the darkness is engulfing my life again...i feel the shadows seeping in my skin and nomatter how i writhe it continues to pour deeper into me. part of me screams in fear of this demented feeling...part of me screams for it to completely soak itself into my soul...wanting it. tearing me, it breaks through my structure, my wall, my defence, protection, sanctuary ...opening my old sores, ripping the closed pores of scarring. the darkness is inside me now. like an old friend i recall it, the feeling of coldness in me. the urge to penetrate my skin with sins ive grown accustomed to. further now...only depth can create the newest of pains to get the same reaction.*sigh* a breath of air, poisening my lungs with existance....
