Most of you know that I am a music nut, as Shakespear wrote "If music be thy fruit of love, play on. Suffiting so that the appitite my sicken and so die...."
So if you understood that here are some song lyrics that inspire me or make me feel like a whole human being.
Song: Numb
Artist: Holly McNarland
Album: Stuff
Chase desruction of your own emotions,
and your need for love, makes you easy pray.
Safty of a rubber glove seems much too simple
Climbing up and Down, waiting for the day.
You can't see if I'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can hate with my eyes open
I feel better when I'm numb
Chase distraction of your own exsistance
Keep it clean, cleen enough to stab,
Lick your own wounds, anxious for the next one
Cry for more pain, heal what you have
You can't see if I'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can't hate with my eyes open
I feel better when I'm numb
Just another hit for the one you love
If you cared at all, you'd put me down
Wake up dead man, can't you see I'm starvin'
Wake up dead man, Can't you see I'm starvin'
You can't see if I'm not listening
You can't hate with my eyes open
I can't hate with my eyes open
I feel better when I'm numb
I feel better
I feel better, when I'm numb.
Song: Voices
Artist: Holly McNarland
Album: Home is where my feet are
Watching you sleep you can't scream
I'm still here without speech
I'm waiting, I'm waiting
stealing all the voices watching you go down
whispering her voices
whispering you down
stealing all the voices watching you go down
whispering her voices
whispering you down
You're warmer then the ground
I'm better not to come around
are you still afraid of this?
but this is everything you'd miss
I'm still waiting yes I'm waiting
stealing all the voices watching you go down
whispering her voices
whispering you down
she's whispering
do I blame you for this?
every single bit of it
I'm still seething, I'm barely breathing
I thank your for this
stealing all the voices watching you go down
whispering her voices
whispering you down
stealing all the voices watching you come down
whispering her voices
whispering you down
She's whispering
She's whispering
She's whispering
Song:When I am Queen
Artist: Jack Off Jill
Album: Clear Hearts, Gray Flowers
When i am queen I will insist
with perfects scars upon my wrists
that everything you once held dear
is taken away from you
When I am queen sweet girlscout's face
and not a one will fall from grace
if all their hearts I could replace
But until then I'll have to
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself DROWN
When I am queen on royal throne
made out of parts of broken bones
of all the devils I have known
that sucked the angels dry
When I am queen I'll have my way
I'll make it drowning dollie day
and all the tears that we have cried
will suck back in our eyes
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself DROWN
Hush baby hush baby hush baby go to sleep
hush baby hush baby hush baby
I'll make it BE
When I am queen I will not wait
my body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate
because I hate you too
When I am queen they all will see
The patron Saint of Self Injury
the glitter sores will heal themselves
I'll play the part of someone else
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself
DROWN!
Song: When you say nothing at all
Artist: Alison Kraus
Album: Unknown
Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart,
Without saying a word you can light up the dark,
Try as I may I couldn't never explane,
what I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me,
Theres a truth in your eyes that say you'll never leave me,
The touch of your hands says you'll catch me if ever I fall,
You say it best when you say nothing at all
All night long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define
Whats said between your heart and mine
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me,
Theres a truth in your eyes that say you'll never leave me,
The touch of your hands says you'll catch me if ever I fall,
You say it best when you say nothing at all
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me,
Theres a truth in your eyes that say you'll never leave me,
The touch of your hands says you'll catch me if ever I fall,
You say it best when you say nothing at all
Song: Beautiful
Artist: Joydrops
Album: Metasexual
If I was beautiful like you
all the things I would do
Those not so blessed would be crying out murder
and I would just laugh and get away with it too
like you do....
If I was beautiful like you
I would never be at fault
I could walk in the rain between the rain drops
Bringing traffic to a hault
But that will never be
No, that will never never be
'cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me
beautiful like me
If I was beautiful like you
I'd be quick to assume
They'd do anything to please me
right now I see the reaction when you walk into the room
But that will never be
No, that will never never be
'cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me
beautiful like me
Beautiful
Beautiful like me
like me
like me
If I was beautiful like you
I'd have so many friends
all fight for my time to be next in line
so If I hurt one I wound never have to make amends
that will never be
that will never never be
'cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm not beautiful like you
I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me
I'm beautiful like me
beautiful like me
beautiful like me
beautiful like me
beautiful like me
beautiful like me
I'm beautiful like me
Song: I'm not an addict
Artest: Janes Addiction or Kay's Special
Album(s): Unknown
Breathe it in and breathe it out
And pass it on, it's almost out
We're so creative, so much more
We're high above but on the floor
It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot
It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
(Nothing means a thing to me)
It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling.
It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel...
It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive
It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
I'm not an addict...
Song: Concret Angel
Artist: Martina McBride
Album: Greatest Hits
She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel
Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel
Song: Nothing to Lose
Artist: Billy Talent
Album: Billy Talent
Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know put concrete in my veins
I'd always walk home alone
So I became lifeless just like my telephone
There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change
Never played truth or dare
I'd have to check my mirror to see if I'm still here
My parents had no clue
That I ate all my lunches alone in the bathroom
There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
THere's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change
There's nothing to lose
My notebook will explane
There's nothing to gain
And I can't fight the pain
Techer said its just a phase
When I grow up, my children will probably do the same
Kids just love to tease
Who'd know it would put me undergroun at seventeen
There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change
There's nothing to lose
My notebook will explane
There's nothing to gain
and I just died today
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