Magician's Little Book of Poetry

Just want to care,
Always be there,
Give a friendly hand,
Try to understand;
It’s no trouble.

Just want to love,
To pull not to shove,
If you need an ear,
I will be here;
It’s no trouble.

Just want to listen,
Give what your missin’,
A shoulder to cry on,
Someone to rely on;
It’s no trouble.

Just want to hug,
Not trying to bug,
Hope you don’t mind,
Leave your pain behind;
It’s no trouble.

Just want to share,
Would go anywhere,
To show you I’m here,
Nothing to fear;
It’s no trouble.

Just want to adore,
All this and more,
This man off the net,
Don’t ever forget;
It’s no trouble.

Just want to remain,
Keep you sane,
Make you feel good,
The way that you should;
It’s no trouble.

Just want to be sincere,
Somebody who’s dear,
Close to your heart,
And that’s just the start;
It’s no trouble.

You burst into my life its true,
And quickly stole my heart,
The wonder and joy of knowing you,
Was only to be the start;
At the time I thought this is it at last,
Knew from the moment we met,
My saviour, my all, so hurt in the past,
This genuine woman from off the net.

Just when I needed someone special there,
You showed me you cared,
Loved me for who I was, not where,
More than I ever could have dared;
Like some fairytale romance,
When we first met I just knew,
You were the one, had to take the chance,
Our love just grew and grew.

This was meant to be despite the odds,
Fell hopelessly head over heels,
An angel above sent from the gods,
Did you know then how that feels.
I thought I could never have you for my own,
You belonged to someone too,
What could I offer you, alone,
Open arms, a bed, and my love for you.

We shared fun times together,
You made my life complete,
My sunshine whatever the weather,
A better soul mate I could never meet;
All my dreams came true,
When you agreed to be with me,
To spend our lives through,
As one, not you or me, but we.

The happiest person alive, in a whirl,
Loved and cherished for just me,
I thought you were one hell of a girl,
You could do no wrong you see;
Faded hurt of troubled past,
Gone now and I was set free,
Heart filled contentment at last,
Finally I could be just me.

My joy was short lived though,
You left as quickly as you came,
Without a word, or explanation, just so,
Do you even remember my name;
My heart is broken in two again,
Everyday still in my thoughts is she,
Longing that in my arms she would remain,
Wondering how this could be.

Tears fall on this page as I write,
Deep inside my heart I shall always love her,
So hard to have loved and lost the fight,
Taken a piece of my heart without a care;
Pick myself up and start again but how,
Each night empty, haunting pains start,
The tears maybe gone tomorrow for now,
But not the stain left here on my heart. 

That last kiss, that last look in your eyes,
The last smile, it’s so hard to smile,
When leaving your side, homeward bound,
I want to scream at the top of my voice,
Don’t let me go, I don’t want to,
Tell me to stay, but we both know I have to,
I drive off looking back at where you stood,
Longing to see you just once more,
Just one last look before that long journey back home,
I know it’s hard for you too, standing there,
Watching me go, we both know it will be a while,
Before I am back in your arms once again, so hard,
Being apart, for even a short while,
It gets more difficult every time,
To leave you, you have your life there,
I have mine here, as mundane as they are,
There are people around us, family and friends,
And yet, we just long to be together,
To hold one another, to just be,
So much love between us, so much to do and say,
But our words speak less, much less,
Than the looks we give each other, the knowing looks,
Of two lovers, making the most of their time,
Together, both hoping that,
One day we will not have to leave each other again,
And that the cuddles, the kisses,
And those looks of love won’t be so far apart,
We both know we are always together,
In our hearts and in our heads,
But the parting is so hard, I miss you baby,
I miss you so very much, and I ache for the next time,
We are together again for real,
Just you and I, in each other’s arms.
With each other, nothing else matters,
No expectations, no trying,
Just being ourselves, us,
Just being, it’s those times,
That are so wonderful, oh baby,
I do so love you,
It’s the parting that’s hard. 

Never does a day go by,
When I don’t think of you, and sigh,
What’s done is done,
I’m filled with much regret,
But you I know, I can’t forget,
My soul was lost, then found,
Now lost again,
The moments gone,
But not the pain,
You say what I want,
You cannot give,
But all I desired was,
Just to live,
You once said, is it too late,
But time is not the case,
Just fate;
Forever you will have a place,
Here in my heart, I can’t erase,
I kid myself that I’ve moved on,
But I know that you were the one;
My poems are all that remain,
To remind me of you,
And keep me sane;
Thank you for the time we had,
Precious moments, never bad,
If you should reach your lowest ebb,
Recall the lovely man,
You met on the web;
I never meant to forsake or hurt you,
And my love for you was true,
I shall always think of you, as a friend,
If you should ever need an ear to bend;
I wish there was a way to change your mind,
But then who said that love was blind;
Our paths crossed once, twice,
Maybe in another life, thrice;
Big hugs for you and all the best,
In your turmoil, I bid you rest,
May life bring you all you seek,
A bright future, never bleak,
As you read the words,
Upon this page,
Be you filled with tears,
Or filled with rage,
Just promise you will remember me,
Now dear, I’ll let you be.