I cant believe shes gone things havent change, the only thing that changed is not seeing her everyday i cry at night, i cant sleep life isnt the same, i kno her spirits with us mayb tats y things feel the same but in mah heart i kno ill nvr c her again, o dear god y did u take her? couldnt u take me instead? she made our hearts joyful and put meaning in life, but with her gone life seems worthless life means death

You sit in my room every night and wine

You get me in trouble, when i do nothing wrong

You tell me stuff i dont want to hear, when im watching mah favorite TV show

You annoy me and hit me

And you wonder why i hate you

I Cut

Because I'm Stressed

I Cut

Because I Can

I Cut

I know its wrong

But it helps

I Cut

You see me crying everynight

You see me cuting

You know I'm depressed

But you don't know why

Why am I depressed?

Maybe it's because

My parents abuse me or

My boyfriend abuses me or

Because I Love You

But You don't know I Love You

I'm invisable to you

And it's making me depressed,

It's making me cry everynight,

It's making me cut

And i don't know what to do.

This is my last farewell.

Why live, when you can't breathe.

Why breathe, when you can't touch.

Why touch, when you can't smell.

Why smell, when you can't see.

Why see, when you can't hear.

Why hear, when you can't live.

I've lived in your shadows

For longer than a lifetime

I've lived your life

I've seen what it's like to be you

And I hate it

I want to be me again

I want to live my life

I want to see what its like to be me

But I dont know who me is

I'm Lost

I'm alone in a world

of disappearing nothingness

and i cant get out

no matter how hard i try

i'm Alone

and i can't survive