Hi, my name is Helen, i'm 16 and live in England. I've been diagnosed as anorexic for about 2 years.
I think we all need somewhere where we don't have to pretend anymore and can just be ourselves and tell the truth, i've started this to keep me busy and express myself to people who might understand.
Feel free to explore my site, and look at the "about me" page to find out more, i'll be updating this and constantly adding things, i wouldn't call this site "pro-ana", i've been diagnosed as anorexic but i feel like ed-nos or rexibulimia would be more accurate. I definatly have an eating disorder but don't feel i fit into all the categories, im a proper misfit!
I'm not gonna teach how to be anorexic, this is too wrong to describe! I don't believe i have an evil "ana" inside me, and i don't give it a name, i hate the doctors saying that me and my eating disorder are seperate, i want to be accepted: this is just who i am...
I guess this will be my own version of a pro-ana site, i am in recovery, but this is not my choice and i know i may be at a 'decent' weight but this is not the weight i want. I don't know yet if i'm gonna have stuff like 'thinspiration', in my experience if you truly have an eating disorder you don't need persuasion to lose weight- but i don't want to offend people by saying so. For me it was incredibly easy losing weight, i didn't need tips or tricks, except when it came to hiding my problems.