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NAVIGATION
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In the beggining..
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Thu, 03 Jan 2002
Hello sweety, of course i'd like to go out with u, as friends, and then we'll see what happens. was it your birthday yesterday? i sent u a card, i hope u like it.Happy birthday anyway, i wish u all the best, u deserve it. well i better go, i'll be on tonight i hope to talkt to u then.
bye now
Rachel
Fri, 04 Jan 2002
Hi, sorry about last night if i went to bed, but i wasn't feeling well, i wanted to talk to u though, but u seemed busy i guess.I'd like to go out with u, and don't worry, u don't need to take me anywhere, we can just meet and spend time together, no need to spend money on me, don't worry, i don't care about that.My birthday is may 20.well i better go now, talk to u soon
kisses
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January, 2002
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Mon, 07 Jan 2002
Hi, i read your song and it was good, really good, i like it. is that what he said? i guess he is jelous because he can't write as good as u do, he doesn't understand, maybe he is some old guy, old fashion and stuff, that's why. he is an idiot, don't pay attention to him.If u have any other songs email them to me ok? thanks and bye now
Rachel
Thu, 10 Jan 2002
Hello, as soon as i got at work i read your email. thanks for sending it to me, i really liked it, it is good.when did u make it? is it a new song? i keep all your songs that u send me in a separate folder so that i don't loose them. u are very talented, and i'm sure that soon u'll be famous, and i'll see u on tv too. Well i better go, i'll be on tonight
bye now, and thanks again for the song
Rachel
Wed, 16 Jan 2002
hi, i'm soooooo sorry if i didn't email u sooner, but i was too busy with work and i have been sick too, sorry, but i thought about u and i missed u. i read your emails, but not all of them, i want to read them nice and in peace, so i'll try tonight i hope. Thank for sending them to me, u know i love reading them.
When will u be on again? i'm on at night around 11:30
bye now and be good
kisses
Rachel
Wed, 16 Jan 2002
Hi, i'm soooo sooo sorry about last night, but i got disconnected and then i got on again, but after 1 minute i got disconnected again. I hope u don't think that i left without saying godd night, because i would never do that to u, never!!!I hope to talk to u really soon nd please email me sometimes and send me your new songs.I'll be on at night around 11:30.Sorry again about last night
kisses
Rachel
Sat, 19 Jan 2002
Hi there, iread your email, the one u sent me and i liked it, it was good, i liked what to said to that stupid idiot. If u have any new songs send them to me, ok? i put all your songs in a separate folders, so that i don't loose them. I'll be on tonight, last night i fell asleep, i was too tired. i thought about u though and i can wait to talk to u, even if we don't talk much, but that's ok, i just like it when u are online.
bye now and be good
Rachel
Mon, 21 Jan 2002
hi, thank u soooo much for the pic. i must say that u really really really look cute , imean it, u look adorable. i like your pics soooooo much, thank u. hey about the songs i really liked the one about the country,it was really , i don't know how to explain that,mmmm deep i guess, i can' think of a word now...i wish i could write like u, u'd know what word to use for sure, u know everytime, u are so good at it. thank u for sending them to me, and i guess that guy didn't reply because he didn't know what to say, u scared him, and he figured out that he can't compite with u. I really liked them, thank u, but i really loved the one about the country, i'm going to print that, along with your pics.
i better go back to work before i get in trouble
bye now cutie
Rachel
Sun, 27 Jan 2002
Thank u sooooooooooo much for the beautiful song u sent me, is it really for me? i can't believe that, thank u sooo sooooo much, i don't know what to say.That's the most beautyful song i ever heard, u are amazing. i can't find the words to tell u how much i love it, that song is unbelievable, YOU are unbelievably good. Thank u, thank u, thank u, thank u, thank u, i don't know how to thank u. that song made my day, thank u again. I'll try to be on sunday night around 11:30, but if u can't just email me ok?
i miss u
Rachel
Hi, it's me, i just wanted to tell u that i wont be able to go online at night, i have problems with my mom, she is a pain...i'll be on at 12:00 or 2:00pm, in the afterrnoon, when i'm at work. sorry but she is making my life a living hell, i can't take it anymore...sorry. If u can't go online at that time, email me, and i'll email u too, so maybe we can set up a date to meet.
i'm sorry about all this
bye now
Rachel
Sun, 27 Jan 2002
Hello, sorry if i didn't email u, but i couldnt check my email today, i think the hotmail had some kind of a problem. i'll try to be on tonight at 11:30, i hope u'll be there too. oh i read the second part of my country and i liked it alot, it was really good, but then again, every song u make is great. but it was really good, my country is my favorite to tell u the truth, beside the song u made for me, that was a master piece. thank u for sending me the song, i appreciate that, i'm always waiting to get an email from u, thank u. i miss talking to u and i hope u'll be on tonight
bye now
kisses
rachel
Mon, 28 Jan 2002
Hi, it's not your fault if we don't talk much, and that's ok u didn't have time to say goodbye last night, i should have waited before i signed on, but that's ok, u were not rude.Think of what we can talk when we are online ok? i'll think too. well have a good day and i'll talk to u soon
kisses
Rachel
Thu, 31 Jan 2002
Hi there, thank u for the lirics u sent me, they are good, good job . I said i would email u and i did, see i'm not rude, i care about u.So i hope u'll be on tonight, and maybe we can talk a little, if we have something to talk about. I better go back to work, i'll see u later
kisses
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Early February
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Hi there, thank u for the lirics u sent me, they are good, good job. I said i would email u and i did, see i'm not rude, i care about u.So i hope u'll be on tonight, and maybe we can talk a little, if we have something to talk about. I better go back to work, i'll see u later
kisses
Rachel
Wed, 06 Feb 2002
Hello, sorry but i fell asleep last night, i'm really sorry.i wanted to talk to u, i really missed u, i'll be on tonight though, so we can talk. well take care sweetness, and talk to u soon
kisses
Rachel
Thu, 07 Feb 2002 (she called me sweetness)
Hi, my address is 144C Medhurst dr., Nepean, Ont. K2G, 5K8
phone # 228-9650
cell # 862-4780, but let me know when u are calling me, because my cell phone is always off.
Hey, by the way u don't have to send me anything, u are too nice, thank u , but u are too sweet, please don't spend money on me, i just want u.Do u have a DVD player? or VCR?let me know. I better go my sweety,i'll talk to u tonight, if not i'll email u for sure, because i miss u sooooo much and i can't wait to talk to u.
bye now
kisses
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2002, Valentines Day
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Hello, i couldn't go on last night either, so don't worry about it, i'll try to go online tonight , because i missed u last night and i thought about u alot....I'll be on around 11:30. Bye now and thank u soooooooo much for all the cards u sent me, that was so sweet of u, u are the best, too good for me.Thank you
I'll talk to u later my sweet heart
Rachel
Sat, 09 Feb 2002
Hello my cute sweety, it's 12:15 and i waited for u since 11:30 i guess u are not coming online, but that's ok, i'll talk to u tomorrow night at 11:30.Well have a good night and think about me, because i'll be thinking about u for sure. i'm going to bed now
bye
Rachel
Sun, 10 Feb 2002
Hi, thanks for the songs, i don't have those ones, thanks for sending them to me. i'll be on tonight at 11:00-11:30 and i can't wait to talk to u, i miss u.I better go back to work now.oh i like them, the lirycs, they are good, but everything u do is good.I'll talk to u tonight sweety
have a nice day and be good
love
Rachel
Mon, 11 Feb 2002
Of course i'm not mad at u my sweetie, i could never get mad at u, NEVER. I like u too much.I couldn't get online because my brother was fixing my comp, because it is too slow, so hopefully i'll be on tonight, i promise, i can't stay another day without talking to u, i miss u too much.I thought about u every second, i can't get u out of my mind, i can't wait to meet u, i hope we can really soon, so please pick a day to meet, i can't wait any longer!!!!!I better go back to work, have a good day and i'll be thinking about u for sure my cutie.
bye
lots of love
Rachel
Tue, 12 Feb 2002
Hi, sorr about last night, but i couldn't sing in, too many people on, well that's what they said!!!!i tried for about 15 minutes then i gave up, sorry.I tried to send u a card too, for valentine's day. but the site is too busy!!!Everything is busy!!!Anyway, i'll make u a card now, and later i'll send u a nice card, when the site it's not too busy.There u go:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
TO YOU MY SWEETIE
Love
Rachel
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The Rest of February 2002
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Hi, did u get kicked out of your house? for real? sorry to hear that. i wish i could do something for u.but if u need anything, please just let me know, i'll do my best to help u, really.Thanks for the card u sent me.I miss u and i hope to talk to u soon
take care and let me know how u are doing
Rachel
Fri, 15 Feb 2002
Hi, of course i care about u, and i think i love u...u are so much like me, we are ment to be together.I thought that maybe...i don't know...sometimes i get the feeling that u changed your mind or something...but i like u soooo much and i love u too.I couldn't get on the comp because my internet was down, i'll be on tonight at 10:30 11:00, but please don't go all the way to your friend's house just to talk to me, u don't have to do that...i don't deserve that...i don't deserve YOU...I even got u a present for valentine's day, so please try to pick a day to meet, i'm free every day after 2, so if u want i can meet u after work, please let me know when u can ok? and don't worry about money or stuff like that, we can just meet and be together, that's all i want...Sorry if i didn't email u, but i couldn't, sorry.Please believe me when i say i love u too, i really care about u, alot...U know what u can do? just pick some days that u are going to your friend's house and let me know so i'll be online for sure,tell me what time too, so that u don't go there and wait for me ok? I'm sorry that u have to do that for me, i don't know what to say, i'm sorry.I can't wait to meet u.I better go, i'll be on tonight and i'll see if u are online, but if u are not, that's ok, i'll email u tomorrow again for sure. I miss u so much and i can't wait to talk to u.Bye and i love you
Rachel
Sun, 17 Feb 2002
Hi, i'm sorry if i wasn't on , please forgive me, i love u and i like talking to u, i just go online for u, to talk to u, i don't talk to anyone else, just u. I'm sorry.I just want to tell u that i care about u and that i didn't mean to make u think that i don't care about u or something, but i couldn't use the comp, sorry, but i'll be on tonight, just email me and let me know when u are going to your friend's house and the time and i'll be on too, for sure.I miss u and thanks for the nice card u sent me, i love it. U have been to nice to me, and i'm sorry if i hurt u in anyway, but i didn't mean to, sorry. I wish to be with u soon, becuase i think about that alot, i can't wait to meet u...I have to go now
love u
Rachel
Sun, 17 Feb 2002
Hi, i'm sorry, but my password is not valid anymore, that's why i can't go online, i can't use the net. but today, monday, i'm getting a new password, so i hope that i can't get online tonight, i'll try as soon as i get home today. i missed u soooooo much and i can't stand not talking to u, i miss u too much, i wish u were here with me...Don't worry about anything, i will never get sick of u, even if we didn't talk much the past few days, don't worry about a thing my sweety.I hope i can get online tonight, i really do, i can't sleep thinking about u, u are always on my mond, every second of the day..i better go back to work now
I LOVE YOU
Rachel
Sat, 23 Feb 2002
Hi, of course there is nobody else???how could u think that???i only want to be with u, only YOU!!!!!i'm sorry if i wasn't online, but i couldn't use the computer, thursday and friday night i wasn't home, i had to go to my aunt's house to watch her kids, and saturday night i fell asleep at 10, i'm sorry.Please don't think that i don't care about u anymore, i still do, i really do, soooooooo much. I'm sorry. I'm not mad, not at all, i just thought that maybe u were mad or just busy, i don't know...i promise i'll be on tonight, at 11 ok? If u want i can be on at 10:00 or 10:30, if u are on too, if u don't work at that time. i'm sorry about everything, i don't want to hurt, and if i did, i'm sorry. you are too important to me, u are everything to me, i really care about u..I miss u and u i think about u all the time, i can't wait to be with u for real...i have to go now, i'll be on around 11.
I LOVE YOU, and u always remember that
Rachel
Sun, 24 Feb 2002
Hi, i just want to tell u thank u for the nice liric u sent me, it was beautiful!!! but it made me feel a little sad and now i feel bad, because i hurt u, i'm sorry.I just want u to know that u are the only one i want and there is nobody else, i love u and i want to be with u, only u. I'll be on tonight and we'll talk when we can meet, because i can't wait anymore, i really want to be with u, see u for real. I miss u and i hope to talk to u tonight
i love u always
Rachel
Sun, 24 Feb 2002
Hi, it's me again...i waited for u untill 11:25 but i guess u couldn't come online, but that's ok, i missed u though...i'll be on tomorrow at 10:30 and i'lll wait for u again. i hope u are not mad at me now...good night
i miss u
Rachel
Mon, 25 Feb 2002
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March 2002
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Hello, i guess u couldn't come online last night, but that's ok...i hope u are fine and that things are going well...i just missed u so much and i hope u are going to answer me when u can.i'll try to be online tonight again, and i'll wait a bit for u. I have to go now, take care
love u
Rachel
Fri, 15 Mar 2002
Hello, i got a new address, since u never email me or u don't answer my emails i thought that maybe u had a problem with my other account.I hope u get this email...i emailed u every day, asking u what happened to u and if everything was ok.i hope u are fine. i miss u so much and i want to talk to u sometimes, and maybe meet soon. i still feel the same way about u, i care about u alot, and i haven't found anybody, u are the only one i want. i added u to my new list at this address.i'll be on tonight again around 10:45 and i'll wait for u untill 11:30, if not i'll email u as i always do. don't worry about the fact that u couldn't use the comp for 9 days, i understand. i hope u are ok and that i'll see u soon
love u
Rachel
Fri, 15 Mar 2002
Hi my sweety, no i'm not mad, sorry if my emails gave u the impression that i was mad.i could never be mad at u, but i thought that maybe u forgot about me..where do u live now? did u find a new job? let me know what happened, u said u were having some problems. anyway i'll try to go online tonight, at 11:30 as u said ok? and that's ok that u couldn't go online last night, as long as i get an email from u, i'm happy. I miss u soooooooo much and u are always on my mind i'll talk to u later hopefully
love u
Rachel
p.s. when are we going to meet? if u still want to, i can't wait to see u for real, but it's up to u
Sat, 16 Mar 2002
Hi, i waited for u untill 11:30 , sorry, i should have waited a little bit longer, but i was tired and i went to sleep. I'll be on tonight at 11:00, i hope u can be on at that time too. I miss u, but u already know that my sweety.I'll talk to u tonight i hope
bye now
i love you so much
Rachel
Sun, 17 Mar 2002
Hi, i wanted to tell u that i'll be on with the other address, so please add me to your list, i added u to mine(rmlto@hotmail.com) i have only u on that list, so noone can bother me when i'm talking to u. bye again
love u
Sun, 17 Mar 2002
Hi there, i tried to go on last night but the sistem was down, i tried untill 11:45 but i couldn't sign in. I hope u weren't waitng for me and that u are not mad. i miss u so much and let me know when u would like to meet ok? i'll be on tonight at 11:00
bye now
love u
Rachel
Mon, 18 Mar 2002
Hi my love, thank u for emailing me, that email made my day, thank u, u are too good to me. I can't wait to talk to u again, and think of something we can talk about, anything u want to ask and stuff ok? i'll do that too.i'll be on around 6:00,and i'll wait for u. i miss u sweety, so much, i can't stop thinking about u and how much i want to be with u...i love you...i better go now i'll talk to u later
i love you and i love you again
Rachel
Tue, 19 Mar 2002
Hi, i don't know what happened, i got disconnected and then i couldn't sign in anymore, but i signed in with the other address but u weren't talking to me, what happened to u? i'm still trying to sign in...
Tue, 19 Mar 2002
i'm trying to sign in too i'll try again with the other address now
love u
Tue, 19 Mar 2002
Hey, i'm online now, but with the raffy address, i hope u can get on too, i'll wait for a bit, if not i'll talk to u tonight around 11
i hate this msn , i want to talk to u, I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUU
i love you my sweety
Tue, 19 Mar 2002
i'm online now, but with the other address the raffy one, i'm waiting for a bit to see if u can get online. i'll be on at 11 . i love you so much
bye now
Rachel
Tue, 19 Mar 2002
Hi, were u able to sign in last night? i couldn't, not even with the other address. i hope this stupid messenger get fixed soon. I'll be on tonight around 11:00 ok? i hope u can be online too. i couldn't stop thinking about u, not even for a minute..every day the feelings i have for u keep growing. i'm so happy i found u, u are so important to me, i don't know how to explain it...i just miss u, i want to talk to u, i want to see u, i just want to be able to be in your arms, that's all, to be close to u...sorry about all this, but i miss u too much.i better get back to work now. i'll be on tonight, so i'll talk to u then
I LOVE YOU
Rachel
Wed, 20 Mar 2002
Hi my beautiful, sweet, caring love, how are u? i'm fine.Thanks for the email u sent me, i love it when u talk and u tell me stuff about yourself.please send me more emails like that one, and tell me lots of things, even little things or stupid things. Anyway, are u done worrying about your ass??? . Now the only thing i can think of is your ass, and i can't wait to see it. i'm kidding. So u said u have nice broad shoulders eh? i love broad shoulders, now i really can't wait to hug u and feel your strong arms around me...I'm in the lab now, i runned upstairs for a bit to email u, because i couldn't stop thinking about u, and how much i love u. I can't believe it that u are real, i'm so happy.U know, it was a long time since i was this happy, and it is thanks to u.I usually don't fall in love, because i don't trust guys, they are all pigs, but u are different, u are better, and i'm so lucky to have u in my life. I hope u will never leave me, because it's hard for me to get attached to someone, and to love someone, because i know it will all end. I hope this will never end, that we will be together for a long time.I better go back to work now before i get in trouble. oh, i wanted to tell u that today i'll be on around 6 again, try to come online too, if u can, or we can talk tonight at 11 ok? I love you with all my heart
I miss you
Rachel
Thu, 21 Mar 2002
Hi, u asked me about sites for greeting cards last night, here is one that is good and has lots and lots of cards www.123greetings.com . i'm going to send u some cards now, because u deserve them and lots more, but for now i can only send u cards , but once we are together for real i'll treat u so good and i'll do anything to make u happy my love. Bye now i miss u and i love u
Rachel
Thu, 21 Mar 2002
Hi, i just got your email, thanks. i miss u like crazy, but reading your emails make me feel close to u. I can't believe it, i want to paint my room blue too!!!! we are too much alike. and i love black furnitures too! I didn't know that u moved here from halifax, when did u come here? u know, we are in the same situation, we both come from a different city and now we don't have many friends in ottawa...that sucks...i'm not into clubs either, after u go to some u get tired of them, i prefer staying home, possibly with a loved one(you), cuddling on the couch, watching a movie.maybe someday we can do that.Do u really think that maybe one day we could move in together? i should get an appartment of my own someday, but it is expensive to get one by yourself, so maybe one day we could live together.That would be so nice. U know i've never thought about moving in with somebody, i always wanted to be alone, but now i can't wait to have u in my life, well u are already a part of my life, the most important part, but i mean like a couple u know...So u get pimples eh? well i got a few myself, and i am 24 years old!!!!!I get them when i drink orange juice.I don't know if i told u already, but i look younger, like 19 20, so that's good don't u think?Don't worry about the pimples, i don't mind them at all, and i don't mind the fact that u get really dark too, i love you no matter what.Oh, i can get u all the cream and cleanser for acne, my mom gets them for free since she works for a dermatologist, my brother and i use that stuff and it is good, so no more worries about pimples my sweety. I hope that u don't feel like scared or worried by the fact i am older, because u seem a little worried, don't be, because as i told u before i look younger, i am shy too, i have an accent, (sometimesi get pimples), i am just like u, that's why i like u so much and i want to be with u for the rest of my life.If there is something that bothers u or worries about us, about meeting or anything, just let me know, u can tell me anything. I'm worried that i would be too boring for u, because i'm shy and i don't like ot talk much because of my accent, that's what worries me the most....I better go now, i'll be on tonight at 11. I love you so much
Rachel
Thu, 21 Mar 2002
My dear Shawn, i was online last night at 11:00 and i waited for u untill 12, but that's ok, as long as u are ok.Do u have a comp where u live? do u have to go to your friend just to talk to me?Last night was too cold to go out so u did good not going, it was terrible out. If it is bad out or too cold , PLEASE , don't go to your friend just for me, i don't want u to get sick or something, i worry about u, i am happy as long as u email me when u can.I missed u though last night, i just kept reading your emails over and over...i just love u so much i can't find the words to explain it..u know another thing?? before i met u i used to think that i would never get married or have children, because i didn't want to and also because it is not for me..but now i find myself thinking about u and i getting married and having a child!!! i know, it is crazy eh?we didn't even meet each other and i'm already thinking about having a family with u!!!but u just made me change...i didn't care about anything before..i used to go out with guys just because they asked me to, not because i felt anything for them...i've never been with somebody i loved before,never, and i wish i waited for the right guy, and that right guy is you..sorry if i am telling u all this things, but it is how i feel...i've never felt this way before, so sure about someone, so sure about my feelings and about my future with u...i better stop now before i scare u away!!!well i just wanted to say hi but i ended up telling u all this, sorry.i better go back to work, email me back with a nice long, long, very long email. i'll be on tonight at 11 again, but if it is too cold don't go out just for me, i feel bad for u.Bye now my beautiful, sweet and wonderful love.I'll talk to u later
I LOVE YOU with all my heart
Rachel
Fri, 22 Mar 2002
Hi, i got offline at 11:45! i should have waited a bit longer, sorry.I'll try tonight again, i'll be on around 11:30 , 12, because we have family over tonight.If not i'll be on tomorrow at 11 again and this time i'll wait for u untill 12.I just can't believe it that u were thinking about that too!!!! that's so crazy!!!we are made for each other, i can't believe it that i finally found the perfect guy!!!i'm so lucky to have u my love.I can't wait to be with u, and i was thinking about something...what if i come to where u live, since it is cold out and u don't know my area so well, so i could take a taxi and come, so we could spend some time together, alone and cuddle, maybe beign in your house would make u feel more comfortable...i don't know, let me know what u think ok?i can come next week, anytime next week, this week i can't, i have to work overtime because of the holidays.Let me know if that's good for u or just tell me if u want to meet, it's not a problem for me to come to your place, at least we have a place to stay, without going around in a mall and trying to find a place to talk. but let me know what u think, anything is good for me.WOW, i can't believe it, u are to perfect!!! i can't stop thinking about that.Me and you, together for ever!!! unbelievable!!!i love u so much, i've thought i could love someone this much.I should go now, i have to finish up cleaning my room, i'll email u later and i hope to talk to u tonight. You are my life and i love you
I miss you
Rachel
Sat, 23 Mar 2002
Hi there, i'm really sorry about that, but they left at 12:30, i'm so sorry, i don't know what to say...are u mad at me? i feel so bad now. but i couldn't leave and go and use the comp while they were here, i'm sorry.To make u forgive me i bought u something, a little thing to show u how much i love u, i hope u are not mad at me, pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.I'm soooooo sorry.I was online friday night though, but u came online when i left.I'll be on tonight around 11:00 11:30.What time can u be on?let me know ok?So, u didn't let me know about coming to see u, if it is a good idea to come to your place by taxi...but i guess u are mad now...sorry again
I love you always, i hope u believe me
Rachel
Sun, 24 Mar 2002
Hi, thank u so much for the pics!!!!u look beautiful!!!u are so adorable and cute!!!!i'm going to print them and keep them with me all the time.Thnks again my love.I couldn't sleep last night thinking of u, i can't stop thinking about u and me together....it's driving me nuts!!!i can't wait untill tuesday!i'm so happy now, all because of u.I love you so much, and i didn't tell u before, but u are the first guy i ever told that, i mean the words "i love you"...I can't wait untill tonight to talk to u again.I have to go now, i'll be on at 11:00 tonight.I miss you and i love you, ( and lets not forget that" I WANT YOU").
bye sweety
I LOVE YOU
Mon, 25 Mar 2002
Hi, i hope u are ok because u didn't come online last night.I waited untill about 12:00, but then i went to bed.So, how are u? what did u do yesterday?did u think about me????, i hope so!!!i thought about u as usual, and i can't wait untill tuesday!!!!I miss u so much i can't stop thinking about u, i can't sleep anymore, u are always in my mind!!!i'm going crazy, i just HAVE TO BE WITH U!!!!anyway i couldn't stay too long on the net, only untill 12 because i had a fight with my mom, she is a pain!!!she wont leave me alone!!!!i need to move out.Email me ok? because when i don't hear from u i feel so sad and i'm worried that u left me or something, i don't want to loose u, ever!!!!u are too important to me, u are my life.i have to go now, i'll be on tonight at 11, but if u can email me today.I'll be on tomorrow at 6 too.I love you and i miss u so much
i love you again
Rachel
Wed, 27 Mar 2002
Hi,u did good to stay home last night, the weather was bad, and if tonight is bad too don't go out ok? i don't want anything bad to happen to my precious love.Thanks for saying all those things about my family and stuff, i'll take your advices.I'm sorry that u and your family have problems...i was thinking about that the other day, if u are still talking to them, if u see them.What about easter? are u going to be alone??But u have me, and from now on u can count on me on enything, i'll do anything for u.If u are alone during holidays u will come and spend it with me and my family, because now u are a part of my family too.U are not alone anymore, u have me, and i am not alone anymore too, because i got u.I will be always there for u, no matter what my love.I'm so excited about tuesday!!!i'm going crazy thinking what to wear!!!i just don't want to disappoint u...i already know what u look like, and u are beautiful!!u are a hottie, and i am a bit worried that maybe i'm not what u espect...i don't know, i'm just worried about everything...i miss you so much that i can't sleep anymore...last night i went to bed at 12:00 and i fell asleep at 3, because i was thinking about u too much!!!sometimes i can actually feel u beside me, in my bed, feeling your arms around me...that's enough, i better stop now, or i will be getting toooo excited.Oh, i can't wait!!!!!tuesday will be the BEST day of my life, i've never been so excited and happy before!!!i better go now, i'll be on at 11:00, but don't worry if u can't make it, i understand, just email me tomorrow.I love you so much
Rachel
Wed, 27 Mar 2002
dear love of my life,, thanks for the email, u are too precious!!!!i'm so happy that i can't even think what to say...i'm so excited about tuesday, i can't stop smiling, and i never smile!!!this morning my mother caught me singing to marvin!!!!!i'm crazy about u sweety.I 'm going to make u happy, i'm going to make u feel special and so loved.i'm always thinking what i can do fro u, i'm planning to cook for u, to make lunch for u and stuff...i want to make u so happy, i don't know what else to say...i'm too happy my love...i'm nervous too about tuesday, it feels like my first time too...well it is going to be like my first time because it is with someone i love i want to spend my life with u, untill i die.I better go back to work now bfore i get too excited thinking about u.i'll talk to u tonight
i love you sooooooooo much.
Thu, 28 Mar 2002
My dear love of my life, since my brother is not here i could find the time to email u.Thanks for the email, evertime i get you emails i get more happy.I'm so excited and i can't wait untill tuesday...only 4 more days to go!!!!ahhh, too long, i can't take it anymore!!!I want you like crazy, i just want to feel you close to me, feel your hands, your kisses...i'm going insane here!!!Ok, i better calm down now..So what do u need for your room? what do u want to buy? i'll help u make your room more nicer,i'll make u curtains if u want, well i don't know how to make them, but my mom does.I want to do some many nice things for u, i'm always thinking what i can do for u...oh, yes, i'll do your landry too, i'll fix your socks...i feel like marta stuart now, all crafty!!!!and i'm not like this usually!u make me feel this way and i like it, i love the way i changed, how i feel.I want a future with u, to live with u for ever, maybe to have a family,to grow old together.I can't believe it it's me talking like that!!!if u ask my family they'll tell u that i'm not the type to have a family, or children or getting married, i always thought i would never get married, because i was sure i would never find someone i could really love and trust, but then i met you, my sunshine,my joy, my life...i love you so much, i feel a strange feeling in my heart and in my stomach every time i think about u.I never thought that love would feel this way, i like it, i like being in love.Thank you for being in my life.I have to go now, it's almost 9 and i have to feed marvin, gee, that dog is getting too fat.Well i'll talk to u in about 2 hours
I LOVE YOU
Rachel
Fri, 29 Mar 2002
Hi, i missed u last night so much...but u did good not coming, because it was raining outside.So, what did u do friday? anything fun?i just thought about u all day and especially all night.Only 3 days untill tuesday sweety!!!!i can't wait.
mmmm...last night i was a bit sad and i couldn't get to sleep because before i left u , u seemed pretty upset or pissed at me, i don't know it seemed that way...and then i got your email and it was so cold and distant, not like the other ones...are u mad at me? did i do something wrong? i don't know, i feel bad about it...i hope u didn't change your mind or something.I love you and i feel the same about u and about us.I can't wait to be with u and be together for ever.I'm just afraid to loose u...and i couldn't take that, u are too important to me.I don't know, maybe i'm wrong, or a bit paranoid, but i don't want to loose u...i better go now, i'll be on tomorrow at 11, if it is bad out don't go ok? i wont get mad, don't worry, just email me when u can.
I love you more than ever
i miss u
Rachel
Sat, 30 Mar 2002
Hi my love, well i'll be leaving from school at 2, so i guess i should be there at 2:30...tell me where exactly u will be waiting for me ok? and the address again, just to make sure my love.
i'll go online at 11 to see if u are on and i'll wait a bit, but if u can't come online, that's ok, just email me monday and i'll email u tomorrow too from school. I love you so much and i can't wait to be with u
i miss u
Rachel
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Hi my love, i'm soooooo excited, tomorrow we are going to be together, i can't believe it!!!!!i'm so nervous....i couldn't sleep last night and i'm sure i wont be able to sleep tonight!!!!so i'll see u tomorrow around 2:30 3:00, if i leave at 2 i should be there for 2:30...wait for me outside, please, like u said last night...i'm so nervous!!!!!mmmm i just can't thing of anyhting else...i can't wait.Email me today if u can, and i'll email u back today, if i can, if not i'll email u tomorrow.But if anything happens and u can't make it tomorrow or something email tomorrow morning, i'll check my email just in case.So i'll see you tomorrow my beautiful, cute, sweet love.
i love you with all my heart
Rachel
Mon, 01 Apr 2002
Hey,what happened to u? I emailed u yesterday but u didn't email me back? did u change your mind???? i hope not!!!!anyway i'll be there at 2:30 more or less, i hope u'll be there!!!!!!
I love you and i missed u so much.I can't wait to see u today...
I'll see u later
Rachel
Tue, 02 Apr 2002
Hi, of course i still like u and i love u more than before!!!!i thought that maybe u were disappointed about me and that maybe i didn't turn u on enough, that i wasn't good yesterday....i was nervous too, very much.I couldn't email u today because they moved me in another office, and there are no computers there, sorry about that, i even went in the lab upstairs but there was a class in there.I wanted to email u and ask u if u still the same way about me now that we met.I think u are the most sweet, beautiful, nice, good looking, cute, lovable and kissable guy ever.I LOVE the way u kiss, u were the best ever.It was the best day of my life, i didn't want it to end, i didn't want to live u.I really loved the way u kissed me and touched me.I don't care about yesterday and about pockey, don't worry about that, i knew u were nervous and thast was yours first time too, i was worried that maybe was my fault or something.I waited for u to call today, but u thought that maybe i was mad since i didn't email u, but i couldn't today,tonight i'll be on for sure around 11:00 11:30 and i'll wait for u a bit, but if u can't, call me tomorrow, around 2:30, so we could go out, becuase i really miss u and i can't wait to see u again.So call me my love and i'm so happy that u still feel the same way about me.I really love you sooooo much
Bye sweety
Rachel
P.S. i talked about u to my mom and brother, and they think u are a nice guy, so now it is official
Thu, 04 Apr 2002
How are u? did u get home last night? at what time? did u have to wait long? i was so worried about u, all alone at the bus station, in the cold...i hope u were ok.
I can't stop thinking about u, how lucky i am!!!i keep thinking about your cute little face, your beautiful smile,(I LOVE that smile).U looked sooooooo adorable and hot last night, i wanted to jump u!!!!but i controlled myself...i can't wait to be alone with u, I WANT YOU sooooooo soooooooooo bad, u are too irresistible.I wanted to get u naked at the movies!!!i wanted u so bad last night, and then u were kissing me and touching me, it was so hard for me to keep calm aand...i was going crazy!!!!Anyway, lets talk about something else now.Last night was so nice, the best date EVER, and i'm not just saying that, it is the truth, u were perfect, so nice and sweet and caring, i'm just so happy and lucky to have u.I want to be with u for ever my love, u are my life....I can't stop looking at the card u gave me, u are the sweetest ever, and i love the cds, i'm going to listen to the other one today.Thank u for everything my love.I'm sorry if i didn't talk much, but i get so nervous and shy when i'm with u and when i'm looking to that beautiful face, and that SMILE!!!!u are tooooooo cute.I just love you.Anyway last night was like a dream and u were just so wonderful.Oh, it's getting late now, i better go back to work now.Email me when u can and call me if u want ok? i'll be on sunday night or monday, u pick which night is good for u, or we can just email each other, anything is good to me, as long as we meet again on tuesday, because i miss u already my love.
Well bye now sweety
I LOVE YOU
Rachel
Fri, 05 Apr 2002
Hello sweety, i like the nickname u chose, it is cute, u are too sweet.I wanted to tell u that i listened to your cds yesterday and i have to tell you that I LOVE THEM!!!!!!every song makes me think about u and about us, thank u soooooo much, those cds are the best gift i ever got, because u made them and because was from your heart. i couldn't ask for more, those cds are better than anything, so my love don't worry about getting me stuff because i got the best present ever and plus i got you, that's all i want, just YOU my love.I'll talk to u sunday night , i'll be on around mmmm 10:30 11:00.I miss you and i love you my cutypie
all over your pretty face and neck and chest and.......
Rachel
Sat, 06 Apr 2002
Hello, me again, i just read your piece and i liked it, i especially like the part "This fucking bird is moving his lips but his weak words skip like stststuttering trick//" that was a good one, and i loved this part at the end "Theres so much air in your head I'm starting to wonder what you walk on" that's the best part.I liked it all, it is good my love, but every song u make is good, u are an artist, the best one.Thanks for sending it to me and i'm sorry if i didn't email u sooner, but i was too busy thinking about u and about us and how much i love u and so on....oh, remember tuesday when i come to your place to let me read the song u wrote for me, and if u can give me a copy, and the other songs u had ready for me but i forgot to take them, i can't wait to read them, especially the one for me, i'm so excited to read it my love.I better leave u now,i'm going to finish my laundry.
I miss you
Rachel
Sat, 06 Apr 2002
Hi....
there isn't even a cumberland station!!!!I got lost!!!i left home at 2:30, i got at orleans at 3:45 and i took a bus for cumberland..there are at least 6 that go to cumberland!!!!!i got on and the last stop was not on cumberland station, there is not even one.It just stops somewhere in the town. I had to walk in the rain for 30 minutes to find another bus that would take me back to orleans.I was so mad, and cold and wet and scared!!!!i spent all my money on busses and i was afraid that i didn't have enough to get me home.It's now 6 and i just got back to the college finally!!!!!!i waited for u to call me so that maybe u could find me in cumberland, but u didn't, and i didn't know how to contact u.I'm so wet now and i'm cold, and i still have to get back home...but i can walk, it's not too far..I think i'm getting the flu now!!!!I'm not mad at u, it's not your fault, but it is the last time i'm going somewhere i've never been to before!So next time we meet at orleans, it is already a big deal for me to get there, but u are worth it, so i dont mind the long drive, but i'm not going anywhere else, not after what i've been through today, it was terrible, i felt like crying...I'm not mad at you, don't worry, but i'm just so mad and i really wanted to be with u, i wanted you so bad...so so bad.I couldn't wait to kiss you and have u in my arms...i missed u.I'm sorry if u had to wait, wherever u were waiting for me, and say sorry to your mother too, but it wasn't my fault, i got lost.I better start walking now if i want to get back home before it getdark.I'll try to go online tonight, but if u can't make it, just email me ok? I love you and don't worry about me, i'm ok now, and i'm not mad at you my love.Email me soon because i miss u
Bye now
love u
Rachel
Tue, 09 Apr 2002
Hi, i'm just so upset now that i got your email...i don't now how u can think something like that!!!!that i was having fun with u? that all of this was a joke????that i didn't show up on purpose???i'm sorry if u think that...i don't know waht to say...i'm sorry...i did EVERYTHING i could for u, i got in trouble with my parents for u, i spent 66$on a taxi to come and see u, i spend almost 1 hour and half every time i come and see u, i do what i can to be with u, i even got lost...and u think this is all a joke????I don't know what to say...I even made a little cake for u today, but it got too wet so i had to throw it out...I love you with all my heart i would do anything for u, but u don't trust me, u don't believe that i'm serious, i don't know what else to do.I treated u good, did i do something to hurt u?I could never do that.What u said really hurt me, that email u sent me made me feel like shit...Thanks for saying all those things, u made me cry!!!and i NEVER cry, but u really hurt me..I was so happy to be with u, that i had someone that really loves me, but u don't think that i'm serious about us, just tell me what am i suppose to do to make u trust me.I really love u and i love being with u, but i guess u are the one just playing around with me, because u are more interested about the sex and stuff than about me...i'm sorry if u think that way about me...i'll be on tonight if i can, around 10:30 11.
bye now
Rachel
Tue, 09 Apr 2002
Hey, it's me...it's almost 11:30 and i will be waiting just for another bit to see if u come online...but i guess u are mad at me or something...i didn't do anything wrong, my only fault was trying to be too nice to u and trying to do all the possible to be with u...but u don't care about that, u don't care about me, if i got home ok, or if i was alive, u just wanted to fuck, to have fun...and i spoiled your day by getting lost...well i'm sorry
I love you, i love u for who u are, not to use u and have fun.But i should have known...sorry to have waisted your time
What i feel for u is real and i really wanted to have a relationship with u, because u were everything i've ever wanted...I was happy with u...i couldn't believe i found someone so much like me, that cared about me...i don't know, maybe i was wrong
I still love you, my feelings havent changed for u, but i don't know if i believe that u love me or u even care about me, well not as much as i do for u
Email me if u want
I love you, always
Rachel
Wed, 10 Apr 2002
Hi my love, i just read your poem...i don't know what to say, it is just beautiful...i feel like c rying now, i just feel so bad...i promise i'll never make u feel bad again, i'll do anything t o make u feel happy and loved and cared for...i just love u so much and i don't want to hurt u anymore, sorry for everything i've done.From now on, i'll treat u like a king, and if i buy u stuff, u just have to keep your little mouth shut and take it, because u spend money on me, right? u spend money to come and get me, to take me back to the station, for the movies and when we go out, so i want to get u a surprise every week my love, don't worry i'll get u little things, just to make your room full of things from me, so that i'm always with u.I do that to my mom too, i buy her things because i love her, and it makes me feel better, so please don't be mad if i get u things, i want to, that's how i show how much i love you. i'm sorry again for the other day, but i'll make it up to u.I have to go now, i'll see u today at 4
I love you
Rachel
Thu, 11 Apr 2002
Hello my love, how are u? i hope fine.I just miss u and i wanted to write u an email.I'm just so disappointed that i forget your card, i wanted to read the poem u wrote me, i could sleep thinking about it!!!!Don't loose it ok? put it in a safe place so that u can give it to me next time.So, did u have fun yeasterday?.I did,it was really good, i really love being with u, in your arms, u are too cute.Anyway i just wanted to say that i miss u and email me when u can.I wont be on tonight because we are going out to my uncle's house.Let me know when u 'll be online ok? Maybe sunday, if u can, or just email me.I'll email u later or tomorrow.I love you and u are too cute and sweet, and i love that cute little smile of yours...
Bye now
Love u with all my heart
Rachel
Fri, 12 Apr 2002
Hello my love, i'll be on tonight at 11, but if i'm not, please don't get mad,but i'm pretty sure i'll be on. U were great the other day, i'm serious, the best.I was so tired that i couldn't move.Do u ever get tired?????But it was the best ever my love.I'll talk to u tonight hopefully.I miss u and i love u.Oh, and take good care of my poem!!!!!
I love you
Rachel
p.s-i hope u are not getting in trouble with your roomate because of me.
Sat, 13 Apr 2002
I left because u got me mad, why should i have stayed?so that we could fight more? u didn't want to talk much, u said u didn't know what to say and plus u had like thousands of other people to talk to(u said that).I don't like how u react and how u treat me, sometime u make me feel like shit.Everything i say u get mad.I just feel like u don't care enough about me.Maybe i'm wrong, but u don't show it as u used to, i feel this way, sorry.Maybe we can just talk once in a while, since we don;t talk much anymore, so u don't have to go to your friend just to talk to me, since u throw that in my face every time i say something.Just email me when u feel like it, or when u are bored or not so busy or whatever.I told u that i love u and i didn't change my mind about us, i feel the same about u, but u don't believe me, so that's fine.I'll be on tonight and u don't have to talk to me if u don't feel like it, i'll just say hi to u if i see u online, but u don't have to answer me back.Oh yeah i guess u don't want to see me tuesday, right? So u don't have to bother your friends because of me.Well take care
I love u always, even if it is worthless to u
Rachel
p.s I didn't say u have to apologize to me, so stop saying that.
Anyway i apologized last night about saying something that u thought was sarcastic or something.
Mon, 15 Apr 2002
Hi sweety, how are u? i'm ok, too hot today though.I just miss u that's why i emailed u.I wish we could have been together today, it was really nice out...but another day.So, will u be on tonight? i'll be on at 11, if not i'll email u tomorrow for sure.Are u still mad or sad or disappointed or i don't know...i hope we are fine now.Do u think we can do something thursday? if not we can tuesday i guess.Do u think we are going to talk tonight? think of something to talk about , anything, i will too.I'm just writing stuff, i don't know what to say, i feel we haven't talked for ages, so i want to write u a long email, i hope i wont bore u to death.I hope u believe me when i say i love u and i still feel the same way about u, in your emails u think different...but it is the truth.To tell u the truth, DONT GET MAD Please, i feel that u are getting a bit cold towards me, i don't know i feel this way, u were more caring before, i mean when we talk online, it seems that way, that's what is bothering me.But i can be wrong.But if u feel like u changed your mind or u feel differently about me, please let me know, i don't want to get hurt.I want to be with u and what i feel for u haven't changed.I better go now, email me ok? i'll talk to u tonight.
I miss you and i love you more than ever
Rachel
Tue, 16 Apr 2002
Hello my love, that's ok if u can't come online tonight, we can see each other tomorrow.I have a doctor appointement at 3:30, so i'll take the bus at 5 and i should be at orleans at 6.Where will u be waiting? where u were last time? at the parking lot?anyway i'll be at the station.Will we stay at orleans? Will u have a ride back home? i don't want u to struggle everytime to find a ride.I wish we lived closer to each other, so we could go for walks, especially at night, it is so nice out at night, so peaceful.I miss u my love.Oh, can u email me and let me know if we'll stay at orleans or go to your place, because i have a nice present for u, and i don't want to carry it around all day and then u'll have to carry it all day too. but never mind, i'll give it to u next time we go back at your place.I can't wait to see your pretty little face when u see it!!!!Well i'm going to eat now, i'll see u tomorrow and maybe we'll talk tonight, if not email me and let me know if we are still on for tomorrow.So at 6 at orleans station.Bye now
i love you
Rachel
Wed, 17 Apr 2002
My pretty little love,how are u? i feel soooo good, i'm so happy , yeasterday was the best day ever, but everyday with u is the best.I had so much fun, i feel comfortable with u, i feel i can say anything, without sounding stupid, i LOVE being with u.I hope u feel the same way too when u are with me.Am i boring? Did u have fun? i hope so.U make me laugh, u are too funny , and sooooooo sweet.Would u mind if when we walk we hold hands? do u think that is stupid?i wanted to hold your hand yesterday, but i didn't know if u wanted that.I love the little dog u got me, i put it in my key chain, so it is always with me.Nobody ever bought me something, i mean a guy, that means alot to me because it was the first gift ever from a guy i love with all my heart(well not the first because u made me cds, and the poem and songs and those are more valuable to me because u made them from your heart) .Thank u so much for everything, for the beautiful day, for the gift and for being so wonderful, i love u too much my love. i better stop now and get back to work now.Email me back when u can
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Rachel
Fri, 19 Apr 2002
Hello, i read your lirics, it is good, good job my love.That's ok if u can't get the day off for my b-day, we can go out another day, don't worry.So, did u get home ok last night? I don't know if i'm going to be online, but i'll email u for sure.Well have a good weekend and i miss u
I love you
Rachel
Sat, 20 Apr 2002
What u mean i must be busy since i have so much to say????I wrote u a nice long email the other day, u just sent me a short one, but i didn't complain.And to tell u the truth i couldn't come online or use the computer because my grandfather's brother, the nicest man ever,(my brother and i grew up with him), died yesterday so it wasn't appropriate for me to go and play around on the computer.I wanted to though, to talk to u or email u.So, what did u think i was doing? having fun or too busy for u to even email u??I don't know, then u get mad at me if i think that about u...anyway i can't go online tonight either, because my mom is waiting for phone calls, from italy, from my dad, since he was from there, the man who died, so tomorrow there is going to be the funeral, and since when here is 12 at night over there is like 6, so that's why i can't go online, don't think i'm too busy doing "fun stuff".Email me, and try to write more in your emails please, and let me know if we are going to meet on tuesday, i'll email u tomorrow from work and i'll try to go online monday night for a bit, but don't get mad if i can't.I miss u and i love you, ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye now
Rachel
Sun, 21 Apr 2002
I sent u an email yesterday telling u that i was not going to be on because of family problems, i told u that my uncle died, well my grandfather's brother, but we were very close, so i couldn't come online, IM NOT BUSY!!!!!i hate it when u just email me 2 lines saying stuff like that i am too busy for u ,, i'm never busy for u.About the other email u sent me, saying that i was so busy since i had so much to say in the email....at least i send u longer emails than yours, u just send me short ones saying that i am busy and that's it!!!!!try to write more please, if u want.Anyway i'll try to be online tonight, but if i am not it's not because i am busy doing something else, so stop saying that!!!!Are we going to meet tomorrow? let me know.I miss you
I love you
Rachel
Mon, 22 Apr 2002
Hello my love, of course i'm not mad, why should i be?I know u are tired and u work hard, i understand, so don't worry sweety.I checked my email and since u were not going to be online i thought i would email u today from work, sorry, i should have emailed u.So, how come u have to pack today? are u moving?Email me when u can ok?I'll try to go online tonight and see if u are there.I hope we can meet thursday...I better go back to work now.I miss u so much
I love you
Rachel
Tue, 23 Apr 2002
Hi, sorry about last night but my mom was on the phone, that woman talks too much.I'm sorry.mmm are u mad? u never say much in the emails...u seem like u are tired of me...i don't know, it feels like we are getting apart...do u still love me?maybe u love me less than before we met, u expected someone different, i don't know, i just feel i'm not good enough...if u don't feel the same way as before,PLEASE tell me, i don't want to get too attached to u and then get hurt, just tell me...I love u always, everytime i spend with u i love u even more...what do u feel about me?if your feelings changed or i don't know, something happened, let me know, because i feel like we are not like we used to be...i don't know, maybe i am wrong...but i sent u emails and u just reply saying 2 words...u seem so cold and distant...sorry but it seems that way, sorry if i am wrong...Do u like being with me? Are u happy? Do u see us together in the future?Do u want to be with me????I don't know, i just don't know...email me and let me know what u areally feel about me, tell me the TRUTH , please....Well i don't know what else to say, just that if i am wrong about what i said, i apologize, but if i am right, i simply want to know the truth, don't worry about hurting my feelings and stuff, i just want to know, please.I have to go, please email me and be honest
i love you always
Rachel
Wed, 24 Apr 2002
TO ME YOU ARE THE BEST.. GEE!!! Raffaella, this is why I was getting scared.. no, its not your fault. You were partially right. How would a line cook provide for somebody beautiful like you? Every aspect of you is beautiful. Dont argue, thats the only thing making me  gee!
Hi, me again.Sorry but i didn't finish the email i sent u earlier, i had to sent it in a hurry.So, do u know where u can go and live now? i wish u could stay at my house...but my mom and brother wouldn't like that too much...i'm just so worried about u, i wish i could help...mmm i don't even have money to lend u, i'm so broke...i want to do something, i want to give u everything, but i feel useless, sorry.But if u need me, or u need anything, just tell me and i'll do ANYTHING possible to help u, ok? By the way my phone number is 228-9650, call any time and if i'm not home leave a message.I'm looking in the paper for rooms to rent, but i don't know when u want to moove here, but when u are going to move in ottawa i'll help u for sure.That's ok if we can't go back to your place, we can just stay there in orleans, i have fun just being with u, walking, talking, watching a movie, anything with u my love.Email me and let me know if u have a ride back home, if we are staying in orleans and if 6 is ok with u, i'll be there for 6 anyway.i miss u and i can't wait to see u again.I'll see u tomorrow at 6
i love you soooooooooo much
Rachel
Thu, 25 Apr 2002
ALWAYS MAKING YOU WORRY
Hello my love, i just wanted to say that what if we meet tuesday? Today is so bad out, it wont stop raining.I'm worried about u getting to orleans and then at night getting back, and today with this crapy weather is going to be miserable.What do u think my love?I want to see u though, i miss u so much, but with this weather we wont have much fun.It's better if we meet tuesday, if u can and if u are not busy.Yeasterday was so nice, i hope today was nice as yesterday.I'll wait for an email from u before 5, because i'm leaving at 5 to get to orleans,Please email me as soon as u can, or phone me, but before 5.I hope u get this message before then.I love u so much
Rachel
Thu, 25 Apr 2002
Hi there, here is the song.It is good.Were u upset angry when u made it?It seems a bit violent, but it is good, very touchy.Good job my kissable love.I'll be on around 11, but don't go out if it is raining, i don't want u to get a cold.I love you and i WANT u sooooo bad
Rachel
Thu, 25 Apr 2002
My beautiful love, how are u? is everything ok?I went online a bit last night, but since u weren't there i just went to bed.Did u go online? Maybe i should have waited a bit longer.I just miss u so much my love.I hope we can do something on tuesday, because it's been toooooooooo long since the last time i saw u, and it is killing me!!!!I miss u too much.I can't stop thinking about your pretty face, your cute smile, your sweet eyes, your sexy body...i want u so bad right now!!!!I miss being with u, to be kissed by you, to feel your hands all over me...i better stop now, i am at work, i'm getting too excited now!mmmm what did u think about yesterday?around 6 it stopped raining!Stupid weather!Anyway it was good we didn't meet because i got pimples!!!!I don't know what happened, my forehead is full of them.U must think i am a joke, 25 year old with pimples!!!but they are going away now.I feel stupid now, i feel like a joke, i cover them with makeup but still...But lets talk about u my sexy love.How is everything going?What about your place? did u find another place?Do u need any help?Is there anything i can do?I think about u all the time, if u are ok, if u ate, if u are hungry if u are cold, if u are sad...i'm just worried about u all the time.Promiss me something ok?If u need anything,ANYTHING, just call me, and i'll do whatever i can to help u.U know my numbers, i hope.Did u loose them again???Let me know.Sorry if i seem a bit paranoid, but i worry about u, i want u to be happy, i just love u so much...I better go back to work now.Email me when u can.I love you with all my heart, and remember that always.
Bye sweety
i love you
Rachel
Fri, 26 Apr 2002
Hi my love, did u go online last night? i fell asleep around 10:30, sorry. i waited to go online around 11:30, but i fell asleep.It's been a week that i've been sleeping too much...usually i can't sleep, but now, around 9:30 10:00 i'm gone, that's strange...sorry if u went online and i wasn't there, i hope u don't think that u are not important to me, u are my life...I'll be on sunday night, tonight i'm not sure, because my mom on saturday nights she stayis on the phone late, but i'll try, but i'll be on for sure sunday, ok?I hope we can meet tuesday, can we?
I have to go now
I LOVE YOU
Rachel
p.s. I miss u like crazy
Sat, 27 Apr 2002
My love, i just can't believe what u wrote, that's what i was thinking of(about spending an whole day together), i wanted to ask u that, if u could do that...i can't believe it...i'll ask my boss for tuesday off, lets hope it's going to be nice weather though..what did u buy me my love, u shouldn't have done that, u are too good to me, thank u so much, and of course i'll like it, i will LOVE it, because it is from u.I miss you so much and i can't wait untill tuesday...a whole day!!!i'm so excited now!We'll talk about that sunday night and monday night too, so we can decide what we are going to do.I have to go now i'll talk to u tomorrow night
I LOVE YOU
Rachel
Sat, 27 Apr 2002
My love,u didn't do anything wrong sweety, it's just that i had so much work and i couldn't use the compat work and i couldn'tuse the one at home because my mom is doing her taxes on it.Hey what if i take thursday off , i could come to your place and spend the day in rockland,we could go out for walks and then come back to your place...it would be fun, i want to see your town.What u think?Today and tomorrow i'm going to work extra hours so i could take thursday off hopefully or just work a couple of hours at the most.Is that good? I miss u so much my love, i hope i could come today, butif i come today it would be for only a couple of hours,so it is better thusday,i hope u are going to be free on thursday, let me know ok?I'll see if i can come online tonight,i think she is done with the taxes, soi will be around 10:30 11:00.I loveu so much and ican't wait to kiss your perfect lips and hug you so thight,iwant u so bad,i miss u soooooo much.Email me when u can.I 'll talk to u later
I love you
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