March 25, 2006

weeee kalingaw gud kanina sa mergrande... kahit na sa 7 na tao na gi invyt ko 2 lng ung nakapunta..hehehe di man xa as in over ka lingaw pero nalingaw ako kasi may lechon and parang kasarap gud ng feeling pagkasama mo ung mga "old & true" friendz moh..hehehe so un lng muna ahehehe..

March 24, 2006

huhuhu i just realized na wala na tlga ako future sa ddr huhu mga 1 month lng ako nagstop tapos di na ako mxdo marunong.. huhuhu wats wrong wid me... ok so the final destination 3 was pretty fun... and because of that movie i will never ask for the power to see the future... waaaa it scares me to know how somebody or i will die.. ngeee katakot kaya.. well after namin nanuod ng movie, nauna na umuwi sina angelie and mia.. so naglakad2x kami ni johncel and i saw this kewl "biohazard" na badge.. hehehe so i bought it.... and when i got home tinext ko ung bf ko and told him na im giving him another chance... uhhhh i cant help it.... i still love him...

March 23, 2006

Well... we're done... wala na.. no more... after many arguements.... it finally ended... it hurts really... but i think its the right thing... i mean, i dont want to be hurt anymore... even if i love him still... ill just move on... i know i can do it... ill try to do it... my find is filled with things... uhhhh but really i think i cant do it.... i cant... i still love him... but...the pain is haunting me... i dont know.. i hate this feeling...

March 22, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...!!! Well despite of my classmates flooding my inbox i woke up smilling.. wahaha i'm very touch.. as in touch... i never expected that my classmates or anybody will ever try to bet who will be the first one to greet me... hehehe... sooo happy... My father said that we will celebrate my birthday on saturday at mergrande with my friends... a very good timing coz our class is going to have our farewell party at mergrande on sat. also...weeeee!!! hehehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...!!! my bf gave me a slipper which i like very much!!! and a bag..!!! i really like the slippers its so cuTE!!!! and the bag is very nice..!!!!! we bought it yesterday at SM with my sister... Im not very happy today... Its because i think i really cant understand him anymore.. i dont know... its like he's hiding something... i dont know what... maybe its something about [censored]... hahay... its not that he's always ruining my day.. its just that it makes me feel uncomfortable whenever he's acting this way... hahay... I dont know how do you call this kind of relationship... sometimes i feel that he doesnt love me anymore... i dont know... but one thing i really dont know why... why do i love him very much despite of the things he'd done and the pains ive been through.... why, why, why... its very hard for me to break up with him... sometimes i feel that we should stop our relationship but after thinking clearly.... i cant do it... i just love him tooooo much...

"im scared to fall in love
afraid to love so fast
coz everytime i fall in love
it seems to never last...

March 21, 2006

Filipino test was very hard.. the questions were like "sinu nagsabi...blahblahblah" grrrr... makalagot as in hard... sa chem... hmmmm.. the problem solving part was very, very, very easy.. i answered all the questions correctly... weeeeee.... but for the other question...uhhh.. dont ask.... Well it's the 2nd time in my history that im not excited of my birthday tomorrow... who would be excited na exams and we have to study 3 subjects... grrrrrr.......

March 20, 2006

wow the math test was really hard... really, really, really hard... it was just like 35 items but i think i failed.. uhhh!!!! CLE test was just ok.. i guess..... i really dont care.. honestly... its ok if i fail, its my fault for not studying anyway...sooo after the exams i went home and slept whole day... then i ate.. then i took a bath.. then surf the net and trying to fix my new site.. wahaha so inshort i am not studying Filipino and Chemistry wahaha..!!! sooo bad!!!

March 19, 2006

HAPPY MONTHSARY GAH!!! i love you very much...!!! uhhhh kawawa tlga ang baby ko!!! sh*t!! ksi ang dame niya problema ngaung day.. in short he's not happy this day... si [censored] man gud bah.. making stories really makes people mad.. especially my mR. cHips.. he really hates it... tapos eto namang si [censored] hahay naman tlga... sana mag soften ang heart ng baby ko kasi as in grabe tlga ung galit niya.. grrrrrrr.... well actually pati ako may kasalanan din kung bkt masama araw niya kahit monthsary namin ngaun..uhm well it wasnt my fault mag selos... kasi there's this gurl na pinagseselosan ko tapos mr chips said na he is going to church, then wen i askd the gurl through text where she is she said she's at [censored]..!!! that place is near the church where my mr chips is attending..!!! so i was so hysterical..!!! I tried to calm myself.. but i cant... so i textd him told him that if he wants [censored] then i will set him free... but he said they didnt meet.. i dont know why but i dont trust him anymore...!!! uuuuhhhhh!!!!!!! grrrrr!!!!

Our exams is tomorrow... guess what.. i didnt study again... im really so stupid... tomorrow is our CLE and MATH test... and honestly i think im gonna fail math this quarter...!!!! grrrr...!!!!! CLE? i dont know... its kinda ok.. i just have to read the handouts our teacher gave us... ill read it tomorrow.. hehehe

March 18, 2006

I really cant understand him anymore.. i dont know if he still loves me.. uhhhhh.. so stupid... i really really wish he would buy a new phone so we can use suncel...coz if we use sun he cant text ***** and ******* anymore.. uhhhH!!! f**k them!! sh*t!! waaaa my head is aching.. grrrr.. and i really hate the fact that we will have our final exams on monday.. grrrrr so tired of studying the stupid subject CLE... who would want to memorize the stuff even catholic people havnt heard of... grrrrr its just making students life hard.. we dont nid it anyway..!!!! uhhhhh!! who the heck decided to teach us those things!!!! Sh*t..!!! please click here...

March 17, 2006

uhm... let me see... i woke up bcoz of my mom knocking at my door, told me that she didnt attend my sister's recognition day bcoz she thought that she will go with me pagwithdraw ng pera sa bank.. then i was lyk "ngek, dapat nagpunta ka dun kay zendy.. maya pa man sana ako magkuha money sa bank after ng recog ni zendy.." tapos un she said that it was too late already to attend my sister's recog bcoz it started 8am and its already 9am... so i just said "ok" and went back to sleep.. then my mother woke me up again and told me to take a bath so when my father comes home from the grocery we can fetch my sisters and go straight to the bank and eat my favorite food batchoy.. well after i got the money we stayed first at my mom's boarding house.. we watched brother bear!!! hehehe then we ate batchoy.. uhhhh i really hated the taste of the batchoy they served.. well actually it has no taste... but becoz i was very hungry... i ate it all wahahaha then mommy dropped me and my sister sa skul and pumunta ako sa rum juz to check my classmates.. hehehe then i waited, waited, waited ng matagal sa cashier para lng makabyad for the exams on monday.. then after that pumunta ako sa german guy to pay for the testtube i bought from him... then when i went to the chem lab to give the testtube... the teachers was like "ay di man dapat ganito na size ang bilhin mo.. dapat 16x125 hndi 16x150"... uhhhh!!! the heck!!!! she never told me the size of the testtube that i shud buy anyway..!!! grrrrr i really wish hyona will bring the 16x125 testtube on monday.. or else.. i cant take the exam.!!! grrrrrrrrrrr..... stupid testtube..!!!

March 16, 2006

Well new layout again.. i hope this will be the last time i will change my host.. i really can't make a choice between t35.com or fateback.. but one thing i hate about those hosts they have ads.. grrr... t35 has the most anoying ad... makalagot jud as in... their ad will cover you site.. grr.. makalagot.. di patlga maclose.. useless lng ung site kc di parin makita... fateback is ok.. but i hate the bar ontop of my site... but the bar doesnt match on my site's layout.. grrr.. so i decided to use freewebs... again... despite of its low bandwidth... well anyway... today is a rainy day... i really love the rain.. maka relax... weeee.. and we have this new dog... the name is t-rex... T-rex is a doberman.. but he's still a baby... 2 months old i think... hehehe sooo cute..!!! bye..!!!