Many Tears Animal Rescue

Supported by Burns Pet Nutrition

Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of Heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special, someone who was left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly, he breaks from the group, flying over the green grass, faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into those trusting eyes, so long gone from your life, but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross the Rainbow Bridge together...

Author Unknown

Special Gift

You're giving me a special gift,
So sorrowfully endowed,
And through these last few cherished days,
Your courage makes me proud.

But really, love is knowing
When your best friend is in pain,
And understanding earthly acts
Will only be in vain.

So looking deep into your eyes,
Beyond, into your soul,
I see in you the magic, that will
Once more make me whole.

The strength that you possess,
Is why I look to you today,
To do this thing that must be done,
For it's the only way.

That strength is why I've followed you,
And chose you as my friend,
And why I've loved you all these years...
My partner 'til the end.

Please, understand just what this gift,
You're giving, means to me,
It gives me back the strength I've lost,
And all my dignity.

You take a stand on my behalf,
For that is what friends do.
And know that what you do is right,
For I believe it too.

So one last time, I breathe your scent,
And through your hand I feel,
The courage that's within you,
To now grant me this appeal.

Cut the leash that holds me here,
Dear friend, and let me run,
Once more a strong and steady dog,
My pain and struggle done.

And don't despair my passing,
For I won't be far away,
Forever here, within your heart,
And memory I'll stay.

I'll be there watching over you,
Your ever faithful friend,
And in your memories I'll run,
...a young dog once again.

(anon)

There is a place .....

There is a place that some of us know
Where our dear departed pets all go
Where the sun always shines and butterflies wing
their way across fields where bluebirds sing

Where toy mice are scuttling and Frisbees do soar
There's tug toys and tennis balls and chew bones galore
With fields full of bluebells and a cool rippling stream
Where angels bring titbits and bowls full of cream

So try not to worry and try not to grieve
The love in their hearts will never leave
They'll happily play there and patiently wait
'Til you go to fetch them at heavens gate

Author: Tracey Jackson

Holly – 7 July 2009


We adopted our beautiful Holly from Many Tears in March 2005. My husband and stepson came to meet her with our Samoyed Meg and all fell in love with Holly. She was eight years old at the time and had obviously lived outside and was very quiet for a Samoyed. Yet she settled in immediately with Meg and was so loving and glad to be indoors and cared for. She soon learnt from Meg how to ‘woo-woo’ freely in that Samoyed way and then talked to us constantly. She was the sweetest and kindest of dogs and bright and funny and so clever: though smaller and older than her sister Meg, Holly regularly outwitted her and found ways to be first to the pats and the treats - or to be in the front in photos such as this one! Over the years, her joints got stiffer, probably due to her long years outside, but she took great joy in life and remained bright-eyed and interested in everything until after four happy years her heart gave way and the vet advised that there was no more that could be done. It was a joy and a privilege to know our Holly and love her, and we all bless the day she came into our lives.
Jeremy and Thomas Flye and Sian Jones.

Basil (aka Leo) – June 16th 2009


My Uncle Terry adopted Basil from Many Tears in July 2006, after he was handed in by his terminally ill owner. Aside from an initial language barrier – Basil understood Welsh, my Uncle spoke only English – they seemed to be a perfect match, and Basil, despite his age, adapted well to outings in the car, chickens, rabbits and everything else his new life presented him. Sadly Basil’s health deteriorated in summer 2009, and when his kidneys started to fail the decision was taken to let him sleep, after 3 happy years. He was a wonderful boy, and will be sorely missed by all, particularly my Uncle.

Memorial to Izzy – died 2 June 2009

 
We adopted Izzy from Many Tears on 20th November 2004. She had been rescued from a breeder. As soon as we held her, we knew she was ours. We had her for a glorious 4 and a half years but sadly, her liver starting failing 6 weeks ago and on the 2nd June, the Vet could do nothing more to help her and we had to make the heartbreaking decision to let her go. She was our princess, our joy and made our lives happier for being in it. She leaves a void in our hearts and we will always love and miss her. Our hearts are breaking with the thought of her not being here anymore.
Run free precious Izzy xxxx
Gary and Sharon Broom

MORK - 10-04-09

 
Mork came to Many Tears at 5 weeks old.  He was blind and his fontanal gap in his skull didn't close resulting in a strange lump on the top of his head.  Sylvia asked me to take him and he had nearly four wonderful weeks with me.  I do not regret having him for one moment.  He was a little ray of sunshine and very happy for the time he was here and so loved I just can't put it into words.  He had a tiny paw print but it's placed very deeply in my heart.
Yvonne

TILLY - 26-03-09


I was given the saddest news today, my beautiful foster dog Tilly had to go to Rainbow Bridge as she had severe spinal problems and the vet said it was the kindest thing to let her go.   Her mum Pam is distraught as she loved her so much and I am absolutely heartbroken for both of them.
Tilly, we all loved you  but know you can run free with the others until we meet again.
Forever in our hearts and dreams.
Your wonderful mum Pam and foster mum Debs
xxxxxxxxxxx 

HARRY


Harry was my Mum's dog, she chose him at Many Tears and they adored each other and went everywhere together.  My darling Mum died on April 9 2008, I always promised her I would look after Harry for her and I did.  He was the dearest little fellow, easygoing, happy and just a joy to have around.  Harry had a heart murmur and had a heart attack on February 3, 2009, he was 10 years old.  I miss him terribly, he was a link with my Mum but I think they're together again which is just how it should be.
Anne

MR EMERY 15-02-09


Today was a very sad and distressing day.  This afternoon I have had our vet put dear Mr Emery to sleep. The last few weeks have been getting harder for our boy. No physical problems but mentally I guess he was stewing. He started to bite us over food. The staff were being careful and we were working with him. James who already has so many hard to home dogs offered to have him but today whilst running free in the sand school he went to the handler and bit her multiple times.  I felt it was kinder to just let him fall asleep then keep him caged, muzzled and homeless.  We all loved him but I felt he is a danger and obviously very unhappy too.  I will remember him always.

MOLLY 13-02-09


Molly was the most beautiful girl.  When she arrived it was obvious something was majorly wrong with her.  Her stomach was huge.  We did several tests and it was found that she had a liver shunt.  She deteriorated really fast and sadly we had to put her to sleep just a few days after she arrived. So although her time at Many Tears was short she is on this page so she will not be forgotten.

PRECIOUS - 10-12-08

 
Precious was in severe pain and the pain killers were not controlling it so we felt it was time to set her free. In the two short years that we had her she has brought us some much love so we did what was best for her. Run free our special girl.

JOLLY 29-11-08

 
 Jolly was only 8 months old and came to us from the pound.  She was the sweetest and most loving collies.  However, when we found a huge tumour in her bladder which was could not be removed.  We are very sad that  this beautiful dog had to be put to sleep and that she never had the chance to find a loving home.

SHIYA - 24th Aug 1996 - 14th Nov 2008

 
     Our beautiful GSD, Shiya went to Rainbow Bridge on Friday morning. She was 12 years old, yet so active and forward going we honestly thought she'd be with us forever.  Sadly her heart wasn't as strong as her will and despite help from our vet she slipped away from us to Rainbow Bridge.
      Shiya was a beautiful, loyal, smart and loving member of our family having been rescued by CARA at the age of  8 years. She showed many children that big dogs are wonderful dogs, especially when out on street collections for the Friends of Many Tears she set a shining example and raised a lot of money to help dogs less fortunate than herself.
      Shee Shee, our lives won't be the same without you  .I will miss you nosing through the shopping bags to find your treats, raiding the salad drawer and the way you adored the cat!! We will always remember you and when we look up we can see the star we named after you. We are so glad we found you and you found us, we are honoured that you accepted us and I've loved every minute that we spent together as a family.
Run free, be young again.
Jenna   x x x x x x

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Today Shiya left our family for her forever sleep.  Shiya was a CARA rescue dog that my daughter and family adopted.  She was a super smart loving GSD with a heart that was made of gold.Shee shee sleep well old lady.
Nanna Poppy and Alex xxxxx

FLO - 30-10-08


Dear Flo
      Today I watched as you took your last breath in this world, with the memory of when 14 years before you had taken your first.
       My dear black Staffie, what a great lifetime you have had.   You would come to work at the stables with me and were adored by all the children and grown ups.  As you grew older you became nanny to my own children, how happy I feel that Romina and Jed will always remember you and I can share my memories of you with them.  You had your likes and dislikes, you were strong willed, there were a few near death experiences and a few uncomfortable Staffie moments.   You knew when I was sad or upset before anyone. You tolerated sharing your life with Vic our cat although he continued to adore you and Gwen and Ness.   Saffi a pup from Many Tears came to us last year and she loved you to bits.  You tussled and played with her, something I thought you had given up a long time before. 
      The last few months you have spent mostly at rest, it became too much for you to get up to greet me.  I couldn't bare watching you waste away. I'm sorry you cried when the needle went in, you went to sleep until it was time to say goodbye for ever.  I felt helpless, it was meant to be a peaceful end but I know Flo that is was the only pain you have ever felt in your lifetime and the nearest I have ever been cruel to you.
    Miss you and love you forever dear friend Flo.
 Stacey, Martin, Romina and Jed xxx

Mumbo Jumbo - 02-11-08

Mumbo Jumbo was a year old collie cross who we rescued from the pound.  He was a friendly, loving boy who probably never had a real home.   He was with us for about 3 weeks  when one morning we went to let the dogs out of the kennels and found Mumbo Jumbo comatose. We think he had a fit and could not get out of it. We were unable to help him and lost him. We had never seen him fit, and this has been a terribly sad shock. I think this was the happiest home he had ever had and he loved his sweet kennel mate so much too. RIP little fellow - I am so sorry you never found your own person but we all loved you!!!!

SLITHER - 20-10-08

Slither was an extremely sweet  16 weeks old JR puppy who somehow ended up at the pound. He was deaf but a cute and happy puppy.  He went into a foster home but suddenly started to fit.  The vet was unable to stop him from fitting and on his advice the decision was made to send Slither to Rainbow Bridge.  We are all terribly sad for this poor little boy who had such a bad start in life but would like to thank his fosterer Nia who has been wonderful and has shown Slither what a loving home is like even though it was for a short time.

LOOP - 07-10-08

 
Today Loop sadly lost his fight with cancer. He has been a bigger than life part of our family. He has never failed to make mum smile when she was sad and we will sorely miss him. Loop was a real gentleman who deserved the very best in life so I hope that this poem I have found will being fitting enough.......

I'm Still Here

Friend please don't mourn for me
I'm still here, though you don't see.
I'm right by your side each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.

My body is gone but I'm always near.
I'm everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

I'll never wander out of your sight -
I'm the brightest star on a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach -
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.

I'm the colourful leaves when fall comes around
and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond,
the clear cool water in a quiet pond.

I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring.
The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.

When you start thinking there's no one to love you,
you can talk to me through the Lord above you.
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
and you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face.
Just look for me, friend, I'm in every place!

Author Unknown

Please don't call or e-mail mum as she is too sad, but instead light a candle for Loop[.
Run free and happy my big boy
 Love Leah, Sylvia and Bill

MEG


Meg was adopted in July 2008 by  Pat & Dave Blackie..  She was rescued from a farmer who was getting a new dog needed Meg out of the shed she lived in. Sadly Meg had a massive stroke just a couple of months after she was adopted and despite her new owners and their vet doing everything possible for her in the end they had her put to sleep to end her suffering.   Meg was a wonderful dog with a marvellous temperament and her owners are very sad at her passing.   Pat & Dave did not have her long but she has left a big hole in their lives and she will never be forgotten.

BARNEY


Barney had done very well since the diagnosis of his tumour last November and even put on 4 kilos.  He had been on pain relief for a few months. However, he went downhill suddenly and he paid his last visit to the vet’s where he went peacefully.  He’s been much loved and  will be sorely missed.
Elaine

FRANK


Frank was brought to Many Tears from the pound after serving his 9 days  in September 2008.  When he arrived we noticed he had a problem with his back legs and found he had a broken pelvis.  He was placed with one of our wonderful foster carers and put on crate rest but sadly he went downhill very quickly and had to be put in a drip at the vets.  After two days Frank sadly lost the fight for life and went to Rainbow Bridge.

KATIE

Katie was an ex-breeding westie adopted in January 2005 by Sandra and Andrew Page. She had a bronchial condition (known as Westie Lung) and was on medication for life.  Katie's favourite place was home either snuggled up on the sofa or in her bed. Katie was the sweetest little dog you could wish to meet and that she could be that way, even after all she'd been through shows what an angel she was.  She was loved so much and has left a huge hole in Sandra and Andrew's  lives.  She was with them for just over 3½ years, but behind all their tears and heartache they can be sure that Katie knew they loved her and that at last she'd found the love and security she deserved.

BELLA

 
Bella our beautiful foxhound sadly had to be put to sleep on 8th August 2008.  She had suffered with ill health since she arrived at Many Tears from Ireland.  She went into a foster home and despite all our efforts her condition failed to improve and in the end she had to be put to sleep to end her suffering.  Bella was a really wonderful dog and loved by everyone who met her.

DOLLY

 
Dolly (aka Venture) was a deaf Old English Sheepdog who we adopted in February 2008. She suddenly started to have epileptic fits and suffered 8 fits in one night.  We are heartbroken that never fully recovered and had to be put to rest. In the 6 months that we had her she was a very special beautiful girl, who loved life despite her deafness. I loved her the first time I saw her on Many Tears website, she will always be loved and missed.
 The Gibbs Family

JENNY


 Jenny the labrador pictured here had a brain tumour and sadly passed away on 9th July 2008.

FOR BETH

 
A little spaniel died today
In the arms of someone kind
She tried to live, she died in peace
No forever home to find

A production factory in a little soul
Her life was just for breeding
A home life was never there for her
Her job was birth and feeding

But it all went wrong, as these things can
And her health was doomed to fail
Someone had to watch her die
As she feebly wagged her tail

But at least the public got the goods
got the lovely pups she bore
They never saw the end result
Of a little dog, sad and sore

To the people who bought the little pups
And played the breeder's game
Its you who gained from her suffering
It was all done in your name

Author: Fionna Duncan

Beth lost her fight for life on 26 June 2008 at Many Tears.  She fought very hard for six days but sadly it was all too much.  The whole rescue was devasted to loose her and Sylvia has planted an evergreen honey suckle to remind her always of this beautiful little dog. 

  
We all hurt the day we lost Beth. Sandra has very kindly sent us a bench with a plaque in Beth's memory. We hope many will come look around and ponder over the dogs here whilst sitting on this bench.
THANK YOU SANDRA!!!!!

Ark - June 2008


Ark's new owner called to let us know she had suffered from a twisted stomach and following vetinerary advice very sadly had to be put to sleep.  We are so sad that this poor girl had such a short time in her new home but very grateful to her owners who gave her the chance of learning about the joys of living in a home.

MAY 2008


The day you came my life was complete
 Such a beautiful girl, my darling Treat.
 But the Angels decided you were so special
 Took you in their arms, for you to nestle.
 
 Now I remember with a heart full of pride,
 How you were so happy to be by my side
 Gone to the rainbow, without the pain you once bore,
 But with the love we gave you, for evermore
 
 Rainbow Bridge a place with no pain, no harm nor fear.

Eddie - 21 March 2008


     Dear little Eddie had to be pts on 21 March 2008.  He had kidney failure. He was at least 16 years old and was rescued with Bessie (who died March 2007) from the pound.  Both due to be pts - their crime - they were old and Bess had mast cell cancer.
     I took them in thinking they only had weeks to live but Bessie had 7 months and Eddie was with us for 19 months. He was the happiest little chap, full of fun, feisty, cheeky and told all the other dogs off whatever their size if he thought they deserved it.
     We knew the end was near, we hoped we might have him just a little longer but it was not meant to be. He is missed terribly, not a day goes past when I think I hear his funny, gruff little bark or feel his paw patting my leg to be picked up. A little soldier, determined to the end who brought such happiness and so dearly loved by us. He is with Harry, Bessie, Nikki and Barney now in a place where there is no cruelty, all dogs are loved whatever their size, breed or age and where the sun always shines. He is irreplaceable and will never be forgotten.

Harriet - 16 March 2006

RIP sweet girl

Today I was heart broken to hear this news that Harriet had gone to Rainbow Bridge we fostered her and in her time here she was a very loved dogs by the whole family she loved to play and loved the kids she was a very special girl. As a fosterer it's sometimes heart breaking to let a dog go in to their new homes even though you know they are going to be well loved.  But to find out Harriet has gone forever to rainbow bridge is the most heart breaking feeling you can have.
RIP Harriet we loved you very much.
You will stay in our heart forever Harriet 
Love Kev, Liz, Hayden, Ethan and all the dogs with in our family.
xxx

Bertie - March 2008

   
Very sadly we have lost our dear friend Bertie. I felt I wanted to let you know as it was through you that we went to see him and collect him just over three years ago from St Clears pound. Bertie was a fantastic member of our family always helping settle new foster dogs by offering to share his bed which he always did and brought myself and Tom many Happy times.
He did extremely well as we rescued him at 12years with an estimated 6months or so to live, it soon became apparent he was very happy with us and lived a good life for just over three years just struggling the last few months.
Claire x
 

Nibo known to you as Tacco

  
Nibo, our angel, sent from above
Sent by God for us to love.
Pleasure and happiness into our home,
you brought peace and kindness and never left us alone.

When we were sad and needed a kiss,
there you were with a tongue that wouldn't miss.
Your love for us I could see in your eyes.
You gave trust and kindness, never any lies.

You stood by our side when we needed a friend
And in return, we was by yours at the end.
To hold and comfort you those remaining seconds,
we were blessed by Heaven to be there when the angels beckoned...

He wants you to greet the ones who are here without any friends.
Those that are lonely, sad, and whose lives you can help cleanse.
You can show them what love from a human can do.
To hold your head high, nose in the air, and never be blue."

We loved you, my precious one, because you needed us.
There in your brown eyes was one last plea.
"Please give me a chance and let me come live with you.
I promise to give you all that I have, all that you are due."

We knew he was special, kind, gentle and sweet,
such a tiny little body to lie at my feet.
We could never say no because we needed each other,

So we paid his fine, picked him up and carried him to my car,
and off to my house in the country, the drive was far.
You came into our home with a cheery attitude;
we could look in those eyes and see the gratitude.

We was fortunate enough to have you for 1 year,
we loved you each day and gave you lots of hugs, kisses and love

We will miss you my angel because you were a dear little soul,
who woke up each morning with only one goal.
"Kiss my mum & dad everyday and be by there side,
to protect them forever until I die.

I will protect my Family from Heaven above,
so no harm will come to them, only love.
Don't miss me too much because I am not very far.
Just look to the Heavens and you can see my star

Ps thanks for the pear tree

RIP BABY BOY 31/01/08

BARNEY 21-10-97 - 06-01-08


     My little lion died in his sleep Saturday morning. I came downstairs at 7am to find him, he looked as if he was asleep, I called him, he didn't move. I had put him to bed Friday night, given him his biscuits, kissed him goodnight as always, he kissed me back. He had Addisons disease but it was well controlled but it seems he had Addison crisis. My vet told me he just slipped away and wouldn't have known anything about it and for that I am thankful, at least he died in his own bed and home and that was the way I would have wanted for him.
     Words cannot express what he meant to me. I rescued him at 9 months, he was a very bad cruelty case and was terrified of people. The first time I saw him I was told he wouldn't come near me. I crouched down, opened my arms and called his name and he came straight to me and buried his face in my chest. He had chosen me and how I loved him. He went from strength to strength and as time passed he learnt to love others and was so loving and gentle. Everyone called him a 'little lion' because he looked like a lioness. He was diagnosed with Addisons in 2002 and nearly died. We travelled thousands of miles together to Liverpool Veterinary Hospital for treatment for two years until he was able to be cared for by my vets.
     He had such presence and could stop any bad behaviour from the other dogs with just a look, he commanded such respect. My father who died in 2002 adored him and called him 'his beauty boy'. I know he'll look after him for me until I see him again. Snatched from me when I least expected it, I thought we had more time together.
    I'll love you forever my beautiful boy, the world will be a darker place without you.
Anne

DOTTY - 7 JANUARY 2008


     Sadly Dotty (Bugle on the website) died peacefully in her sleep on 7th January 2008.
     She was an  ex puppy farm dog and unwell when she came in to Many Tears.  We fostered her and she seemed to be getting better.  She spent several happy months running around on the farm, playing with the children and stoically ignoring the cows.  She improved so much she was put on the website and had a home to go to.
     Just after Christmas her health suddenly deteriorated and she left us, sad but our lives enriched for having known her.  Thank you Dotty for all the fun, for keeping the young pups in order and showing us life is for living no matter how long you've got or how awful your past.
     Thank you  also to Kenneth and Shaun who were willing to give her a home despite her problems.  Sorry it wasn't to be.
Karen and family.

J.D.

  
J.D. was more than a best friend, he was my absolute everything. He went everywhere with me except work and I mean everywhere! He could be absolute trouble some days but it was hilarious, it was almost like he had a wicked sense of humour and was on a wind-up! You could say to him "where's your mamma?" and he would run over to me and you could ask him "where's your temper?" and he'd playfully give a little bark. He was never nasty or snappy, just a bouncy ball of love and fun and he loved people. He was always stuck by my side when people came over, he always liked to show visitors who I belonged to! Definitely a mummys boy! I started looking on the many tears site originally because I was looking to home another little addition to love and a sister or brother for J.D. Some people couldn't comprehend how hard I took it when he became ill and there was only one possible outcome, though at the time I was defiant and hell bent my boy was going to be made better no matter what. I felt he had been so cheated - "why him? what did he ever do to deserve it? He's only a baby, it's not fair!" It still hurts, I still get angry about it. I still cry over him. I don't say his name out loud anymore, I can't. He's referred to as 'boy'. Does that ever go away? Maybe I'll be a 'mamma' again someday, but I'll never forget my boy.

J.D.
25/06/04 - 01/08/07

J.D. you were my little baby from the second I met you.
I miss you so much and I would do anything to have you back.
Nothing is the same anymore.
It's not the same getting up in the morning to an alarm clock
instead of your sniffs and licks on my face!
It's not the same coming home to an empty silent house instead of you bouncing
around like mayhem on four legs and being so happy to see me!
It's not the same going in the bath and not having to try to explain to you
why you shouldn't try getting in it when I'm already in it!
It's not the same when I feel down and you're not there to
jump on my lap and snuggle into me.
It's not the same going to bed on my own without you snuggling in behind my knees...
you slowly making sure you have most of the bed (despite you having two beds of your own!)
You were the perfect mix of love, fun, loyalty and complete mischief.
You were so brave, bo bo, when you were dealt a hand so cruel and unfair.
Certainly braver than I.
Sweet dreams, bo bo.
Mamma misses you and loves you so much.xxx

4 January 2008

  
     Heaven came from a pound. She was old and spent 9 days there. Her breathing was poor and the pound owner got some tablets for her. Lisa, Heaven's  "Angel "saved her from being put to sleep. She brought  her here but Heaven was gasping for breath, close to death. Her heart was terrible and her life was ending.
      Problems finding a vet to help her peacefully die meant we needed to snuggle her in a quiet kennel and gently talk to her. Hours later she was no better and a vet saw her and gave her some heart medication which we have administered with a lot of love. Sophie, who finished work at 4pm, only left her side at 7pm and James stayed the night and will looked in on her.
      We were desperate for her to be able to get relief and find some happiness however short. The thought of her last days of no cuddles lying in a pound was too upsetting.
     At 1pm the following day I said goodbye to Heaven. We put her to sleep here so there was no more stress for her. She had a warm night filled with love, cookies and cuddles. Her poor heart just was unable to help her though her spirit was so willing. It was a very hard time to make that decision for a dog we knew had suffered so much at the end but I felt it was the only kindness left.

Jess - July 2007

  
Dear Many Tears
      I was hoping you would let my baby girl Jess join your memorial at rainbow bridge.
      Jess was a special dog (like all dogs).  She was my soul mate, and I never knew what grief was until death.
      We had from the pound 11 years ago.  She was 6 months old.  She was in her cage shaking and scared cowering in corner.  We fell in love with her straight away.  We didn't know why or how she ended up there but we do know she had a bad start, she was so skinny and part of her tongue was missing (someone had kicked her in the the mouth).  She became our first baby.
      Then we had Benn our Doberman X.  They became best friends overnight.  When my three daughters came along, she along with Benn was fantastic and became proud and protective of the pack.
      Jess was a lovely happy lab/staff X.  I hope we gave her a loving happy life as I know that is what she gave to us.
      Sadly Jess had cancer earlier this year.  She got through the operation, which was a relief as she was 11 and had a heart mummer.  The steroids held it back for a little while but the inevitable happened on 9th July 07 and we felt the time was right for her to go and become an angel, not for her to suffer.
      At first I felt a great sense of peace, which I wasn't expecting, knowing she was at rest.  The great sense of peace was short lived and along can the grief.  It was through Jess that we found Many Tears while looking for a companion for my grieving dog Benn.  Reading Rainbow Bridge has helped.  I cry every time but it is a release and a feeling of understanding and there are other people who understand how important best friends are to us and we are not alone.
      I hope you will add Jess to Rainbow Bridge and I know £10 isn't much but I hope you will accept it to honour Jess.
 Thank you
 Leigh & Nigel Fullman

KINGSLEY - DECEMBER 2007


21-12-07 Sadly Kingsley our little shitzu pup died in the early hours this morning.  Thanks so much to Angela Kingsley's foster mum, who tried so hard to keep him going.  We are very grateful for everything she did.

For Jingles - December 2007

Jingles was the Victor Mildrew of the dog world, those he loved and trusted were to be kept close, others were probably not to be trusted!
 
Mum and I found Jingles in a pound in Arizona, shortly after I had lost my first ever dog. He was literally on death row, next to be put to sleep......

need I say more?
 
Jingles couldn't be homed due to his slightly unpredictable behaviour, so lived out his life with us. He was a great dog, and loved being part of the pack. He was always at his happiest when with the other dogs. 
 
We will sorely miss Jingles, as he has been such a huge part of our lives for so long!
 
Run free Jingles..............
 

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Reaga


1989-2007 (3rd Sept)  

My poor, sweet boy lost his fight with cancer today, aged 18 years and 10 months. He was amazing for his age, still able to run, hear and see. Everybody always asked me if I was sure when they asked me his age.

I rescued him when he was 2 years old, he lay scared, beaten and starved in a welsh council pound, it was 2 days before Christmas, and he was due to be destroyed Christmas eve as he was a dangerous dog (so my mum and I were told!)

Many people told me to give up on him, that he was unpredictable and would never come right. All I can say to this is that for the last 17 years I have had the most wonderful, loyal, loving dog that anybody could ever find! Today I feel lost and empty as it feels like he has always been with me. I hope that other people will put all their love and belief into a scarred lost soul, and be rewarded with the love that I have been so blessed with for all these years.

Run free and be happy, my loyal companion.
Love forever Leah, Jay and the rest of your pack x

Branston - October 2007

 
Branston and her friend Pickles were turned out on a mountain and left to die.  This is how she arrived at Many Tears where she sadly lost her live after a few days, despite our very best efforts to save her.

A MESSAGE FROM BRANSTON
Those days up on the mountain in the cold and driving rain

 Were the worst I can remember then, at last, somebody came.
 They took me in and Pickles too, for she was dumped with me
 took us home, warmed us up and gave us chicken for our tea.
 
 They would have loved to keep us
but just were not equipped
 so they took us to the pound to see if we were chipped.
 We weren't, of course, so that is when they asked rescues for help
 the first was full, the second too but the third, at last, said 'Well'

 We'll take you in tomorrow if we can find someone
 who'll collect you in their car and agree to do the run.
 
 Luckily Eileen came and collected us next day
 and in no time, all tucked up and warm, we were on our way.
 When we arrived at Many Tears, the staff just stood and stared
 then cried as they took us to our beds, we could tell they really cared.
 
 Pickles had managed better than I to get some food to eat,
 But I was tired and really thin and could hardly use my feet.
 They gave me lots of tasty things to try and build me up
 then a nice warm coat and heated bed I could not believe my luck.
 
 I managed a little food and drank lots of water too

 but they worried I hadn't ate enough and hadn't had a poo
 So Sylvia took me to the vet who put me on a drip
 as they couldn't operate or test until I was more fit
 
 Sylvia stayed up with me all night........to make sure it all went in

 so the vet could then determine why I was so thin
 Next day I felt much better, but the vet was unhappy still
 He thought there was something in my tum that was making me so ill.
 
 He said he had to operate almost straight away
 otherwise he didn't feel I'd see another day.
 And so, today, he did his best, but what he didn't know
 was that I had had some puppies, several days ago.
 One was stuck inside me and that's what made me ill
 and sadly I arrived too late, with Sylvia and Bill.
 
 So, Many Tears, is aptly named, for many now are shed
 by Sylvia and the other staff as they clear away my bed.
 and put away the balls and toys with which I'd never played
 It's sad to think I'd still be here..........if only I'd been spayed.
 
 Written by Chris at CARA

SPANNER

  
Spanner was born at Many Tears.  He was half the size of the other pups in his litter.  Despite the best efforts of his foster carers he sadly passed away at 10 weeks old.

MAY I GO NOW?

May I go now?
Do you think the time is right?
May I say goodbye to pain filled days
and endless lonely nights?
I've lived my life and done my best,
an example tried to be.
So can I take that step beyond
and set my spirit free?

I didn't want to go at first,
I fought with all my might.
But something seems to draw me now
to a warm and loving light.
I want to go
I really do.
It's difficult to stay.

But I will try as best I can
to live just one more day.
To give you time to care for me
and share your love and fears.
I know you're sad and afraid,
because I see your tears.
I'll not be far,
I promise that, and hope you'll always know
that my spirit will be close to you
wherever you may go.
Thank you so for loving me.
You know I love you too,
that's why it's hard to say goodbye
and end this life with you.

So hold me now just one more time
and let me hear you say,
because you care so much for me,
you'll let me go today.

 
By Susan A. Jackson

JESS



Yesterday, Friday the 13th, was sad day for us. Jess our very old Staffy passed away. When I say old I mean I rescued her before Nathan was even born and he is now 15. She was about 2 when I first had her and the vet reckons that is very rare for her  particular breed.  I put it down to the good food she used to have when she managed to escape from the garden and we would loose her.  However, all we had to do was look for the meals on wheels van and sure enough you would find her! She beat cancer, a stroke, but blindness did start to slow her down a little.  Even after all this she still had to go to her chair upstairs.  OK it did sometimes take her a few attempts to get up there but she never failed and she never failed our family with the love and affection she gave.

Now Jess you sleep well and i think its time you left them pussy cats alone.....
Jason

CHLOE - July 2007

Yesterday 11th July 2007 I lost my friend and my protector Chloe. Although she was 15 it doesn't make it any easier. Today when I came in there was a space on the floor where she should have been. I know there will never be another like her. I rescued her when she was not much more than a pup, someone had tried to drown her but she managed to run off. She repaid me in bucket loads. I never worried about

being on my own because she was always there to look after me. Even on the odd occasion when I heard a noise downstairs and had to wake her to send her down to check. She loved to swim and would spend hours in any pond or lake swimming round and round just catching the splashes. There is now a big hole in my heart. Although she is gone she will never be forgotten. Night night Chlo I'm so glad you picked me.

Nikki

In loving memory of Simon

Today (9th July 2007) my mum (Sylvia) lost her best friend.......here is a little about him......

Simon was a once in a life time dog, and my mums best friend! He was left tied to a fence at the Stow on the Wold gypsy fair, he stole my mum’s heart, as well as many other peoples.

Simon was a great ambassador for the rescue world, embarking on two

major fund raising events. He walked from Cornwall to Kent with my mum raising £13,000 for the rescue, and again from John ‘O’ Grouts to Lands End raising another £21,000.

He loved nothing more than sliming in the mud and rubbing himself dry on your nice clean walls!

Simon will be sorely missed and will leave a gapping hole in my mum’s heart.


ROOM IN YOUR HEART

Sorrow fills a barren space;
you close your eyes and see my face
and think of times I made you laugh,
the love we shared, the bond we had,
the special way I needed you -
the friendship shared by just we two.

The day's too quiet, the world seems older,
the wind blows now a little colder.
You gaze into the empty air
and look for me, but I'm not there -
I'm in heaven and I watch you,
and I see the world around you too.

I see little souls wearing fur,
souls who bark and souls who purr
born unwanted and unloved -
I see all this and more above -
I watch them suffer, I see them cry,
I see them lost, I watch them die.
I see unwanted thousands born -
and when they die, nobody mourns.

These little souls wearing fur
(Some who bark and some who purr)
are castaways who - unlike me -
will never know love or security.
A few short months they starve and roam,
Or caged in shelters - nobody takes home.
They're special too (fur balls of pleasure),
filled with love and each one, a treasure.

My pain and suffering came to an end,
so don't cry for me, my person, my friend.
But think of the living -
those souls with fur
(some who bark and some who purr) -
And though our bond can't be broken apart,
make room for another in your home and
your heart.

--- Caro Schubert-James ---

Super Simon

What a boy was super si
big and gentle lad
cheeky, funny, loving si
never really bad.
 
A great companion, faithful friend
went with you everywhere
the traumas, heartbreaks you went through
- were only his to share.
 
No words will heal the wound you have
nor dry the tears you'll cry
but at your side will always be
gentle super Si.
 
By Christine at CARA 

 

Nikki -July 2007

Yesterday I lost the most precious part of me.  Nikki died so suddenly, she was only 2 1/2 years old - just a baby.

I prayed to God to bring her back to me, I begged him to make her well, he didn't listen to my pleas, what sort of God takes away the one thing you love more than anything in the world?  I shan't ask him for anything again.

She and I were as one, my heart is irreparably broken, the ache is too much to bear.  Wait for me on Rainbow Bridge, my dearest little girl, and we will be together again forever.

NIKKI
 
Well, little Nikki.......now you are gone
but not very far away.
The memories of you and me live on
you're here with me every day.
 
The awful start you had to your life
was, hopefully, cushioned by me
and I know, you knew, how much I cared
It was out there for all to see.
 
I look to the stair, where you waited each night
and I still see you, wagging your tail
Yet others insist you are no longer there
and thats when I start to wail.
 
They don't understand, the bond that we have
they never would quite get 'the plot'
They judge me and you on all that they know
but they'll never know all that we've got.
 
We have each other, for all of our lives
and that will remain 'til we die
For the greatest gift that we have, is our love
- for each other, just you and I.

Written by Christine at CARA


 

LIVING FOREVER

'Living Forever' was written by Barbara Sykes of the Mainline Border Collie Centre when she lost Megan, her Border Collie.  She was heartbroken but Megan is forever with her and is still helping others cope with their grief - she was and is a very special little girl.

LIVING FOREVER

Yesterday you took my body like a storm
You travelled every corridor, entered every door and searched every room.
Physically I did all the things I had to do.
Mentally I let you rage.
I had to.  I knew you would settle, like the ones who have gone before.
Emotions – anger, frustration, loneliness, love, hurt.  It was a bad storm.
I wonder sometimes at the strength of the body.
This thing that holds you and me during the bad weather.
It passes.  I lay and let it pass.  I have to.
Today I look out and see and feel the devastation left by this hurricane.
It appears like destruction.
But I see beyond calm waters and gentle grass.
I know you have now found your own room, a compartment of your own,
here in me.
You will travel regularly in the next few days and weeks.
Visiting me at will, reminding me.  Loving, hurting.  Feeling.
You will settle down as will I.  Together we will learn to live a different way.
In time you will visit less regularly.
In time I will visit you.  Opening the door to your compartment,
as I do the others.
No-one else will see you walk with me, talk with me, feel with me.
Only you and I.  We know we will continue to travel through life together.
You in your compartment and I in mine.
We live together, in memories and past joys.
Yesterday you left.
But today I know you will always be with me.
In one of our tomorrows the others will see us walk together again.
Forever

ÓB.Sykes

Mainline Border Collie Centre

CAPRICE - April 2007





Caprice was a beautiful ex breeding Great Dane who came to Many Tears looking for a new home.  She had a wonderful nature and was loved by everyone.  Very sadly, we lost Caprice following complications when she was spayed.  We are all so terribly sad.  The lines below were  written in memory of  Caprice.

Our hearts are heavy, our eyes filled with tears,

In the short time we knew you, you have us happiness.
Now it's your turn for happiness and peace for eternity,

Good bless from all at Many Tears.

Chelsea 2006

 

Her chair is empty today
The chair where my sweet baby laid
Her cushion is cold
Her cat toy has been told
She will no longer sleep in our sun
Instead she will sleep with The Son
No longer at the mercy of human blindness
But safe in the arms of everlasting kindness.

Harry 26/8/1998 - 1/3/2007

Attached two photos of Harry - I have so many of him but all in groups and I thought both of these were good of him.  The one in the field is before his first operation on his neck when he could run and the one in the conservatory was also when he was well, which is how I think he would like to be remembered.   I'm hopeless at poetry but here is what I would like to say:

Harry came into my life in 2000 when he was 18 months old, having suffered indescribable abuse for all his early life.  He was able to run in the fields and woods,  play with the other dogs and understand  how to love and be loved.

In 2002 he had his first disc operation due to the beatings he had received in his early life and in 2004 a dorsal laminectomy.  Against all odds he was determined to get well and he did for a short while.  Then he developed degeneration of his spinal cord which meant he could no longer run and had difficulty walking.  With acupuncture he fought this progressive disease until his legs could no longer carry him.  He had to be put to sleep on March 1, 2007, I held him, he looked into my eyes and still wagged his tail.  He was the bravest, most courageous dog I have ever had the privilege to share my life with.  He will stay in my heart forever until we meet on Rainbow Bridge and be together again.

I hope this isn't too long.  Thank you so much for this, you would have loved him.
Anne

Bessie

Bessie came into my life August 2006 after Chris from CARA saved her from the pound. She had a weeping tumour on her face and others on her body. She had given up on life and was waiting to die. I said I would take her to my vet to see what could be done - my wonderful Vets - especially Branwyn who cared for her with such love and tenderness - operated on the tumours - the diagnosis was Mast Cell Cancer.

She made a wonderful recovery from surgery and was so happy, I decided to keep her - along with Eddie, also rescued with her. She realised all was not lost after all and was so happy, bright and comical. She had three different types of chemotherapy to no avail and we decided to let her enjoy what time she had left - which she did and she knew how loved and special she was. Everyone who met her loved her and she touched everyone's heart with her sweetness. Maybe not the prettiest little dog but to me she was beautiful and had the heart and soul of a lion. She licked my hand before she went and her eyes thanked me. I selfishly would have wanted more time with her but promised her I would never let her suffer. I like to think of her meeting Harry at Rainbow Bridge - both of them fit and well again waiting for the time we will all be reunited. A little dog who has left a huge hole in our lives - never forgotten, loved forever.
 Anne

Pacha, Pace, Paw-Paw and Pansey 2006

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