Walnut Wisdom 

By Arthur Loosley

 

I spent some time on a farm during the war, for a bit of respite from the bombing of London.  This story recalling those years is fictitious but some of the characters are  based on composites of real people and most of the action is based on actual events

 

 


THIS WORK HAS BEEN EXTENSIVELY REVISED AND NOW APPEARS IN WEEKLY EPISODES.

#1    First Day at Walnut Tree Farm; War isdeclared   #2    An introduction to country ways  
#3   The wonder of electricity, but to bed by candle   #4    Primitive hygiene and work on the farm
#5    Master of all he surveys - and green apples    #6    A secret room and an old man's sadness
#7    They have schools, even in the countryside    
     
     

Episode 1.

First day at Walnut Tree Farm, The Prime Minister’s sombre message on the wireless and the death of a chicken.


The fair-haired boy leaning on the farm gate was incongruously dressed for country life – or any kind of life for a male child just two weeks short of his eighth birthday. Alan hated his crisp white blouse and black shorts, lovingly hand-made by his mother, but clothes were not on his mind as he pondered what had brought him here to Walnut Tree Farm, and he didn't notice the greenish brown moss stains spreading ever wider over his mother’s pristine handiwork.

He had arrived at Walnut Tree Farm earlier that morning with his mother and grandmother, because people had been talking about dark clouds gathering over Europe and the Prime Minister was going to be on the wireless at eleven o’clock with an important message.

Alan was not afraid of dark clouds. In fact, he rather enjoyed the rain, but the grown-ups all insisted it would be safer here than in their London home near the docks, because that’s where the first bombs would fall if war started. Grandma's sister, Molly, who lived the farm, had suggested that the family should come and live here ‘for the duration‘, whatever that meant. Now they were waiting for the eleven o'clock announcement, and it was nearly that time already.

Father had said that if it came it would be all over by Christmas, but Granddad thought it might take as long as four years, like the last one.

The men were staying in London because of their work, but as Granddad said, ‘if a bomb or a bullet has your name on it, it will find you, no matter where you are‘. This didn’t make much sense to Alan but he felt sure it must be right. After all, Granddad was a postman and it was his job to see that the letters and parcels reached the people whose names were on them, but why would anyone send a bomb or a bullet?

Granddad probably knew the answer, but he wasn’t saying. After all, he had seen his mates blown to smithereens in the last war. That was a place in France, apparently.

Granddad was now too old for military service but would continue to do his important work delivering the mail, and Alan’s father, Ted Brandwell, was unfit and expected to be directed into work more important to the war effort than his present job behind the counter of a jewellery store.

Alan was jolted out of his reverie by his mother’s voice calling from the farmhouse door, ‘If I’ve told you once, I’ve told you a thousand times,’ she began. She always said that. He had lost count of how many times she had said that and he knew better than to ask what or why.

‘Just look at what you’ve done to your nice new clothes and come in here right now’ she ordered.

Looking down at the moss stained garments, Alan knew he was in trouble.

The atmosphere in the farm parlour was tense. Everybody sat in silence as Great Uncle Gerald tried to tune the battery powered wireless to the BBC for the important broadcast. Alan had heard crackles and whistles at home on his father’s home-built wireless, but this one seemed even worse.

‘Did you get the accumulator charged, woman?’ the old man asked Molly.

‘Didn’t need it, she replied.’

Alan knew about accumulators. One of his jobs at home was to take the acid-filled square glass jar to the local garage to get it recharged. It was not a job he enjoyed, especially since one of his friends had tripped up a kerb while carrying one, smashing the glass and splashing acid all over his legs. He needed hospital treatment for the burns and was off school for weeks..

At last, here in the farm parlour, the voice of the Prime Minister, Mr Chamberlain, could be heard. Only faintly, but Alan was able to make out the last few words, ‘… this country is now at war with Germany.’

‘Well, that’s it then!’ old Gerald said, with a sigh. He rose from his deep leather chair, which also sighed, and stood staring into space with his one good eye. Alan wondered what had happened to the other eye. It was not the kind of question he could ask, so soon after meeting the man, but perhaps he might find out later, when he got to know him better.

He now looked closely into that gnarled face for the first time. It was topped with black hair, speckled with grey, looking like . . . well, like a bramble thicket, he supposed. He was not sure what a bramble thicket actually looked like but had heard the expression and thought it sounded interesting, so had remembered it in case it should ever come in useful, but more important right now was the sadness he could see in that old face.

Great Aunt Molly was the next to speak. ‘We’ll all wake up dead in our beds tomorrow, just see if we don’t’, she announced.

Grandma sat peeling an orange. ‘Last one of these we’ll see for a while’ she predicted, then added, after a thoughtful pause, ‘and no more sugar in our tea, either. We don’t want all them sailors getting drownded bringing it over.’

Alan laughed at the way she said ‘drownded‘, like that man on the gramophone record reciting the poem, ‘The Lion And Albert’ about a fateful day at the seaside. He had heard it many times on the big wind-up gramophone at Grandma’s house.

Alan’s mother, Betty, for once said nothing, and after another pause Grandma continued, ‘We’ll save our sugar ration and make jam with it instead; there’s always plenty of fruit and we can’t have it going to waste.’

Alan knew nothing about rationing but could see the sense if it could save sailors’ lives, but he couldn‘t quite understand why they would be happier going to their watery graves for the sake of jam butties instead of sweet tea. Adults often said things that didn’t make sense!

Aunt Molly suddenly ran outside. The chickens were in the kitchen garden, scratching and pecking at the vegetables. She chased them off, except for the one she brought back to the house, holding it upside down by its feet. It was squawking and its wings were fluttering wildly.

‘Is it hurt?’ Alan asked, anxiously. Aunt Molly did not reply, but he got his answer when, after a final flutter, the bird fell limp and silent.

‘Come on,’ Aunt Molly said, handing it to Grandma, ‘Pluck this and at least we’ll have a good meal tonight before we all die’.

That was Alan’s introduction to Walnut Tree Farm, on the third of September 1939. He was not sure if he was going to like it here, but his father had promised to visit next weekend, and perhaps they would all be able to go home soon.

After a midday snack, the old man walked across the room and put his had no Alan‘s shoulder. ‘Come on Young Matey’, he said to Alan, ‘I’ll take you to see the animals.’

Alan looked nervously at his mother. She had warned him to keep clear of Great-Uncle Gerald. He had never met him before and had heard the womenfolk talking about his rough ways, but he seemed friendly enough.

‘Come on, Young Matey’, the farmer repeated, ‘I don’t suppose you see many cows or pigs in London, do you?‘

As Alan allowed himself to be guided out of the house he asked the old man, nervously, ‘Why did you call me Young Matey?’ He knew that children shouldn’t question grown-ups, but he thought that this one was a bit different, and as ‘Great-Uncle Gerald’ was a bit of a mouthful to say, he went on to ask, ’And what should I call you, sir?’

The old man laughed and replied, ‘Well, not “sir”, that’s for sure. Had enough of that in the army.‘ He thought about it for a moment and then suggested, ‘As we are going to be shipmates for a while, why don’t you call me Old Matey? Is that all right with you?’

Alan grinned. Yes, he thought. That would be more than all right, but why shipmates? He knew that this old man was called Captain Gerald Pacey, but he was a soldier, not a ship‘s captain. This man was beginning to sound just like all the other adults after all. They all talked in riddles.

‘Old Matey’, he repeated, somewhat hesitantly, but with a broad grin. He had never spoken to an adult in such familiar terms before, and had a feeling that his mother would not like it.

Life in the country was going to be interesting, but exploring the farm e would have to wait a little longer because his mother had followed them out of the house and was calling him back.

‘Get back in here and out of those clothes before you ruin them completely,’ she ordered, ‘and put your old play clothes on. How many times do I have to tell you?’

That was the best thing Alan had heard today and he didn’t need to be told twice - or a thousand times!

‘Excuse me, Old Matey,’ he said to his new-found friend, ‘Can you wait while I get changed?’

‘Take your time, Young Matey,’ the old man replied, ‘We don’t want to upset your mother, do we?’

Alan looked up again at that gnarled face. It was smiling, and he was sure he detected a wink in that one good eye.

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Episode 2.

Alan, now in his old ‘play clothes’ is shown around the farm by ‘Old Matey

 

Dressed more comfortably now in a grey woollen jumper over khaki ‘Boy Scout’ shorts, Alan followed Old Matey into the kitchen garden. It was bigger than any garden he had ever seen in London.

‘This is where Aunt Molly grows all our vegetables,’ the old man told him, ‘There are three gates which must always be kept shut. Aunt Molly won’t thank you for letting the chickens in again.’

The only gate that Alan had used was the one from the road to the red brick path leading up to the house. He thought for a moment of protesting that it was not he who left the hen-yard gate open earlier. He knew who did, but also knew that telling tales would not endear him.

Old Matey started the tour of the garden with a visit to the gate in question, tucked in a narrow gap between the dairy and the farm office. A third gate led to the main yard, with the cow-shed and stables. In the centre of the yard stood the magnificent walnut tree from which the farm took its name.

‘A man offered me a hundred pounds for that tree once,’ the old man told him, ‘Wanted to cut it down and make furniture from it.’

‘A hundred pounds?’ Alan gasped, ‘That’s a lot of money.’

‘It is,’ Old Matey agreed, ‘and there’s been times when it would have come in handy, but that tree has as much right to live here as I have, if not more.’

They stood at the gate for a moment but there were other things Alan had to be told about before they ventured further. Most important of these was the water-tap, on a wooden post just inside the gate. The pipe was wrapped with rough sacking and a steady drip of water fell on to the sodden planks which partly covered a sunken metal tank.

‘Must get that drip fixed before winter comes,’ Old Matey observed, ‘Learnt that lesson years ago. Took all day to thaw it once with a blow-lamp.’

Alan thought it was a silly place to have a tap. Back at home in his parents’ house there were taps in the bathroom and the kitchen and that was so much more sensible, but they did things differently in the country and anyway there were other things here that had caught his eye and needed investigating.

Pointing to the faded sign saying ‘Office’ in flaking white paint on a faded green door, he asked ‘Can I have a look inside there please, Old Matey?’ His mother had a part-time job in an office in London. He didn’t know what she did there, but assumed that it must be important because she had told him that you need to me really smart to do office work.

‘Not now,’ the old man replied, ‘Nothing in there you need to see and there’s plenty of other things more important,’

‘What about the dairy then?’ Alan had seen the word on the milkman’s cart when it called at their home every day, but was not really sure what it meant.

This time his request was answered. Old Matey opened the door and Alan walked into a room with a long marble-topped bench along one wall and metal jugs and bowls hanging from hooks on the wall. The bench top and much of the floor held an amazing assortment of old pots and pans, cardboard and wooden boxes, empty bottles and jars. There was even an old leather saddle with its stuffing poking out of split seams.

‘This was where we made our cheese and butter when we had a large herd,’ Old Matey explained, ‘But since Colonel Vickers took most of the land back we’ve only had room for half a dozen cows and they barely give enough milk for ourselves and a few neighbours, so this room is not used any more.’

Alan didn’t like the sound of that.

‘Why did that man take your land away?’ he asked, ‘It’s not fair!’

‘Nothing’s fair in this life, Young Matey,’ the aged farmer replied, sadly, ‘We just have to make the best of what we have.’

‘But how could he take your land?’ Alan insisted.

‘Because it was never mine,’ came the reply. ’I’m only a tenant farmer. Colonel Vickers owns all of the land around here and when I got older and couldn‘t manage it all, I had to let it go.’

Alan was learning a lot today. He vaguely remembered something in history lessons at school about rich landowners, serfs and peasants. Old Matey was clearly not rich, but which of the other two was he? He decided not to ask, but the question was unlikely to leave his mind, Perhaps, one day, all would be explained, but now was not the right time because there was something else he wanted to know.

‘Why does everybody seem to have army names?’ he asked.

‘Because when you accept the King’s commission, you can use the title for life,’ the old man told him, ‘It‘s many years since I wore my uniform but I still expect to be called Captain Pacey.’

Alan had noticed a large framed photograph on the wall in the farm parlour, of a man in military uniform on a magnificent black horse.

‘Was that you in the picture?’ he now asked.

‘Your mother’s right,’ Old Matey replied, ‘You do ask a lot of questions.’

But it was not an admonishment. There were so many things to learn here, and he was sure that this ancient gentleman who had seen so many things in his long life would be an excellent teacher. Better even, than dear Miss Copley back at Adley Green School.

He wondered how she and the other teachers would fare when the bombs started to fall. And all his school friends. And of course, Dad and Granddad.

Old Matey had ushered him out of the redundant dairy now, and was leading him through the gate leading to the hen-yard and orchard. The old man went first, looking behind him to see if Alan remembered to shit the gate after them. He did, and they both smiled - Alan with smug satisfaction and Old Matey with relief.

The hen house, a small wooden building with wire netting windows, was empty and the hens were all scratching about in the yard, but Old Matey ignored it and pointed to a much smaller hut a little further away from the house. ‘That’s the privy,’ he went on, ’Just remember that somebody has to empty it and it’s not a very nice job, so only use it when you have to, and if you only want to pee, find a hedge.’

Alan was surprised to hear the old man use a word that was forbidden at home, and had never heard the word privy before, but when the old man opened the door and he could see the wooden seat over an iron bucket, he knew at once what it was. Hw could have guessed, anyway, from the smell.

Old Matey had work to do now, so he left Alan to continue exploring on his own. ‘Have a look round the orchard,’ he suggested.

Alan could see the geese in the orchard, and could hear the angry noises they were making.

‘Are they safe?’ he asked.

‘Oh, they’re safe enough,’ the old man assured him’, and so will you be if you take a stick with you. Not to hit them with, you understand, but just waving it slowly in front of you will be enough to warn them off.’

Alan did as he was bid, but he soon stopped worrying about the geese because something else had attracted his eye. Over in the far corner of the orchard was on old cart. It must have been there for ages because it was covered with moss and there were weeds growing through its wooden-spoked wheels. Throwing caution to the wind he climbed aboard. What did he care if he got more moss stains on his clothes? These were his old play clothes, after all, so surely his mother wouldn’t mind, this time.

Sitting up there on the cart, just high enough to see over the hedge and across the fields to the river beyond, he felt amazingly at ease. He felt that this was where he belonged. He would make it his special place, to visit as often as possible in the days - or perhaps years - ahead.

He had had a tiring day and learned a lot of new things in a very short time, so he sat down, resting his back against an inside corner of the cart, and soon fell asleep.

It was there that his mother found him when she came looking for him later.

‘Are you ever coming in?’ she demanded. ‘I’ve been calling you for hours. And just look at the state of those nice clean clothes!’.

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Episode 3

Food fads, 'The Electric' and to bed by candlelight


Back in the farmhouse there was the welcome aroma of freshly cooked food. Alan had just been brought in by his mother after falling asleep while exploring the orchard, Old Matey was in his armchair facing the range, where he always ate, and Grandma was sitting at the table in the window. Everyone was ready to eat and Aunt Molly was busy bringing the food on the table.

Old Matey looked across and noticed that Alan’s plate had only vegetables and gravy on it. ‘Why is there no meat on the lad’s plate?’ he asked.

‘Because he doesn’t like chicken,’ Betty replied.

‘Not like chicken?’ the old man asked, ‘Why don’t you like chicken, Young Matey?’

Alan had a good reason, but didn’t like talking about it so his mother answered for him, ‘Just being awkward,’ she said, ‘You know what boys are like.’

That was not true. He didn’t just ‘not like’ chicken; the very thought of eating it had revolted him since that day, some years ago, when the family enjoyed a particularly tasty Sunday dinner at the grandparents’ house. They kept chickens in the back garden and one of them, a very fine cockerel, became almost a pet and they called him ‘Doodle’. Neighbours had often complained about the loud crowing but Granddad ignored the complaints. ‘Well, that’s what cockerels do, isn’t it?’ he told them

On that fateful Sunday, after asking permission to leave the table, Alan went out into the garden to see his feathered friend, but it was not there.

‘Where’s Doodle?’ he cried, running back into the house. Nobody replied, but Granddad rubbed his well-filled tummy and smiled.

Alan felt sick and vowed never to eat chicken again after that, but the grown-ups just didn’t seem to understand how he felt about eating his friend. He hoped Old Matey would understand, but he couldn’t tell him now, with his mother and grandmother in the room. Another time, perhaps, but for now he tried to put it out of his mind as he tucked into his vegetables.

Daylight was fading by the time they finished their meal, and Aunt Molly drew the curtains and switched on the electric light. Molly was very proud that she had ‘the electric’ in the house. ‘So much cleaner and safer than oil or candles,’ she remarked.

Alan wondered why there was only the one light socket, hanging from the parlour ceiling, not one in every room as they had at home, but again he remembered that they did things differently in the country.

While the women cleared the table and took the dishes out to the scullery, Old Matey settled deeper into his chair and called out to Molly, ‘Don’t forget to wake me in time for the nine o’clock news, woman. Mustn’t miss it tonight.’

Alan had been having a good look around the room during the meal, and wanted to ask Old Matey a lot of questions. The list was growing, but he couldn’t disturb the old man now.

There was the picture, of course, which he had already mentioned, of the handsome young soldier on a beautiful horse. He now saw that there was a sword in the man’s hand, and was excited when he noticed a real sword hanging from a hook on the parlour wall, half hidden by Old Matey’s chair. Could it be the same sword, he wondered. Had Old Matey killed anyone with it? It would be exciting if his new friend was a hero.

A shotgun stood against the wall in one corner of the room. A great split in its barrel reminded Alan of an opened sardine tin. That was something else he would have to ask about, and perhaps he might even discover the secret of the door at the far end of the room, blocked by a bookcase. Oh, and so many other things which he knew he would not get the chance to ask about tonight, because he knew that at any moment his mother would be asking, ’Do you know what time it is?’ She always said that, when all she needed to say was ‘It’s time for bed.’ It was just another one of those silly ways that grown-ups have of saying things.

His mother came back into the room now, followed by Grandma, having helped Molly with the washing-up. Molly herself came in, a few minutes later, carrying a white enamel jug. Her untidy white hair was now scraped back and hidden under a wide brimmed hat covered with flowers, and her mouth had a splash of bright red lipstick.

Without a word, she left the house. Neither of the other women said anything but Alan could not resist asking ‘Where is Aunt Molly going?’

The only reply came from the depths of the big black leather chair. ‘To The Greenwood Tree for my ale, I hope. One of you will have to wake me up for the news because she’ll be gone for hours now she’s got her war-paint on. The village lads will buy her a Guinness or two, you mark my words!’

‘Really, Uncle Gerald,’ Betty whined, ‘Fancy telling the boy a thing like that.’

A thing like what? Alan asked himself. Grown-up talk again, he supposed.

‘Do you know what time it is?’ Betty asked, suddenly‘ He was expecting this and, as usual, knew that no reply was needed. Within seconds she was leading him up the narrow boxed-in staircase by the light of a hand-held candle, which threw monstrous shadows on the white-washed walls, adding to the eerie sound of the creaking wooden stairs.

The first thing he noticed when he reached the bedroom was the all-pervading smell of urine from the pot under the bed. He had a chamber pot at home but rarely used it because they had a proper flushing toilet built on the back of the house, which they always used unless the weather was particularly bad. Here, of course, it would be unthinkable to make their way through the hen-yard on a dark night.

‘Now hurry up and get your pyjamas on and get into bed,’ Betty told him. She lit a candle on the wash-stand. ‘Blow this out as soon as you’re in bed,’ she ordered, ‘It’s too dangerous to leave it alight all night Don’t forget. I’ll be back in ten minutes to make sure you’ve done it.’

Left alone in that strange room, with the unfamiliar sound of the countryside - lowing cattle, the occasional whinny of a horse or hoot of an owl and various other sounds he couldn’t even try to identify - Alan lost no time doing as he was told and burying his head under the covers. Then he remembered that Old Matey had promised to show him the animals but all he saw were chickens and geese. But there would be plenty more opportunities so he snuggled down and was asleep when his mother returned.

He did wake briefly a little later, when there was a lot of shouting coming from downstairs. He recognized Old Matey’s voice saying something about spilt ale and began to think that perhaps there was good reason for the women to be fearful of him.

With that thought he sank into a deep slumber. Tomorrow would see the real beginning of his new life.

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Episode 4

Alan wakes up for the first time in his new bedroom, and after a little mishap, is given a job to do.

 

Alan woke early next morning. The sun, still low in the sky, was shining through the small bedroom window, directly into his eyes. He didn't know if that was what woke him, or the unfamiliar sounds.

He had heard morning birdsong occasionally in London, but never like this. There were so many more birds here in the countryside, and no traffic noise to drown their singing. Back at home there was always traffic. The family home at Adley Green was quite close to the docks. Ships’ horns were heard at all times of night on the busy Thames waterway and cargoes were unloaded and sent on their way in big noisy lorries.

Here in Tamwell there were other sounds new to Alan, such as mooing cows and squealing pigs, but the sound of a cockerel crowing was more familiar.

He knelt on the end of the bed and looked out of the window. From behind the closed door of the hen-house came the impatient clucking of birds anxious to get out and forage for food but the geese were already busy patrolling the orchard.

Alan had slept well after the excitement of arriving at his new temporary home yesterday, and was looking forward to asking 'Old Matey' a lot of questions about the farm, the sword, the gun, the secret room and so many other things . He was never allowed to ask questions at home, but the old man seemed very friendly, so maybe . . .

Jumping out of bed, eager to meet the new day and continue his exploration of the farm, his foot contacted something hard and he felt wetness underfoot as the object slid across the bare wooden floor. Only now did he remember that he had used the pot during the night and must have forgotten to push it back under the bed. He would be in real trouble now.

His mother, Betty, who shared the adjoining bedroom with Grandma, came rushing in to investigate.

"Stupid child!" she snapped, "All you ever do is make trouble."

Alan didn’t think that was all he ever did, but he didn’t need to be told a thousand times (another of her favourite expressions) that this was something really serious.

"If Uncle Gerald finds out about this . . ." she began, but was interrupted when the old man himself appeared in the doorway.

"Finds out about what?" he roared and then, seeing the problem, turned to Alan and said, "Done it meself many times, Young Matey. Here, let me give you a hand to clear it up."

Betty flounced out of the room, leaving Alan in tears, with Old Matey’s hand resting gently on his shoulder. She did not hear what the old man whispered in Alan’s ear as she left.

"Just this time, remember. We are all allowed one mistake. No need to tell Aunt Molly what you did."

This was something Alan had never experienced before. One mistake, as far as his mother was concerned, would always be one mistake too many. Molly was downstairs, preparing breakfast and with luck, she might not have heard the commotion, but that hope was dashed when she came puffing up the stairs, carrying a mop, some old newspapers and a can of disinfectant. Betty had told her about Alan’s carelessness and was still telling her how many times she had warned the stupid boy to be careful.

"Move yourself," she told Alan; "You too," she added, turning to the old man.

"I couldn’t help it," Alan replied, tearfully, "I’m very sorry."

"Not as sorry as you will be when I tell your father," Betty told him, suddenly appearing from behind, "now get dressed and don’t forget to wash your hands and . . . never mind, I suppose I’d better do it for you!"

She plunged a cloth into the water jug and used it to scrub Alan’s face and neck vigorously, making him wince.

"Now go and change the water, like Aunt Molly told you to."

The jug was heavy and he needed to use both hands to lift it. He felt sure that he was going to drop it on the way downstairs and would get into even more trouble, but Old Matey came to the rescue again.

"Here, lad, let me show you how we do it," he said, emptying the dirty water from the jug into the bucket. "That’s what you carry downstairs, then you rinse it out under the tap in the yard and fetch some fresh water to refill the jug. Didn’t she tell you that?

How simple he makes everything sound, Alan thought.

The old man had not finished yet. Turning to Betty, he said "And didn’t anybody tell you, young lady, that you pour a drop of the water into the bowl before you wash in it? Now that you've dirtied the water in the jug tat will have to be washed and re-filled too. All that clean water wasted!"

Betty was not used to being spoken to in such a manner, and did not reply.

"Get yourself dressed and go downstairs,’ she told Alan, "Aunt Molly’s got some work for you to do before you get any breakfast."

So many things to do and so much to remember, Alan mused. Country life was not going to be easy.

From downstairs came the wonderful smell of bacon. He hoped that there would be an egg for him as well, but was disappointed to find that he was only offered porridge. ‘Much better for young children,’ Aunt Molly explained.

When he had finished his breakfast, washed down with a cup of fresh milk, still warm from the cow, Aunt Mary handed him a wicker basket.

‘Come with me,’ she ordered, as she led him to the hen-house and released the bolt on the door.

The birds quickly rushed to get out, and Alan tripped over, trying to get out of their way.

‘Better not do that when you’ve got eggs in the basket,’ Aunt Molly warned. Then took him inside the hut. There were eggs amongst the straw on the floor and it was to be Alan’s job every morning to collect them after letting the hens out.

That seemed easy enough but the next thing he had to do sounded a bit more difficult: he would also have to lock them in at night so that the foxes couldn’t get at them. He wondered how he was ever going to catch all those birds and out them away safely, but Aunt Molly only assured him, ‘You’ll do it all right, just mark my words.’

That was not the end of his chores, either. He also had to feed them and Molly was ready to show him how.

Leading him to another hut - a disused pig-sty, she said it was - she showed him a large metal drum with a lid. Removing the lid she produced a metal scoop and brought out some grain. ‘Two of these every morning, first thing,’ she told him, ‘And don’t forget to put the lid back tightly. We can’t afford the feed the rats.’

Rats! Alan shuddered. He had seen rats in people’s houses near the London Docks. Thousands of them lived a very well-fed life there because of the grain that spilled from damaged sacks, not only on the quayside but falling in a trail behind the lorries that carried it away to its various destinations, and they used the underground sewers to move to all parts of London. Somehow he hadn’t really considered the possibility of finding rats in the countryside. That was another thing he had now learnt.

He now had about 20 eggs in his basket, and suddenly noticed a few that he had missed before. Not in the hen-house but outside, in a patch of weeds. A hen was sitting on them but he caught a glimpse of them as she shuffled around to get more comfortable. Shooing the bird away he triumphantly collected the eggs and added them to those in the basket, but Aunt Molly was not at all pleased.

‘Not those, you stupid child,’ she snapped. ‘They’ll be no good to eat now. They were nearly ready to hatch but she won’t sit on them again now that you’ve touched them‘.

Alan realized yet again that he had much to learn, and wondered if he would ever get it right.

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Episode 5.

A master of all he surveys puts Alan in his place

Alan’s introduction to the world of farm work had not gone smoothly, but he had only made one serious mistake, when he shooed a sitting hen off her eggs and Aunt Molly was cross with him. He had a lot to think about and remember if he was to do his job properly. The thought of rats bothered him and Molly had also said it would be his responsibility to lock the chickens in the henhouse every night to protect them from the foxes. He had no idea how he was going to catch all those fluttering birds, but perhaps he could ask Old Matey if he got a chance to speak to him.

Aunt Molly had gone indoors, taking the basket of eggs with her, leaving Alan to explore a bit more of the farm on his own. There were no pigs in the pig sties and no apples in the apple house, but there was a strong smell of urine in both places.

He timidly opened the gate and walked back through the little gap into the kitchen garden and sat on the rough wooden bench under a big apple tree outside the office. The view from that seat was really special, looking out over the fields, and he let his mind wander, thinking about all the different things he might see if allowed to explore, but for now he was more concerned with other items on his growing list of questions.

The tree above his head had some green apples, bigger than any he had seen before. One had fallen on the ground and split open. ‘I don’t suppose anyone will mind if I eat it,’ he told himself, taking a bite into the juicy flesh, but it didn’t stay in his mouth for very long. It was too sour, and he had to spit it out.

Aunt Molly was standing at the farmhouse door and came running out when she saw Alan. She looked angry - but of course she always did.

‘Didn’t I tell you never to sit on that seat?’ she demanded, ‘That’s Uncle Gerald’s private seat and nobody else sits there.’

Alan didn’t remember being told, and couldn’t really understand how anyone could object. It was a very solid seat and he was not very heavy, so surely it would not do any harm, but grown-ups are grown-ups and have to be obeyed, so he quickly slid off the seat and walked away, with Molly calling after him, ‘If he ever catches you there, he’ll send you straight back to London, just see if he don’t.’

Back to London? Surely not, for such a minor offence, but adults were unpredictable so he couldn’t take any chances. ‘No, no. Not back to the bombs, please‘, he begged.

‘What’s this I hear about bombs?’ a familiar gruff voice demanded. Old Matey had arrived on the scene and overheard the altercation. ‘What have you been saying to the boy?’ he asked Molly.

‘Just putting him in his place’ the old woman replied, ‘He was doing something he was told not to‘.

The old man bent down and took hold of Alan’s hand. It was trembling.

‘Now tell me, Young Matey,’ he asked softly, ‘What did you do? I want the truth, please.’

‘I sat on your private seat,’ Alan replied, ‘I didn’t know . . . Please don’t send me away.’

Old Matey looked at Molly. ‘Is that all?‘ he asked.

‘Give them an inch and they’ll take a yard, some kids will!’ she replied.

Still holding Alan’s hand, Old Matey led him to the bench and motioned him to sit down, ’Molly wants you put in your place’, he said, ‘and this will be it from now on. Your place. Do you understand?’

Alan didn’t really understand anything about grown-ups, but he smiled a rather smug smile when Old Matey turned to Molly and said, ‘You’d better understand too, woman.’

‘Why is she always so grumpy?’ Alan asked.

The old man’s brow furrowed. ’Now that was a cheeky remark,’ he warned, ’Be fair. You did upset her this morning, remember, when you sent the pee pot flying all over the room.’

‘But she shouldn’t have got cross with you for helping me,’ Alan protested.

‘Enough now!’ Old Matey warned, ’She works damned hard, I’ll say that for her.’

The feeling of smugness suddenly drained from Alan. This man was not going to hear any criticism of Molly; he would save that privilege for himself.

They sat side by side on the bench in silence for a while, looking across the fields that had once been connected to the farm. Old Matey looked sad. In a half whisper he said, ‘Master of all I surveyed, then, but now . . . ‘

He did not complete the sentence, but it was not necessary; Alan was sure he understood exactly what the old man was thinking.

‘Those apples are awfully sour,’ he remarked, wishing to change the subject.

‘You didn‘t try eating one, did you?’ Old Matey asked.

‘Only a bit of one that fell on the ground,’ Alan replied quickly, wondering if he was going to get into trouble again for doing something without permission.

‘They’re late cookers,’ the old man told him. ‘Not for eating raw or they’ll give you a real belly-ache.’

Grown-up words again, Alan noted. ‘Mummy doesn’t like the word “belly” because it’s rude‘, he commented.

‘Your mother doesn’t like a lot of things’, Old Matey sighed, then stood up and said, ‘Here, climb up on the bench and see if you can reach a few; Molly does a first class baked apple and we can have some tonight with custard.’

‘But won’t they give us a bel… sorry, I mean tummy ache?’, Alan asked.

‘Not the way she does them,’ Old Matey said, ‘with lots of sugar.’

Alan remembered his grandmother’s words about seamen getting ‘drownded’ but decided not to ask whether they would be likely to approve of this use of sugar. He climbed up and selected five nice plump apples, one each for the three women and the two ‘mates‘.

‘Now take them indoors and tell her what I said,’ the old man instructed. ‘Baked apples and custard for supper, can you remember that?’

‘Yes,’ Alan replied, ‘that’s easy, and when I come back, will you tell me how to put the chickens away at night?’

‘No,’ came the reply, ‘Just go to the hen-yard this evening when it begins to get dark and the chickens will show you how it‘s done.’

Alan said nothing but wondered yet again why grown ups never give a sensible answer to a simple question.

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Episode 6:

Baked Apples, free vegetables and a terrible secret.

 

Alan’s first full day at Walnut Tree farm had left him feeling bemused. He had learned a lot already about the kind of life that lay ahead of him for the next few weeks, months or perhaps years, but the future was uncertain.

The conversation between the three women as they sat around the table that evening was a little more relaxed now that they had started to sort out their individual roles in this unfamiliar mixed household. They had each run separate homes until yesterday morning and now they had to learn to share the responsibility of looking after themselves and each other in somewhat cramped conditions. There had been arguments already and Alan hoped there would be no more.

He was beginning to feel more comfortable with his own role now, after a turbulent start to the day, and was looking forward to the baked apples Aunt Molly had prepared as Old Matey instructed. There would be one apple each, which Alan himself had picked. He felt that he would now be seen as a useful member of the extended family, not just as an annoying child who should be seen and not heard. Old Matey would see to that. He was going to earn his keep, too, looking after the chickens.

Now he suddenly remembered with horror that he had forgotten to lock them up for the night. The fox would get them and he would be in real trouble.

Thinking quickly, remembering that the chicken house was close to the privy, he slid off his chair, brushing aside protests from the adults who always demanded that he ask permission to leave the table. ‘Terrible tummy ache,’ he shouted,’ I must go to the toilet.’

He ran as fast as his legs would carry him to the hen-house, hoping that no real damage had been done and that no-one would see through his subterfuge, but he need not have worried. The hens were safely locked away. Somebody else had done it for him.

Returning to the house he was asked, ‘did you wash your hands?’ but replied that he hadn’t because he found he didn’t need to ‘go’ after all.

The main meal passed peacefully enough. It was meat of some sort - Alan didn’t know which, and didn’t care as long as it wasn’t chicken, which would have reminded him of his late lamented friend, Doodle - served with potatoes and cabbage and rich gravy. He didn’t like cabbage but had to eat it because the adults said it was good for him. He also knew that if he didn’t clear his plate, anything left on it would be put before him at the next meal. ‘Waste not, want not’ was the family motto.

He closed his eyes as the ate the despised green stuff. Somehow, it seemed to take the taste away, and he thought about the regular Saturday shopping trip at home, when his mother would take him into town, walking the three miles to save the bus fare, to pick up the vegetables for the Sunday dinner.

‘We may be poor’, Betty always told her friends, but I wouldn’t let my family go without a full Sunday roast. Arriving at the market place just as the stallholders were packing up, she would hand Alan a brown paper carrier bag with string handles. He knew what he had to do, and set to work filling it with any damaged fruit and vegetables that had fallen on the ground. Some of the stallholders deliberately dropped a bruised apple or a ragged cabbage, pretending not to notice as Alan eagerly retrieved the trophy.

‘It’s for his pet rabbit,’ his mother would say, if she saw the traders watching, but there was no pet rabbit at home and every bit found its way to the family table. There would not be the same problem here in the country where Aunt Molly ran a productive vegetable garden.

At last the plates were cleared and Molly brought the baked apple and a jug of custard to the table for Betty, Grandma and herself. Old Matey was in his old arm chair facing the range, where he always ate, keeping a watchful eye on what was going on at the table.

‘Where’s the lad’s apple?’ he asked.

‘He’s not having any,’ Betty replied. ‘Not when he’s got a tummy ache already.’

The old man did not respond, but got up from his chair and beckoned to Alan.

‘Here, Young Matey,’ he said, ‘Come and sit here and we’ll share mine. A little taste won’t do you any harm.’ The women did not hear what he whispered next into Alan’s ear: ‘I locked them up for you, but don’t let it happen again.’

It was the third time today that Old Matey had saved him: first the spilt chamber pot, then the forbidden bench seat, and now his neglect of duty in the hen yard. Alan hugged the old man, but quickly pulled away in embarrassment when the others tut-tutted and said they didn’t know what the world was coming to.

That was the end of any hope of harmony in the crowded parlour for the rest of the evening. The women retired to the scullery to wash the dishes, leaving the old man and young boy to their own counsel.

There were so many things Alan wanted to ask Old Matey about, and now that the others were out of the room and couldn’t interrupt, he decided that it was safe to ask one question that had been preying on his mind.

A tall book case stood in front of a closed door at the back of the room, preventing it from being opened.

‘What’s in that room, Old Matey?’ he asked.

‘None of your business,’ snapped a voice behind him, ‘Be respectful when you speak to your elders and betters, and don’t pry into things that don’t concern you!’

Aunt Molly had returned unexpectedly and overheard the question.

Old Matey’s face clouded over, but instead of anger this time it expressed sorrow. ‘I may be older,’ he said quietly, ‘but who’s to say that I’m better than an innocent child?’

Molly looked the old man straight in his one good eye. ‘Oh no, not the old guilt complex again’, she intoned. ‘Play the violins, somebody, for gawd‘s sake!’.

Alan shuddered. He had caused another argument by asking a simple question. What could this dear old man possibly have to feel guilty about, he asked himself. Had he hidden a dead body in there? Perhaps he was a master crook, and this was where he hid his loot. It was beginning to sound like one of those adventure mysteries in the older boys’ comics that he wasn’t allowed to read, but his friend Malcolm had a pile of them hidden in his dad’s garden shed, and the two of them had spent many an exciting afternoon reading some of the bloodthirsty episodes and re-enacting them.

Old Matey put an arm around Alan’s shoulders. ‘Please, Young Matey, don’t ever ask that question again,’ he said sadly, then repeated the word, ‘Please.’ There was no anger or condemnation in his voice, but overwhelming sorrow.

Alan did not feel that any response was necessary. Nor could he think of anything to say except, ‘I’d better get ready for bed now before Mummy starts complaining. Shall I switch the wireless on for you so you can listen to the nine o’clock news?‘

The old man did not answer, so Alan quietly climbed the dark stairs and got into bed before he could cause any more trouble.

He felt sure that Old Matey wanted to share the secret of the room, and would probably do so in his own time, but he wasn‘t going to ask.

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Episode 7.

Mistrust and suspicion; Father’s visit; Alan goes to school, and who is Susan?


Life at the farm was quite erratic for the next two weeks. The constant mistrust and bickering between the women and Old Matey just went on and on, and Alan felt trapped in the middle of something he didn’t understand. He had learnt one thing though: Old Matey had a guilty secret of which he was ashamed, and Aunt Molly was not going to allow him to forget. Perhaps the other women also knew; perhaps that was why they found it difficult to live at peace with him.

It was all so sad. Old Matey might seem harsh at times but Alan could see nothing but kindness in him, except his rudeness to Molly, but that was how some grown ups behaved all the time, wasn‘t it?

There was a pleasant surprise on the Thursday of the third week, when Dad arrived from London on his motorbike. It was his first visit since Alan had come to the farm. He had been expected next weekend, and had come three days earlier than promised, but Alan did not have an early opportunity to speak to him because as soon as he arrived he was locked in a conversation with the women, from which Alan was excluded.

The only thing Alan was able to get out of him was that he had decided to come on a weekday because there was something he needed to do in the village, which could not be done at weekends. Thursday was half-day closing at the shop where he worked as a counter assistant, and the boss had kindly allowed him to take the morning off as well.

Betty sent Alan upstairs to change into his best clothes while the family discussed their business. That was ominous: he was just getting used to wearing his comfortable ‘play clothes’ around the farm. Best clothes meant a visit somewhere or a meeting with somebody who needed to be impressed.

He did not have to wait too long to find out what it was all about. The adults concluded their conversation and Betty joined Alan upstairs to check that he was properly dressed before sending him back down to the parlour with strict instructions to sit down and behave himself until told to move.

Dad was the only other person in the room, and he called Alan over to him.

‘What’s all this I hear about you being cheeky to Uncle Gerald?’ he asked.

‘Cheeky?’, Alan repeated. ’I haven’t been cheeky to him. Old Matey’s my best friend!’

‘That’s what I’m worried about,’ his father told him, ’It’s not right , and it’s got to stop.’

‘Not right?’ Alan repeated, ’but he is the only one here who ever takes any notice of me.’

‘That’s enough now,’ his father scolded. ‘Just remember that you are a guest in his house and speak to him with respect. “Old Matey” indeed. I’ve never heard of anything so rude in my whole life!’

‘But that’s what he wants me to call him,’ Alan protested.. ‘and he calls me “Young Matey” because he likes me’.

‘Exactly,’ his father said. ‘Now just remember what I’ve told you. In future you will call him “Uncle Gerald“ - and don‘t go wandering off with him without your mother‘s permission. Children can come to all kinds of harm with strangers, you know.’

Alan had heard about not going off with strangers before. It was something his teacher had often reminded the children about at school, but Old Matey was no stranger.

‘That’s not fair!’ he told his father, and ran out into the farm yard where he knew Old Matey would be working.

The old man was not surprised when Alan blurted out his story.

‘Then you will have to obey your Dad,’ he said quietly, then turned and walked away.

The whole gaggle of women then appeared, with cries of ‘disgusting!’ Betty was in her best frock, the shiny black one with coloured flowers all over it, and was also wearing her beads and a brooch and her best hat with a feather in it. The high heels of her shiny black shoes sank into the mud as she walked into the yard.

‘Now look what you’ve made me do, you horrible little child!’, she screeched.

Alan did not think it was his fault that she had chosen to wear her best shoes in a muddy farmyard, but he knew he must not answer back.

After cleaning her shoes with a handkerchief dampened with spit, Betty called out to her husband, ‘Come on Ted,’ let’s get on with it. We don’t want to be late.’

It was an odd trio who walked across the playground of Tamwell village school and entered the building: an over-dressed young woman, head held high, holding on to the arm of a man in stained oilskins and dragging a crying boy dressed like a Little Lord Fauntleroy. Alan knew now why his father had chosen to come on a weekday as he found himself in a large room with a high vaulted ceiling and two rows of desks at which were seated about a dozen children of all ages, both younger and older than himself.

There was a slight ripple of excitement as heads turned to see who had entered their realm, but they quickly returned to facing forward on the sharp command of a woman at the front of the room, who put down her blackboard chalk and came to greet the newcomers. Warning the children to keep quiet and get on with their reading, she ushered Alan and his parents into a small side room with windows from which she could keep an eye on things.

This was Alan’s introduction to the single-class village school. It was nothing like the one he attended at Adley Green, and he was not at all sure he was going to like it.

He did not deliberately listen to the conversation between his parents and the teacher, except to make a note that her name was Mrs Cooper, but he could not help overhearing hushed comments about Captain Pacey, who was apparently well respected by some of the villagers and always addressed by his military title, but loathed by others following dispute many years ago, accounts of which still circulated in several different versions.

‘It has something to do with the secret room, I’ll be bound,’ Ted said, having had the previous evening’s conversation graphically reported to him by the women

‘Oh no,’ Mrs Cooper told him. ‘No, that’s something else entirely. It’s very sad, from what I know about it from my grandmother. She was a friend of Gerald and Susan at the time but I don’t think anybody really knows the complete truth and it’s not something I intend to discuss.’

She added that should she ever be blessed with children she would be very confident to trust them to the protection of that sweet old man.

‘Sweet?’, Betty repeated. ‘That’s not what I’d call him, but if you say so . . . If you know something that I don’t . . . ’

‘So can I still be friends with Old Matey?’ Alan asked.

‘We’ll see,’ said his father, ‘We’ll just have to wait and see.’

Now there was something else that Alan wanted to know. ‘Who is Susan?’ he asked.

The question startled Mrs Cooper. ‘I’m sorry‘, she replied, ‘I should not have mentioned the name. Please forget I said it.’

She looked closely at Alan. ‘Yes,’ she said, with a smile, ‘I really do believe that you will be perfectly safe with - what did you say you call him?’

‘Old Matey,’ Alan replied, ‘and I’m Young Matey.’

Mrs Cooper squeezed his hand. ‘We’ll see you in school on Monday then,’ she said, ‘Please don’t be late.’

Alan knew he was going to like Mrs Cooper. What she had said only deepened the mystery still further, but he felt a sense of relief knowing that somebody as important and knowledgeable as a teacher believed that Old Matey could be trusted.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE

I was the same age as the child in the story at the outbreak of war, the family lived on the edge of London and decided that the women and children should be evacuated to the country while the men stayed at home.

My father, a watch repairer by trade, was medically unfit for military service and was directed into essential war industry and also served with the Home Guard and Fire Watch.

My grandfather had served in World War 1 and was now a postman, nearing retirement age.

© 2006 Arthur Loosley

 

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