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Sitting alone by the fireplace,// I gloomily stare at my book in distaste.// The authors’ fluidity has no pace;// No frock, no trim, no lace,// And my involvement is a disgrace.//

Or perhaps I’m mistaken.// Forgive me, I cannot awaken.//

I feel ashamed// For my sympathy has appeared to be lamed.// And though I might say that I’d find it strange,// I’d be rather preoccupied if another were to say the same.//

Rivulets of my blood, crimson it seems,// Are made seen// By my firelog that beams// And gleams.// If it may smile I can only dream;// A perception only a child could decorate with cream.//

I watch the embers poke the air in their dance// As a knight may have performed with his lance.// I choose not to give them another glance;// Their warming ability has lost its chance.//

Why the moon I fear is a thing uncertain./// Must it leer//So at me// And sneer// So avidly?// Please create a cloud for its curtain.///

No, I am here safely dreaming in a conscious state.// But then I find that it’s too late.//

Perhaps I will come to learn// That I am much to firm// With any situation that attracts concern// And this my fire decides to confirm.//

I attempted to maintain my intentions// To keep my fire alive when it mentions,//

“It’s time for me to greet my maker.// Therefore now I must meet with you later.”//

Half distraught// I sit in the dark// And put down my book whose words I forgot.//

Melodically I sway to the nights ensemble.// These subtle actions arouse me to slumber.// I choose not to place myself anywhere farther.// I lay where I sat, alone by the fire.//



so what?

Nothing inspires me.// I look at this world and think what the fuck can I do?// My bones r tired u see.// I felt I was all alone, but then came u.//

Boldly calm and unnerving// To those who r undeserving// Of my attention.// To some this will cause apprehension.//

To those who don’t listen: Fuck them.// To those with ambition: Carpe diem.//

Pen in hand, I stare at the paper. Damn, it’s been a long time.// I want to sing but can’t get my vocal chords untied.// My creativity broke out the back door fully disguised.// So in this world of downfalls, where can I go to rise?// My own need of aspiration/// Is in desperation/// To find motivation./// My lack thereof will be my demise.// I know I use false vocabulary./// I know I’m wrong, Larry./// So the fuck what Mr. Wise?//

Fuck you.// I love u and I hate u// All folded into nice little neat piles// Of fake smiles// And all of ur denials// To accept and love/hate me back.// I want to stab u, u lifeless piece of crap.//

Yes, this is childish.// Fix it.// I’m caught up in this.// Lick it.//

 



no point

I laugh at you.//  You read my words and think, “wow, this is real good shit.”//  It’s all fake. It’s all a temporary emotion. An entertaining bit//  Of me--untrue.//

Why commend me on what will be forgotten tomorrow?//  How ironic to get positive feedback on words of sorrow// And anger and anguish and pain and hurt.//  Used as a means of sharing dirt and/or to flirt.//

I don’t really know what I’m saying.// I don’t have any lasting passion.//  I just follow along w/ the latest fashion.// To these ideas I’m simply catering.//

I see nothing new, nothing deep.//  These cries put me to sleep.// We’re all different ways of being alike.//  It’s useless, boring garbage that I type and type and type.//

ABBA, AABB.//  Well what do u know?// I wonder if u noticed so.// It’s a muthafuckin rhyming scheme.//

I laugh again cuz what’s the point? What’s it mean?// An organized way to read bullshit till it’s clean?// So then u read again and wonder if I followed the rules.// Laugh one last time cuz I did. Fuck, I’m a fool.//



questions (kinda silly =P)

Do atheists still buy chocolate bunny rabbits for easter and hide rotting eggs for their christian kids to find?// I’m lost because a second ago I thought I was in front and now it seems I’m lagging behind.// What the fuck?// Let go, I think I’m stuck.// So many rules I think I’m confused, but then again that’s just a thought.// I’m so deep in confusion that I don’t even know if I’m really confused or not.// Damn it’s hot.// What was I talking about? I forgot.// Oh yeah…chocolate. Because if christian’s really gave a fuck, why do they buy the rabbits?// Why don’t they manufacture chocolate crosses or some shit and make that the new habit?// “Be good for the easter jesus.” That’s got a nice ring to it, don’t you think? I do.// Teach the kids they can come back from the dead and give them all guns too.// Enough about religious shit cuz easter ain’t even my holiday.// Wait a second. Why was I even talkin about this anyway?// So do drug-addicts tell their kids to “just say no”?// Wouldn’t we all like to be ideal and reagenistic and think so?// Or will they look at their kids’ pretty brown eyes and think twice// About buyin their ice?// Would the dish still have ran away with the spoon// If the cow hadn’t jumped over the moon?// Maybe someone can tell me. Maybe one day soon.// I bet they went on a honeymoon.// They probably went to Hawaii. Yeah, after they ran away, that’s where they flew.// But maybe they shouldn’t have flown there but rather, flewn.// “Yes we went to Hawaii. That’s where we ‘flewn’ to.”// Canada is to “eh” what surfers are to “dude“.// How that relates I don’t know.// Hey! Where’d the remote go?// Stupid dish and spoon.// I want to go to Hawaii. Take me too.// What if your best friend’s kid was ugly? I bet you wouldn’t tell them the truth.// I bet you’d pinch the little fucker’s unsightly-ass cheek and say “Oh isn’t he or she so daaaamn cute?”// When on the inside you’re thinking “Damn, too bad the condom broke that night.”// You think if the dish and spoon took me it’d be a first-class flight?// Yeah. You’re probably right.// If we were in the 60s I might say “out of sight”// But to say it now probably wouldn’t be tight.// These random thoughts are my own personal fight.// Say, do poets ever lose their expertise?// Does writing ever stop becoming their release?// In Alaska would I freeze?// Oh well, I’m tired. I’m goin to sleep.//



my horizon (prolly some of the realest shit i ever wrote)

~Get to the point where my horizon’s enterprisin,// drawin the fine line between risin and demisin.// Expanded the base broad, like my thought,// ones I’ve fought, left distraught, in the end all played its part.

~soul searchin and im hurtin, the realest love brings you pain// and consequently the sweetest pain all the same.// letting go of the hate brings me to the state where dreams inflate// comin together out of the goodness of grace.

~beauty is in the song lyrics chimin the wrong// ampin up who you knowin, all part of the release// communication through beef// representation of struggles, leave it on the streets.// find peace without the heat but never forget.// Tell me you grown but you growin, then try to repent

~always easier to claim no one else is the same// have no love for another find the faults in your brothas.// look inside before you judge me// beauty that I touch, see// knowin what I need, breathe

~am I alone? seein a world sheltered from cold?// seems impossible I know. pain, can’t let it go.// restraints will only grow without your flow, seems to show, through your clothes// slam a fist through a door, break it down, break it all down// closed doors full of hypocrisy whores// let em out and let em taste this globe.

~change starts with open minds and hearts// circulatin these fronts of disrespectin chumps.// inject em with this feelin, this peace wars’ only the beginning// my tape recorder reelin and one day we can fill em

~knowledge the only answer, so learn// stare into these eyes that burn// a passion, reaction, all lovin, no bashin// deadlocked and firm, victims of my concern

~damn you fine, you just a dime.// you need to holla and call me sometime, drop a line// so I can paint this pretty picture for you.// no restrictions to my convictions, touch me and I’ll lay it down for you// trace your body with my finger, let it linger, hit you with this truth

~If you try to come off as pimp// make sure you got a mind that accompanies your limp

~of this Hennessey I take my last sip// for those im yet to see let a drip slip// yes, this ghetto shit, breathe in this positive spit// live and die for it// baby, jus like this life, you heaven sent

~get to the point where there’s no lies in my horizon// blur it out, one child, one race, one life,// together scratch the spite out of the malicious.// rhymes ain’t always gotta be vicious.



scorch me..

at times i hate the sun for bringing upon the day.
it scorches me
and forces me
to keep my sleep at bay.
it smashes through my window of slumber
violently
and i am given a rude awakening.

but this morning seems different.
i looked up to the ceiling and felt a surge
of pleasure.
it was the slightest tingle that was followed by
detailed
erotic
still images
in my mind.

i graze over my breasts slightly as i feel their tips
tighten.
my t-shirt falls to the floor as i allow them to breathe,
fully exposed to fresh air.
i curl around in my blanket and notice the sun about to
rise..

thoughts of more things rising surge
so i rise my chest to arch my back in response
and move my fingers onward.
panties slip over ankles
meeting a t-shirt
on the floor.
i slip down further and meet what i was looking for..

my lover..
i expose him too
and put him in my mouth,
hoping not to cause
a rude awakening.

the sun is getting higher now and almost close enough
to smash through my window and scorch me
but i'm too busy..
the tingles have been met with
sticky waterfalls
and hes ready now so i can play
cowgirl.

i explode..
and then i explode again..
and again..and again..
and then the morning sun scorches me..

scorch me..

oh god, scorch me..


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