"Beauty to Find"
By L-M Owens
Among the ruins of this world, there is beauty to find. Among all the decadence and delinquency, with the decline of everything right and good spiraling desperately out of control, there is still beauty for these eyes to see and this heart to feel.
In the cold grayness of a snowless foggy winter, most see ugliness, yet these eyes find beauty in the black and white tones of the season. The blackened bark of the trees, with their naked branches sprawling eerily against a grey December sky is hauntingly beautiful to these eyes.
A man and woman in love, intertwined in each others heart and mind, so rare in these times of despair. Oh how beautiful to this heart they are. A child's laugh, a single rose, a firefly aglow. A birds song, a crickets chirp, the smile on an elderly persons face. A coyote with her pups, the rain on the roof, a helping hand. The embrace of an old friend, the hands of a new baby and the sound of a far away loved ones voice. Yes there is beauty to find, if only you would stop, look with your eyes, listen with your soul and feel with your heart.
Of all the beauty to find, the most beautiful is hope. As long as we find hope we have something this degenerate world cannot take away. Hope. Hope for all things good and right in life. Hope and happiness will follow. Hope is beauty found.
© March 13, 2007
"Forsaken"
By L-MO
1/22/01
I've been forsaken, yeah I've been taken for a ride straight to hell. Yeah straight to hell I slide
I see the demons dance before me, like lost sheep to slaughter the demons lead me.
Faster faster I plummet, fallen from grace on a high summit.
Down down I fall, I'm straining to hear your voice but you don't call.
How I love you, how I need you, doesn't seem to matter much to you.
Here in hell the demons laugh because I love you and I fell.
I reach out to you but you wont take it, I'm lost in hells fiery pit.
You wont help me out, I have to find my way alone. Why the hell did you lead me here, what's that all about?
I've been forsaken, yeah I've been taken for a ride straight to hell, yeah straight to hell I slide. ©
One little word has caused me so much painI watched with silent cries as you walked away from our goodbyes.Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, God I hate that word.I try to be strong for you, so you wont change your mind about doing what you have to dobut it hurts so bad without you and I just want you to come back home.(Chorus)My heart is breaking and I cant stop weepingI lay awake when I should be sleepingToo many goodbyes for me to swallowLetting go of so much fills me with such grief and sorrowI took our time together for granted. I guess I thought goodbye would never come,or maybe I just couldn't face that fear.My heart has been broken a million times before but I never thought it would be broken by you.I knew I had to let go so you could grow into a more beautiful you.But I had no idea how bad it would hurt to see you stretch your wings and fly away.I feel so empty and lonely inside, yet Im filled to the brim with pride.Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, God I hate that word.(Repeat Chorus)Fly on my sweet, fly on. I will be here when you come home. I will hide my pain just for you, for you to make it through what you have to do.Fly on my sweet, fly on and know that I love you.