Nightmare - Brainbug
  Posted on 23nd Jan 2009
 

Lewis is coming home tonight ..well tomorrow at 3 in the morning.He said hed just climb into bed n to leave the door open. Hes been away for another 2 weeks PPSHH. I guess this is what you get when you fall for somebody in the Millitary. Anyway so thats one bit of good news.

Bad news is Granny is dying. Her heart is having to beat twice has fast to compensate for her lungs and shes going down hill. Then again shes in pretty good state for a 96 yr old n i can only hope I live that long. Shes seen in 2 world wars ( if my history serves me correctly) and thats along time to be alive. Mentally shes ok too. If you didnt know there was anything wrong with her then i guess youd think shes ok n go for another couple. Its mum whos feeling it the most. Shes at that point wheres shes starting to need constant care n we having to pull together. Things will get better n i keep telling mum this... x