Speaking of my life

So I'm not currently finished with this website yet. But as you can see all it is is a myspace "about me" thing just extended. I wanted to keep my actual myspace relatively short.

But like I said i'm done with this yet, I'm still trying to find the time to add personal Thank You's and About Them pieces of people who are special to me. Sorry for the delay, leave your complaints in the forum, or on myspace, but yet just check up later and see what's new. I'll post a bulletin informing people of what I've put up when I put something new up.. so  yea.. Thanks for stopping by though. = ]

Jan. 1st 2008

"so, what's your addiction? the pain, the
emptiness, the high? maybe we all just
want to feel alive. you can fake a smile
for everyone else, but you'll never hide
the truth from yourself"

In life I have a tendency to be quite wreckless. I can't help it. I strive to feel alive because I hate feelings dead inside. I look not for anyone's permission or acceptance to be the person I am. I'm real to put it simply and I've got a good heart. I care deeply for the people in my life and I care deeply for those in pain. I don't hate anyone, I find it a waste of time and perfect happiness. It takes a whole lot for me to stay angry for longer than an hour. I'm mean but not in a malicious or evil way. I'm a nice person, one of the meanest nice people there are out there. It's difficult to know me fully inside and out. The only way truly get to know me is to talk to me and spend time with me. It is only then that you will be able to grasp the person that I am. I have to trust you to show you the deeper sides of me, but to tell you the truth my full trust is hard to come by but I can guarantee you that if you do manage it, I will be more than worth it.

...about this site...

so obviously this is my personal site. I just wanted to tell you a little about what you'll find on each page::

Oceanside: The place I grew up.

A little More: This page goes slightly more in depth about me and who I am. The first paragraph 
                               is long but I felt it was an important point to get across.

Forum: Pretty self explanitory. Feel free to ask whatever questions, start any discussions or reply to
                 any current topics.