. He could see all the way to the Mediterranean,” his father directed with his hands as he spoke, “and to what is now the Wadi al hasa at the south end of the Dead Sea.”

“Wow.”

“Yeah, even though he had great eyesight, it had to have been a perfectly clear day.” His father paused before continuing to breathe in the fresh air and admire the beauty around him. “He came from the beach of the Jordan,” he pointed to the west where the sun was on it’s slow descent and slowly moved his finger eastward, “and traveled on foot all the way to the plains of Moab, the area around Madaba. From there he made his way up Mount Moab to the peak, Pisgah. He might have even traveled through this very part of the Moab mountains. Maybe he even stopped on this very cliff like us to rest and look around.”

“How old was this man, Dad?” his son asked, curious about the man’s ability to make such a long and hazardous journey; his father was thirty-two and he was just barely able to make it this far.

“He was...let’s see.” His father looked up and tried to remember. “He was one hundred and...twenty.”

“What? Really?”

“Yeah, it’s true. He had excellent eyesight and obviously a very healthy body.”

“How long ago was this?” his son asked, a little skeptical.

His father squinted his eyes and raised one side of his lip, “Umm...about thirty-four hundred years ago,” he said matter-of-factly.

His son looked down and then back at the steep mountain cliff behind them. He stared there for a while chewing the inside of his lip. Then he returned to watching the horizon.

“You don’t believe me, do you, Micah?” his father asked in a dismal voice.

“No, I do,” Micah replied slowly, “It’s factual and I guess it’s possible. People lived longer then and they were probably healthier from being so active and having such a little population. I believe you, Dad. What was his name? Was it Jesus?” Micah asked seriously.

“No,” his father replied with a disappointed look on his face, “it was Moses. And that peak is where God showed him the land that was promised to his ancestor Abraham and his descendents. He couldn’t cross the Jordan because he had disobeyed God, but God was gracious enough to at least show him what he had worked so hard for.”

“And what’d he do after that?” Micah asked with his head propped up on his fists. His father had been leaning back on his hands but now he was sitting up with his hands together in his lap.

“He died. He was probably a very tired old man. I know I would be, leading those people,” his father said, finishing with a laugh, trying to lighten the awkward mood.

“He just died up there on the mountain? That’s weird.”

“Actually, no one knows where he died exactly. Many people believed he died on the mountain, right where that monastery building is. That’s why it was built. But I really don’t know where he died, except that it was here in Moab. He was buried in a valley; I know that.” His father turned and reached into his back pack. “I was going to take you there; I know how much you love history, but I didn’t think your mother would appreciate it, or you, for that matter.” His father pulled out a water bottle and took a drink.

Micah didn’t say anything and his father knew that something was wrong. “What’d I say?” his father asked.

“Can’t we go on one trip without you bringing up Mom or your religion?” Micah asked in an exhausted tone.

“My religion,” his father mouthed. “Son, it’s not a religion. I don’t have the stereotyped, traditionalist, disconnected, ‘hypocritical’ religion you see. I have a relationship! A relationship with God,” he shoved his hand forward into the air, “the creator of this earth you wonder at, and the only way I’m able to do that is through Jesus Christ, God’s son, who died an excruciating death on a stick!” Micah turned away to look east. His father lowered his voice, breathing heavily, and said, “Micah, I’m sorry your mother left me but it’s not God’s fault, it’s hers. You’re mother divorced me because I turned back to God after he saved your life and she was too stupid and stubborn to do the same.”

Micah turned to face his father with tears in his eyes and anger on his face. Stumbling up, away from the edge, Micah grabbed his backpack and ran back into the path in the cliff-side twenty feet from the ledge.

“I’m sorry, Micah!” his father called after him, getting up and grabbing his stuff to run after him, “I didn’t mean it that way! Come back!” His father grabbed his things and ran after his son, leaving behind the scene of the Abarim Range resting humbly in it’s quaint and ancient beauty.

Navigating through blurry eyes, Micah made his way up the path. The path was a natural crevice in the rock and so the walls were layered beautifully with different colors. The path had a slight upward grade that continued on to the other side of the mountain where it winded downwards to the base of the next mountain. Along the path there were multiple forks and turns making it easy to get lost. Micah took advantage of the first fork he found to try and loose his father. The new path he had taken was older than the previous one but it didn‘t look used, the ground rocky instead of dirty.

Fortunately Micah’s father had seen him make the turn and was able to follow him. He slowly made his way through the new path, putting both hands on the walls, hoping his son wouldn’t find another turn. His eyesight wasn’t good and the setting sun didn’t help. After some time the path widened and opened to another ledge where he saw his son sitting facing north with his head on his knees against a background of near darkness, the sun disappearing on the other side of the cliff side. As he made his way forward to comfort his son, he noticed something slithering towards his son’s sobbing body. “Micah!” he yelled as he ran forward. Micah turned around just in time to see his father land in the dirt behind him. His father looked up and their eyes met.

“Son, get up, move away.”

“What is it?” Micah asked confused.

“Move!” his father commanded. As his son ran off, he shoved his hands under his chest and grabbed what he thought was the creature’s neck. Then, when he saw that Micah had gotten far enough away, he sprang backwards and ran to where his son had retreated to. Both of them half-stood there breathing heavily, staring through near darkness at the spot where they had just been; whatever was laying on the ground wasn’t moving.

A few minutes later, it still hadn’t moved, so after throwing some stones next to the long, skinny creature they approached cautiously, Micah‘s father leading the way. Soon they were standing next to it and they both readied themselves to retreat. Micah’s father stuck out his foot and kicked it. They both jumped backwards, expecting it to lash out at them. When it didn’t his father was daring enough to crouch down behind it and try to pick up what he thought to be it’s tail. Crouching behind it, he reached down and grabbed the end, but when he tried to lift it he couldn’t; it was too heavy. He tried again but it wouldn’t move. Maybe it’s just a root, he thought. He moved into a squatting position and tried unsuccessfully for the third time, as he did so he thought he saw it suppress a shudder. He let go immediately.

“What?” Micah whispered, tensing up.

“Did you see that?” he whispered back, “I thought I saw it move.”

“No, I didn’t. And I thought you were going to pick it up.”

“I can’t.” his father whispered loudly.

“Can I try?”

Micah’s father looked at him and back down to whatever was laying on the ground. “I guess,” he whispered reluctantly, moving out of the way, “But be careful.”

Micah took his fathers place and reached down slowly. He grabbed the end quickly and jerked up; the whole thing moved upward. Micah looked at his father who had a dumb look on his face. “It’s a stick,” he said, rolling his eyes, and reaching down to lift the rest, bringing it up to it’s full height of about six feet, a whole foot taller than he was. “Great job, Dad,” he laughed, “You saved me from a stick.”

His father rubbed his neck, “But it was moving, almost slithering towards you. I saw it.”

Micah looked at the stick in his hand. It wasn’t made of wood, but it was too light to be made of anything else. It was smooth and shaped finely like stone, growing larger from top to bottom and spiraling in the same direction. He took his hand and felt the bumps of the spiral up and down the staff. Doing this he found that at a point a little higher up than where he would grip it, there was a groove made to fit a persons hand much larger than his; and feeling further down on the staff he found something much more interesting; markings engraved in the staff. His father was now mumbling his confusion next to him.

“Dad, this is so awesome,” Micah said, partly because he wanted to show his Dad and partly to get him to be quiet.

His father squatted down and felt the staff where his son was touching. “What is it? I can‘t see.”

“Markings.”

“Markings?” his father said, “Cool.” he paused, “Maybe the spiraling effect made it look like it was moving.”

“Oh, stop trying to explain it. It’s dark. You could have easily thought you had seen it moving. Only a great dad would jump on a staff to save his son.” Both of them laughed together, their voices echoing through the canyon-crevice behind them.

“Here, get out your flashlight. I want to see what they say,” Micah said, burning with curiosity. There was no light left, the moon had just replaced the sun but was hidden behind another part of the cliff-side, and the stars were only just bright enough to see where they were.

His father took off his backpack and started fumbling around in the top. He found the flashlight quickly and clicked it on. His father put his backpack on the ground and they both surveyed the staff in a new light. The first thing they each noticed was the staff’s odd coloring and shiny surface, almost like a sapphire. The light moved up and then down the staff, from the wide swirling tip to the markings below. His father squatted down to take a closer look at the markings his son had noticed, and when he had done so, he reached out and touched one of many black markings that were in a perfectly straight line down the staff. “It’s cold,” he said, slightly retracting his hand, “As if it really were stone. His father’s hand waved over the markings, “These markings are Hebrew, but...they‘re not same. This is cool, son; I can read it and understand it but it’s as if I’ve never seen the symbols before, and I’m really not sure I have. It says: De Za K, ‘a Da SH Be'a Ha B.”

“See, these are just abbreviations but I know what they mean.” Micah, who had previously been standing, kneeled next to his father, and he watched as his father pointed at the symbols and read them allowed: “Blood, Beasts, Falling Fire, Frogs, Plague, Locusts, Lice, Boils, Darkness, and—”

“—Death,” Micah said, finishing the list without knowing a bit of Hebrew. His father turned and looked at his son in awe, both at what they had read and how they had read it; Micah returned the gaze. “This is wierd,” Micah said. They both returned to observing the markings.

“They’re perfect Micah, as if written by the quillpen of an angel, and they’re burnt in.” His father stood up shaking his head and bending a little from pains in his knees. Micah followed his lead and stood to hold the staff, which had somehow shrunk to fit him: the staff was now just the right height above his head, the handhold was in the right place, and it had formed to meet his hand perfectly. He tilted his head, rethinking what he had observed before.

Reaching out his hand, his father knocked on the staff; it reverberated like a rock. “This is so wierd—wait a minute...” his father whispered, his eyes wide and full of thought. His hand returned to wave over the markings. “Son, this is...these are...the plagues of egypt...this is Moses’ staff!”

They both stood there in silence. “I mean, it could just be a very good fake,” his father said looking at his son, “Logically, I would think it is,“ his father returned his gaze to the staff, “but somehow, I think it really is. I mean, it’s possible.”

Micah looked around not really looking at anything, thinking what he should think. “So, it could be a cool artifact,” he finally said. Taking the staff, he turned around and asked, “You ready for a little night hike?”

“Yeah,” his father said, sounding put-off. “Here’s your flashlight.” He reached out and gave a headlight to his son. Micah put it on and they began hiking.

An hour later they had gone about three miles in complete silence, when Micah’s father broke the silence with a question: “Son, what are you going to do with that staff?” They were on another path through the mountain, overhanging walls on their right and left, opening to the night sky fifty feet above.

“I don’t know. Why do you care?” Micah replied.

“Well, I’d like to find out how old it is, so that—”

“So you can use to prove yourself right?” his son interrupted, haughty in speach.

“No, I don’t—God doesn’t need proof. He has enough of it. All you have to do is look around.” he paused, “But maybe it could help some people that want wordly proof, to come to Christ. I know that there would still be skeptical people, just like in Moses’ day, but—”

“Is that all that matters to you, Dad?” his son interrupted again, in an upset tone. Micah walked ahead of his father, who’s light bounced at his feet, where he couldn’t see his face. It was a face of confused anger. “Is that all you care about; God and Jesus and Moses and the Bible—a two century old book and the people from it?” Micah turned around and faced his father, his head light shining in his father‘s face. He began to shout, “Is that all you care about? Can’t you just accept me and love me without God?”

“No, son it’s not,” his father said passionately, standing as though he didn’t know if he should hold his glassy-eyed son or stand where he was. “I do love you and I accept you just the way you are.” He looked down and then back up. “But I talk about these things because I love you and still I want to see you when this finite life is gone. Your mother didn’t understand that, but I don’t think I tried hard enough. I don’t think I loved her enough; and I don’t what that same thing to happen to you.”

Micah began shaking his head back and forth. “No! All you care about his him. You can’t go one day just accepting me for who I am, without talking about some God that might not even exist. And if he does exist, he doesn’t give a care about me or anyone else. It’s his fault my heart has problems and his fault you guys are divorced.”

“No!” his father said, his eyes beginning to water as well.

“Yes!“ Micah screamed, “If this is what a relationship with him does, I don’t want one!”

“Son, it’s not his fault! Don’t blame him. There‘s nothing wrong in what happened. He always knows what‘s best.” his father yelled, putting his hands out, almost pleading.

“Yeah, right! It is all his fault and you praise him for it! I hate you! All you care about his him! All you care about his you and your religion! All you care about is,” he hessitated as he looked down at his hands that were now tightly gripping the staff sideways and threateningly. “is this stupid staff!” He took the staff and swung it at the canyon wall, yelling. It hit with a hard crack but didn’t break, even though it should have; Micah had been in baseball since he was five and so he knew how to swing a stick. After the echo of the staff hitting died, Micah was still yelling in a low voice full of anguish.

When he stopped, he looked up, panting, at his blurry father to see him still standing in an awkward position of hesitation. Micah began to cry, the staff still in his hand. He watched his father break from his hesitation, take a step towards him, but then stop when the earth rumbled from the sides of the canyon, replying to Micah‘s scream. They both looked up to see rocks falling from through the gorge above like rain. Micah put the staff above his head, closed his eyes, leaned forward, and yelled as the rocks hit all around.

When the last rock could be heard falling, Micah stopped yelling. He stood there for a moment before opening his eyes to a scene of rocks, surrounding him in a circle as wide as he was long. They were all different shapes and sizes of rocks glowing under his headlight, from boulders the size of his torso to pebbles. He lowered the staff from above his head and his mouth gaped as he looked all around him; not even one pebble was in the circle of three feet. Then he looked to where his father had been, where there was now a tall pile of rocks. “Dad!” he screamed, as he ran for the pile ten feet away. He through the staff and it hit the sides of the mountain-crevice with another crack as he landed on the rock pile and began removing rocks.

After a few minutes, he had removed three big boulders and was still digging. He continued to dig and eventually he saw a light. He scraped away more pebbles and a small landslide revealed his fathers lifeless arm with his flashlight dangling from it.

“No! Dad!” Micah cried out repeatedly digging frantically, “Dad! NO!” The echoe of his voice travelled through the Moab mountain crevice and into the night air, and even though there was noone around for seven miles, his cries were still heard.
 
17 March 2007

Prestin

Chapter 1
 
Synopsis:
A young boy is believed to be insane, but when a journalist comes to interview him, he is found to have an understanding that tilts on the brink of powerful control—an equation to the future and the ability to change what's on the other side of the equals sign.


An insane prodigy sat alone staring at his undone work of red on black. He was waiting, but not for long. Outside the large white room where the boy sat, a man and a woman discussed him.

“Not for long,” Sandra replied. Sandra Thorton was 42 years old and had been the sole provider for the boy for the past four years. She wore her long, trained, brown hair down; she always did. She wore glasses and was never seen without a dress on.

“Oh,” said Camron Normac. Camron was only 23, a young reporter fresh out of college. “I was referred to the case by your administrator, Mr. Fink.” Camron was tall, nearly six three, nearly too tall to look through the one way glass, and only about a foot from the ceiling of the small room. His hair was short, a change for him who had had shoulder length hair all through high school and college. “I brought my equipment. Do you think he’ll mind me taking a picture or two?”

Sandra sighed. “You may take it in, but I’m not going to answer for him. Prestin is not handicap…” Her voice ended in a whisper, and she looked as if she wanted to say something else, but Camron didn’t bother to ask.

“Alright, thank you.” Camron opened the door and exited the room. They could at least put a fan in those little rooms, he thought. He was sweating all over, but at least he could finally breathe. Sandra followed him out, shutting the door behind her, and then motioned him to follow her. Together they walked down the hall and to the left, stopping in front of the door to the room. Sandra took out a card and swiped it through a panel where the door handle should be. The door opened, and she motioned him in. Camron stepped in, and the door shut behind him. Prestin was now standing and looking from a short distance at the chalk board as a whole. But hearing the door open, Prestin turned to look. For a moment, both of them stared. Breaking contact, Camron spun around and finding a real door handle opened the door. “Aren’t you going to introduce me,” he hissed after finding Sandra walking away to the left.

“I don’t need to,” she answered as she walked.

Camron shut the door slowly. He knew the kid was staring at him; he could feel it. He turned around. He was right. Pretty short and scrawny for ten, Camron thought. Prestin’s eyes continued to bore into him with a maddening glare, then he smiled and turned around. Feeling relieved, Camron set his things down by the door and walked down to where the chalk board sat. The room was a large rectangle, but one corner was the center of a large circle of three different levels. Camron slowly made his way to the bottom level of the room where the chalkboard was and sat down on the last step. “Hi. My name’s Camron,” he said with confidence.

“I know,” the boy replied, still facing the chalkboard. His voice was just that of an average ten year old boy, but he wore an impressive black suit, like the one Carmon’s boss wore everyday, and he held red hands together behind his back.

Camron looked up at the chalkboard, noticing for the first time that the chalk was red. “How did you know that was my name? Did Sandra tell you I was coming?” he asked.

“No,” the boy answered crisply. “I’ve known your name for a long while.”

“Really, are you sure?” Camron asked suspiciously. “Camron Normac?”

“Ah. Now, see, I just figured that last part out. How ironic,” the boy wondered out loud, “that after all that work, your last name is the inverse of your first!”

“Hear me, oh parents. Woe is me, for even the children mock my name,” Camron mumbled to himself, using language closely resembling that of the Bible that he used when being sarcastic.

“I’m not mocking you,” the boy replied with energy. This surprised Camron who didn’t think his mumble would be heard. Then he laughed and spun around on one foot to face Camron. Camron shifted, feeling uncomfortable under the boy’s gaze.

“Um, I’m here to ask you a few questions,” he said.

“I know,” the boy said. “Go ahead.”

Camron looked up and met the boy’s eyes. You arrogant little— “OK, well I guess my first question would be: do you know everything?” Great, he thought, I’ve already offended my story in my first three sentences. Camron usually didn’t get snotty with his interviewees, but he hadn’t gotten any sleep the night before, and this interview wasn’t like any other he had done, not to mention getting off on a bad start.

“No, actually I don’t,” the boy replied nonchalantly.

“Really?” Camron said, the sarcasm oozing out of him.

“But…I can figure out anything I wish,” the boy smiled big, faking innocence.

Camron raised his eyebrows and then smiled back. “How old are you?” he asked.

The boy looked him up and down. “I am a special child…and I have a rule for you. If you want me to answer a question, you must first answer it yourself.” He smiled again.

Camron was speechless. “Fair enough, I guess.” After returning the gesture of scrutinizing the boy’s appearance, he asked, “How old are you? I’m 25.”

The boy made a face of horror and shook his head quickly. “And no lying!” he shouted, face to the ceiling high above. He paused there like that, and then bent his whole upper body down to face Camron. They were close enough to feel each other’s breath. “Don’t lie to me,” he breathed, as he moved closer to Camron, who was frogging his neck to back away from the child. The boy gave a quick smile before standing upright, where he stood waiting.

Camron was asking himself who this kid was and what he had gotten himself into, when he caught himself gawking. He snapped his jaw closed. “Uh,” he stuttered, “I…I’m 23.”

“And I am ten years old. Ten years, three months, and seven days exactly, if you wanted to know.” Camron had gotten a pad of paper out of his jacket pocket and had started to write, noticeably much more than the boy’s age.

Finishing his sentence, he shot a period at the end and nodded. “We haven’t been properly—uh, we haven’t been introduced. My name is Camron Normac, as you already know.” He put out his hand. The boy shook it.

“Happy to make your acquaintance. My name is Prestin Jones.” He smiled.

Camron took that down, stopped, and readying his pen asked, “Got a middle name?”

“Do you not have one?” Prestin asked.

Camron stopped, and with confusion on his face, looked up. “Oh,” he said with epiphany, then realizing what Prestin wanted, his look of understanding disappeared. “I suppose I can’t lie to you, can I?”

Prestin only shook his head.

Camron was ashamed of his middle name. He had been made fun because of it all through middle school. After that, he got smarter and had never told it to anyone since. It didn’t help that his parents were horrible enough to make his first name the opposite of his last. This is stupid! he thought. He was defending his middle name to a ten year old at 23 years old. “My middle name is Jade,” he said confidently.

“Camron Jade Normac. Very different,” Prestin said, “but it definitely has a good ring to it.”

“Now come on,” Camron said, “it’s your turn.”

“Prestin Alexander Jones at your service.” Prestin said as he bowed superfluously, an elegant etiquette long forgotten. Camron chuckled.

“So, Prestin, how long have you been here?” Camron already knew the answer, but he always liked to get whatever he would publish from the source. “I’ve been here about twenty minutes.”

Prestin was not amused. He took a breath before speaking. “You don’t have to answer if the question does not apply to you. I’ve lived here for four years and seven months, tomorrow.”

Camron took that down. “Where did you live before? Uh…I used to live in a tiny town called Poe, in Indiana.”

“I also used to live in Indiana, closer to Indianapolis, on the south side. My family no longer lives there,” said Prestin, and then staring off he continued, “I don’t know where they went, and I don’t care either. They put me here, but I don’t mind. I like it here at the Illinois Institute.”

“So they put you here?” Camron interrogated. “Why?”

“My parents put me here because they think I am insane.” Prestin replied so matter-of-factly that insanity seemed to take on a new meaning. Then he turned around, took a red piece of chalk from the chalk tray on the ground, and began to erase and rewrite things on the giant board, on his tiptoes when working on the very top. Camron had seen a stool hiding over behind the chalk board but obviously he preferred not to use it. Possibly, it makes him feel inferior, Camron had thought. He jotted down a note about that.

“Any siblings?” Camron asked.

Prestin shook his head while still facing the board. “Not that I’m aware of,” he said as he continued to make corrections.

“So,” Camron stalled as he stood up, “what is this?” He took a few steps to where he could see the board clearly. Signs and marking that were similar to mathematic symbols and Greek letters, along with a few others that Camron didn’t recognize, were scratched over the board in a path that seemed to go from top left to bottom right.

Prestin stopped writing, chalk in hand above his head. He cocked his head to the side a bit but not far enough to see Camron in his peripheral. “What grades did you get in science and math in high school?” he asked.

Camron thought about that, remembering back to when he was in high school. His high school years weren’t all that bad, even though it wasn’t the best time of his life, contrary to popular opinion; which he thought was the creation of either resentful adults who had nothing better to remember than high school or adults that created the illusion because they had nothing good to remember. The best part of his life had been his last years at college and his first year, this year, being a reporter. In college he didn’t choose to take any math or science classes, but he passed the ones he was forced to take with Cs. “Not great, but I don’t think my grades are really an accurate representation of my aptitude?” He laughed.

“No, not always, but they often reflect your combined self.” Prestin obviously didn’t get the joke or if he had, didn’t show it. He didn’t move, waiting for a real answer.

Camron sighed and spoke seriously, “No, but if it’s not any more advanced than algebra two, I could understand it.” At that, Prestin laughed. He brought his suspended arm down, tapped his fingers on the chalkboard, and shook his head - motions, in Camron’s mind, that didn’t fit a ten year old.

“You’re a funny man,” Prestin said in a tone that was either sarcastic or patronizing, as he turned around. “Actually that’s the exact understanding you need. If you know the basics of Algebra then—well, let me ask you a few other questions.” Prestin waited for some sign of acknowledgment and approval before asking his question. “Do you dream often?”

“Yes.” It took no time for Camron to answer that question. He had dreamed since before he could remember, and most of the time when he woke up he could recite exactly what had happened in it. When he was little, his mother spoke a lot of her dreams; she was very interested in them. It was probably because it was the only way she could leave; fly is more like it: that’s all she ever dreamt about: flying. Camron’s father was a very poor father and husband. He was always away on business trips, and when he was home, he was just as distant as when he was fifteen hundred miles away.

Prestin frowned and nodded like a German professor who said nothing but ‘Really…’. “How would you rate your imagination? Do you like to make up stories?” His eyes quickly moved around, searching for words, “I mean, I know you’re a journalist, but…What about daydreams: do you daydream often?” He had a look of genuine curiosity and excitement on his face.

Camron thought about that question. He did daydream a lot, but he wasn’t very creative. All the fictional stories he had ever tried to create unavoidably flopped on the first page. But he concluded that he was imaginative enough to say yes.

Prestin nodded. “One last question,” he said, pausing before continuing, “Do you have dejavu?”

“No,” was Camron’s quick reply as he nodded. Even though he thought he understood what it was, he had never in his life experienced dejavu before. He moved from a position with his hands in front of him to leaning on them behind him.

“Really?” Prestin said. Camron nodded. “Interesting,” Prestin replied with a frown of confusion. “Well, you might understand.” He smiled. “Now, don’t worry about what’s on the board—but don’t misunderstand me,” he said, making a small gesture with his hand. “What’s on the board is important but the symbols and things are just that, symbols standing in the place of ideas—things even. Camron,” this made Camron’s ears perk and his face frown a bit; he wasn’t called by his first name very often, “look around the room. What do you see?”

Oh, great. Mind games with the little nut job, he thought, but he somehow convinced himself to stay serious. “I see a large white room with a tall ceiling. I see a circle of three different levels. The carpet is an ugly blue pattern.” Prestin smirked at this. Camron was trying to spew out what he saw as fast as he could without missing anything, trying to avoid another similar question. “I see a one way glass in the wall. There is a desk or table up on that side of the room.” Camron had been looking to his right and now turned to look to his left. “There are three windows showing a beautiful blue sky outside.” There were no white puffy clouds as he had seen earlier; the sky was completely blue. “You have a tree,” he said surprised, “—two trees, up in that corner. And there’s a clock above the door.” Camron turned his head back to Prestin. “Oh, there’s a very large black chalkboard with a stool in hiding next to it that I‘m thinking you don‘t like to use with people watching.” Prestin turned to look at the stool with his whole upper body and returned to his neutral, perfectly straight standing position. “And there’s you, wearing a very plain black suit with magnetic buttons I assume.” At this, Prestin put his hand in between the top button of his jacket and the next, and opened it to show Camron that he was correct. “And there are about five boxes of red chalk in that corner.” Camron looked around. “Is that all you do?” he asked, referring to the abundance of chalk.

Understanding it as a joke, Prestin ignored the question, but in a way that answered it positively.

“I’m also here,” Camron commented sarcastically. He leaned even further back and propped himself up on his elbows, feeling a small and strange sense of accomplishment.

That had been what Prestin had been waiting to hear. “Camron, a great scientist once said that if he knew the motion and position of every particle in the universe, he could predict every future event, not to mention being able to map out the past. Do you know what the problem with this was?” Not waiting for Camron to answer he continued, “He said it was because it was impossible to know both the motion and position of particles at the same time because of how small they were, which is correct; but the answer was in the problem. He said it was because they were too small, so, he needed to look broader.” Prestin pointed to the desk on the other side of the room. “What do you think that is made of?”

“Uh…wood?” Camron said suspiciously, expecting it to be a trick question.

“Yes, you’re right. But less specifically, it’s a solid. Um…” Prestin was thinking and counting something on his fingers, stopping at seven and moving an eighth finger as if he wasn‘t sure weather it should be counted. “Now what is the smell of this room?”

“It really doesn’t have one,” answered Camron.

“Well, that is a smell of sorts. Alright. From here you can observe that that desk is brown and solid, and the area of the room has no smell. You can also observe that the desk is not moving and it’s not making any sounds.”

“Ok.“ Camron was beginning to get bored.

“So, we know the motion, position, and description of that desk relative to us right now.”

“Are you saying that because of that we can predict what’s going to happen to it.” Camron interrupted, trying to figure out what he was getting at.

“When we analyze the other factors around it, yes,” Prestin concluded confidently.

“Really?” Camron taunted. “I bet whatever future you tell me it has in the next minute, I can change it,” he challenged.

Prestin lost his excitement, it being replaced it with frustration. “And that’s where I lose most people.” He tilted his head down. “Why doesn’t anybody get it?” he mumbled. “He looked up at his new found friend. “Sandra almost got it. Almost!” he yelled in a whisper, leaning forward and putting his fingers up to show a little-bit. “She believes me,” he said, throwing his arms into the air. “I have proved it to her, but she still doesn’t understand.” Prestin threw himself around to face the board. leaned both hands on the chalk tray in a stiff manner.

“Alright, Prestin. I’ll listen,” Camron said. Prestin turned his head and then the rest of his body back around. Their eyes met in that weird way for the second time that day. Prestin broke the connection this time, walked over, and took a seat next to Camron, who had sat up and was now leaning over his knees, his pad of paper in his lap. Both of them were staring at the floor.

“Look,” Prestin said, “people are a very different part in the equation, a very different piece in the puzzle. If there were no people it would be so much easier like you displayed earlier, threatening a prediction.” He paused. “People don’t work the same way. But you understand the other part about objects, right?” Camron nodded. They both turned their heads to look at each other. “Now, of course, it’s not 100% exact because my analyses aren’t that exact, but I’ve only had one incorrect prediction.” He paused for a moment and seemed to make sure he had eye contact. “I’ve understood this fact for a long time—ever since I was three and a half—and on this board you can see the result of my understanding before I had even heard of algebra.” Camron took another look at the board. Contrary to what he saw before, there were many more symbols that he hadn’t seen before than there were ones he had.

“You mean,” Camron hesitated, “you kind of made up your own algebra, and those are symbols made from when you were three?”

“Well, four actually, but yes,” was his reply. “And once I could predict how objects would react, I started to wonder about people. Then I realized that people were just complex objects that functioned differently, and once you get some facts about them and interact with them, they are more predictable than objects. The longer you get as a part in the equation, the more specific and designed your life becomes. And what makes it even easier, like a puzzle piece...with words on it describing its neighboring pieces; people, and objects, carry traces of other objects and people that they‘ve interacted with—”

“Like scars?” Camron interrupted. He knew exactly what he was talking about.

“Yes. Like scars.” Prestin grinned. “Ah,” he laughed, leaning his head back to say, “I feel like Sherlock Holmes.”

“So, there are people in that mess on the board?” Camron asked.

“Yes.” he looked up at the board and then back at Camron, smiling. “Actually, Camron, you are a part of that equation on the board,” Prestin laughed. Camron slowly looked at the child and then at the board where he found himself in a puddle of strange understanding. He believed the kid, and his view of life was changing.
 
18 March 2007

Faze Five

Hot rain hit the skylight above, and the over populated moon made it’s way across it illuminating the steam. In the darkness below lay sleepless eyes, attentively watching the rain fall before a starry sky but seeing an older story. Astronaut Neton Sedimae was sailing the stars and the past. He lay coldly on a large, flat bed with his right arm stretched above his head, short wavy brunette hair reflecting the moon light. He wore no shirt but was half covered in a silver blanket made from solar silk.

The room was large and vacant; the bed was the only thing resting upon the polar bear carpet which floored the room. There were three huge windows for a wall opposite the bed, each separated by a small stainless steel beam, and on each of the two adjacent walls there was a sliding glass door smaller than the windows. Beyond each sliding glass door hung a black balcony made from spiraling metal and beyond that the emptiness of a night’s dreary rain which fell silently through the unobstructed air.

Neton had not slept but five minutes when he had first lain down. His thoughts—his dreams—were elsewhere, beyond space and time, a distance which could only be overcome with his mind through memories. He had tried every possible position of comfort, and some not so comfortable, to try and sleep. None had worked. Of course, he had pills in the bathroom for such instances but he didn’t trust himself, especially with how tired he had become, to wake up if something were to go awry.

“Sir* Sedimae,” came an urgent voice from inside his bones. “Sir Sedimae!” His skeleton shook with the sudden increase of volume. Neton gritted his teeth and refused the voice a reply. It didn’t wait for one. At a more tolerable level it said, “Sir Sedimae, there are people rapidly approaching and they seem to be using no mechanical device.”

A flash of yellow light appeared around his head and then was gone. Neton threw back the covers and was on his feet running for the left side of the room. “Clothes,” he said as he slowed to a stop before the stainless steel wall.

“Now, what would—” the wall began to ask.

“Suit.” Neton replied.

Something began to make a humming noise behind the wall. “And which s—” the wall attempted.

“The suit!” Neton interrupted, his fists quivering at his sides. In less than two seconds Neton had grabbed the suit off its rack that had erupted from the wall and began to put it on. His legs were in the boots of his black solar suit when he asked in a loud voice whether or not those approaching had weapons.

“That is currently unverifiable Sir.” the voice answered with the clear female voice it was programmed to use.

Neton quickly opened his eyes wide. “Let me guess. You won’t be able to tell until they start shooting,” he said in an aggravated tone as he started his arms in the sleeves.

“Correct. Unless their weapons need charging,” the bone-vibrating voice said with no emotion.

“Thanks.” he replied. “CPs.” he said to himself as he rolled his eyes and zipped his suit. He buckled his belt with a click and then turned and reached for his helmet that sat atop the still open suit rack half way across the room. He furrowed his brow and the helmet came flying to his open, gloved hand. He grabbed it and put it on. “Seal,” he said, and the helmet hissed, conformed to his head, and connected to the neck of the suit. He checked the zipper-seams where his gloves and his boots were connected to the body of the suit, and then he said “Retractors on,” and pushed the center of his belt buckle. His belt began to hum, and six golden circles, retractors, which looked like locking mechanisms of some kind, started to glow white. “Prefa, release the remaining elemental plasma,” Neton announced.

“All of it?” Prefa asked cautiously. The vibrations were so gentle and unexpected that they startled Neton.

He jumped and had his one-handed plasma rifle out of its holster on his back and in his hand before even he knew it. “Yes, all of it,” he said with adrenaline prematurely coursing through his veins. A deep rumbling came from above, where three openings large enough to stick his fist into appeared. Neton looked down at his belt. The first two retractors were already full and had begun to glow yellow and the third was just changing. “How close, Prefa?” he asked.

“Approximately thirty four seconds until they’re visible,” Prefa’s bone jarring voice, literally at times, came in loud and clear. They used specified vibrations as often as possible rather than radio or any other type of wave to prevent messages from being intercepted.

“Approximately! What’s approximately when you’ve got thirty four seconds!” Neton shifted uncomfortably. “Open windows,” he spoke confidently, and the windows rose upwards and back like a garage door, but only a glass one. Neton now looked out at a black inky sky filled with clouds glowing and rain glittering with every lightning bolt, a scene hidden by the windows. “Status,” he said.

His helmet responded, “Five out of six retractors full. Plasma rifle at full energy. AAIMM** (aim) at full energy. Solar energy input, zero. Helmet at full energy. No damage.”

“Helmet, ready,” he said as if it were his first time saying it. His helmet buzzed and came to life; the scene in front of him changed to an infrared and night vision hybrid and he began to hear everything around him with selected hearing, things that the helmet deemed as noise, such as the rain falling, were filtered out.

“Time?” Neton asked impatiently.

“Visibility in ten seconds.” Prefa replied.

Then his helmet chimed in with a small beep, “BEEP. All retractors full with excess elemental plasma.”

Oh, great, Neton thought. Extra elemental plasma could aid the enemy if they were indeed magic users. “Prefa!—”

“I can’t. There’s not enough time.” Prefa interrupted, predicting his thoughts; an awkward action for a computer. “Five seconds. I’m powering off surrounding plasma shields.” Neton nodded. A blue then yellow, watery light flowed around the whole house and then disappeared. The cold wind that had been blocked by the shields now made Neton sway. The wind whistled in his ear, magnified by his helmet which caught and filtered out the sound the instant after it appeared, and behind him he could hear his bed being moved back into the wall. “Three seconds,” Prefa announced. Neton readied himself to run. “Good luck. Entering visibility...now!”

That last vibration of Prefa’s voice vibrated his whole body right into a sprint for the edge, where a window had just previously been. As he soared off the edge, he saw them; three shadows hurtling towards him.



*Sir is used rather than Mr.
**AAIMM- Anti-gravity Actuator Inertia Mass Machine

7 April 2007

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