What did you MANIFEST today?

A few days ago (Saturday, I believe), my 20-year-old son and I were driving to visit friends and filled up our tank before hitting the road. As we pulled out of the gas station I noticed I had just paid $2.09/gallon. About 10 miles down the road there was a station offering gasoline for$2.04.

I wooo-hoooooed out loud and pointed to the sign and told him it was so wonderful that gas prices were down so much from such a short time ago and added, "Wouldn't it be nice to see it go under the $2.00 mark to $1.99 or less?" He smiled and nodded, but I felt the rocket launch from that place inside me and I went to that place of knowing it was already done.

And today, driving into my suburb 27 miles from the office, I saw a little old-fashioned gas station that had posted the price of $1.99/gallon!

Wooooooooo-hoooooooooooooooooo!

I laughed the rest of the way home!

Yum!

CJ

In May of 2005 I decided that I wanted to go see Esther and Jerry Hicks at one of their Art of Allowing Workshops...I did not have the money to attend...but I just knew that I had to be there.  I felt it.  I visualized it over and over and I even visualized Abratham calling me up and me sitting it what they call the Hot Seat.  There was a click I felt and knowing that I was going to be in TarryTown New York on May21, 2005.  One day after my birthday. 

Well for my birthday a dear friend surprised me and bought my ticket for me to attend the workshop...Awesome!  I told my friend I'm telling you watch....Abraham is going to use my favorite word when they are speaking to me...which is Delicious!  He laughed and said okay...but I know he believed me...

So it all went even better than I could have imagined it would...below is a transcript of the intereaction I had with Abraham last year.  Just Delicious...:  )

Peace and Light

Sydney Chase

Abe: Stand up if you think it's you

I stand up.

Abe: You are the one

Me: Yeah that is close(talking about the microphone) and I'm an actress..(Laughter)

Abe: If you don't want to sit back that far lean forward and move it. Justkeep it your distance the same with it there.

Me: How's that... I segment intended that I would sit here today so this isreally exciting.

Abe: Okay so that's done now what?(Laughter)

Me: The question I have actually is ...I um I feel like I am in vibrationalboot camp but it's good I'm having fun. I live in

Abe: Meaning....

Me: Meaning...I am in so much contrast that it's really very interesting it's become very interesting how I'm able to um realize that it's all me and able to change what's happening in my environment and my experience.

Abe: So by vibrational boot camp the reason you use that analogy is because you feel like you are in a situation where you are being asked more, where the circumstances are asking for more agility and more alignment more focus more deliberate application of what you are knowing. And and you like it because...

Me: because I am getting what I am creating in my mind...I spend alot of time in my VR space.

Abe: Well the reason why we like it is because when you're in a situation like that the energy is flowing really fast. When the energy is moving fast like that you can feel more readily when you are in alignment and when your not.

Me: um hmmm

Abe: So it is really a good opportunity for you to sharpen up your attention.

Me: Right

Abe: In other words when you realize, alot of people say they shine in a crisis? The reason they do is because the crisis makes them focus. When you focus you get powerful results. And now you know how to quantify your journey so you can tell if you're focused about what you want or focused in opposition to it. Now this is the wonderful place to be. Your gonna find that you like the way the energy moves under these conditions in other words fast moving energy is only a problem when you're disconnected, fast moving energy when your tuned in, tapped in, turned on gives you a wonderful ride.

Me: Oh yeah it does and I can't stand roller coasters. I am starting to enjoy them now in my life and that's how I see it. In the envirionment I'm in right now.....Abe interrupts

Abe: Well now rollercoaster (me Laughing) is about stop and start energy. A rollercoaster is about dipping in and out of alignment( me okay right). In other words we're not talking about the jerking around stop and start energy.

Me: No that's not what's happening actually.

Abe: Yes

Me: I had a croaking experience and when that happened and I came back out of it I felt like I was downloaded with alot of information and then I didn't remember it. I felt like I had one foot in the physical one in the non physical. What happened in my experience what I created was starting at zero. So when I say zero I mean literally everything all my possessions wordly possessions everything in my life just ( Me making sounds) just crumbled but since December when I started reading Ask and it is Given um amazing transformation has happened in my life as with my dad with my children with my experiences. I live in a small space with my dad right now, it's really interesting to see book of positive do book of positive aspects on him because he keeps his tv on 24 hours a day 7 days a week on the news channel (Laughter) and this is where I sleep..um and so doing BOPA for me with him has changed the environment so that even in this small studio space I am ....we're going like this ( I make a motion with my hands passing around each other) and there's no conflict used to be alot of conflict. But the question that I have actually right now is I am feeling I realize that I am like learning a different language like a vibrational language sort of and I'm feeling really abundant happy and excited and joyful and expectant pretty much most of the time and just the other day....I walked out of the house after doing my, giving myself 1,000 dollars every day and I realized I only had 2 bucks in my pocket but I just spent 151,000 (laughter) I'm having such a good time and I spend so much time in my virtual reality (VR)space that I'm almost feeling like I'm going nuts (more laughter) because when I look at where I am in my reality it's starkly different. (What I was really trying to convey was that I feel prosperous and I don't even realize I only have 2 bucks until I look in my pocket but I ABE really knew what I was meaning)

Abe: There are so many things that you've given us that we want to reflect back to you because you talked about this croaking experience where you had a near death experience and you felt like you knew everything. But then when you came back you didn't know what you know but you felt forever changed and then you said you felt like you had one foot in both worlds. And then you said but shortly thereafter or because of I lost everything and the most significant thing we want to say to you is when life causes you, when the contrast of life causes you to launch these rockets of desires you become more. And no matter what happens in terms of you catching up with it you have become that more.

We were visiting with, this comes up quite frequently. We were visiting with a man one day who had had an enormous financial empire and because of somethings that happened in the financial markets he lost everything and he was complaining to us....because it seemed to him that is had taken him a long time to amass all of that. How can I start at zero he said and we said your not starting at zero because you are the vibrational culmination of all that you have lived. And when you allow yourself to focus in alignment with the vibrational amassing that is you the stuff will flood back in very quickly.

We visited with a woman oneday who was a wonderful artist and she had been carrying her portfolio around for a while. And she was now moving to the other side of the nation looking forwork. And someone stole her portfolio from her car. And now she felt so lost because she had no way of showing everyone where she had come from and where she had been with her art and how magnificent it was and we said to her. Are you now painting at a different caliber than you were with the first thing that's in that portfolio? And she said oh Yes. And we siad and so the first and second and third some of the things in that portfolio are no longer up to speed with where you have become is that right and she said oh yes. And we said you have now become and what you're presenting to your employer is who you now are not who you once were.

So the physical stuff as it drops away it doesn't matter at all because you are amassing the vibrational you.

And so here you are this vibrational being and you think you had this near death experience and you did but you call it a croaking experience...what it was was the path of least resistance experience. What it was was an opportunity for you to vividly feel what it feels like to be in alignment with who you really are. It's not about how much stuff you have, it's not about your portfolio, it's not about anything other than a vibrational offerring. And so in that experience you got to taste what it feels like to be in that blissful place of non-resistance you see. And it's giving you something and you can still remember it. We feel it viscerally in your cellular body and as you remember what that felt like and you reach for the best feeling thought that you can find....not the best feeling thought you've ever thought but the best feeling thought you can find in the moment. What happens is you begin to achieve control over this vibrational crack and as you come backinto alignment with who you are everything that this life has caused you to askfor ....you now have easy...ready...access to.

There is no such thing as starting over because you cannot start over vibrationally but there is such a thing of closing the gap. You know some people will never in this lifetime close the gap, they have to croak to do it.

(Laughter) And you were sort of moving in that direction til you had that near death experience where you closed the gap and remembered what it's like you seeand then....

Me: Well I remember being asked if I wanted to come back and I said yeah

Abe: And now you have the opportunity......

Me:  and I did and was pissed (Laughter)

Abe: Well you see what your talking about is you know how good that felt. And what we're wanting you to understand is you don't have to die to find that. You just have to stop being mad at yourself, you just have to stop comparing yourself to this one and that one and the other one you just have to tend toyour vibrational gap.

And as you close it again and again on subject after subject you return to the vibration that is you. There is nothing more delicious even more delicious than that, nothing more delicious than to be in this body remembering who you are, practicing thoughts of appreciation of self and others and watching the universal forces deliver to you everything that matters to you.

It's abundance beyond description. And so when you play the prosperity game and you pretend that you have an extra 1,000 dollars for every day that you play it and you spend that. What happens is you begin to activate within yourself the idea of abundance and the reality of it has nothing to do with the vibration. The universe doesn't say well there is, we can see the vibration that your offering but now we're comparing the reality with the vibration you're offering and it doesn't match, and so we are not giving it to you. The universe is answering the vibrational signal.

If you can resist the temptation of looking at where you are and constantly comparing the physical manifested results with what your dreaming about so that YOU stop splitting the energy, you'll be one vibration and the universe will have to yeild it to you.

Me: Okay?!??? (Audience Clapping, and I look at the big group behind me) Can I just one second I say to them. (Back to Abe) So I'm spending alot of time in my virtual reality..A-L-O-T O-F T-I-M-E (laughter) cause I love going there and so....

Abe: We just want to say it beats dyin

Me: Oh yeah it does.

Abe: Actually it's the same thing as dyin.

Me: Okay

Abe: It's cleaning up my vibration without having real evidence or reason to do it. In other words it's taking control of my vibration. It's offerring a vibration regardless of the circumstances and as you keep doing that the circumstances have got to change.

Me: So I'm not crazy? I'm not insane? (Hysterical Laughter) cause I'm not no I'm sorry I say to the group audience again. I don't mean to take up alot of time

Abe: Yes you do...(Laughter again)

Me: No I really.... So I'm spending alot of time there right???? and when I come out I know you just said you just said stop comparing it. So when I ride the subway and you know like I have 2 bucks and it costs 4 dollars to get home....I'm still feeling like the men in the white coats are coming and they are gonna take me away saying Sydney you are just losing your mind heifer...(Laughter)

Abe: We know this is the reason we're talking about that, this vibrational gap is what you need to be tending to rather than what that one thinks and that one thinks and that one thinks and that one thinks. Because there is a whole world of people out there that are only able to allow their emotions to follow the train of the reality that they are living. And so they are captured and controlled by the circumstances. So when something happens on the other side of the world they come to their knees in pain. When something happens to someone they don't even know, they hear about it on television, they come to their knees in pain. Because they feel like they need to control the conditions of the world in order to feel better and they know that they cannot control the conditions of the world so they cannot feel better.

We can understand how it can sound to someone like that, if you were to say to them you don't watch that stuff because it makes me feel bad, I put my thoughts only upon what makes me feel good. When you play this game just a little while and you begin to notice the absolute correlation between what your thinking and what your feeling and what your getting... it's not very long before they're asking you what kind of crazy game you're playin. Because as they begin to see your dreams become reality they begin to understand that there is something to this alignment of energy thing you see....And it's so easy for us to understand it you see, because we know the laws of the universe, we know that the only thing that is keeping you from the abundance that you have amassed because of the games that you're playing is because you keep feeling guilty about playing the game and you keep looking around and thinking that other people are going to think that you are crazy. And everytime you stop and take a reality check and say ....Oh wait I've only really got 2 dollars you undo all the good you did with the game.. Because you bring yourself back into vibrational alignment with not having it instead of having it. And the universe is responding to whatever vibration you've got going on you see.

So the more you play the games and you begin to become the person now. In other words when you had that near death experience did you make that up??

Me: No ( a little confused)

Abe: Did you make that up? Oh come on didn't you make that up? (Okay I am alot confused cause I thought they were actually asking me if I was lying...LOL) You mean you actually felt what it feels like to be source energy. You gotta be kidding us!!!

Me: No!!! I did!!!

Abe: Your your your in this physical body and....so you know that didn't you? In other words we couldn't talk you out of that, nobody could talk you out of it. You have a knowing about that you see. And there are a whole lot of people would call you crazy if you told them that story.

Me: they do (laughter)

Abe: But you know that... you know that you see. And so as you begin to play these games and you begin to take control of the way you feel regardless of the current reality and you start beating the drum of where you want to be instead of where you are....Until you start activating the vibration of what's becoming more than what is and you find yourself in vibrational alignment with that and the Law of Attraction begins netting you the results of that. People are gonna say tell me how you do that.

And your first words are gonna be "Well, at first their gonna think your crazy. Because you're going to be ignoring reality, you're not going to be telling it like it is anymore. Your not going to be talking about only having 2 dollars your gonna be pretending you got a whole lot more. Your gonna take on a vibrational essence of a vibrationally rich person. Your gonna feel really prosperous. Your gonna practice the game of prosperity until you feel prosperous and when  you feel prosperous the Universe has to yeild prosperity to you...you see.

But.....

......in the beginning their going to think you're CRAZY.

Me: Thank you

Cheers and applause....I am raising my hands in victorious glee as I head back to my seat. I am not crazy after all....LOL But Abe is not done completely and continues.......

Abe: You have to sort of have to factor out the peanut gallery because they don't know. They don't know about your vibrational crack. They don't know about what life has caused you to want. They don't know who you were before you came into this body. They don't know who you've become as a result of being in this body. They don't know what's being held for you in vibrational escrow.

They don't know about the Source Energy and what it's tending to on your behalf and they don't know where you are in relationship to it. And they don't know what thoughts your thinking as your moving them, they only know what's going on with them you see. They don't know about your crack." End of Transcript

Nope nobody knows what is going on with anybody else...no matter how good you think you know somebody...That was the most Awesome day of my life...then the real work began...

Peace and Light

Sydney Chase

When I had my son I didn't have a suitable name for a girl. So even after I gave birth I looked for a name for a girl, thinking that should not happen a second time.

One day I found nice name and I ran up to my computer to store it so I would not forget it. I filed it on the birthcard that was still on my computer, the one of my son. I changed his date though, putting in a fictional date to make it look like a real card. The fictional date was a date exactly 2.5 years from the birthdate of my son, because that is the space I wanted between my children. I even counted the days. And then I forgot about it all (really!). That was long before I was pregnant of my daughter.

When I got pregnant we were using birthcontrol, because it was not the 'right time' for a second child. My father was seriously ill and I was writing my PhD without any funding. But I got pregnant and at one moment I opened up the file and was shocked! I had been using my due date as her birth date! The birth started at this exact date (21 August) and she was born the next day (22 August). My son is born 11 February, so that makes it two times masternumbers as well. And my daughter is a Leo (double) and that is exactly what I wanted. And of course she is a girl, so I could give her the name.... I call that a miracle.

(AB)