dearest ogy..
no body said it was easy... but then again.. no body said it shard..... hmmm why... its nt my choice to wake up with this feeling... trying to let it go... but doesnt tat mean i dont care..?
wondering if i should try to make it rite... but i dont wana have to say all that for nth. things r uncertain.. it can go ur way... n change the next... when u least expected... the surrounding was my victim... but now.. i fall prey.
im about broken hearts..... n shattered dreams
hmm... well wat can i say...
somewhat i feel. the days gettin brighter... i did it on my own.. but i just cant help feeling oh so alone.... its always a struggle to make things feel or seem better although its so shitty fucked up. standing now... but soon enough. i know im gona fall... im a bridge made of paper... when it gets too heavy.. i'll just tear...
wat happened dearest ogy... looking at u.. im always asking wat u became. cheer up. smile pls... i know.. ur nv good at consoling urslf.
smiles""
flash back...
it used to be me my phone n my money... the drive to make tons of money was so strong.. i worked my ass off... i didnnt care about the things around.. it felt like yesterday. just sth i will not forget.. for at that time.. it felt as if i was living the dream.. a life on my own.. that feeling of being at the top.. was great.. kinda priceless feeling. but at tat point of time... i hated my attitude. always thinkin there was no tmr its always about today... thinkin about the present day itslf... and wat im gona do for tat day everytime i woke up... now im just realising the times i wasted.. the ppl i've hurt..
dearest ogy... i guess tats life
