12/8/08- Story section of site is down until I'm finished editing it. I may also put that certain story on hold and start a new one.
I'm Ryan although my nickname and pen name is Rok (Row-ke) . I'm a poet in the form of Dark/Depressing/ Emo most of the time and I can write poems in a happy emotional term depending on my present mood and how I feel but it comes at a rare occasion.
I am into the Dark type of Rock which include: Screamo, Emo, Gothic, Heavy Metal, Death Metal, in three main languages: Japanese, English, German.
Some bands include:
Girugamesh (lead singer Satoshi in background.) (Japanese)
Slipknot (English)
Dir En Grey (Japanese)
Tokio Hotel (German/English)
Aiden (English)
Oomph! (German)
And so on.
Types of Books I read are : Horror/Scary/some Mystery. But mostly ones that include magical wars or mystical creatures. I prefer reading books with vampires in them. Exmples: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse. I will read poetry like Edgar Allen Poe's.
I am an ex emo i guess you'd call it because I've stopped so far for quite a while but I still burn myself so you can call me an PyroEmoGoth or whatever but never use labels near me because I have issues with them. When it comes to how I act and dress, I'll wear mostly Black clothes and prefer long sleeves and baggy pants or tripps. I dont copy people I act like who I am. I am not some cheap imitation like most people but a true original. I am and can be a very very energetic and weird person as well as very observant and creative. I have a habit of disappearing when people look away and be found somewhere else and end up scaring those people there even when I don't try to but merely go to talk to some random people, friends or look at something I am searching for or