14th September 2004 - N o s t a l g i c

[04:52am] Just needed to blog. It has been ages.

Feelin':

Nostalgic

Thoughts:

So many to say, so little time.

Birthday...

Mum just woke up, i hope i was not the one who woke her up. Well, its september! Guess what, my birthday is already over. And i must say, i had the most unforgetable yet tremendous birthday. I would like to dearly thank my class TB034, my close buddies (Kenneth, Augustine, Qinsheng, Kevin, Elle, Sheena & Co.), everyone who msged me a glorious birthday and my family. Well, to start it off, i was flabbergast by my class TB034 for getting a cake that comes with the sweetest sincerity, amazed and sincerely grateful. Well, later on in the day, i must say thank you to Augustine for showing me around BBDC, if it wasn't you it'd be wondering around aimlessly. I am one step closer to my V e s p a. Later on at night, kenneth and bro. introduced me to Wala Wala @ Holland V, yet again i was amazed by the wonderful place. Its really a fantastic corner to chill. We drank wine & just relac at one corner. Again, i got a cake! That makes 2 for the day. This cake is really special, made up of 6 cakes in total. Small lil' hearts with my name, thank you! Oh yeah, i must thank kenneth, kevin and augustine for the helmet, hohoho i gotta tell you i was running around my house with my newly bought helmet and boxers ONLY. Back at wala wala, the band, the unexpected, said that by next week, the 16th of september, wala wala would be open to the age of 20 and above. How lucky can i be? Anyway, i got sabo to the stage for a birthday song, draggy birthday song though. Just chilled after the party and bum around at kenneth's place afterwards. Ended my birthday with a splash i must say. Oh yeah, mum got me a cake too! That makes 3, and i was thinking of losing weight, shit. Hahaha! I'm so spoilt on my birthday. So once again i must, must must must... say a very big Thank You to everyone who made it the birthday i can always remember. -happy (Oh yeah i went back m'sia too, congrats to my cousin, shes getting married.)

Back to school life...

Well, school life is ever boring. Long bus rides, make that lonely too. I'm glad i have a class like TB034. They may not be the most INSANE bunch of people i've always wanted. But they are the most kind, sincere, political, fun-loving, pure, thoughtful and definitely most hard-working bunch of slackers i have ever seen. They make life in school much less draggy. So projects, assignments and many other work. I've yet to accomplish. None has been done, none has been started on. I'm stuck. My world is crumbling like bits of falling bread. Well, i'm getting even more busy with my riding lessons squeeze into my time table.Vespa! But well, things are not going too smoothly, especially with girls. I can't flirt for nuts. HAHAHA..

Till the next time we meet! read my blog, less often but at least once a month, for updates! =x

- T h e E n d -

25th July 2004 - Insanity

[02:25am] Why do i always blog around 2:30am, its like some blogging syndrom. Insanity

Feelin':

Weird & Satisfied

Thoughts:

Perfect weather, i enjoyed. Me and mah friends were chillin' down @ sentosa today. Wonderful day i must say, took plenty of photos and played non-stop. The weather was changing like as though it was having moods and all. Slight drizzles and summer shine, gives me this funny feeling around me.

Well, looking back at the path i've walked, i realise things have changed so much. I see so much difference in my life at this present moment and i guess things are going to stick this way. Anticipate the future, i must say. I'm already a month plus old studying in Temasek Polytechninc already, well everything going smoothly so far. A couple of bumps and scratches, thats all. Starting to know a lot of people in school already, surprisingly, i still don't feel content about it. I miss the old days, too much. Bummer. Well, i'd report another day, the nights getting to 'early'. Gotta buy mum breakfast in the morning!

- T h e E n d -

14th July 2004 - S c h o o l    L i f e

[02:32am] Weirdly i am blogging the same time as i blogged 2 days ago. Sweetness.

Feelin':

Confident

Thoughts:

Have you found your desire ? Indulge in it.

I've just completed my CommSkill assignment, i'm satisfied.

Many things have happened this week. Lately, everyones feelin' fatigued, moodless, lost & questioning their existence in life. Well, i took this time to reflect on what has happened and what can and cannot be changed. I've got friends feeling down because they worry for other people in their lives, people whom they bonded so closed. I've got friends who cannot adapt to school-life so far, having trouble with their surroundings. I've got friends just pondering on why things happen like this and like that. Well, all i can say, that it is all fate. Everyone's path is decided and thus this is what it has become. People change, definitely, but its not a matter of whether that person is going to change back to his or her normal self, its whether YOU can adapt to their changes. One cannot make another change, so one has to change oneself. Like they say:"Love is about sacrifices" Yes, friendship is about sacrificing what you want too. Mutual understanding works both ways perfectly. Cheer up everyone !!

I'm starting to get the hang of my course, though i do not really have a full interest in it. Its developing. I'm getting to think about my dreams. Well, i aspire to be a entrepreneur myself, like mom and dad. Although i want to help their business, i might want to try mine first. Starting my own F&B business would be something i desire for since 14 - 15. Its not a easy thing, but like what everyone says:"Hardwork & Persistence". Lately, i've been doing research, homeworks & projects. Weirdly, i never did so much in my life before. But i guess its just the responsibility of fufilling your parents hard-earn money. Well, time passes very quick & things are getting smoother for me. I hope. Well, thats all i have to say.

- d r e a m s - 

- T h e E n d -

12th July 2004 - C h i l d r e n

[02:32am] No need for animosity

Feelin':

 Glad

Thoughts:

What do you desire ? What does everynoe desire ?

I've just popped back from malaysia, a trip with just me and my dad. Hopefully, we talked things out, though we are both stubborn and stupid at times. Well, my home in Malaysia is really different nowadays. In the past, it used to be noisy and really messy because of me and my younger brother. We'd made a mess out of the entire house and have aunts and uncles screaming at us 24/7. Chaotic. Then my younger cousins from my 2nd uncle took over us, the Havoc Duo. Well, you could hear grand ma screaming in hokkien, "Don't run already, stop playing already!" I miss the old days, where grand ma used to keep asking me, "Have you eaten ? No !?" "Eh lay bee (4th Aunt), faster go cook for ah keong!" in hokkien. Now you know why i come in such a size. Then grand pa will give me 10 ringgit to buy myself my favourite wan tan noodles and loads of ice-cream.

Nowadays, the house is really quiet. Soundless at all, only when i come back to visit, grand ma would start talking about the past and everything. Grand pa had already passed away a couple of years back, i miss him, he used to buy me a lot of fire works for chinese new year. My 1st aunt and 3rd aunt are still single, i do wonder sometimes why don't they get married. Well, their pretty old already, i guess not. Lucky for them, my 2nd uncle, 2nd aunt and 4th aunt have kids. So my 1st and 3rd aunt can still enjoy the pleasure of having children. Well, so now in the empty house, i have my grand ma, 1st aunt and 3rd aunt to live in such a big house. I feel sad, sometimes i wished everyone lived under the same roof. I used to dream of this when i was real young. Well, everyone else is married and having their family of their own, including my dad. Well, my oldest cousin just gave birth to a baby boy, Jason, congradulations. I'm a uncle already, boo! I have 8 male cousins and 4 female cousins, which are closely related. I have a god-knows-how-many more around malaysia. Well, i really do hope to unite the entire family once more.

- T h e E n d -

June 2004 - [ H o p e ]

[01:08am] I see Light.

Feelin':

Lost 

Thoughts:

As i walk along my quiet path, there are many problems i've encountered. Life is never perfect as they say, i too belief. A new bond of friendship, a new enviroment to explore. Dull is what life is for me right now, like a picture painted in black and white, colorless it seems to be. Its just the 2nd week 2nd day, i do hope for more changes. Pointless it seems to keep quiet, i believe i should venture. Everyone has already taken the first step of their newly given path, as the clock ticks, the further everyone is from each other. Part and parcel of life it seems, i never enjoyed a single bit. Take a cup of kindness, share it with happiness. I am not a pessimistic person, and i shall not be one. For i shall take my step forward and reflect on my past. What i'm learning does not seem to be my best interest. But like i said, life is never a perfect picture. So paint it with what you've got.

- T h e E n d -

20th June 2004 - B l a c k & W h i te

[05:00am] Shadow in the dark

Feelin':

Content

Thoughts:

Again, my apologies for not blogging for a month. Well, i've reached the final day of my 'Longest Holiday' that i have so far experience in my life. School will be starting on the 21st June 2004, but i don't have lessons on that day. Hoho. Anyway, i would like to say thanks to everyone whom had made my life a blessing during my holidays. I enjoyed every single bit of it, even the most sadest to the happiest moments. Every step is a learning step for me and i do hope i have many more steps to climb. I've worked in Nooch, made friends with really fun-to-be-with people; i've worked in Thai Express & enjoyed the cruelty of horrible customers yet enjoyed; i've worked as a Camp Instructor and realise how fun it is to teach and learn @ the same time; i've worked for my mum to realise how tough her life is doing her job, i've made many many many new friends along the way; i've learnt to treasure my family & what i have; i've earn money for my vespa; i've exposed myself to the reality of an independent life; i've spent a holiday to tioman with a good buddy and family; i've back packed to KL to see so many Bah Pohs in malaysia & tried out Zouk KL & chill with my malay chaps; i've been to BBQs, Camps, Chalets &   Sentosa; i've grown darker due to over-tanning; i've been posted to Temasek Polytechnic to study Business; i've grown older.

As i embark onto a new voyage of different route, i really hope to hold the friends i've come to know & to enjoy of whats to come. To everyone, as we walk the different paths of our lives and yet, i really do hope to meet again at the cross-roads of life.

Don't worry i'm not going to die any soon, i hope.

/Gracias / Xie Xie / Thank You / Terima Kasir / Arigato / Kum Sia / Merci /

- T h e E n d -

17th May 2004 - F a n t a s y 

[02:20am] Lead me to the world of fantasy.......... bullshit. Face reality.

Feelin':

Me <--- yup, i'm feeling me right now 

Thoughts: 

Haha, i realised i spend too much time worrying on too many unneccesary problems that i will encounter in the future. Wheres the old me ? . Haha, yup the old me. Alright alright, i had a wonderful week. I went sentosa twice!! and i got cooked like grilled lobster with lotsa cheese and bacon bits. Yummy Yumm Yummm, alrighty. Saturday trip with the Feng sistas and paper goat were definitely insane, played vball played vball and played vball, woo hooooo i hope you guys feel that i have improved, sigh i always wanted to play as good as you guys. TMD still cannot play so well. (For those non-vulgeric peeps, TMD is "Ta Ma De" which meants "Your Mother's") Well i definitely enjoyed my-self a lot, its been so long since i seen you guys, altogether i meant.Well i went to sentosa on tuesday with ken, qs, zhu ba jian and elle too, yup all the sun tanning and freesby-ing, enjoyable moments. Love you guys so much, dar dar i  want hug hug.. HAHAHAHAHA, i hope yy and hm don't see this. But i just love that phrase. Hahahahaha, oh well i hope theres many more to come. So yeah, definitely feeling lighter this coming week. I guess i should prioritize on what i should do, and should not do. Making sense, i need to be a serious person. Honestly, i am when it comes to important matters. Hahahaha, but nothing is important to me.  Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha, not funny at all. I've got camp in 5 hours time and i'm still online bloggin'. Oh god . It is gonna be hell, worst still i don't have my partners with me. Oh well, whatever. I don't care, as long i teach what i'm suppose to teach and have fun, i guess i shall be fine. From this day, onwards, you are gonna see the whatever engkeong, nothing matters no more.  Schools starting real soon, i'm pretty excited though, i hope i meet retarded people, but i heard you can only find them at woodbridge. Oh well, i guess i have to make with what i have. I can't wait to get my vespa up and running, thats till my birthday passes. Oh yeah, what i want for the month, i want a rabbit. Yup, no not those fat things. the Dwarf rabbits from Holland. Expensive fur balls . I'd make expensive bunny soup with carrots and potatoes when i get hungry. And thats if i'm getting those fur ball things. Oh yeah, i spend most of my time nowadays watching anime. Darn, i'm getting hooked by those cartoon figures with all those ninja power capabilities. But well, in real life it's bullshit. Oh well, whatever. Just can't wait to go to school and chill out, oh yeah augustine got into Temasek Polytechnic, muahahaha i guess me and him are gonna turn the school upside down. Alright alright, i need to sleep. Forgive me everyone, for providing such sub-standard keongology in your life. Gracias

 - T h e E n d -

05th May 2004 -

blinded by greed

selfish hunger feeds

fools we become

no one confronts

why such a burden

why such a person

acting like ourself

decieving everyone else

words to describe

such horrid creatures

the word forcomes

the word human beings.

- T h e E n d -

04th May 2004 - W a s t e d 

[01:31am] Listening to Rhett Miller - Come Around

Feelin':

less one burden

Thoughts: 

Read as you may, i speak only the truth. Quoted from the song; "Am i gonna be lonely for the rest of my life ? Unless you come around, so come around..." No i'm not in love. Feelin' so mellow now, yet childish. Why thoughts of anger and sadness sprout out my mind again, un-controllable feelings i say again. Feelin betrayed, no. Feelin' disappointed, yes. Why do i put myself under such pressure ? i do not know. Its me, whom always aspires and greed for more. Like what i said, humans are greedy fools. I do not feel pain, i do not feel anguish, nethier do i feel sadness. I need to grow out of myself, metamorphisis. No, not like an insect way. Not like a caterpillar transforming into a pupae then into a beautiful butterfly, i'd look rather foolish if i were to be a butterfly, a fat one indeed. But i guess, its not mature to just cut off like that. Reflecting my thoughts as they go round and round my head. Why do this things keep happening ? i feel like an immortal running through deja vu as though they never end, like the immortal himself. Well i cannot make up for anything, i guess i just need to search again, for people who are worthy of being insane. One is not enough, an army is what i need. Conquer the world i say, the world is mine to have. 

- T h e E n d -

01st May 2004 - F o o l s 

[08:13pm] Earliest time i'd blog.

Feelin':

In the dark

Thoughts:

What was i thinking ? surrounding myself in such im-mature behaviour(Spello?). Am i thinking a little to much ? as i reflected in the past and begin to ponder over such scenarios that i wish to avoid. Clueless i feel to how human beings think, such an arrogant fool i am to think i know it all.  i'm such a retard. Well that is life ? Hahaha, i do not care a bit. I'm going clubbing tonight, SOS, and hopefully drink my past behind me. Or do i even have a past ?  well i shall not talk about stuff that are not mend to be bothered. Human Beings are selfish lil' fools who are greedy and just hunger for anything in their reach and spare no thoughts for others, blinded by what they want, they will have no mercy in hurting others around them. Am i'm not proud to say, that i am still a human being.

- T h e E n d -

29th April 2004 - R e t a r d e d 

[03:58am] Ponder

Feelin':

Lost 

Thoughts:

My apologies for blogging so late. Really busy @ the moment and rather moodless to touch my blog.

Well what have i been up too ? i've been slacking real bad lately. Spending a whole sum of money i shudden have touch. I've not save enough for my Vespa and yet not focusing on it. Feeling lost yeah, i do. I've grown to be so fickle-minded, that now my mind is eating itself up. I do not know what i want, i have so many other options to choose that leaves me confuse. And yet i'm not embracing it, when others lack of such opportunities. I feel like a bastard., but i gotta be selfish. Well, i have came to a conclusion that i shall stay and study in singapore, forget austrialia, waste of family money. I am so close yet so far, i already applied for it, i got in to Monash University and Taylors College, now i'm being hold back by National Service (Screw Singapore). I'm so tired, tired of getting what i want to study. Singapore do not want me, now singapore won't let me go. What the fuck is singapore's problem ? complicated it seems, but it all comes down to me. My Fault, I'm Blamed. So yeah, i guess i have to settle down at Temasek Polytechnic doing a diploma in Business. Well, i've done some research, and my future does not seem that bad. Holding a diploma in Business and a degree in what-so-eva i want, makes a perfect team. The WORLD would WANT me. Keongology. Well, i've been blinded lately, why i say blinded ? blinded by my selfish-ness. I do not feel sorry, nethier do i ask for forgiveness. I realise one thing, money is blinding everyone, whereby no one is able to see what they can see, ending up not being themselves. What can i say ? i can only wait for this virus to pass. The month of april, i have done nothing much, not earning any income to support myself. Yet spending money like water, clubbing at zouk and SOS, eating like a fat slobbish pig. I wish for a better tomorrow. Okay it ends here, thanks.

- T h e E n d -

7th April 2004 - P u r e I n s a n i t y

[03:40am] Stuff me with madness

Feelin':

Lost at the moment, rather difficult to get myself back together again

Thoughts:

a rush of blood through my head

my mind spinning, blur in motion

senseless i've become

useless it has been

if fate brought me to this crossroad

then i shall let fate lead my path

ease i feel, comfort from you

soothing it is, calms me down

tranquility you give, calm i get

peace in mind, spare no thoughts

let it be, the way it was mend to be

dreams are only an illusion

Events:

Aye, peaceful life right now. Simple as it can be. Got a job i like, enjoying life yet earning money. Hanging around, like a foolish monkey. Tough decisions to be made, time is not in my hands, yet i'm unprepared. What to do ? thats life.

 - T h e E n d -

21st March 2004 - C r a z e d

[01:31am] G o i n g I n s a n e 

Feelin':

Insane

Events:

Nothing much, i've found something i like. A job i meant, i quitted Thai Express. Hopefully the manager does not bug me anymore; asking me to help him out. But now i am employed as a Camp Instructor. Like the label man, sounds rather cool. Oh well, this company offers camps for schools or other organization, so as to teach leadership, teamwork and other type of skills. As camp instructors we do the teaching, hahahahahaha. I feel its rather a easy job for me, as i used to be in Scouting. Yeah, enjoying it. But the timing and pay is rather acceptable only. Good enough. Oh well, 2 weeks and no camps. Thats because of miscommunications. And all the camps are fully booked by other people. Darn..!! But nvm, go ahead and enjoy life. 3 day 2 night camp at my house. Ken n elle n sheena was at my place for that camp. Hahahaha, went crazed. 2nd day of our own camp, went sentosa.. sun tanned and beach out. At night, went to booze and ended up at 'Rush' at moh-hah-mad sultan. ( sorry can't spell ) But ya, movies at my house.. blardy hell enjoying life. Spend quite a sum of money, but thats the way to enjoy life. Oh well, another camp is coming up soon, gotta save money, for my Vespa.

 - T h e E n d -

15th March 2004 - D i s a p p o i n t m e n t

[02:31am] Aye.. tired i am.

Feelin':

Tired-Happy

Events:

Ha ha ha ha, lifes been much better than before. I guess. I've been doing many many stuff. Woo hoo.. for the past week. I guess keeping myself busy is part of my life. I can't stand boredom. I've quitted many jobs and got myself employed again & again. Total jobs i have taken up, 4. Not a lot. Oh well, i've just gotten my results of my application to MCM, not what i wanted. But i expected that. Considering my horrid results. I guess nothing much can be done. Going to try for an appeal, hopefully i will succeed. I HOPE, i am prepared for the worst. Thanks to Zhi for convincing me that FSV is also a good choice. I thought so, when i think back about Business Studies.. its too general. I want to be specialized in a certain field. My apologies to all my Keongology fans out there.. HA HA HA, bull shit...(People to whom read my blogs)..hope you continue to read them or my lousy efforts are wasted. But sorrry, for doing such slow and lousy updates. Busy busy busy. =]  Thanks

 - T h e E n d -

8th March 2004 - Aye shit.. how many weeks already ? Now den blog. WTF ?

[02:44am] *Slaps Me-self* Sorry, so irresponsible to stop contributing to the Blogging World. HAHAHAHA. Not funny.

Feelin':

At Eased-Happy

Events:

Lemme see, two weeks.. DUH a lot has happened. Hahahahahahahhaa.. i needed a break, a long one. Need to reclaim whats left of my life. Gonna be a monk...key.. HAHAHAHA.. not funny. Shit, my jokes are getting lamer, but humour..less... Sigh. Oh well, results are out, i quitted my job, i cant get into what i want, people dont give shyt about me.. thank god i have a mum.. GOD I LOVE HER, I SWEAR I DO. Shes the nicest thing in this harsh-painful-motherfucking world.. Supportive as ever.. =] For those who hate their mums... GET A LIFE.. HAHAHAHAHA.. ok nvm.. Oh well, i got L1R5 : 27.. WOO HOO.. and L1R4: 18.. WHAT THE ?.. guesss whats the difference.. a 9 pointer.. guess the subject.. HAHAHAHA CHEENA CHEENA CHEENA.. GOD I HATE CHEENAS.. oh well, i am a proud Anti-Cheena.. my results was not that bad.. but it was not that good too.. A big disappointment.. really, but considering the amount of effort i put in.. HAHAHAHAHA.. i aimed a blardy A2 for Accounts.. i got a blardy B3.. CANT THEY JUST SHUT ONE EYE ? HUH ? HUH HUH ? BLARDY ANG MOHS.. and my english.. biggest disappointment.. ok la.. HAHAHA.. a blardy C5.. gimme a blardy B4 LA.... SCIENCE ALSO.. BLARDY HELL.. BLARDY O LEVELS.. ok la.. =] My dreams of mass com is washed into the drains.. OH WELL.. i hope i BLARDY MAKE IT.. Aye, i so BLARDY vulgar.. I NEED TO TURN around.. God i love rhett miller - come around.. THANK YOU STEPHANIE for BLESSING ME with your.. SONGS.. you guys shd BLARDY LISTEN TO IT.. ok okokokokok.. fug.. i've got bigger problems to handle when the results appear.. might not be in singapore no more.. no shyt.. SERIOUS.. ok, I GOING TO TAKE A BLARDY BUS KELANG BACK TO BLARDY MALAYSIA.. MY BLARDY COUSIN GOT A BLARDY 8 A's and 2 B's for his O's.. BLARDY HELL, i'm gonna BLARDY suck his BRAINS dry.. 10 SUBJECTS and this kinda bull shitting results.. BLARDY HELL.. ok, at least i dont use FUG.. OR BITCH or BASTARD.. oh FUG, i just said it all.. FUG.. HAHAHAHHA.. BLARDY HELL... READ MY BLARDY BLOG YA ? I GONNA UPDATE ALREADY.. KEONG IS BACK.. KEONGOLOGY WILL LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. for now.. HAHAHA

 - T h e E n d -

24th Febuary 2004 - Pondering

[02:16am] Here i am.. its been a week since i last blog. I'm such a slacker.

Feelin':

Worried-Happyless

Events:

Its been a week eversince i worked at Thai Express. Oh well, a lot has happen. I learned many, and i learned more. I realise i gave up my "freewill". I realised how important it is to me. "Freewill" is what i meant by the control of my time. I just learnt that my schedule is all bull shit. I feel like i'm stuck to one corner. Being cornerred till the very end. I do not know. I do not feel. I'm just bored and sick. Thats what i feel today. I hope thing gets better. As the days pass quietly. Results are coming. And i do wish my friends all the very best. Another turning point in life. Cross roads is what we have that binds us together. Paths seperated. Destiny split. The long dark path ahead of us is the only way we can see our future. Good luck guys. I'm moodless to write.

 - T h e E n d -

17th Febuary 2004 - My first 'off' day.. =] a day after my first day at work..

[04:29am] So early in the morning.. =] I'm going to sentosa !!

Feelin':

Happy

Events:

The day before.. 16th Febuary. My first day at work, back at Thai Express. =] I love it. 110%. I enjoyed it. Nothing more could be said. Work was nothing. Was fun. Actually. Getting to know the staff, actually i think i know half of them. That includes the kitchen staff. Its because i used to work at the Thai Express line.. so some of the previous staff i knew.. are working at where i am right now.. Well, first thing first.. =] i love to eat.. why ? its free, its good and its enjoyable. Eating together with friends. If you guys don't do that ? go try. Taste does not matter anymore. Oh yeah, weirdly enough, the kitchen chefs cooked for us 'Japanese Curry'.. in a Thai restaurant.. how weird ? Hahahahah, i didnt care. The food was great.. okok. Back to work.. 8 hours straight.. and i did not feel a thing.. its so carefree, easy and simple. Compared to my previous working place.. talking to my buddies was just time-consuming.. learning about the new system.. the manager is great, as in humourous and friendly but straight-forward.. which is good. i hope he stays that way. The asst. manager is always great, Judy, she is as if like my god-sista.. treat me and friends so well.. Talking about friends, yeah me and kenneth and yeowyee.. the 'Old Birds' or 'Lao Jiao'.. nothing to be proud of.. just that we are more experience.. that explains my pay and easy-adapting to work.. Well, i started off as 'Runner', as usual ? hahahaha.. but it was simple.. easy.. not a problem.. i learn the table numbers all in a day.. i recognize the menu as i used to work in Thai Express before.. i wanna get into bar.. life would be easy.. HAHAHA.. =] such a slacker.. but the bad point of working there is closing the place.. we really clean up the place.. windows cleaned.. floors, swiped and mopped.. cups dishes tables all doned.. but yeah, felt good. It feels great to work in a clean enviroment.. =] Today there was a lot of jokes to share.. firstly, i was suppose to serve table 1's food.. guess what.. the place is hard to reach.. really small and cramp.. and i was like.. "Kenneth, help me abit ? i cant reach table one...:" kenneth said:" why ?" i replied:" I too fat.." kenneth laughed his ass off.. HAHAHAHA.. =] okok, after work, met little miss sweet at ABC market.. for supper.. really nice to talk with.. and ya, kenneth's sista is picking us up.. yippy. she took so long.. but i guess we still shd appreciate her effort.. =] i went to ken's hse to chill and check out the 'Past' photos.. so funny.. GOD i miss the days in skool.. for those whom does not know what i meant.. drop by my hse some day.. i show you what i did in skool for 5 years in my life.. HAHAHAHA.. =] its a great day..

 - T h e E n d -

15th Febuary 2004 - V a l e n t i n e ' s D a y

[04:42pm] Oh great i just woke up..

Feelin':

Great-Happy-Tired-Worried

Events:

Ok ok.. I'll start far back, since i haven blog for such a long time.

12th Febuary:

I went out with fengs to participate in B l u e 's autograph session. Gawd, the place was filled with ladies/girls/babes/aunties/gays hahaha..!! there were a couple of guys, like me. HAHAHA. okok, i'm not really a blue fan, but i just accompany my dearest neighbour/schmate/vballfriend/friend/greatfriend, feng hui, to the autograph session. She was actually doing it for her sister, Jazz. So we were chatting most of the time, yak yak yak yak. And she sang most of the time. (Great Singer) We were in the que, and soon enough, Blue arrived. Not really smashing.. but yeah.. i could have gone deaf with my surround sound 'scream' system. The guys were good-looking. Bla bla bla. So we moved on, and on, and on... about to reach them already.. i was kicked out. Or you could say i can't get an autograph by them. Haha, so happy. =] fengs went on. So excited. Went i met her at the exit.. she was like so happy. Lemme quote this from her.. "I Hug ALL OF THEM".. hahahaha!! oh well, life goes on.. we went for lunch at 'Pastamania'.. had a lot of food.. and we went to take some neoprints. =] not bad actually. Haha! Stroll around orchard.. and that was about me.. we boarded our long bus ride home.. and the really cool thing of having her as my friend is that, at least there is some one to accompany me all the way to my block. Because, she lives opposite my block. Hahahahaa..!! =] Life is good.

13th Febuary:

Went to many poly open-hse. Nayang Poly / Temasek Poly.. oh great only 2. hahahahaha! okok. I love temasek polytechinc. Really sweet and hip place. The ambience and enviroment is a 100/10.. really fantastic. The people seem friendly tooo.. okok. That wasn't what i was looking for. But yeah, the courses and enviroment really got my eyes. But the bad point is, its so frigging far. =] Sigh! I might consider it soon. As i am getting my Vespa, hopefully by september.

14th Febuary:

Ahaa! Valentine day. =] Oh well, was pretty much a simple but sweet day. =] I went out with my valentine(confidencial) to lunch at NYDC. Haha, i still love the food there. Really nice place, at wheelock place that is. Then we wanted to catch a movie but the place was really packed. The whole town was packed. Filled with many couples and singles and gays and lesbians.. hahahahaha..!! I saw 34 friends. How coincidental. Anyway.. we spent a lot of time walking around.. chatting and window shopping. Wanted to go east coast and take a breeze & walk but yeah, time was a big factor. Oh well.. so we stayed along orchard. And guess what met a couple of friends whom i was gonna chill at night. So it was about time to go home anyway, my valentine had serious curfew. That was the end. Hehe really simple. Oh well, i was going to club tonight. Jia Wei wanted to go clubbing. So i joined her, and many other friends. =] There was me, jia wei, shi chi, guo jie, tim, ian, sarwes, aaron, weide. Oh yeah.. so we went to 'Mad Monks' before that we tried chocolate box and hendrix. Some of us could not go in.. i/c and all. =] So mad monks was the best idea. Hahaha. Its not really bad afterall. Cozy place. Sweet. Great music. =] Lack of people. Oh well, booze and dance. Pool and everything. Soon it got packed with a couple more bunch of people. And yeah.. that was my valentine night. Clubbing away. I prefered Zouk anyway. Hahaha! That was it, slept at 6am. And Woke at 4pm. =]

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10th Febuary 2004 - I Quit.

[01:15am] Blog blog blogs!

Feelin':

H a p p y - As usual

Events:

Today, lemme see. I went out! Woo hoo. Ok, theres nothing really fantastic about this. Yeow yee came over to my place in the afternoon, used my computer. Not because he wanted to see me, argh! Great friend, huh ? lol! Kidding. I expected this. Oh well, he was playing games and stuff. I was on the net and stuff. Chatting and all. Den we left for Town. Today i am going to go for an interview at 'Thai Express'.. as if i needed one ? Hello ? i'm an old bird. lol. But i tried Bistro too.. hehe. Bistro sounds cool, really. Me n Yeow yee was waiting for the Manager to settle his meeting with his staff before he camed to interview me. Oh well, we waited.. and waited.. and waited. End up eating there too. Both of us had 'Curry Soft Shell Crab', gawd i missed that so much. We got 30% discount and more food. How worthy. HAHA! Oh well, he got 3 soft shell crabs, and i got 2 only. But mines bigger. So i guess we are fair. HAHA. =] Usually the serving is 2 crabs. But i was full. Had a lot. Kenneth was working.. hahaha! so idiotic. That ass-hole told me he won't go back to 'Thai Express'. Look at him now, in the orange shirt. I got the interview, went well. I guess. Today i went to collect my pay too, Nooch. My pay ? Classified. But it was a considerable amount.

Well, i'm sorry 'Lai Jia'. I am late, again.. as usual. Haha. Lai jia tradition. But i had my reasons. Dumb ass manager. Met up with the whole family.. oh gawd. So big, felt so good. Happy again. Gosh, went around.. and we ate at Jade Crystal Restaurant - Xiao Long Bao & La Mian.. god its good food. And i introduce to them. Haha! Quite a heavy bill too. But i find it worth while.. =] went to take pictures and all. Talked a lot. Oh yeah, everyone ended up at my house. Haha, and Feng Hui join us. Yikes, my neighbour finally at my house.. so awkward. lol! I showed them my Bungee video and everything. Humourous..

Ok thats about all, i'm online still. Chatting with Jia Wei. Haha, she can never slp. I WONDER. =]

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08th Febuary 2004 - I Changed.

[12:01am] Hehe, perfect time to blog. I Haf a lot to say. =]

Feelin':

a new Me - Happy of course.

Events:

A Decision has been made, i need a change. Okok heres my agenda:

- Quit Nooch

- New Job - Bistro or Thai Express

- Change my attitude towards mummy, be nice of course. I meant be NICER. I am already nice.

- Try to change my attitude towards daddy, nicer. Its hard. Dad is a !%@!@$.

- Clear my social problems, or social unrest.

- Think through my thoughts and get things clear.

- Get my x70.

- Appreciate my parents money and do some things to clear my 'Debts'

- Treat family to dinner.

- Get myself prepared for my 'O' level results.

Work:

I've thought about many things for a long long time. Many un-happy events had happen so far for the past 2 weeks. A pity. But this week things are starting to get better. Firstly, working in Nooch is really horrid. There is no welfare for the staff at all. I pity those who put in serious effort in making it a better place. Really such a pity. Theres this guy, Alan, whom is one of the best and experience workers in Nooch. He is paid only $5.5 an hour, which is the same as me. He is so much better than anyone else. Efficient and all. He would make it far in any working places. But what inspired me is he still stayed at Nooch. Not for anything but the people. Really glad theres such people around. Thats why i endured Nooch for 2 mths. But i guess i am giving up. I need to look for a better job with welfare and better pay. I've been chilling with my mates (class boys). Talk a lot, all the old times and esp about working at Thai Express.. kenneth decided to go back to thai express. Benedict is going to work at thai express. Yeow yee already working there. So is Jia ping. So i considering to go back and work as a crew again. Oh did i tell you ? Jia ping got promoted to Supervisor @ thai express esplanade. He is real good in Bartending. 1 min a drink. =] So i might be going back to thai express. Welfare good, pay good, staff good! $850 a month. only 5 days a week. Thats really a good offer. =] i wished it increase but its not bad after all! haha.

Lai Jia:

Everything is falling apart, a pity too. It was real fun when i hang out with you guys. Love you guys a lot, and i hope things get better.

Today:

. Today was a real tiring day.. hehe! Woke up at 8-9am and reach home at 11pm. Haha! Out all day!

Okok, here i go:

Morning my dearest-neighbour-sweetie-pie Feng hui woke me up with her one phone call. Haha! But i was late, as usual! and they left without me to the Vball Competition. Oh well, i didn't mind. I had more time to slp. Haha! So i met them around 9am++ and well, saw a lil of the action. Not bad not bad, considering all the players were of very young age! Next we had prata near Queenstown MRT. Ok la, didn't eat much. Haha! Feng en ordered her 'Ginger Tea'.. and she didn't like it. I dare not taste. Oh well we left for clementi straight away.. Ngee Ann Polytechnic Open House..!! woo hoo, a lot of music and 'Chio Bux'.. haha! Well just walked a little.. i knew what i wanted. So i went for what i wanted. Business Course or Mass Communication Course. Business Course is becoz i want to open my own lil' branch of Cafe/Bar/Restaurant by the sea. So i need to learn a lot of managment. Mass communication would be because i love to socialise. And being a Public Relations Officer would definitely work for me. =] So here is my plan for the phuture. Oh yeah, talking about that.. our second purpose for visiting Ngee Ann is because of my bitchy Zhi Yang. Haha! kidding. He is D-jaying in some competition. Sounds cool ? but actually nothing much. Haha, KIDDING. Its a lot of work.. mental preparation and everything. Zhi-z had it. Was great.. and he speak real fluently and calm. Answering question was not bad too. And when it came to the real work, he got people dancing around. ok la, not really dancing. but moving. Haha! Oh yeah light years was there, hehe! Rosalind is good looking. And that girl bitchy and short.. from light years.. Haha she was dancing to zhi yang's killer song. "Crazy in love - Beyonce" Oh well was a great performance. But a pity that zhi yang couldn't claim first. He got 3rd which was not bad at all. But still a pity. MGS had killer voices. AHEM i meant screaming supporters. Oh well after everything, fengs - hm - yy - zy - me - yitno went to haf our LONG wished marche lunch. Haha! ordered a lot. And my dearest FE ate a lot of potatoe. WEIRD. haha! Had a packed lunch. Oh well.. den zy had to work. Sad. The rest of us continued and went window shopping.. omg.. so tired and we were dreading the whole trip. In the end, we chilled most of the time. Saw some real GREAT streat performance.. SAMBA MUSIC. i love. the beat. its great. definitely. =] makes me dance. den we saw the 'Funkamania' at takashimaya. And went to Far East ot meet Yitno.. lol! WALK AGAIN!? I was like, SHYT. oh well. went there and sat down and chilled over a cuppa bundung and teh halia.. and i don't know what else. Went home with Fengs, AS USUAL, they live right opposite me. Its great to haf people like them.. bus rides are so much better. =] And i get 2 summore. Thank god. Haha!  Thats abt today. i can't remember much. Had too many in my mind. Blog again nxt time! - Eekkss

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03rd Febuary 2004 - Life's a btich.

12am already.. yikes.. work again tmr. Oh gawd.. i hate work.

Feelin':

Hate work-Bored-Dying to be Happy

Today:

Yikes, sheena birthday BBQ was not really a success. Well to admit, its a lil' boring coz i do not know much people over there. haha! But ya, i'm too tired and less-crazee this few days. So all i did was chill and drank a lil.. haha! Spent most of the time with friends talking and all.. A friend got drunk, yikes.. BURDEN, had to take care of that idiot.. oh well.. that was the peak of the week. real boring ya ? =] lifes going down for me this month..

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30th January 2004 - Yikes..!! Misunderstood.

Good day guys..!! its 3am in the morning..!! haha. I can't sleep. Just chattin' with jia wei and company.. oh god. i'm really restless.

Feelin':

Un-happy

Today:

Today..!! worked again. As usual.. i've been dyin' to go out. And chill, i missed my friends..!! Yikes.. guys if you read this.. i'm not alway busy with work and all. I rather don't work and go out..!! Well, today i worked 12pm-5pm.. really tired for the first 3 hours.. but later on, it turned out better..!! Haha, all the head-chef went for a break.. and my fav. chefs are all around.. haha! so that meants.. 'Tou Chi' time.. i ate Rice & Curry & Chicken.. yummm, well its better than nothing.. haha..!! was so full, and the bartender gave me a free slurpee aka smoothee.. =] gosh... life was great at the moment.. yikes i nearly forgot that i am still working.. haha, slack at the kitchen most of the time.. time fly real slow.. fuggit..! l8er on, i went to meet jia wei.. haha. crazed. foolish brother, always foolin' around.. but i guess. i was the same when i was his age.. haha! went to town to eat. I had pasta mania.. haha! damn funny.. was my first time.. i didn't know that they had no menu and stuff.. i went to ask the waiter for a menu.. haha! so dumb. embarressed myself. Yikes. - eekkss

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28th January 2004 - Keongology is back

Hmmm, i guess i'm back.. do a lil' bloggin' so you guys know what's up with me. Haha! like you guys care!? haha! oh well, life is good & bad. As usual ? up and downs.

Feelin':

Tired-Disappointed-But Still Happy

Today:

Worked. 12pm-5pm

Met up with uncle to have lunch.. aykes my cousin is so adorable.

Dinner with parents and uncle and auntie.. their treat.

Crystal Jade Restaurant.. really ex stuff!

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Whenever the blue skies turn up on my monday.

I'd look back and think of sunday.

Someday i might be able see you again.

Streets filled with bustling people.

You were the outstanding one.

The one i could only see color.

Everyone else was black or white.

You were the difference.

Indulge myself in the pool of lust for you.

Like a craving for drugs and puffs.

Your more addictive then any of them.

Minds confused eyes blurred.

Daze is all i feel only because of you.

If they said, for your flower to bloom, you'd have to shower it with care n love.

Then would you be my flower ?

Doubt i have, to hold your heart.

Dreams are only just an illusion.

- keongology