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WELCOME TO OUR STORY THIS PART OF THE WEB SITE IS THE BATTLE I'M IN FOR MY CHILDREN AND FOR OTHERS OUT THERE WHO NEED HELP BUT DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START I HOPE SOMEDAY THAT THIS WEB SITE WILL HELP OTHERS GET THE HELP THEY NEED. BECAUSE THE SAD TRUTH OF THE LEGAL SYSTEMS AND SOME NON PROFIT GROUPS THEY LOOK GOOD UP FRONT BUT WHEN YOU ARE READY FOR THE HELP THEY CLAIM TO GIVE IT'S JUST NOTHING BUT PROMISES THAT GET BROKEN.
DAY ONE
MY HUSBAND GOT MAD AT MY BABY GIRL AT THE TIME SHE WAS TWO MONTHS OLD SHE WAS CRYING AND HE WAS HOLDING HER WHEN HE GOT MAD BECAUSE SHE WOULD'NT STOP I TRIED TO TELL HIM TO GIVE ME THE BABY BUT HE WOULD'NT HE SLAMED HER DOWN IN THE CRIB.AT THAT POINT I GUESS YOU COULD SAY THAT WHEN YOUR A MOTHER AND SOME ONE HURTS YOUR CHILD YOU DON'T THINK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU OR YOU JUST DON'T CARE ALL YOU KNOW IS THAT'S MY CHILD AND YOU WON'T HURT HER. THAT'S THE ONLY WAY I CAN PUT IT INTO TO WORDS. I LOOKED AT HIM AND SAID I WILL NOT STAND BY AND LET YOU THAT TO A BABY BECAUSE SHE WANTS HER BOTTLE. THAT'S WHEN I NOTICE THE LOOK ON HIS FACE AND HE HIT ME RIGHT UP SIDE THE HEAD THAT DAY HE HIT ME AS HARD AS HE COULD. WHEN I GOT UP I WENT OUTSIDE.HE LOCKED THE DOOR AND WOULD'NT LET ME IN.I WALKED 8 MILES TO MY MOTHERS HOUSE. AS SOON AS I GOT THERE I CALLED THE POLICE AND THE POLICE CALLED DSS AND DSS GAVE THE CHILDREN TO HIM. I KNOW THAT WOULD BE HARD TO BELEIVE BUT SHE SAID THAT SINCE I COULD'NT SUPPORT THEM IT WOULD BE BEST IF HE HAS THE CHILDREN FOR NOW. I ONLY SEE MY CHILDREN 3 DAYS A WEEK.EVEN THOUGH HE GOT MAD AT THE BABY FOR CRYING THE WOMAN ACTED LIKE SHE JUST DID'NT CARE.
DAY TWO
AN OFFICER CALLED TODAY WANTING TO FOLLOW UP ON THE CASE I TOLD HIM EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN HE SAID THAT HE WOULD BRING MY HUSBAND IN TO TALK TO HIM I DID'NT ASK WHY BUT HE WANTED TO TALK WITH HIM AND HE WOULD GET BACK TO ME ABOUT THE WARRANT
DAY THREE
I HAVE YET TO SEE THE CHILDREN THE VISTATION DOES'NT START TILL 6-6-04 THANKS TO DSS I WISH I KNEW THAT THEY WHERE OKAY AND WHAT THEY WHERE DOING I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY NO ONE BELIVES ME OR IF THEY DO THEY SURE GOT A FUNNY WAY OF SHOWING IT. I GOT PICKED UP BY LAW INFORMENT TODAY MY HUSBAND TURNED ME IN FOR SOME BAD CHECKS THAT HE MADE ME WRITE BECAUSE I WAS'NT ALLOWED TO HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH ANYONE AND MY MOM OPEN THE ACCOUNT FOR ME AND PUT ENOUGH MONEY FOR ME TO GET AWAY FROM HIM AND HE FOUND THE CHECK BOOK HE MADE ME RIGHT THE CHECKS OVER THE AMOUNT THAT WAS IN THE ACCOUNT AS PUNISHEMENT FOR TRYING TO LEAVE HIM AFTER THREE HOURS OF STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LIVING ROOM WHILE HE YELLED AT ME AND WHEN HE WOULD WALK BY SLAP ME WHERE EVER AND I WAS'NT ALLOWED TO PASS OUT OR HIT THE FLOOR BUT I'M GLAD THAT IS OVER THE JUDGE DID LET ME OUT ONLY BECAUSE HE KNEW MY HUSBAND FROM A COUPLE OF YEARS BACK HE ROBBED 13 CHURCHES FOR I THINK IT WAS SPEAKERS HE SAID BUT HE DID'NT LIKE MY HUSBAND AND I GUESS HE KNEW HOW HE WAS.
DAY FOUR
A LADY FROM A PLACE CALLED SISTER CARE CALLED ME TODAY SHE ADVISED ME TO GO TO GET A LAWYER FROM A PLACE THAT WILL PROVIDE FREE SERVICES IF YOU QUALIFY.SO I WENT AND THEY WILL NOT HELP ME DUE TO DSS.THEIR POLICY IS NOT TO GET INVOLVED IN CASES THAT WILL BE GOING AGAINST ANOTHER STATE AGENICES SHE COULD TELL ME ONE THING THE LAW AND DSS SHOULD HAVE GAVE THE CHILDREN TO ME.I NEED TO SOME HOW FIND A LAWYER THAT ANIT AFRAID OF DSS I TOLD HER THAT I DID'NT HAVE NO MONEY SHE ASKED ME IF WE OWNED ANY LAND I SAID YES BUT WE LIVE ON IT SHE SAID TO ME FIND A LAWYER EXPLAIN TO HIM YOUR SITUTION AND YOU WILL MAKE PAYMENTS AND PUT UP THE LAND SO HE WILL KNOW HE WILL GET THE MONEY SOME LAWYERS OUT THERE DO HAVE A HEART AND AT FIRST I DID'NT BELEIVE HER BUT YOU KNOW I DID FIND ONE THAT WOULD DO IT NO MATTER IF I COULD PAY HIM OR NOT HE DON'T CARE ABOUT THE MONEY I FEEL A LITTLE BIT OF RELEIF BUT NOT MUCH HE TOLD ME THAT I NEED TO GO DOWN AND FILE AN ORDER OF PROTECTION I TOLD HIM THAT BILLY WOULD KILL ME THAT PEICE OF PAPER ANIT GOING TO STOP HIM IT WILL JUST SET HIM OFF MY LAWYER SAID TO ME LOOK I WANT TO HELP YOU BUT YOU HAVE TO STAND UP FOR YOUR SELF DON'T LET HIM BULLY YOU AROUND EVEN AFTER HE IS OUT OF YOUR LIFE YOU DO WHAT I TELL YOU TO OKAY CALL ME AFTER YOU FILL IT TODAY. SO I WENT TO THE COURT HOUSE AND FILED THE ORDER OF PROTECTION IT WAS HARD BUT HE'S GOT A POINT IF I DON'T DO NOTHING HE WILL TAKE THE CHILDREN FROM ME. I CALLED HIM AS SOON AS I GOT HOME AND TOLD HIM I FILED IT BUT NOW I'M SCARED BECAUSE WHEN THEY SERVE THEM PAPERS ITS GOING TO SET HIM OFF AND I DON'T WANT THE CHILDREN TO BE THERE WHEN THEY DO HE SAID LOOK I WILL CALL THE LAW AND COURT AND SEE IF WE CAN'T WORK SOMETHING OUT FOR THE CHILDRENS SAFETY BUT THE FIRST TIME I LOOKED AT YOU TODAY YOU LOOKED LIKE ONE OF THOSE WOMEN FROM OVER THERE IN IRAQ THOSE PEOPLE HAVE SHELL SHOKED YOU AND YOUR GOING TO BE SCARED I CAN'T PROTECT YOU BUT I CAN HELP YOU BATTERED WOMEN ARE LIKE SOLDIERS THEY DON'T ATTACK A LITTLE AT A TIME WHEN THEY GO TO BATTLE THEY GO IN FULL FORCE AND GIVE IT ALL THEY GOT WHEN YOU DON'T WANT TO DO SOMETHING BECAUSE YOUR SCARED JUST THINK ABOUT WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN WHEN YOUR CHILDREN ARE OLDER HE IS GOING TO TREAT THEM THE SAME WAY AND SOMEWHERE IN YOUR MIND YOU KNOW IT YOUR JUST NOT READY TO COPE WITH THAT YET BUT JUST THINK OF THEM AND JUST DO IT OKAY ANY MORE PROBLEMS YOU CALL ME OKAY. AND YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE EVERYTHING HE SAID TO ME IS THE TRUTH AND TO ANY ONE OUT THERE IF YOUR FINALLY OUT OF THAT BAD SITUTION AND YOU WANT TO GO BACK JUST THINK OF THOSE WORDS YOU JUST READ IT MIGHT NOT WORK FOR EVERYONE BUT IF THE NEXT TIME HE HITS YOU JUST LOOK DOWN AT YOUR CHILDS FACE AND SEE WHAT THEY ARE GOING THREW AND IN THE END YOUR CHILDREN GET HIT EVERYTIME YOU DO JUST NOT IN THE SAME WAY THERE ARE WAYS TO GET OUT YOU JUST HAVE TO BE WILLING TO DO IT AND THERE IS NOTHING HARDER.I'M NOT TRYING TO SCARE ANYONE WHO READS THIS THIS WEB SITE IS HOW IT IS AND THIS IS MY LIFE AND WHAT I'M GOING THREW EVERYDAY.AND YOU WILL HAVE YOUR GOOD DAYS AND YOUR BAD ONES BUT IT YOUR BAD DAYS WANT BE AS BAD AS WHEN HE GOT MAD AT YOU FOR SOMETHING AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.
DAY FIVE
WELL BILLY WENT AND SPOKE WITH THE POLICE AND CAN YOU BELEIVE THEY QUESTION MY SIX YEAR OLD DAUGTER.HE IS GOING TO CLOSE THE CASE BECAUSE HE CLAIMS I COULD HAVE GOT THE INJURES ON THE WAY WALKING TO MY MOMS HOUSE.I WAS SO MAD I COULD SPIT NAILS I THINK I WAS. I TOLD HIM THAT WHEN MY CHILDREN KNOW THAT THEIR FATHER GETS MAD THEY LEAVE THE ROOM OR I PUT THEM IN THEIR ROOM AND SHUT THE DOOR BECAUSE IF HE GOES TO THROW SOMETHING AT ME HE DOES'NT CARE WHERE THEY ARE ALL HE KNOWS IS THAT THEY SHOULD'NT HAVE BEEN THERE.HE SAID WELL I'M CLOSING THE CASE I JUST SAID OKAY THANK YOU I'M NOT FIGHTING WITH HIM ABOUT IT IT'S JUST NOT WORTH IT BECAUSE DSS WILL REMOVE THE CHILDREN AND PUT THEM IN FOSTER CARE IF HE GOES TO JAIL OR HE WILL TAKE IT OUT ON THE CHILDREN BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES THERE IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT BUT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON SO INSTEAD OF CAUSING A BIG UPROAR ABOUT IT I WILL JUST LET IT GO MY LAWYER ANIT TO HAPPY BUT I EXPLAIN TO HIM THAT THE CHILDREN WOULD BE AT RISK IF I PUSH IT BECAUSE HE MIGHT THINK THAT JESSIE HAD TOLD THE MAN SOMETHING HE UNDERSTOOD AND SAID THAT WOULD BE BETTER AND WHEN WE GO TO COURT WE WILL DEAL WITH IT THEN.
JUNE 6-04
I WILL BE GETTING THE CHILDREN TODAY IT HAS BEEN 11 DAYS SINCE I SEEN THEM I CAN'T WAIT. WELL I WENT AND PICKED UO THE CHILDREN THEY BROUGHT TWO CARS AND A CAMCORDIER AND OF COURSE THIS LADY THAT WORKS AT A JAIL HOUSE SHE IS JUST A GAURD BUT SOME HAOW THINKS SHE IS A COP IT WAS A BIG ORDEAL I WISH HE WENT HAVE PUT THE CHILDREN THREW ALL THAT I CAN JUST IMAGE SOME OF THE THINGS THAT WAS SAID TODAY BEFORE THEY BROUGHT THEM DOWN TO BE DROPPED OFF HE'S MOTHER IS JUST AS BAD AS HE IS THEY BEAT ON EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME IT JUST A WORLD OF MESS THAT IS HARD TO UNDERSTAND IF YOU LIVED WITH THEM YOU WOULD THEY CAN DO ANYTHING THEY WANT TO ANY BODY AND SLIP RIGHT THREW LAW ENFORCEMENT LIKE IT'S NOTHING BUT WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND THEY MAY NOT GET IT IN THIS LIFE TIME BUT THEY WILL PAY FOR ALL THE THINGS THEY DO TO PEOPLE. LATER ON THAT NIGHT MY SIX YEAR OLD DAUGTER JESSIE SHE LAID DOWN BESIDE ME AND SAID MOMIE THEY TOOK PICTURES OF ME WITH NO CLOTHES ON I COULD'NT QUIT GRASP WHAT SHE SAID I COULD'NT SPEAK I WAS JUST LOST SEE THERE IS ONE THING THAT I HAVE MADE A POINT TO TEACH MY CHILDREN THAT EVEN THOUGH YOUR DADY MAY HIT ME SOMETIMES YOU SHOULD NEVER LET A MAN HIT YOU DON'T PUT UP WITH IT IF HE HITS YOU HE DON'T LOVE YOU HE CAN SAY THE WORDS I LOVE YOU BUT BECAUSE HE SAYS IT DON'T MEAN NOTHING PEOPLE LIE EVERY DAY AND IF SOME ONE EVERY TOUCHES YOU ANY WHERE OR DOES SOMETHING TO YOU THAT MAKES YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE YOU DON'T BE SCARED OF THEM YOU TELL ME I DON'T CARE WHO IT IS YOU ARE TO TELL ME IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT IF SOMETHING WAS TO EVER HAPPEN TO YOU AND DON'T LET THEM MAKE YOU THINK THAT IT IS I SAT UP AND LOOK AT HER AND SAID WHAT SHE SAID THIS IS HER EXCAT WORDS DADY,GRANDMA, AND GENIE TOOK PICTURES OF ME THEY PULLED UP MY SHIRT AND MADE ME TAKE MY PANTS DOWN I CRIED AND DADY GOT MAD AND YELLED AT ME. I TOLD THEM TO STOP THEY JUST WOULD'NT THEY JUST MADE ME DO IT ANY WAYS I ASKED HER JESSIE WHO WAS IN THE ROOM WHEN THIS HAPPEN SHE SAID DADY,GRANDMA,AND GENIE I ASKED HER HOW FAR DID THEY PULL UP YOUR SHIRT SHE PULLED THE SHIRT UP AS HIGH AS THEY COULD GET IT THEN I ASKED HER IF THEY DID IT TO HER BROTHER SHE SAID YES THEY TOOK OFF HE'S DIAPER THEY WOPED HIM BECAUSE HE CRIED ABOUT IT I THEN ASKED HER DID THEY DO IT TO THE BABY SHE SAID I DON'T KNOW I GAVE HER A HUG AND TOLD HER SHE DID THE RIGHT THING BY TELLING ME SHE SAID DON'T TELL DADY BECAUSE HE WILL GET MAD I TOLD HER I WOULD'NT I WAITED FOR HER TO FALL ASLEEP AND CALLED DSS THINKING THAT SHE WOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BOY WAS I WRONG I TOLD HER WHAT EVER YOU DO DON'T SAY NOTHING TO HER FATHER BECAUSE HE WILL HURT HER FOR TELLING ME AND TO PLEASE CALL ME JESSIE IS VERY UPSET ABOUT THIS TO GO AGAINST HIS WORDS AND TELL ME.
JUNE 7- 04
I GET A SURPISE HOME VIST FROM DSS TODAY I GUESS THEY THINK I MEAN TO MY CHILDREN AND ME AND MY 95LB SELF BEAT BILLY UP ALL THE TIME THE FIRST WORDS OUT OF HER MOUTH WAS I SPOKE TO BILLY ABOUT THE PICTURES I TURNED AROUND AND SAID I KNOW YOU DID'NT SHE GAVE NO ANSWER I THINK SHE KNEW I WAS UPSET BECAUSE I JUST SHOOK MY HEAD AND WENT TO THE BED ROOM I DID'NT WANT TO SEE HER AT THAT MOMENT I COME BACK OUT FRONT AND SAID YOU KNOW WHEN I LEFT THAT MESSAGE ON YOUR MACHINE I TOLD YOU NOT TO TELL HIM THAT SHE TOLD ME NOW HE IS GOING TO DO GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT TO HER WHY DID YOU DO THAT SHE JUST SMILED AND SAID HE WANT TOUCH HER I SAID OH REALLY YOU DID'NT LIVE WITH THE MAN FOR 11 YRS DID YOU?SHE SAID DON'T WORRIER ABOUT IT I'VE GOT BILLY UNDER CONTROLL I SAID UN HUH I BET YOU DO I TELL YOU WHAT GO UP THERE AND I WILL TELL YOU HOW TO PUSH HIS BUTTONS AND YOU WILL SEE FOR YOURSELF WHAT HE IS ABOUT BECAUSE I TELL YOU RIGHT NOW HE REALY DON'T CARE THAT YOU ARE DSS HE WILL HIT YOU JUST LIKE HE DOES ME SHE CHANGED THE SUBJECT AND SAID WELL HOW DID THE PICK UP GO I SAID BESIDES TWO CARS AND FOUR PEOPLE OH AND LETS NOT FORGET THE CAMCORDIER SHE SAID I KNOW YOUR UPSET I TOLD HER YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING THREW MY MIND RIGHT NOW OR HOW I FEEL LOOK ALL I WANT IS FOR HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE DON'T BE MEAN TO THE CHILDREN JUST PICK THEM UP AND DROP THEM OFF THAT'S IT SHE SAID OKAY I'VE GOT TO GO TO SEE BILLY NOW AND GO SCARE HIM I SAID I WOULD'NT DO THAT IF I WAS YOU BILLY IS NOT THE ONE TO BE THREATING IN ANY WAY BECAUSE HE WILL SIT AND FOR DAYS THINK OF WAYS TO GET YOU BACK THEN SHE LEFT I KNOW I WAS RUDE TO HER BUT THAT'S HOW DSS GETS CHILDREN KILLED THAT WAS JUST STUPID ON HER PART I KNOW IT'S RUDE AND MEAN BUT JUST THINK ABOUT WHAT SHE JUST DID AND THE CHILDREN HAVE TO GO HOME
JUNE 8-04
TODAY A LADY CALLED ME SHE IS WITH THE ADVOCATES AT THE POLICE DEPARTMENT I FELT SO GOOD AFTER I TALKED TO HER SHE UNDERSTOOD WHERE I WAS COMING FROM AND SOMETHING I COULD'NT SAY SHE FILLED IN THE SPACES FOR ME SHE WILL BE COMING TO MY HOUSE ON WESNDAY AT 12:30pm FINALLY SOMEONE IS GOING TO HELP ME.
JUNE 9-04
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