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Yay for updates! 8/11/2005
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Well what can I say things have changed. I've finally got a job that pays about $7 an hour and I work anywhere between 35 to 41 hours. not bad I suppose but whats even better is I will be getting a pay raise on the 16th of this month. And possibly soon the manager will be opening another store somewhere near by, depends on how well this one is doing during the winter times. as fun as it is I sell boots. Yes, thats right, boots. Don't get me wrong they are redwing boots, which are damn good boot, but who pays a minimum of $150.00 for a pair of boots.. ah well. It's still a good job so I'm not complaining. Life has been pretty succesful, probably in two months time with the pay increase I'll be able to secure my car and get that up here, that way I won't have to bother people for rides, and well I'll be able to see my friends more often. Who knows, only time will tell, but we'll see. I think thats it for right now really, so maybe after this I'll keep in touch a little more often.
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No such luck as of yet with the job situation. I guess it's only Wedensday but it feels like the days have been crawling by. I guess another reason may be because I'm sick. My throat has been hurting a bit and I really haven't been feeling very well. I do have good news I suppose. There is a resturant near here called Logan's Roadhouse. If I can get a ride from my roommate during the weekend I believe I can get the job. I'll be working almost everyday all day from the sounds of it, and it also sounds like if I can get the ride I'll have the job the next day. Although I am still waiting for the phone call from my friend Gina's work. I guess I might as well take the obviously open job and continue to wait for the phone call.
Other than the job situation I've felt increasingly depressed, I think it's because of all that has gone wrong. Yeah, there is the good things that have happened to me but the situation overall has gone down hill ever since my birthday last year around June. It's a long story to as what happened, but trust me, it hasn't been good. It's coming full circle here in a few months, since my birthday is closing fast. I figured I'd be somewhere better than where I am now, but I suppose everybody has their problems. Some last longer than others I suppose but I haven't given up yet. I may wallow in my own pity and tears but it's a way to release, because I refuse to give up. Well this one has managed to be rather long so I think I'm gonna wrap it up and head out job hunting. If you actually read this good job and sorry to bore you.
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I guess it started yesterday, I don't know but I've felt increasingly depressed. I woke up this morning, snappy and just feeling like crap. I'm still searching for a job and waiting for phone calls and what not but so far, I've struck on nothing. No job, feeling depressed and no money, and debt...wow come on lets bring it. I know it can get worse so might as well get it over with...I think I've been on a steady downhill for while now and I'm just getting tired of it. But I absolutely refuse to quit no matter what. I'm made of tougher stuff than that. Grit your teeth and just wade through it. Hindsight is always 20/20 vision. Thats an evil saying, no matter how truthful it is. I wish I could go back and change some things...I know several that I would change. I think most of it would involve my money situation at the moment. Oh well, now it's just time to move foward and take it as it comes. Outtie.
Timmah
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4/26/05 Job hunting begins
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Well today I called about a job and found out that hope fully sometime near the end of this week or next week I'll have an interview. Regardless tomorrow I hit the pavement and start picking up and throwing in applications just in case the interview falls through. Funny, 7-eleven has never looked so promising as a job, and niether has McDonalds, but oh well, right now money is income and income is good. One of our friends has found a litter of Kittens in his garage so we might be replacing our lost Kitten soon, who knows. I guess that covers most of whats been happening, other than waiting for job calls, which can get annoying. Oh well I'm outtie, I'll write more later.
Timmah!! |
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*Sigh* I kind of had a few bad days leading up to the weekend, My roomy kinda messed up her shoulder doing push -ups we think. So she took our two Cats down with her when she went to have it checked out, since they had to be nuetered anyway. Well lo-and-behold My cat Tyriel had a freak reaction to the Anesthetic and well....they couldn't save him  . Needless to say we'll be getting a new cat. Other than that I went to a NERO event this weekend and well it was pretty fun, nonstop entertainment for me anyway. I'm gonna be trying to help my friend run some Roleplay mods (adventures, missions). So I guess thats pretty much it for now, if you wanna see any of the info on NERO then check out the link  |
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04/05/05
Moving right along
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Well I got some new stuff added but until I get back on my computer which has all of the stuff I wanna add and use for an update all I can do is basic things....oh well. I figure I'm gonna use my home page for a journal and update type things, We'll see about it. there's also talk about me thinking about hosting my g/f's webcomic when she stops being lazy and procrastinating. So we'll see how things progress.
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