even a most patient reader won't read all of the following, even i wouldn't have read such a long profile of any person.... even if i knew that i couldn't stop myself from writing.
ok. where do i start from... lemme tell u someth abt myself....errrrr...should i say i'm cool, amiable, modest, a pleasant person blah blah blah...lolz.
well, i'm a person who does a lot of orkuting n chatting, sleeps a lot,
wakes up late, can't do without tea n ciggis(i don't quite agree
with the ppl who coin it as a public-stunt) ,loves 2 make new friends,
sleeps a lot, rarely comes in touch with course books(BE Electrical, IV
yr, SVNIT, Surat), bunks 2 many classes, has his face always bumped
against the monitor, sleeps a lot, wastes too much time in gossiping
with friends n reading online mags on comps, sleeps a lot, a
complete movie buff, sleeps a lot, likes all kinda music(esp
RRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOCK) n etc n etc n etc. well, did i mention i like
2 sleep a lot? [;)]
Nationality
Ok, here's someth for ppl who r not of the same nationailty as
of mine. well, my name is Dibyaranjan Mallick. i hail from the country
having profound ancient culture n a place for a diversity of religions
n a plethora of languages. Yes, it's INDIA. i love to learn diff
languages, read profiles n make new friends(esp from other
country/region/territory).
From here starts my journey of life
was born in the City of Temples, bhubaneswar, orissa on 13th oct'83. a libran by zodiac sign. ppl say librans r
romantic, loving, caring. may b. every1 is loving, caring for their loved ones. as for the romantic part, i don't
believe in running after gulz, may b
that's the reason i don't hav a GF yet. i'd rather like 2 sleep than go
on a date with a gul. a li'l sloppy u may say. but, it's not untrue
that i will do nething for my love, the only thing is that i'm waiting
for that true love... a perfect match. they say god's created ppl in
couples...means for every male there's a female predefined...oh my..
god must b a fuckin genius, an intelligent programmer or what? but how
many ppl come across their match in their lifetime? i've seen ppl
having affairs, going on a date, smoochin, having intimacy, pumpin as
if god'd sent 'em as variants of Adam n Eve n then finally they breakup
n forget everyth like they never met each other, wake up on a fine
sunny morning as if nothin has happenned, as if god has reprogrammed
everyth n that person's gonna meet his/her new match soon. probably
(s)he finds it on that very day n goes on an evening ride with the new
match.....n so on....life continues...
Life's like a big polygon
life's like a big polygon with infinite
no. of sides with multiple branches emerging from a node...a corner. u
walk on the sides, take a turn as it comes on ur way n lo.. everyth
changes. u don't know what a turn will bring for
u...what's on the other side. the strength of turn that's gonna storm into ur life forced by the nature depends on
the nature of the turn . take a sharp
turn, u may loose someth, u may get someth...on the contrary, what i
prefer is 2 take a smoother trun n b on the safer side, let the life
move on as it is. that's why i think i've travelled the
most robust n consistent path in life, on the down side i fumble when there's a forced change, i take wrong
decisions. believe it or not, i could've
been a better engr with better aggregate of marks, better academics,
better portfolio n would've been placed in a better company offering a
better salary.it's void now, due to just one wrong decision. when i
look back, i regret for what i have lost n what i could've accomplished.
my career
i started my career at the age of 15th,
in tenth class. coz that was the time i started thinkin abt what i was
gonna do in future. i personally think it was 2 late. i could've dreamt
abt engg a long b4 that. due to lack of proper guidance also now i'm
not what i could've been. these few factors decayed me exponentially n
now i feel small in front of 15 yr old dibyaranjan. neverthless, i
don't blame it on anybody but destiny. it's my destiny which is never
destined to be in my favor. god must b crazy... or may b she was drunk
while programming my polygon of life.after a bit of struggle i came
over here 2 start a new life, the life of an engr. there's an engg
collg few kms away from my home. a collg bus used 2 came 2 pick up
engrs from my colony. i used 2 watch all these, the way they lived, the
way they enjoyed their times....i used 2 think engrs r some
Parle-G/Bournvita/Complan guys and they r masters of their trade and
they enjoy their life to the fullest. well, after 3 yrs. of typical
engrs life i believe only the last one is correct. first one....may b
in some cases... there r DUMB guys in our collg. the middle one is the
one having lowest accurac, a rarest of the rare cases situation. engrs
r nothin but good qualified Cheaters. they prepare for just one day 2
appear in the exam(for each sub)...even for interviews also. given
that, u'll b surprised 2 c how ultimate cheaters they r when a DUMB guy
gets a good job with a good company offering handsome salary. n ppl
who'd been laughin off their ass, mockin @ those DUMB guys get stunned
still craving for a job. Now that i'm placed in HCLTechnologies, Noida
i feel a li'l secured...but i'm still stuck in one if-else condition,
if don't make my agree overshoot the cut-off 60 mark i may get fired
even b4 i enter into the office. God.......why dizu fuckin weave
numerous webs of if-else conds?
a day of my life
Saturday, 9th October, 2005. today i got
up @ 3 AM( ya, i'm quite upset with my time table, it's so
unpredictable. sometimes i get up @ 3PM also. i'm trying 2 change
it, but it seems that success is 2 far. ). surfed till 10 AM, went 2
college, napped in first two classes. i got so dizzy that i decided 2
bunk the rest two classes n went 2 the library. picked up 4
books(CGI/ASP/XML-VB/C ALGO) n then returned to my room. now i'm addin
a li'l bit 2 my profile so that my website gains life. i'd been
planning for yrs.2 get one website done n the day hasn't come
yet.that's how my life is goin on in this college.....engg rocks...
really rocks. i've enjoyed all my 3yrs 2 full gear here. the final yr
is also goin smoothly. the only th that engg life hasn't offered me yet
is a 'new day'. here, everyday is the same ol' day. nothin has changed
since the day i was sent up 2 II yr. ya, i learnt a much... few good
things, few bad things, few of which i'd never like 2 relinquish, few
which i'd like 2 cherish as my green memories in my college life n a
few i'd like 2 shift+del from my mem. i've not watched a lot of movies
here in theaters or cinema-halls. infact if i count the total no. would
b less than 10. but i've watched a lot on my PC. there is a long
never-ending list in my orkut profile. some movies r still in my
2-b-watched-list .
Music...
apart from that i listen 2 music...
ROCK. actully , i started initially with POP. pop music is smooth,
soothin 2 ears, pop singers always talk abt love, romance, joy n
happiness. rock singers on the other side r so called frustoos (in engg
lingo). they always show the negative side of life. the darker one. the
lead guy or gul in the video always looses his/her love. frustration,
anger, wrath , furyness, suicide, taking drugs, killin their selves,
this is what they show in their video. some singers die taking
drugs(i'm not talkin abt the videos, it happens in real life also). but
still, i like it. may b becoz it shows us some bitter hidden truths.
truths those optimistic ppl try 2 hide, pretend as if it's not there.
whateva it may b, rock music simply ROCKS. abit of head banging, that
sound of guitar n drums really turn me on.
meet Mr. Cig.
then let's come 2 faggin. i'm tryin 2
quit this shit. i'm not addicted 2 it. i can give it up 4 few weeks, or
may b few months(i've never tried), but sometimes i feel - it's the
time 4 a ciggi, let's smoke, this is just a matter of one cig, no
probs. let's do it. that's how i smoke ciggi no. 1,2,3,...goes on. i
try 2 assure myself that ciggi is a replenishing elixir for my weary
muscles. but everyone knows WTF it is. anyways, i'm tryin 2 get rid of
it. at least i'm sure i'll b able 2 cut down the amount of fag done in
a day 2 a great extent.
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