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How in hell did you managed to find this site? You people can scare me sometimes, anyhow welcome to my personal blog: Provoked Nightmares. Here you will find rants about my everyday life, small graphics and creative pieces. Wonderful isn't it? Enjoy ^__~

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Monday 31st July 2006: BIRTHDAY GIRL XP

Listening to: Hysteria - Muse
Mood: Joyful
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Quote of the week: "My eyes! They bleed!! Damn chlorine..."
Updated the following pages: About me and photos
MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *cough* Finally 17 baby!! *dances* But I want to be 18 really so I can go down to my local pub and get myself a nice drink of alcohol with a load of mates. Damn July birthdays making me youngest person out of the whole of my friends. But it's great to be able to know guys in my year that are a few months older than me, makes them good to go out with.... I would be saying that if I was even interested!! xD
Ye its been fun though, went to Barnwell country park with Laura and had a picnic and saw her oh so lovable dog XDD.
Either way sorry for not updating in like A MONTH!! or something like that. During that time I've been on holiday (HOLIDAY PICTURES NOW UP IN PHOTOS SECTION), umpired for the mini incredible rounders tournament for the little primary school kiddies and been to two parties which I got slightly drunk during both of them. Good old fun with cheap wine that you can win on mass from a small festival. xP
But there are some down points since one of my mates moved out of my town, damnit! There goes most of my social contact that even keeps me sane... well sort of. I would die if I didn't have MSN right now. If you haven't guessed talking with friends keeps me sane.
Anyways my birthday presents, the part you read to find really XDD. Well I got some new dragon statues, a another dragon necklace, a dragon keyring, chocolate and ?50 so far. Even my nan posted my birthday card on time... certainly a first since she's terrible at remembering birthdays xDD.
5 minutes till my birthday ends and I leave it there. Well night night xxx

Monday 26th June 2006: New beginnings while re-living the past

Listening to: Remedy - Seether
Mood: Dying of hay-fever + cold
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Quote of the week: "The terrorist system will be replaced by rubber duckies... a quack quack. This one symbolizes all clear. His name is engelbert."
Updated the following pages: About me
Well that's it for school for me, I've left the shit hole once and for all!!! Never in the whole of my life I've been so happy to leave. Now I have to look out for a damn job, easier said than done. Been looking everywhere for a job; in the local newspaper, internet, board signs etc. I feel like giving up on it, its useless. I want a well paid job but it has to be something I'm reasonably good at, that way I will end up working as hard as I can for the pay. Until then I've been wandering around at home and you must admit it get boring after a while. I've been making pre-made layouts endlessly as well as other graphics. I want a proper website!!!!! Not be stuck on crappy freesevers forever. So many graphics might go to waste if I don't find one. WEBSITE HOST NEEDED!!!! T__T
Today out of my boredom I decided to catch the school bus and meet up with a group of good friends which have left the school as well since they were in the year above me. We spent the whole day in Barnwell Country Park just messing about in the playground even when a load of little school kids came along on a field trip. Kinda sat there waving to them to see if they waved back XD One kid came up to me and started talking to me randomly about the football... he had guts to talk about a topic like that O__o This is because I HATE FOOTBALL WITH A PASSION!! Overpay people rolling around on the floor for a free kick. Come on their weekly paycheck is basically the jackpot on the Lottery.... millions!!! I'm sure the money could be put to better use.
Anyway back to the day out, yer we ate and messed about on the swings and the playground in general. Oooh yer one of my geography cover teachers was one of the park rangers there. I was like "is that my old geography teacher?......... *laughs insanely*". But he really was a good teacher who actually paid attention to me in class because I was "one of the smartest in the group" or so he said during parents evening. At that point I didn't feel invisible any more since teachers never paid any attention to me during lessons in my other subjects..... except ICT but that's entirely a different story *mumbles to self* arguing with him was funny, hehe *cough* So yer many laughs today. Even fed Pringles to ducks and they liked them, hehe. Probably dead ducks floating on the water's surface now. One was even eating a Lilly pad O__o
Better stop talking now. Later people xxx

Friday 16th June 2006: DOWNLOAD FESTIVAL = PWN!!!

Listening to: Within Temptation - Deep Within
Mood: Sick again T__T
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Quote of the week: "I want to see a mosh pit going. What the fuck are you doing?..... Twat" - Dani Filth (Cradle of Filth)
Updated the following pages:
WOOOOOOOOO!!!! Download was friggin brilliant!! I saw my favorite band of all time Within Temptation!!! I was near the front too and the lead singer Sharon Den Adel looked at me as I sang every word to every song they play. They even made a effort on the stage display too, it look fantastic!! WITHIN TEMPTATION ROCK!!! If you haven't heard of them then you need to be killed. As well as Within Temptation, I also saw Lacuna Coil (near the front for them too and they rocked too), Dragonforce (insanely fast guitar riffs), Cradle of Filth (amusing how they slagged off the audience), Lordi (they were in one of the smallest stages so it was very hard to get a good view over the masses of people that came), In Flames, Arch Enemy (a woman that sounds like a man while singing.... unique), Soil, InMe (quite good got to get one of their albums now), God Forbid (a black heavy metal singer, now I've seen it all. But they were brilliant), Bloodsimple and Metallica (wow! now that was a concert. I could not see one blade of grass at the main stage for miles. Immense).
But for me Within Temptation made my Download festival brilliant. When they are touring in the UK, I'm going to try and meet them and go see all of their concerts here. Yes, I'm now a dedicated fan! Although one thing pissed me off. People who went to see Lordi and only knew the song Hard Rock Hallelujah.... PISS OFF TO THE BACK! Make room for true Lordi fans who knew all the songs they played and sung to them! All they did was stand around and listen until Hard Rock Hallelujah came on then they suddenly spring into life. There was no room in the tent for you type of fans.... wait you can't even be called fans!! I knew about Lordi long before they entered the Eurovision song contest. I should have been like " Make way, true Lordi fan coming though". Grr stupid people. Using up the little oxygen that was in the tent. Also tall people..... GET TO THE BACK AS WELL!! I could not see a thing most of the time because of some tall bastard stood in front of me and block my perfect view of the band. I'm not that small but come on. They almost did that while Within Temptation was on. I was like "Fuck no you don't!!" *pushes in front*
Anyhow I got some picture of Dragonforce, Lacuna Coil and what I could see of Lordi. Just need to get them developed now but since my scanner don't work I can't put them into the computer @__@ Ah well. But really I'm still wearing the Download entry wristband and the best thing is that its waterproof! *wears it until next year* It truely was the best three days of my life.
Who wants to come next year? Let me know xDDD

Wednesday 8th June 2006: Download and a failed biology exam

Listening to: Tristania - Lost
Mood: Feeling like I can fly into the clouds
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Updated the following pages:
Hell yes!!!!! Going to the Download Festival tomorrow!! I can't stop thinking about which bands I'm going to see and how much of a laugh it will be. Best of all its going to be sunny all weekend especially Sunday!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *runs round room insanely* Sure I'm going to end up lobster coloured when I get back. But who cares?! Three days of non-stop rocking unless we're sleeping or eating =P
Now for the bad news, as you can remember my biology exam was on Monday. Got in the exam hall was like "yup I can do this" 5 minutes into the damn exam I got completely confused on the questions and most of them I didn't understand. By the end when we were leaving the exam hall I was shaking. I know I've failed that exam and there goes my biology grade along with it. Now I've got my Health and Social Care exam today. I don't want to fail this too so I'm going to give it my all after my shocking coursework marks. But that's what you get from a teacher that leaves everything to the last minute.
Wish me luck people xxx

Wednesday 2nd June 2006: Parties, shopping and revision what a combination!

Listening to: Tristania - The Shinning Path
Mood: overjoyed
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Water
Updated the following pages: Future
Yay!! I'm going to my friend's birthday party tonight. We're all meeting up heading off for Indian in Oundle. This is going to be great fun. I can see her face now when she realizes what wrapping paper I have used on her presents. Good old The Little Red Tractor xD. There wasn't any left in the house so I had to make do with that. I've had my bath and I'm ready to go at 7:30 even though its just gone 5:30 =P
Yesterday was brilliant too. Me and Amy caught the Oundle Road bus to Peterborough for a little bit of shopping. While she was going round picking up anything red and white, I went round and pick out a load of black and brown clothes. Yes I've got clothes that are at another level of the light spectrum. If your lucky I'll start to by some gray =P.
If I wasn't outside enjoying the rain. I was sitting in my room doing a load of biology past papers. Now that ladies and gentlemen is NOT fun. Who cares about plant transportation that is down to the very last detail?! I just don't understand it T__T
Think I might go about designing some new graphics to keep me from going insane. I'll upload them later.

Wednesday 24th May 2006: EXAMS!!!! >_<

Listening to: Lordi - Wake the Snake
Mood: happy-ish
Eating: Noodles and sweetcorn
Drinking: Water
Updated the following pages:
WAAHHH!!! EXAMS!!! EXAMS!!! *run round room in a panic* Damn these AS level exams. I've only just started to revise but my first exam is 5th June so I sort of have quite a bit of time to spare. You got to love study leave though. Screw going into school, you can sit at home and revise from there..... with lots of practice papers X__x
Oooh! Just this second the door bell went. My new phone has arrived!!!!!!! I have no idea what the type of mobile it is though since my dad ordered them X___x
That reminds me... I finally got Final Fantasy VII Advent Children on DVD yesterday!! Oh yes! I've already watched it three times xP
I hope everyone watched Eurovision on Saturday night. ROCK ON LORDI!! Such a great band and their music was better than that other crappy pop music. woo! Now they have announced that they are playing at the Download Festival.... which I'm going to this year!! Even better news!!!!! \m/
Better get back to revising now. Damn biology for being my first exam >__<

Thursday 18th May 2006: An update with a new layout!

Listening to: Sanctuary - Utada Hikaru
Mood: Borderline between happy and sad
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Updated the following pages:
Y'awrighty people? Yes NEW LAYOUT!!! *dances insanely* It features images from Final Fantasy XIII which is currently in development and will probably be released over here within the next 3 years T___T. Damn England!! I kinda drooled over the trailer for it. The battle system looks immense on it!! I still haven't stopped watching the trailer yet but I can't help it @__@
Tomorrow is my last day of actual lessons at school then I go on study leave. I'm going to take my camera for lots of photos of my final day at school. Boy, am I going to miss my friends but I will come visit them in school *wipes tear from eye*. Amy is bring in Disney Trivial Pursuit so that we could play during a free lessons. It could end up being quite fun. Another idea was that Tessa would bring in a karaoke game so that everyone in the tutor group has to sing. Naturally my reaction to that was " Noooooooo way!! Your not going to get me to sing in front of the group unless I'm pissed". No doubt my tutor will be dragging me up to the front tomorrow, in which case I will shout out to remove all glass objects within a 50 meter radius because I can't sing, pure and simple. >__>
But I will still miss those great moments in my class. I'm so glad I moved into there at the beginning of the year. No one bitches about you, we're all friends with each other and we have the best tutor in the world. He even took us to dinner last night. I don't see all the other tutors doing that with their classes. I couldn't have wished for a better class. I love them all!!!
This is getting too soppy. I better end it there.
Later people and enjoy the new layout xxxxx