May 24, 2008: Today, I woke up in a bath of syringes and broken glass with a harpy perched on my chest. The ghosts that constatly float around my in the clouds head had abandoned me to a state of perpetual mental ne'er-do-well. Nearby, babies screamed for the touch of their mothers and food but never to be had again. Buildings burned as they did since the time of the great white nothing and the poison air was thinner while needy blades were quietly left unsatisfied.
I want to tell you how much I love you but the urge to peel back your flesh and embrass your smooth skeleton was far too strong. As I layed next to you I watched the lights dance behind my eyelids. They reminded me of when meaning meant something and hatred was clearly distinguishable from boredom.
No sense intended to be made.
I've been asleep inside a box full of comfortable lies and packing peanuts for the past two weeks. It's time to wake up.
April 6, 2008: First of all, go join the new URC Forum. Second, if you like my music go to the music page and click that donate button and leave me something.
March 13, 2008: There is a new instrumental track called "She's Falling" up at my MYSPACE and my SOUNDCLICK. Check it out.
February 9, 2008: My poetry is now available on the internet to see and hear. Check it out HERE, HERE, or HERE.
January 29, 2008: Doom soon. Doom soon.
November 17, 2007: Don't worry. I'm way over what I was feeling at the last update. Anyway, I'm hoping to give this site a complete overhaul in the near future. It will look a lot better and I'll have an actual domain name. Hopefully, I'll be bringing you something new soon. I have a lot I want to do. I hope to put together a free mixtape, and I'm thinking of writing a book since poetry has begun to interest me lately. Don't expect anything from my lazy ass though.
September 19, 2007: Reading my old updates on this website, I sound like an arrogant dickhead. I'm sorry. Despite my attempts to have a more positive outlook on life it grows increasingly negative. I need to work harder to have happiness in my life again. Where the hell am I going from here? I feel like I'm drifting where I'm supposed to go and doing what I need to do like machine. I'm losing my motivation. Will I ever make any songs worth listening to? Will I ever write anything worth reading? I made some changes to the site.
July 18, 2007: I've recently uploaded a new instrumental to my MYSPACE PAGE. I think it sounds best if you listen to it with headphones.
May 30, 2007: It's been almost 2 months since the last update. I'm finally home for the summer. I'm working on a project now. Death^3 is pretty much scrapped but I'm going to use the beats and everything I had made for it for other things. Thank you for anyone who still listens to me.
March 1, 2007: Oy. Nothing going on. Up past my eyeballs in schoolwork and haven't had time to do anything. Don't expect Death^3 to come out anytime before summer. Hopefully I'll have time to work on a song during spring break. Also, please sign the guestbook if you come here. And another thing. I'm beginning to hate how I made this site so I'll probably hire someone to do something with it when I get the time and money. Thank you.
December 30, 2006: Even though no one comes to this site, ever, I'm still updating it. So I hope you all had a good Xmas and that you'll have a good New Year. As for me I am currently working on a new free demo called Death^3. It will be entirely different from everything I've done so far so keep an eye out. Peace
November 25, 2006: Yet a another new track up. This one is called "Death by 1000 Cuts". Check it out at my MYSPACE PAGE
November 11, 2006: FINALLY! A new track is up at MY SOUNDCLICK. This is not a rap track. This is a spoken word using an automatist poem I wrote. It's mindfuckingly amazing.
October 08 2006: It's been almost a month since I updated and I feel like doing so. There is not much going on right now music wise but I've been busy as fuck with school and work. I do however now have a new track up at MY SOUNDCLICK. It is a remix of an Ill Bill track featuring Raekwon called Enemy. It was made for a contest. It didn't make the finals but it turned out pretty good otherwise.
September 10, 2006: I've got a new interview up at Pipelinemusic.net. Check it out.
August 15, 2006: Rorshak here. I've recently begun college at Iowa State University. My classes and other things will cut into my music time plus my inablity to record in my dorm room has put me on an indefinite hiatus. However, I will continue writing and in the near future I will be using the studio here at ISU for my music. Thanks to everyone for your support. And if you haven't already check below and download the EP
August 8, 2006: Here it is. My first free EP, Benjamin's Lot, is finally up for download.
It features production from Stir Crazy, Eighty Es, Kreepy D of the Few But Crazy and Myself.
It was mixed and mastered by Preacher-X.
Tracklist:
1. Strange Journey (Intro) (Produced by Rorshak)
2. Benjamin's Lot (Produced by Kreepy D of the Few But Crazy)
3. You Never Know (Produced by Stir Crazy)
4. Al Azif (Produced by Eighty Es)
5. Rotting Revisited (Produced by Rorshak)
Please check this out and feel free to leave your thoughts, criticisms, reviews, love and hate.
Also, if anyone has any webspace they wouldn't mind letting me put this on, please hit me up and let me know!
July 31, 2006: Ok. For various reasons, Benjamin's lot has been cut down to 4 tracks. I'm sending it to Preacher-X for mixing and mastering as I type this. Expect it soon. But I'm not setting any dates because everytime I do, it gets jinxed.
July 21, 2006: As you can see, I have a new domain name. rorshak.tk. I got tired of all the adds i.am/rorshak had and I'm too cheap to buy a.com.
June 24, 2006: I'm working on a free 6 track demo/EP called Benjamin's Lot. It will feature production from Kreepy D of the FBC, Stir Crazy, 1134 and myself. It will be mixed and mastered by Preacher-X and it will be availible...when it's done. Other than that, not much else going on. I'm pissed I couldn't get to the WUMF2 for various reasons, and I've been looking foward to it for awhile. But I digress.
June 10, 2006: Ok, I have a new myspace, the old one got deleted. HERE IT IS
June 5, 2006: Something...It's...I don't know... I just don't know...Something's coming...But...it...
May 24, 2006: Do you need cheap beats or graphics? Then check out KUSTODES PRODUCTIONS for very cheap beats and graphics!
May 15, 2006: Ehh. Not much going on. I turned 18 on the 8th an I graduate from high school this Sunday but no one gives a shit about that so whatever. Oh yeah, join THIS FORUMbecause Surreal Killa is my boy. Do it or I will tear out your intestines and lynch you on a tree with them!
May 2, 2006: There's a new song up at my SHEEZYART, MYSPACE and my AUDIOSTREET. I'm also going to up load it to my SOUNDCLICK when it stops being gay to me. Anyway the song is called "The Whole of the Law" and it's got a dope beat by MARGIN OF BADNESS so be sure to check him out too. Peace yall!
April 22, 2006: Rorshak here. I got a guest book up under "Contact". So sign it you fucks!
April 17, 2006: Rorshak yet again (No shit! It's my fucking site after all) New short track is up at my SOUNDCLICK and my SHEEZY ART. It's called ______ (aka I didn't want a fucking title on it). Check it out and leave feedback! Peace yall!
April 16, 2006: This is Rorshak, aka The Divine Abortion, here. The site is up and going. Yeah, it's simple but it'll do for now. Not much going on. Working on some songs, and if you want to hear what I have so far click on "Music" in the navigation above. Peace everyone, and thank you for visiting the site.
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