i'm not using freewebs anymore. so use this link to get to my updated site, in case u hav always been using the freeweb link..
www.contagious.visit.ws

got e genuis window xp cd from "soldier". lol, so com is now up n running.

school's opening in 5 days. o-o
n my IS module isnt out yet. sch system really sucks to e core.

i din go for yang zhong wei autograph session. lol. was too tired.

met up with ct n then sl ws. then went to eat... lol.

finally reboot tat old computer, thanks to miki n da edwin for e OS cd. n vallence for helping me fix e hard disk last year (or e prev year, haha, damn long ago.) i forgot which cables to connect for the Hard disk, so i jus kept trying. took some hours, cos u wont know it's wrongly connected unless the installation cant continue at 100%

jam xiao jing teng was great in his first sg performance =D @ the SPOP last saturday. hohoho. his ablum out in May, yay, cant wait. i simply adore him. lol.
anyway, thre's this cute video about his surprise bdae celebration by the sg fans, after his performances. it was jus outside e stadium la. lol. he was funny. can go take a look in Youtube =))

alrights. todae's annabel's bdae, n also gwen's bdae. hehhh HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

compay's making a new turn now, n i think it's rather good n also all customers will b accounted for.

oh ya, aska yang zhong wei coming to town on e 29th march 1pm. suntect the foutain (duno how spell) there. i think it will be seriously CROWDED becos there shd b many ppl wanting to hear his live performances. i'm not tat crazy over him but i want to hear his live perf. most probably will be going, if khim goes with me. n if i can wake up =X. anyone needs me to help u get e ablum autographed? hehe
if it's caoge or xiao jing teng, no doubt, i'll rush now. XD
during sdm, elis suddenly wana tell me a "secret", she said "caoge's songs really very nice". i was like "-___- of course la, caoge wat. n tat's not a secret." hahaaaaa. then she said "relaly very nice leh". lol

rather lazy to go to ml house to get e sewing machine. it's rather far, plus she's not really free.


i duno y, but many times ppl jus give me weird stares. ya, it's weird stares. like trying to see wat i'm thinking cos i look dao, n dun often look ppl in e eyes. so ppl often try to stare n read wat's wrong with me. it's proven, cos there's many times i'd be looking ard n saw ppl stareing at me, thinking. now i'm pretending to be unaware.

sorry if i ingore u all, but i really hate looking at ppl in e eyes.
self esteem, mayb? or tat i dun hav e energy to entertain ppl. or mayb it's an introvert's behavior.

i think my health is deteriorating. i've been thinking if i will get heart disease later in my life, not say wat cancer la. but like heart attack n stuff. cos it's said tat it occurs in ppl who lacks oxygen during their sleep n stuff. i think i do lack oxygen during my sleep, i wonder if i do stop breathing for some seconds during my sleep, thre's such thing u know?
cos sometimes when i wake up, i feel really breathless, or before i go to sleep.

feeling sick now.

jus realised tat we are already appointed our final year's Course, thanks to Hui'er telling me.
it was a "selection" done last year, which i tot they said it was a rough de. sad.
nvm, i'm taking Marketing & Psychology.
but duno who same course as me.


this year's 16th is special. after 18 years, it's the first time my Lunar birthday (9thFeb) falls on my English birthday (16thMarch). rather cool. u can rarely come across tat bah..

my father won 4D ytd. n so now i can buy cake le.

happy birthday again.

gona sleep bah.

alrights, todae, got my results which i totally forgotten about. not so bad, satisfied.
CMA, HRM, BLAW - B
HRM - B+
ECD - A
average GPA - 3.30/4.0
improved. yay.

all my friends did not bad for their A Level.
i asked them how's their results, i tot they will ans "good lor, not bad, so-so".
in the end all tell me their grades. haha. i mean, i also duno wat grade is consisted good for wat subjects mah. haha, so at the end of the day, i duno if their results are considered overall Good or Bad. haha..

M.O.N.E.Y. wher is the smell of money? lol. this year will be a BROKE birthday. haha. f.

since i'm not working now, n i have more leisure time (not tat i'm really enjoying the leisure time...), i've been thinking about my future. like wat i shd do after poly. i've always been very unsure of my goals and wat i want to pursuit.

i once again realised that my family is not so rich to afford the education expenses for e 4 of us. zhi has completed her studies, khim is definitely planning going to enter Uni, bro stil has a long way to go, me gona complete Poly. i dun think my parents can support my uni exp. went to check out the exact est. of the exp in Uni courses, so as to prepare myself.

lol duno wher to get that much money. HAHA. sux. n ther's only 2 Uni which hav wat i want. NTU n UniSIM. hahaaa. NTU only offers Minor while SIM often Bachelor/Hons.... but..SIM ??? haha. DUNO.

hmmmm very scared at how things are now and might become in a few more weeks. lol. scary.

oh ya, tat day went to my friend's father's wake. once he saw us, he jus break down even more. jus kept crying every min, so all of us were jus speechless, jus sitting there silently.

i canot stand emwealth's help desk. the way they reply is jus copy paste the samE paragraph to me. since i cant understand the paragraph already, y keep pasting the same paragraph?! they will bold it, then underline and then change the color of tat key word. of course, after copy/paste 3 times to me, i understood already. Thanks alot man. . . . . .

money is driving me crazy. i cant go out becos i hav no money. shit.

todae's e A lvl results, best of luck.

ate kfc 2piece chicken which i hate. it's so oily -_-

ytd flu, sick. alright now.

my friend's father passed away. heard from him since 2yrs ago bah? that his father not feeling well. hope he will recover from the sadness soon. going to e wake tmr with the others.

the korean drama, I'm Sorry I Love You (2004), is so damn nice. though it's rather draggy in the first half of the drama (ya, 1/2 of the drama lol), but the next 1/2 is damn nice. it's super sad, with some shocking twist and the final outcome is very sad. =((

been sending resume out le. from tuitor to waitress to sales. haha.

saw this designer on an american variety todae. Eugenia Kim. her designs are good =) =) li hai.

todae, went to the shop to develop some last year's photos.
got a lomo camera, which is cool.

i feel so horrible now.

i dun hav much money left now.

i have not find a job. tuition centers did not give me a reply.

2 days before, wed, chill at breko, with miki n yz.
the day before, fri, bought 2 kdrama dvd. watched delightful girl choon hyang (i know it's a old drama already) online, find it really nice, so bought e dvd. so tat my mother can watch. ate sakura buffet at clementi woods Park with miki, da edwin n shawn. it's a cool place, dinning in the middle of a park =D
ytd, sat, morning. my mother started to nag when she saw the 2 dvd on my table. . . . {....} ; was supposed to go company in the morning. but i din sleep enough, so couldnt go. n my mother was nagging. at night, met up with e 3 of them again, da edwin house to play scrabble. ermmm tired, but it's kinda warming to go his house. we ate "dinner" together. which was cool n nice.
i like going to friends' house n jus hang out, play some games n talk. it's budget, fun, n the-home-feeling. mayb becos it's been a long time since i last went to my friend's house, so i like to go da edwin house with the other ppl.

my mother was nagging about i shd go n work instead of "resting" at home. n obviously i'm not happy with her remarks. it's like y must u push me to go work when i wana take a rest at home during e holiday?
but of course, i know wat she meant by that. we really need money. i know. so i'm starting to look for jobs again.. at least i completed my resume e day before.

todae, "dinner" with mich n ml @ holland v. it's been a long time. eat drink talk fun. =) i din ask too many ppl, in e end only e 2 of them could come. so.. shd do this kinda thing often. but i dun mind if u all come my house! haha. well, ther's psp, nds, wireless, laptop, karaoke, board games, mahjong. n there's hawker + 7-11 downstairs! haha.


i'm feeling so terrible these weeks, esp since i hav been sleeping really late.

exam is over. i think overall they're alright.

went to watch L Changes The World. =)) L is funny =D but i must say the story line isnt tat good. it's like sometimes it gets really dull. it also din really showcase L's capabilities. partly becos the story isnt from the anime Deathnote bah. Deathnote author is li hai.

going to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd later. going JE, where the Popcorn is super large sized. XD i love salted popcorn mixed with sweet popcorn. first time eat salted de will think it's yucks. but eat more le, it's really nice. =) it balances out with the sweet popcorn =)

saw these eye-mask, highly recommended by Taiwan celebrities n variety shows. yea, gona buy n jus giv it a try.


jus received details about Emall n Emwealth e-withdrawal system. both good n bad news. Emwealth only sent email to sellers invovled. cool. getting cash SOOOOON. if e entire process is FAST. ha ha. nothing more to say.

anyway, everyone has to wait for the CAD to unfreeze our acc. so there's nth much we can do.

saw these pic at someone's friendster. it's Sunshines's CNY event at the company. rather cool, as there's still a large crowd going there.
from these little..

to this crowd...


zhongcai. so popular.


so tired after digesting all e HRM notes. all in my head le. shall sleep early todae =)
alrights, tmr paper @ 2pm. rox. then left one more to go. score it.
suddenly feel very down.
$_$

hanson - I Will Come To You & tanya's new album are great.







erm duno wat to write. haha. byes.

i simply fell in love with this song when i first heard it in the Kdrama Qi Gong Zu (on Channel U weekdays 7pm now). heard the short version at the scene where the guy soldier confess to the female soldier. everything jus seens so nice at that moment. e song n e scene. =D hehe love e song. One Summer Night. it sounds alil old yet not tat old. haha. nvm. jus love it. hoho.

my exams r good. CMA was good, so is BLAW (luckily) phew. think i can score well for the papers.
2 more to go. HRM =( n FMGT
ends on 21st. yeah.

i must watch the L movie. i must watch CJ7 n Ah Long Pte Ltd. yes. it's been a long time since i watch a movie =( sad.

i had only 2hr of sleep e day before BLAW exam. i went to sleep at 10+, wanted to wake up at 2am to study until 7am then go sch sit for e paper. but thre was like 3 sms coming at 11.30pm, hence i wasnt able to go back to sleep. i was like damn. yea. i couldnt go back to sleep, n therefore studied all e way till 7am.
after e paper, went to temple. so tired.

then came home slept at 2.30pm, n then my phone rang at 4pm++ i woke up with shock la, wondering wat day is it, wat time, 4.30pm? is next day liao or wat? got exam at 4pm?! i was shocked la. talking then think slowly. realise it's stil e same day, n there's no paper. ~~~~~
well, sometimes u get confused, thinking whether it's morning already a not wat.


OKIES, i shall go sleep NOW. 4.50AM. faints.
love the song. haha.

wil u all watch the Jay Chow's movie??

i will wana watch the L Movie, so cool. talks about his last 23 days while fighting Kira. yea..

ytd spent 2hrs jus to reach bugis. . . took wrong bus n ended up in farrer park station. so decided tat i boarded e wrong bus, hence took train there instead. . . . zzz the weather was wet. bleahs~ n bugis is so damN crowded.

so in e end went to marina sq instead to shop for clothes again. n i actually stop at the wrong station. duno leh, i jus forget that MarinaSq is at CITYHALL not MARINABAY. waste so much money in travellin, wth. yea unlucky day.
then went to tiong. but, stil i haven buy anything. haha.sux. but khim found hers. yea.

think i was so damn tired tat i fell asleep while on e phone.

i was saying tat i hate to explain things, hence sometimes ppl think i'm trying to be secretive. n thinks too much into my ans. then k was like telling me tat i ans qn very un-naturally. which makes ppl wander wildly as if there's more to wat i said. lol. wat sia.
budden, i think e example u cited is not accurate lor. i think i answered alright wat. anyway tat's e truth wat.
weather is so cold now.
revision was great.
any recommendation for part time jobs?
i dun mind working in bakery, =D but need to rmb all e names of the bread/cake + price. o-o
i dun mind waitress in those restuarant. cos i haven try before.
i dun mind office work, but it's kinda boring. haha.
i dun wana go back to taka. lol. very boring.

so many things to write. alrights... here:

i realise i hav so many wants n i dun hav the capability to fulfill them. bag, flats, clothes, neccessity, luxuries, provide for my parents. help me sis in her soon-coming-biz. omg~~
think i really need to start workkk again.

my father has been intending to do some "investment". buy Hawker Stall, n RENT it out. n a stall can cost up to 60K lehhh.. wah. my uncle is a hawker mah, so another hawker at the food center, wanted to sell his own stall. then my uncle called up my father, tell him e deal. my father might most probably get it, together with my uncle. yea. not so bad la. but i find it rather exp, or tat if govt wana renovate the place, then need to incurr more costs =\ duno. but my father is still considering bah, cos need to think about the lawyer fees n stuff. also not sure if both of them hav the money ready a not. haha.

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walao. ytd (thurs) 9am. ring ring. sk' voice. i was like still in sleep mode la. then he ask me so many qns about e sat grouping, which i wasnt sure if i can make it. i orh orh..uh, duno. then he "aiya, later call u la. ur like stil not qing xin (awake)"

it's like i nan de no sch, of course i'm SLEEPING la! then talk to him at like 10pm bah?! lol. anw cant go on sat, cos needa go pay respect to my grandfather.
i was surprised tat i actually din find it tat awkward when chatting on e phone. cos i'm rather quiet n dun initiate when on phone. turned out i hav things to ask him n say about. wah. not bad. long time nv talk to him, then he update me bout some of his stuff. [actually i din talk much bout myself too. haha.]
we talked for like 3 hours. i am very amazed at myself. first time on phone so long. ~~~ actually can talk longer, jus tat i keep pressing wrongly, so hung up accidentally.

then straight after tat, phone k. same la. talk n update each other. random. like for 2 hours. amazed at myself.
5hrs of talk n it's all FREE. wahaha. Emcall rox. free outgoing + incoming. lol. rox.
on phone from 10pm to 3am~~~~ (tat kinda explain y i was late for todae's blaw presentation. =( )

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Business LAW presentation was great. jus tat the fact tat i overslept..yet again. n only woke up when YZ called me at 9am (lesson starts). i was like.. press ans, sit up, look ard, see clock, think wat time i need to go sch, double check phone's time, stil thinking about e time, see my phone is engaged in a line, "hello"
yz: "u reach already?"
me: "uh, i jus woke up.."
yz: "UH?! O-O!" *laugh in amaze*
me: "okok.. i go school now."

i knew something will go wrong (with me) when i wrote "Dun be late" in e email to my group mates. haha. crap. + i sent them wrong copies of the presentation. haha.
but i saw the tutor's expression when i annouced that we're doing a COMIC for our creative presentation. e oOoOo/surprised/anticipating/notbad de look. yea. glad tat everything went well. think can get another A for projects. yay. can pull up my blaw marks. =)))

hehe i added e cute MONKEY MSN EMOT-ICONS into the presentation. hehx so cute.

thanks e lecturer for giving us so many tips for the blaw exam. =)))

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JIXIAN IS WEIRD. i dun care if he's reading my blog a not. n i hate it when anyone link us together or jus for the fun of it. i know they dun mean any harm la, no worries. so i always ignore or also join in e "fun". but todae duno y, i canot stand anything to do JIXIAN already, i dun wan to be associated with him anymoreeee.
HE's like TAILING yz gwen n ME after e lecture. okies, i might sound very arrogant/proud/watsoever, like thinking i'm so great tat ppl wana tail me. BUT i'm tellin u e truth, tat is wat he IS doing.

so i changed our route, n yes, he FOLLOWED. walk walk, i was like so damn wu nai (it's my character, i jus canot stand it) tat i wanted to see wat he will do if we jus stop walking n stand in e middle of nowhere.

AS A NORMAL PERSON, U WILL CONTINUE WALKING. butttt he didnt!! we stoped there for like 30 seconds or 1 min?? n he also stopped with us, stand together with us?! everyone was like ehhhhh wat is he doing.
ya, he jus stand there, then i decided to start walking again. n yea, he continued walking with us too. (u r either LAUGHing or WTHing after reading this)

okies. i got nth more to say. since i think any living human can interpret e weirdness, e wu nai n e wtf-ness.

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came home, sleep like 15mins? then went to meet khim at je to shop for new year clothes. befor going out, hint to my mother that she shd give me more money to buy my things. cos i REALLY need a bag, n i REALLY need a shoe. yea, she can see tat plus i think she knows tat i dun request extra money from her often, so she gave me $50 more n said "u pay for e shoes la. i help u pay for e bag" haha..

it was raining super heavily when i set off. took a bus at busstopY so tat i can cross the brige at busstopX to go to the other side of the road. haha. in e end e freaking bus 105 took bloody long to arrive, 20mins STIL HAVEN COME! so i took another bus to clementi so tat i can hav more bus options. THEN wakaoz. when i reach clementi, TWO bus 105 was right behind la! TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO u know!? i was damn pissed off la.
i go toapayoh also take 105 mah, then always wait for like 25mins then come. damn pissed off la.

je din hav much thing. cos cny, most shops will put these weird cny clothes -_-
then went to jp lor. quite near mah.

walk e entire mall sia. wah so damn tired. ~~~ but was a good shopping day with khim =DD hehx.
i found nice nice de heels le. which fits me nicely. i rarely find shoes tat fit nicely. black de so damn nice la. but dun hav my size. omg~~ was sad.. then jus take e dark blue de lor. but ok la. like it alot. =)

found this quite cool de watch pushcart shop at level 2 or 3. forgot. the watches are nice n ard $12.90 only. also found this..ermm like those ornament bracelet. but it's a watch de. nice =) but kinda regret, shd hav get another design. bleahs. 10$ only.

in e end we din managed to get new Clothes! Lol. but my money for clothes are like not much left?!! omg~~
10$ watch, 33$ heels = $43 gone.

so i left like... $57 for CLOTHES + bag.. which my mother expects i return her some of e money. haha..
mayb i return her 20$.

anyway khim also agrees tat i seldom ask money from mother. n she used to comment to mother about it. my mother's reply is always "she working mah.." "working means confirm must be able to cover own expenses" "she rich wat" haha. anything, lighten their load, i'm also alright.

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okies. zhi is serious about her tat "biz". cool. n khim heard it from me todae. n she wana join also. haha. cool. more capital n help ?? hoho.

i'm really glad tat i can tell my siblings my problems n stuff. yea good to hav them around. haha.


i appreciate it when ppl trust me, really. but since sec sch, i find it very xinku to digest everything by myself (last time, sec sch, all sort of stuff o-o + cant tell anyone).

hehe. my father stood up for me in sec sch days. so cool. e ah lians thing. haha. thinking back, it's rather funny.

haven visit nts for more than 1 year bah? o-o
tmr's e2/4 gathering! but not going, going to pay respect to grandfater. yea. ml might not b going too. not sure.. hmm.. oh! saw qi todae at JP!! woohooo~

my bro li hai lor. 12years old only. save so much $$ liao. n he bought himself a MP4. he told e seller, he wan MP3, then e man give him a iPod-look-alike. MP4. i tried using it ytd. waaahhhh it's exactly e same navigation/display/controls, as my tat Emall Redeemed de MP4. walao. like waste money sia. it's like ard $50. damn. i can get it free for him la.. i mean i can even give him mine! lol, wasted e money lor. i tink e seller also wana like eat his money la.. sad.

was looking at my cousin's friendster. cant resist. so here i am!

i love this pic =) it's like that chi-na poem. romantic.

very shuai hor. boyish.

hehe, e bride!

haha he too skinny!


too bad he din upload too many of thier pictures.

mans. i really really really really love caoge sooo sooo much. it's jus pure pleasure listening to his songs. all of the songs. he's jus so talented. n this current song (Wu Gu) + some other slow songs are soooo full of emotions. got e feel~~ XD awww love him to e core. somemore his live performances r jus e same as listening to e CD! he rox =))))) yay. support support him!.Buy his album!! Support him!!
rmb to support Xiao Jing Teng when he debut too! =D
if u hav spare money, support Yang Zong Wei too! =D

they're flying to HK tmr!! omg~~

fri is coming again~~~ scary.

29 Jan, Tues

alrights ECD presentation todae. i tot our content were really good, but turns out not. e tutor was really demanding. anw she din really tell us detailedly about e requirements for our biz (cupcakes) Future Plan Section. it's like she expects us (poly students) to know who will be e shareholders of our biz plans, e equipment costs, wat positions we are given in e biz, e start up capital. n if e capital is too high, she will question "do u think u wil hav that amt??" i was like wtf, WE ARE STUDENTS, u ask us how much capital, of course we tell u wat is really needed IF we go into real biz rite???? tell u already, stil qn if we hav that amt. walao, obviously we dun la. !

anw, e tutor was not in good mood todae. since everyone was late n hence delayed e presentation. + there's this girl in our class who was late for more than 30mins. n who was in e 1st group to present. we waited 30mins jus for her. hmmm!

anw, tat classmate's really ermm weird. ? i hav difficulty figuring out wat she's trying to convey, becos she speaks quite fast, with an ascent n mono-tone. =\ n sometimes i get lost in her speech, hypontized????

she always seems to be in her own world. i din think too much about it but todae i tot differently.
her yan shen is like there's this thing whispering by her ear. i sound stupid, but todae i jus spot her acting weirdly n suddenly tot of it. she seems to be always thinking about somethings, sometimes smiling to herself, muttering. i personally feel tat it's kinda scary. but i have nth against her la.


so sad. i duno wher to find English mp3 le.. used to use www.multiply.com to get the mp3s, but now they remove the dl function =((( so damn sad.
i wan HAIRSPRAY ost!
L movie is coming out. that deathnote's L =) cool.

oops. cant really sell vouchers in emwealth. haha. actually common-sense la, ther's always this note on vouchers saying "not for re-sale" keke.

kim jong kook album coming out soon! or came out le. haha not sure. haven check. =DD

sian, e mp4 that i redeemed from emall, dun support WMA/M4A/ACC songs la! i ripped caoge n yzongwei's songs from my cds so it's WMA/M4A/ACC format. n i was like WTF when i tried to add into the MP4. kaoz. i tot they're suppose to promote ORIGINAL?!! arghs. now e MP4 is like totally fei(4) de la.

so tired. yet not feel like sleeping. stress.

sigh duno e appt can close anot. he seems very busy. =(

Thursday

i'm gona stand up soon. mayb not as in my networking. but stil in terms of sunshine bah. buy-sell. n i've jus talked to zhi about starting her emwealth too. which i like too. BUT i duno how SERIOUS will she actually start on it. =X
finding ppl to sell their own things n start their small biz. so far i've got thumbdrive, voucher, zhi's thing. using the same name again, rising empire.

met up with X. settle X problems. done n settle all. yay. nothing more to say about.

alex terry shawn me met at amk coincidentally. cool. sunshine, wu shuo bu zai??

din go mahjong cos my mother started to nag when i'm about to go out. but it's like i already told her i'm going out at 9pm (supposed to meet my classmates, but decided not to go). sad la. tu lan. but can do nth. so i stayed home.

was supposed to go bishan with zhi to shop for cny clothes. plans changed. but i stil went bishan since need to buy things.
bought CaoGe new album! yay, but the packaging sux =( (got 2 packaging, i bought the regular sized one. turned out it's not so good). n i bougth Yang Zong Wei's album, it's great (since i already heard the songs), n the packaging is great.

received some ermm unusual sms from my friend. i was doubtful at first, cos u know, words cant express e full meaning n tone. so met up with friend X. hope she's fine ba.
it was jus really overwhelming. things that i have nv encountered in my life. hmmm. jus pray that everything wil be back to normal lor.

i was so happy in e evening. i actually managed to clench an appt on this sat. was overjoyed =))) interested in emwealth. most probably can close. PRAY.

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anyway, i used to wonder whether my friends will lend me money if i asked from them. NOT TAT I NEED NOW! pls dun misunderstand. i'm not asking anyone for $$, n i'm not broke! my finance is OK, cannn.

okies. this is a quite serious qn. test of friendship. honestly speaking, i will lend. of course, dun some ah mao ah gou come borrow from me la. -_- but sometimes when money comes btw friendship, things can change la. right a not. haha tv dramas always got one. lol.
think about it.

feeling quite useless these days.
i got 58/60 for ecd. which was rather surprising, as i tot i will not score well lately. but glad that i got that mark.
my bedside' shelf is up on in use. cool. =) but it's quite messy, due to all the wires. wires for handphone, psp, speaker, lamp,laptop. usb cable, mouse. haha. so damn ~~~

feeling so full now.
most of my classmates are going for the Overseas Attachment Programme. kinda cool, dun think i'm going. need extra money for the trip n it's entire 6mths. n i really dun wan jobs like admin, or like my ex-attachment.haha.
i dun think i can adapt that well easily in unfamiliar places. =\

hk trip is coming.

supposed to meet my classmates at zouk. but dun really like going to club, so skipped it. but i feel like drinking. haha. prefer pub more. =) anyway, sad to say i'm stil not tat close to my classmates, i rarely talk to them actually. haha. but they're nice ppl la =)
alrights off to play mahjong soon =))

We took a shuttle bus there, provided by the RASA Restaurant =)


e entrances:






the souvenir, was packed in a box. e choc was super nice.

my shuai cousin n his beauty XP

e first dish. so usually got this "parade" thing.
e yammmsanngg:


e wee n e meng. haha.

psp:

zhi:

wsl:


khim:

bingzhi!!!

bingzhi is always BZ!! u cant even see his face in this pic. XD

HRM is over. ECD will be soon. so is BLAW. yay.

19th Jan 2008, Saturday

todae's is (my cousin RenShu)Eugene & Cheryl Wedding!! XD yay! so happy. they look really xin fu in their wedding album =))
the dinner went smoothly @ Sentosa Siloso de RASA RESORT RESTUARANT (bhy Shangri La). it was a great place =)

saw qilin's baby too =) very cute =)
ws came with sl n family too. psp also came along with zhi. =)

saw BINGZHI too!!! he stil as cute, funny n fun as ever. he's actually my NEPHEW but he's around my bro's age. hahaa. imagine a 10years old calling my bro (12years old) "UNCLE". weird, hehx.
as of last year, he kinda had shorter memory life, he would become mo sheng if he din see u often. forgot who u really r, then needed some time to recall n get along over again. BUT NOT TODAE!! he actually rmb me n my sisters, jus tat duno name. haha, so i made him rmb my name. =]
2 years back bah, when his family move to new house. we went over to take a look. n we were playing catching la. he caught zhi, then turn around run, found me n said "aei! i tot u were behind me! y same person!?" hahaaa, he tot me was zhi. so cute la. he tot he saw DOUBLE. XD cute

at the dinner, bingzhi was like running everywher, table to table, always on the run. so i say BingZhi is indeed BZ(Busy). haha, quite a nice joke lor.

i have no suitable clothes to wear for the dinner lor.. so had to like make use of wat i have. haha. but i hav an idea of wat to wear la, so it turned out suitable for the event too. at least i got to wear the clothes which i bought online n haven wore once.

pictures another day bah.

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now

sch was great, since everything's ending soon. but exams are coming again. =/
i was feeling so damn useless, earlier this week. it's like i suddenly feel like a useless person. seriously useless. sch deproving, work nowher better. i really duno wat i will do when i grad from poly.

i'm trying to love life as it is. but actually there's many things to worry about everyday. like Responsibilities! n obviousy Money. who dun wan more money ??? haha.
i haven get my Laptop Battery! n i haven get my CaoGe Album!
i hope to set aside money so tat i can get my Xiao Jing Teng's album which will b out soooooooon~!!! XD
i hope to get yang zong wei's album too, though i have all e songs already.
i hope to give my parents angbao, like last year. but i dun seems to be able to, as of now.
i hope to pass ct $600 but i realise i need to watch my other side too. so decided to check out the exact amt, n it's now 5digits.
i really need a new bag for sch, cos e puma's handle is pathetic now.
i really need a new flats, cos my one n only flats is ard 9mths old. n it's really breaking.

i think i'll only be able to get my battery after cny.
i'll try to get a scholarship for my final year, so i need better results for current year2.
i'll try to apply new CC bursary in march, getting in Aug.

Bazaar was great. thanks for all e support! love and appreciate it all =) but i'm sure u all din regrett buying e cupcakes la. cos i heard many compliments about the cupcakes after consumption. great. our sales was great, as compared to other teams, but i think our pricing was not strong enough to balance out the rental expenses ($30). we have to sell like 15boxes (6each) to even-out the $30 rental. {oh, that's like 90cupcakes, half of our total available cupcake!? OMG. we should have calculated the expenses n profits accurately in e first place!} so, in the end, we stil made a loss of $2.50, haha, kinda weird lor. mayb we spent too much on unncessary materials like FLYERS?! haha, we din even distribute it! wat the hell.










satisfied customers =)) (Thanks!)

common tests results werent very good. damn.
BLAW: 58
CMA: 67
HRM: 72
FMGT: 81

e mahjong craze is back. i not so addicted to it la.
couldnt view my tagboard for like 1 month i think. n jus being able to see it. there's this annoymuos (duno how spell la lol), giving words of encouragement. so nice of him/her =) thanks. (but the english phrase abit chim haha, i can still understand la =))

later's e bazaar alright! Bukit Batok Interchange 11-6pm
. stall no. is B6 called BUTTERCUP!!
selling cupcakes, if u rmb! haha

really looking forward to the bazaar later! so many ppl are coming! a few nts ppl, jc ppl trying to come, many Sunshines! haha. yay, so touched. =) BUT no special discounts =X oops

so went to collect the cupcakes jus now. din wanted to go de, i admit i was pissed off when i was told last min tat i need to help out with the collection (ang mo kio). cos initially, yz going with cynthia n gwen, becos 2 of them said they're fine to go, cos they live near there. so of course, i auto dun need to go. but there was lack of confirmation, turns out that they are really busy, cant make it.

ysooO changed plans. z me nich go. damn far la, i was seriously falling asleep when i was waiting for nich at the control station, STANDING. but plans changed again. in the end gwen me nich went to collect. cos yz was meeting mr rick, n as u know mr rick is eh.. long-winded? haha

the cupcakes are really nice =) smell, taste n looks great. hoho. i got the urge to eat each design when i reach home.
kathy's cat is cute =) but it was trying to catch the cockroach along the corridor! hahaa, still very cute X)

jus installed wall socket near my bed. haven paint the wooden plank which will become a mini table at e end of my bed. duno shd paint a not, since need extra $ to buy e paint n i stil haven buy the metal to secure the wooden plank. shit. but i hav a new table lamp le! =)

next. buy paint. buy metal grips. buy laptop battery. buy CD Racks (mayb).
collect cash from EmWealth !! horrrayy!

yi JUST realised that i HAVE bursary la. i'm getting Bursary of $600 todae @ the CC. YES. can cash out liao. HOHOHO.
i was asking khim to go e bazaar, then she was like uh? but we (includes me) need to attend e ceremony to get e bursary wat. n me reacted "UH?? no la, I GOT MEH?!" lol, so in e end she help me take lor. no choice wat.

my parents tot i going to sell cupcakes for Sunshine purposes, then not going to take e bursary. so they got really worked up, like WAT, money also dun wan take, only care about Sunshine! lol, funny. i explained, but they like canot understand it's SCHOOL stuff. *faints. so i jus gave up explaining, n say i will handle it. bish.

they got confused becos. e supplier is thru sunshine know de, then i say sunshine de ppl bake for us, then we sell at sch. so they got mixed up lor. + they ask about e capital of other materials, like posters etc. so i tell them "GONG SI" (as in share among the group mates), then some of them interpret as "GONG SI" (as in COMPANY). hahaaa. so funnyy~ i was giving them this face -____-!

HRM is soon over! YESSSSSSSS.

i am so damn f up now. at myself.
I OVERSLEPT AGAIN! skipped e lesson for the 3rd time, 2x without MC. !@#$%^&*()
my attendence records, i think hit e lowest in my entire life already. fuck.
my lifestlye entirely screwed, then later sch send mails, my parents get even more f up.
how worst can my life get?
i got 58 for BLAW. nth to say.

S H I T

HAPPY NEW YEAR! yet again. lol

chalet was great great great n even great-er. it was relaly fun with the entire group there =)
waterbomb war at countdown of new year. it was really "a bomb" lol. i wont say 1000 ppl la, but i'm sure there's at least 800ppl there. everywher u go, u will be bombed. heh. cool. security guards were shocked. haha. so, we only managed to play for 30mins? lol with lots of left over "weapons". =)

oh man, i din sleep at all from e first day till the next day noon. it was so horrible. we played RISK in the morning mah, n as u know e game is so strategic one, takes million of hours to complete. so need to tahan until the end of the game, bfore we can take a sleep or go home. ~~~

as e chalet ends, sch starts lor. bleahs~. now stil alrights, many elearning lessons, so it's ok. =) i slept at 5am woke up at 5pm todae. shit. my sleeping time totally messed up already.

doing BLAW project now. not so bad.
CMA test 67/100 only. sighs, quite =(