It's Cinco De Mayo! (for some of you)

Music: "Hips Don't Lie" by Shakira, this song makes me dance! Well, almost, I haven't started dancing yet.

Going To do: (#1)Something (#2)Finish Survival Project contest/giftart, Lloyd Giftart (#3)Toshi Traveling weblayout, Draw/color the eight page of TT8, Scan pix, update

To Do:  Link Keen, Make Anime Club site, Read new webmangas (dang I don't have enough of a brain for this :( ), credits page (This one is important), ASW fansite (Unfaithful Moki...), conjueguemos (relearn your Spanish Moki!), scan pics (or the pics might burn..), put up links (before you forget!), write lyrics (got more important things to do), Make Abandon Ship pics page, make ?????'s site's blog, put up TT summary (I got it ready), remember what to do..., LiveJournal (so much Recent blogs..), update backups

Let's see... Oh yes I am a KratosxAnna fan from TOS (Tales of Symphonia). Yep the person who made this site is also one of my favorite artists! I puurrfer that you should go to this site next :D -no stealing art though! *FOOMS!*~

My first joined fanclub! It's a fanclub of The Way To Your Heart (AKA: TWTYH). The link to the comic/site to TWTYH is in there (it is the fansite you know!) and my word about TWTYH for yo to go there is: Ever been or seen someone hated by the coolest guy ever at your school? Well if you haven't, read this comic that has incredible details with twists of events!

~5-4-06~ Omg it's almost been a year! I didn't know time passed that fast!Yup been working on my comic, just am lazy though. And wtf was I drinking, my last few blogs are so depressing @_@ It's sooo scaring me. I can't remember why I'm so sad. >> freaking scary.. But I'm all okay now! Is it just me or are there ads popping up? >.>; Anyhoo I hope I can get my stuff finished tho-and wtf?! What a long list of things to do! I never finished them either xD.
Going To do

• Something (check!)
• Finish Survival Project contest/giftart (I didn't even start any pictures for any of the contests and what giftart? O.o)
• Lloyd Giftart (oh yeah... I feel kinda guilty lol, been like 2 yrs now?)
• Toshi Traveling weblayout (uhh.. I don't think I'll be doing this no more)
• Draw/color the eight page of TT8 (this one too)
• Scan pix (ROFL! I did some.. okay? Good enough? No I haven't finished... *infinite years*)
• update (update what now?)

• Link Keen (did I ever did that?)
• Make Anime Club site (trying!!! ..No I didn't start on it..)
• Read new webmangas (LOLOLOLOL I can't, it's too.. hard... they just keep multiplying...)
• credits page (Started but it needs to be edited)
• ASW fansite (this is one crazy responsibility I got myself into, I'll do it someday.. um maybe no I won't >.>)
• conjueguemos (Hey I went back here! Just.. didn't took the Spanish tests >.>)
• scan pics (hey! This popped up twice! Must be important!)
• put up links (umm.. too late I forgot them...)
• write lyrics (rofl what lyrics?)
• Make Abandon Ship pics page (umm... later?)
• make ?????'s site's blog (who the fudge is ????!?)
• put up TT summary (Umm.. maybe no?)
• remember what to do (too late for that..)
• LiveJournal (yeah I'll do that later)
• update backups (what backups?! Oh those.. AHHH! Last backup on sites 2004 :P)

~6-23-05~ Can I die yet? Can I die today? Can this take my pain away? No... but I'm killing myself already, so can it end faster? Can it end today?

~6-22-05~ I'm soooo sick... Too much things have been happening. I'm sick of life, well, more like me. I hate how I think. I really need someone to lean on right now. I feel so lonely. I've been working and that's not enough to drown me out of my misery, it just adds. I want a hug but no one's there... People don't want to hug me. It's ok, but I'm just dying... killing myself by being like this. I've been starving again, my belly has been rumbling for days. Maybe weeks. I am upset whatever I do, I think I do everything is wrong... I quitted qRO. I will visit that game server sometimes but no one will greet me there. Everyone else will move on, I should be happy. If only I can finish this comic.. if only I can get rid of this burden I carry. Maybe my returned depression of Ragnarok will leave. I'm not tired as I was yesterday, I'm just sick. I've been having a bad luck this week. Everybody ditches me. Or is it because I made them want to leave? Either way if I leave them, they don't talk to me or invite me again. My fault, my burden, my sorrow. Kill me please... Let me die now, so I cannot cry anymore.

~5-30-05~ *sigh* spent alot of time playing with a friend than work. So much for my 3 day weekend. The thing is I had a lot of guilt, I was a bad host, we didn't had much fun, and I barely got any work done. I am really hating me lol. But must be happy yes? I hope I this thing up before anyone knows I updated.

• Forever A Newbie comic link has been posted up in the Comic Section
• Toshi Traveling link is up in the Comic Section

~5-16-05~ lotsa stuff happened... in the game >.> I wrote a diary on it but only certain people may read it. So far only ONE can read it. It's crappily passworded and unlinked for now. It will be shown to all once I get done with my comic of Forever A Newbie. It might be slowly shown or some things would not show as the story goes along. I hope I get far in the comic soon. Oh and I got another freewebs account because I had to upload my WWW

~5-7-05~ -2:05am - been working on my other page, too sleepy, gotta do stuff on RO and Gaia events... I'll be back later-maybe I'll be able to update but too much stuff to do, meow!

~4-29-05~Erm depression gone but sad comes back only when i think of it. Anyways NYOO!! Hello!! I am making a comic that I tried to do 2 years ago! I'l link it sometime later (maybe next year XD). Yeah someone said I had a messy link page and such so I will try to organize it. Make all the banners the same maybe. Oh and I fixed something up that's been bugging me alot. If you have any problems with the site, tell me so I can try to fix it! If it's flaming, sorry I'm just on person lol

• Random Quotes are fixed in the Miscellaneous section

~4-11-05~ OMG Moki has updated her blog! Blah I gotta show ya the comix and such but I feel kinda sick. Must get rid of depression feeling~ Lotsa things happened but Ragnarok is taking over my life again! OH NO! Must.. resist...

~3-17-05~ I'm....I'm worried... I shouldn't be but I don't know if I can believe that my friend is ok. But if I trust her I should wait until she comes back on... She said she move her deadline-but she didn't got back on yesterday like she said and oh gosh... tears are about to come out. My heart is pounding... My arms are shaking, my hands are growing cold dangit. Maybe it something I said because she started like this when I was trying not to argue at her. Crap I was hoping this wouldn't happen... Please come back on soon... I'm shaking, and I don't usually shake-not even when I'm scared. She said she was ok... but she hung up on me, her voice was shakey. Something happened... but I think she needs-no I think she wants time alone... I just hope she can come back oh gosh. If she doesn't I can't draw. That's how I remember her, that's how I draw so she'll be happy. I don't think my art makes her happy anymore holy crap... I'm scared... Please come back...

~3-15-05~ I'm baaaaaaaack!!! No not to update waaaaa!!! I almost did at school but you can't update if you have no pictures uploaded to put on your site! >.< Yeah I hate it when I do that. So yeah lil pre-typed blog.
St. Patrick's Day is Going to be a Killer
Yup sorta literally anyways (wow what a sentence). My friend's going bye bye on St. Patty's, I'm going to wear all black on that day, I hope I don't get pinched-it just brings me more down. I really hope she doesn't go away so soon. Blah I need to make a comic before she goes but I also got homework dued and tests to do tomorrow *stress stress*. I wish I could use this as an excuse to not to do those because I really need time with her. Hm and I haven't seen her on lately either, I hope she didn't left early. Boo getting depressed again, I can still draw though so I don't have depression, but I seem to because I am not liking my favorite games right now and I can't draw-my heart feels like it's sagging, it's kinda squishing my belly. I need to stay happy though, I mean one of my newest friend keep catching me when I was offguard and sense that I was sad, even my close friends don't know I was sad. Hmm no pokerface talent here~ I use to like St. Patty, now it's going to be a memorial >.< grrrr.

~2-20-05~ aaaaahhhhh fresh blog place... I counted it was up to 30 blog entries here! Dang, lazy me heehehe. Anyways I'm going to do *sighs* animation. I mean I would be happier if it wasn't so short and things. Anyhow yeah... MANGO! Oh I might read comix too, I dunno. Update laters? I have two huge hmwk stuff because we have an extra day tomorrow ;_; didn't even started on it...

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