Have you ever seen a life who is walking on a knife
It has got so much pain that will never turn in vain
Thats me,me,me sliding on a machete
which was almost at my life trying to smash at
But i walked out of agony & pain
In which you miss will be hanging in chain
These chains are damn powerful than a monster crane
I'll list out the pains that are running deep inside my veins
The people who are listening to this will judge my pain
It was such a damn pain and here it goes.......
May be i was just a kid didnt know what i did
My dad was a millionaire always flying in air
My mom & dad never even had a single fight
which was so loving at everyone's sight
It was summer vacations & we were all in excitation
Our plane crashes and everything burns into ashes
It was a blur before my eyes that my parents died
and they were kept in mortuary's ice
Blossoms & Blossoms the spring begins
and leaves falling at my mom & dad's coffins
My step mom comes into picture
who is my mom's sister & takes me with her
Not even a second i felt better with her
because she was my big torture
CHORUS:
Carry on & on you step mom the way you treat me
kills me inside & make me feel commit sucide
I'm knocking at the heavens door
as my life is so damn sour
MOM !!!!! DAD !!!!! screaming more & more....
Why did you leave me mom?
Why did you leave me dad?
you were all in my life that i ever ever had
(repeat 2)
She hates me but i never knew that why
discriminates me for my each & every sigh
she made me weak which turned my head down & sick
she put my heel under a moving vehicle wheel
Making these wounds of mine to never heal
I never knew why? why? why? does she want me cry
I was twenty & she wanna see my head break like humpty dumty
she was sitting next to a concrete wall
which was less stronger than her damn cruel heart
CHORUS: (twice)
It was winter & strangely there was a thunder
I heard an echo that she was a phsyco
So i never then hated her & let her go
later i found that she hurted herself
more as much as she hurted myself
I felt pity,pity on herself
That we were punished by God for no mistake on ourself
I pray Hailey,for what i had daily
that no one should have such a misery
GOD !!!!! why? why? did you do this to me {2}
and at last my step mom leaves me
I felt so bad, so sad ,she was the only one that i had
Why did you take her away & make me mad
Walking in the cemetery i hear the shatters of my soul
I'm alone, & moun for my life of own....................{3}
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