ok so like the title says this is what I have to say, and well if you don't wanna listen push that little red button with the x on it up in the right top corner of your page.  So with that said and done I'm Merrick, I am not mary fucking sunshine 24/7 but I do try to smile now and then.  I am what most would call "Goth" but I think that is such a steriotypical term.  I am 20 years old, I am a Canadian, and I live in Toronto with my fiance Steve.  I am going to school to become a nurse one of these days, and well yeah don't get on my bad side.  My friends have always said I'm a great person to have around, if you haven't pissed me off, if you have, duck and cover.  I will rip you a new asshole and not think twice about it.  This page is probably just going to be my place to rant and rave on about shit.  I personally don't give a shit if anyone reads this page, thats why my name is on it and not yours!  Anywho have a look around while your here and sign my fucking guestbook I would do the same for your ass! By the way, I wouldn't recomend leaving your email address in the guestbook, everyone can read it, so its up to you, mind you I wouldn't leave mine there, if your leaving me a message odds are I have your email.

*~Merrick~*

ok so some of you comming to my page might not know that much about me.  So here it goes, I was born May 2nd 1983 (yeah I know I am getting old) my parents are Richard and Mary, they got creative and combined there names and named me Merrick (everyone calls my father Rick)  I moved to Ontario from my home of St.John's Newfoundland when I was 5 years old.  Took us 3 days to dive here in a shit of a van with my parents my sister and some other family members.  Believe me not fun when your 5 years old and you have to potty every ten minutes.  I went to catholic schools my whole life and even got kicked out of an all girls catholic high school after just one year there.  I then went toanother catholic high school where I met Steve.  No we didn't date right away, as a matter of fact the day we met there were some nasty words said.  But we wont go into that.  After getting to know eachother a little better I developed a massive crush on him.  Little did I know he had a thing for me, all through high school we flirted but always dated other people. Right before my 17th birthday I moved out of my parents home and into a shelter for girls, I stayed there untill I finished high school and then moved to Toronto.  Huge mistake might I say!  From there I shaired an appartment with a good friend of mine (Natalie shes in the photo album) I went to college for a breif period of time taking a program in woodworking technology but left after one semester to get some cash and support myself.  Durring this time I also attened some sses and got my certification in Nursing Aide.  I was working in a cafe at this point and decided that Natalie and I could use a little fresh fruit so I walked down to Kensington Market and started picking some up right after working.  I looked like shit and had coffee spilled over me, but apperently that was ok because I attracted someones eye.  While picking out some apples I heard my name being called, I turned to see Steve smiling at me.  He gave me a big hug and asked where I dissapared to after high school.  After a quick catching up we decided that we should go get something to eat.  We went to my appartment I changed and freshened up, we went to dinner, and kissed for the first time that night.  And I haven't stopped kissing him sence.  We have been together now for almost a full year and we live together.  On Christmas morning he got on one knee, sang to me and asked if I would marry him.  So one of these days I'll write in when we set the date ;)